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Chapter no 27

The Wife Upstairs

I wake up the next morning in Adamโ€™s bed.

The master bedroom has its own bathroom, and I can hear him showering. Heโ€™s singing. I try to identify the song. I think itโ€™s something by Bruno Mars. He sounds very happy. At least, Iโ€™ve never heard him singing before, so I would think it means heโ€™s happy.

He comes out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist and a big grin on his face. Yes, heโ€™s definitely happy. I guess itโ€™s been a long time for him since heโ€™s gotten lucky. Maybe he was starting to think it might never happen again.

โ€œHey.โ€ He leans over the bed and kisses me gently in the mouth, bringing back very nice memories of last night. I allow him to do it for a moment, then I pull away. โ€œYouโ€™re finally up. You really know how to sleep, Sylvia.โ€

I avert my eyes as he lets the towel drop, and I donโ€™t look up again until he throws on some clothes. I shouldnโ€™t have done what I did last night. I should have pushed him away. But after the way he intervened when Freddy showed up, I wasnโ€™t thinking straight.

โ€œAdam,โ€ I murmur. โ€œListenโ€ฆโ€

His T-shirt sticks slightly to his damp chest. โ€œOh. Shit.โ€ โ€œWhat?โ€

The smile drops off his face. โ€œYouโ€™re about to tell me that last night was a terrible mistake and we canโ€™t ever do it again.โ€

โ€œWellโ€ฆโ€ Thatโ€™s exactly it. โ€œItโ€™s just thatโ€ฆ Victoriaโ€ฆโ€

His brows bunch together. He sits on the edge of the bed next to me. โ€œSylvia, I love Victoria. You know that. Iโ€™ll always love her. Butโ€ฆโ€

โ€œBut?โ€

He rakes a hand through his wet hair. โ€œAre you seriously going to make me complete that sentence? Victoria has major brain damage. We donโ€™t have a marriage anymore. Am I telling you anything you donโ€™t know?โ€

I drop my eyes. โ€œNoโ€ฆ but sheโ€™s still in there. Part of her, at least.โ€

He shakes his head. โ€œMaybe a small part. I donโ€™t know. But, Sylvia, Iโ€™m thirty-five years old. I want to take care of Victoria, and Iโ€™ll do that, but that canโ€™t be it for me. Itย canโ€™t. I mean, if this were it for my entire life, Iโ€ฆโ€ He takes a deep breath. โ€œIโ€™d blow my brains out.โ€

Even though what heโ€™s saying sounds awful, I canโ€™t entirely blame him. He has been an amazing husband to Victoria up to this point. He has stood by her when a lot of spouses might not, especially somebody as young and handsome as he is.

But the part that really bothers me is I think thereโ€™s a bigger part of Victoria still in there than he is willing to admit. It would be one thing if she were a vegetable who never opened her eyes, but sheโ€™s not. She talks, albeit rarely. She knows whatโ€™s going on. She remembered when a bullet hit the tree outside the house. She knew when I was wearing her sweater. She claims thereโ€™s a gun hidden in Adamโ€™s closet. And for some reason, that scares her.

But I get that he feels lonely. After all, Victoria isnโ€™t capable of even a simple conversation anymore. And I can see why he feels having sex with her would be an ethical gray area. He admitted that ever since sheโ€™s been home, heโ€™s had to take cold showers.

But this morning, he took a nice hot shower.

Adam leans forward and kisses me again. And God help me, I let him do it.

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