This is session 89 with GW, a 68-year-old widow who suffers from paranoid delusions.
โHello, Dr. Hale.โ
โPlease have a seat, Gail.โ
โOh. Yes. Of course. Iโm sorry.โ
โDonโt apologize. I want you to be comfortable when weโre talking.โ
โYes. I know. I justโฆ I feel likeโฆโ
โAre you okay? You seem especially anxious today. Your hands are shaking.โ
โI justโฆโ
โAre you taking the medications I prescribed?โ โNo. Iโm afraid not.โ
โHow come?โ
โWell, Iโฆ I know youโre going to tell me Iโm being paranoid if I tell you this.โ
โTell me.โ
โIโฆ I think my pharmacist is trying to kill me.โ โGailโฆโ
โI know. You think Iโm crazy. You think Iโm paranoid. But this time, itโs true. I mean, heโs a pharmacist. It would be so easy for him to do it. He could just swap out my pills for something else.โ
โWhy would you think he wants to kill you?โ
โItโs the way he looks at me. I canโt describe it. And after he handed me the bag with my pills in it, he winked at me.โ
โSoโฆ?โ
โDonโt you see, Dr. Hale? He was winking at me because he knew there was something bad in the pill bottles.โ
โMaybe he was just being friendly? Or even flirting?โ โNo. Definitely not.โ
โWhy would he want to kill you?โ
โWho knows? Because heโs a psychopath. You know, people are walking around out there who are just crazy. They donโt need a reason to kill you. They just do it because theyโre crazy!โ
โGail, I need you to take your medications.โ
โBut I canโt! Donโt you see what Iโm saying? If I take those pills, Iโm going to die!โ
โDo you remember when you thought the mailman was trying to kill you?โ
โUmโฆโ
โGail? Was he actually trying to kill you?โ
โIโm still not sure. I mean, itโsย possible. He was always outside my house at the same time. Right outside my door. Peeking in.โ
โHe was delivering your mail, Gail.โ
โThere was something funny about it.โ
โThe mailman was not trying to kill you. And your pharmacist is not trying to kill you. You really need to take the medications that I prescribed.โ
โThatโs what my son says too.โ
โSo there you go. You should listen to him.โ
โBut think about it, Dr. Hale. If I were to die, my son would get a big insurance payoff. So he doesnโt mind if the pharmacist kills me.โ
โGail, listen. You have to try to recognize that thisโฆ thisโฆโ
โYes?โ
โHold on. I justโฆ My phone buzzed. I have to make sure itโs not an emergency with one of my patients. Itโsโฆโ
โDr. Hale?โ
โHang on.โ
โDr. Hale? Is everything okay? What does your text message say?โ
โIโm sorry, Gail. Iโm afraid weโre going to have to reschedule our appointment. An emergency has come up.โ