The stench of rotting flesh still clings to my car as I drive from the hospital to the outpatient office. I have to drive with all the windows down, but it doesnโt matter. Itโs still overwhelming. I spend most of the drive trying not to gag. Iโm definitely not about to eat a burrito in my car.
The rest of my morning was hectic after I left the surgical ICU. I was ten minutes late getting to the OR for my surgery, which ended up running long. I spent the rest of the morning playing catch-up. But it was impossible to focus the way I usually do.
Somebody was following me. Somebody planted blood in my basement. Somebody planted a severed hand in my car.
And I have no idea why.
When I park in the lot outside the building, I consider leaving the windows down. But then I remember that the last time I was parked here, my tires got slashed. I donโt want to make it any easier for somebody to have access to my car. So the windows have to go up. Iโll air the car out again tonight.
When I get upstairs to the waiting room, before I can even get to the front desk, a woman jumps up to talk to me. She looks familiar, but it takes a few seconds to place her.
โMrs. Kellogg,โ I say. โHow are you doing?โ
The older woman smiles at me. That bruise under her left eye has faded since the last time I saw her, when I slipped her that note to ask if she was okay. She looks like a weight has been lifted off her shoulders.
โIโm well, Dr. Davis,โ she says. โI came here because I wanted you to know thatโฆ well, Arnold passed.โ
My mouth feels suddenly dry. This isnโt the kind of news I need right now. โHe did?โ
โEarlier this week.โ Her voice is soft. โHe died peacefully in his sleep.
From a heart attack.โ
My shoulders sag. A heart attack. A quiet heart attack in his bed. He wasnโt murdered and his hands werenโt sliced off. He died about as peacefully as could be expected. โIโm so sorry to hear that.โ
โYes,โ she sighs. โAnyway, I just wanted to thank you for the excellent care you gave him. Obviously, the heart attack had nothing to do with the surgery he had. Itโs just one of those things, you know?โ
โRight,โ I murmur. Although I canโt help but think with everything going on with me, even losing a patient for something that has absolutely nothing to do with me or the surgery they had is not a good thing.
Mrs. Kellogg shakes my hand and then at the last second pulls me in for a hug. Even though she denied it when I asked her the question, I never believed her husband wasnโt the one who gave her that black eye. I bet sheโs glad heโs gone.
I approach the desk of the clinic, where Harper is immersed in a phone call. Her eyes dart up when she sees me, and she flashes me a concerned look. As soon as she gets off the phone, she stands up.
โDr. Davis, are you all right?โ
I force a smile. โYes, Iโm fine now. It was just a twenty-four-hour bug.โ
Her brows knit together and she picks up a Tupperware container filled with amber liquid and stringy noodles. โI made you chicken noodle soupโฆโ
โThanks but Iโm fine. Really.โ I hesitate, wanting to ask her something but not sure if I should. โHey, Harper, are you able to search the list of patients?โ
โOf course I can.โ
โBy what parameters?โ
She grabs her mouse and clicks on the screen. โWhatever you want.
Name, medical record numberโฆโ
โCan you search based on age?โ She purses her lips. โAge?โ
โLikeโฆโ I wipe my suddenly sweaty hands on my scrub pants. โCan you search for, say, all female patients under age thirty?โ
โYes.โ Harper gives me a curious look. โI think so. Why?โ
Because two of my female patients under age thirty have been murdered in the last two weeks. And Iโm scared that this isnโt the end.
Most of my patients are older. My list of young female patients canโt possibly be very long. If I called each of them and somehowโฆ I donโt know. I suppose I would seem insane if I warned them that their lives could
be in danger. Thatโs the sort of behavior that could end up costing me my license. I could try to give the list to Detective Barber, but that would be a privacy violation. So really, thereโs not much I could do with that list.
โNever mind,โ I mumble.
โAre you sure youโre okay, Dr. Davis?โ โFine. Just peachy.โ
I hurry off, grudgingly accepting Harperโs soup and stashing it away in the refrigerator, just to make her happy. Before I can make it to the examining room, Sheila nabs me in the hallway. She links her arm into mine and gives me a stern look. โNora,โ she says. โAre you okay?โ
โOh my God,โ I groan. โIt was just a little stomach bug. Iโm fine.โ
She looks me straight in the eyes. โPhilip said youโre having legal problems.โ
My right hand clenches into a fist. โHeย toldย you that?โ She nods. โHeโs just worried about you.โ
โBut it wasnโt his place to tell everyone.โ My cheeks burn. โAnyway, itโs not true.โ
She arches an eyebrow.
โItโs not!โ Or at least, I wonโt have legal problems unless somebody discovers whatโs inside my garbage can. Then I might be in a bit of trouble. โTrust me. Everything is fine. Itโs just been a rough week.โ
โAll right,โ Sheila says. โBut thereโs something else I better warn you about. Ever since Sonny bit the dust, Harper and Philip have been getting pretty cozy.โ
I wince. โGreat.โ
โI talked to him about it, and he feigned innocence, but I donโt buy it.
Heโs definitely hitting on her.โ
I canโt even deal with this right now. If Philip wants to be a creepy older guy hitting on his twenty-five-year-old receptionist, Iโm just going to have to let it happen.