Iโve got my tenth job interview in the last three weeks, and Iโm starting to get nervous.
I donโt even have enough money in my bank account to cover one monthโs rent. I know youโre supposed to have a six-month buffer in the bank, just in case, but that works better in theory than in practice. Iโd love to have a six-month buffer in the bank. Hell, Iโd love to have aย two-month buffer. Instead, Iโve got less than two hundred dollars.
I donโt know what I did wrong in the other nine interviews for cleaning or babysitting positions. One of the women outright assured me that she was planning to hire me, but itโs been a week and I havenโt heard a peep from her. Or any of the others. Iโm assuming she did a background check and that was the end of it.
If I were any other person, I could simply join some sort of cleaning service, and I wouldnโt have to go through this process. But none of them will hire me. Iโve tried. The background checks make it impossibleโ nobody wants someone with a criminal record inside their home. Thatโs why I put up ads online and hope for the best.
I donโt have much hope for todayโs interview either. Iโm meeting a man named Douglas Garrick, who lives in an apartment building on the Upper West Side, just west of Central Park. Itโs one of those Gothic buildings with mini towers rising out of the skyline. It vaguely looks like it should be surrounded by a moat and guarded by a dragon, instead of being a place that you can just walk into right off the street.
A doorman with white hair holds the front door open for me with a tip of his black cap. As I smile up at him, once again I get that prickling
sensation in the back of my neck. Like somebody is watching me.
Ever since that night I came home after getting fired, Iโve gotten that sensation several times. It made sense in my neighborhood in the South Bronx, where there are probably muggers on every corner waiting to jump out if I looked like I had any money at all, but not here. Not in one of the swankiest neighborhoods in Manhattan.
Before I step into the apartment building, I whirl around to look behind me. There are dozens of people milling about on the street, but none of them are paying attention to me. There are plenty of unique and interesting people walking around the streets of Manhattan, and Iโm not one of them. Thereโs no reason for anyone to be staring at me.
Then I see the car.
Itโs a black Mazda sedan. There are probably thousands of cars just like it in the city, but when I look at it, I get this weird sense of dรฉjร vu. It takes me a second to realize why. The car has a cracked right headlight. Iโm certain that I saw a black Mazda with a right cracked headlight parked near my apartment building in the South Bronx.
Didnโt I?
I peer through the windshield. The car is empty. I lower my gaze to look down at the license plate. Itโs a New York plateโnothing exciting there. I take a moment to memorize the number: 58F321. The plate number means nothing to me, but if I see it again, Iโll remember it.
โMiss?โ the doorman asks me, jerking me out of my trance. โWill you be coming inside?โ
โOh.โ I cough into my hand. โYes. Yes, sorry about that.โ
I step into the lobby of the building. Instead of overhead lights, the lobby is lit by chandeliers and lamps on the sides of the walls that are meant to resemble torches. The low ceiling curves into a dome, which makes me feel slightly like Iโm entering a tunnel. Works of art adorn the walls, all of which are likely priceless.
โWho are you here to see, Miss?โ the doorman asks me. โThe Garricks. Twenty-A.โ
โAh.โ He winks at me. โThe penthouse.โ
Oh greatโa penthouse family. Why do I even bother?
After the doorman calls upstairs to confirm my appointment, he has to go into the elevator and insert a special key so that I can get up to the penthouse. After the elevator doors swing shut, I do a quick inventory of
my appearance. I smooth out my blond hair that I have pulled back into a simple bun. Iโm wearing my nicest pair of black slacks and a sweater vest. I start to adjust my boobs, but then I notice that thereโs a camera in the elevator, and Iโd rather not give the doorman a show.
The doors to the elevator open directly into the foyer of the Garricksโ penthouse apartment. As I step out of the elevator, I take a deep breath, and I can almostย smellย the wealth in the air. Itโs some combination of expensive cologne and crisp hundred-dollar bills. I stand in the foyer for a moment, not sure if I should venture out without being formally welcomed, so instead, I focus my attention on a white podium displaying a gray statue that is essentially just a large smooth vertical stoneโone that you could find in any park in the city. Despite that, itโs probably worth more than everything Iโve ever owned in the entire world.
โMillie?โ I hear the voice seconds before a man materializes in the foyer. โMillie Calloway?โ
It was Mr. Garrick who invited me to the interview today. Itโs unusual to be called by the man of the house. Almost 100 percent of my primary employers in the cleaning business have been female. But Mr. Garrick seems eager to greet me. He rushes into the foyer, a smile on his lips, his hand already extended.
โMr. Garrick?โ I say.
โPlease,โ he says as his strong hand slides into mine, โcall me Douglas.โ
Douglas Garrick looks exactly like the sort of man who would be living in a penthouse on the Upper West Side. Heโs in his early forties and handsome in that classic, chiseled sort of way. Heโs wearing a suit that looks extremely expensive, and his dark brown hair is glossy and expertly cut and styled. His deep-set brown eyes are shrewd and make just the right amount of eye contact with mine.
โNice to meet youโฆ Douglas,โ I say.
โThank you so much for coming today.โ Douglas Garrick flashes me a grateful smile as he leads me into the expansive living room. โMy wife Wendy usually does the houseworkโshe takes pride in trying to do it all herselfโbut she hasnโt been feeling well, so I insisted on getting some help.โ
His last statement strikes me as strange. Women who live in huge penthouse apartments like this generally donโt โtry to do it allโ themselves. Usually, women like this have maids for their maids.
โOf course,โ I say. โYou mentioned youโre looking for cooking and cleaningโฆ?โ
He nods. โGeneral housekeeping stuff, like dusting, tidying, and laundry, of course. And meal preparation a few nights a week. Do you think that would be a problem?โ
โNot at all.โ Iโm willing to agree to just about anything. โIโve been cleaning apartments and houses for many years. I can bring my own cleaning supplies andโโ
โNo, that wonโt be necessary,โ Douglas interrupts me. โMy wifeโฆ Wendy is very particular about cleaning supplies. Sheโs sensitive to smells, you see. It triggers her symptoms. You need to use our special cleaning products, or elseโฆโ
โAbsolutely,โ I say. โWhatever youโd like.โ
โWonderful.โ His shoulders relax. โAnd we would need you to start right away.โ
โThatโs not a problem.โ
โGood, good.โ Douglas smiles apologetically. โBecause, as you can see, this place is a bit of a mess.โ
As I step into the living room, I take in my surroundings. Much like the rest of the building, this penthouse makes me feel like Iโve been transported into the past. Aside from the gorgeous leather sofa, most of the furniture looks like it was constructed hundreds of years ago and then frozen in time to be specially transported to this living room. If I knew more about home dรฉcor, I might be able to pinpoint that the coffee table was hand carved in the early twentieth century or that the bookcase with the glass doors came from, I donโt know, the French neoclassical revival period or something like that. All I can say for sure is that every item cost a small fortune.
And another thing I know is that this apartment is not a mess. Itโs the opposite of a mess. If I were to start cleaning, Iโm not even sure what I would do. I would need a microscope to find a speck of dust.
โIโm happy to start whenever you want,โ I say carefully.
โFantastic.โ Douglas nods in approval. โIโm so pleased to hear that.
Why donโt you have a seat so we can chat further?โ
I sit down beside Douglas on the sectional, sinking deep into the soft leather. Oh my God, this is the nicest thing Iโve ever felt against my skin. I could leave Brock and just marry this sofa instead, and all my needs would be met.
Douglas stares at me intently with his deep-set eyes beneath a pair of thick dark brown eyebrows. โSo tell me about yourself, Millie.โ
I appreciate from the start that thereโs no hint of flirtation in his voice. His eyes stay respectfully pinned on mine and donโt drift down to my boobs or my legs. Iโve gotten involved with my employer only one time before, and I will never, ever go downย thatย road again. Iโd rather yank my own tooth out with a pair of pliers.
โWell.โ I clear my throat. โIโm currently a student at the community college. Iโm planning to become a social worker, but in the meantime, Iโm paying my way through school.โ
โThatโs admirable.โ He smiles, showing off a row of straight, white teeth. โAnd you have experience with cooking?โ
I nod. โIโve cooked for a lot of the families I work for. Iโm not a professional, but Iโve taken a couple of classes. I alsoโฆโ I glance around, unable to see any toys or signs of a child living here. โI babysit?โ
Douglas flinches. โNo need for that.โ
I wince, cursing my big mouth. He never mentioned babysitting. I probably reminded him of some horrible infertility problems. โSorry,โ I say.
He shrugs. โNo worries. How about a tour?โ
The Garricksโ penthouse puts Amberโs uber-apartment to shame. This penthouse is an entirely differentย speciesย of apartment. The living room is at least the size of an Olympic swimming pool. The corner contains a bar with half a dozen vintage barstools set up around it. Despite the antiquated theme of the living room, the kitchen has all of the latest appliances, including, Iโm sure, the best dehydrator on the market.
โThis should have everything you need,โ Douglas tells me as he sweeps a hand across the vast expanse of the kitchen.
โLooks perfect,โ I say, crossing my fingers that the oven comes with some sort of manual to explain what each of the two dozen buttons on the display is supposed to do.
โExcellent,โ he says. โNow let me show you the second floor.โ Second floor?
Apartments in Manhattan doย notย have two floors. But apparently, this one does. Douglas takes me on a tour of the upstairs, leading me to at least half a dozen bedrooms. The master bedroom is so large that I need a pair of binoculars to see the king-size bed at the other end of the room. Thereโs one room that is entirely books, and I am vaguely reminded of that scene in
Beauty and the Beastย when Belle is taken into the book room. Another room seems to include a wall full of pillows. I guess thatโs the pillow room. After he takes me into a room that contains what must be an artificial fireplace, and one entire wall is a huge window with a breathtaking view of the New York City skyline, we come to one final door. He hesitates, his fist
poised to knock.
โThis is our guest bedroom,โ he tells me. โWendy has been in here recovering. I probably should let her rest.โ
โIโm sorry to hear your wife is ill,โ I say.
โSheโs been sick for most of our marriage,โ he explains. โShe suffers from aโฆ a chronic illness. She has good days and bad days. Sometimes sheโs her usual self, and then other days she can barely get out of bed. And other daysโฆโ
โWhat?โ
โNothing.โ He offers a weak smile. โAnyway, if the door is closed, just leave her alone. She needs her rest.โ
โI completely understand.โ
Douglas stares at the door for a moment, a troubled expression on his face. He touches the door with his fingertips, then he shakes his head.
โSo, Millie,โ he says, โwhen can you start?โ