I tell him everything. Every last detail of Douglasโs abuse and Wendyโs escape.
I promised Wendy I wouldnโt tell anyone, but Enzo isnโt anyone. He gets it. He and I worked side by side helping women like Wendy. If there is any human being in the entire world I can trust to tell the story to, it is him.
It takes me nearly to my front door before I get to the end of the story. Enzo hasnโt said much. Thatโs typical for him though. Iโve never met such an intense listener. I often appreciate how he makes me feel so heard. But at the same time, it drives me nuts when I canโt tell what heโs thinking.
โSo,โ I finally say after I describe dropping Wendy off at the motel and driving back to the city, โthatโs that. Sheโs safe now.โ
Enzo is still quiet. โMaybe,โ he finally says. โNot maybe. Sheย is.โ
โThis man, Douglas Garrick,โ he says. โHe is a powerful and dangerous man. I donโt think it will be this easy.โ
โYouโre just saying that because I did it without you. You donโt believe I can do this without you.โ
He pulls up onto the street in front of my apartment building. The street is completely quiet and dark except for a lone man on the corner who is smoking something that probably isnโt a cigarette. When I look at this street, I can see why Enzo felt compelled to protect me, even though I still donโt believe I needed it.
He turns to look me in the eyes. โI believe you can do anything,โ he says quietly. โBut, Millie, I am just sayingโฆ be careful.โ
โWendy is very careful.โ
โNo.โ His dark eyes bore into me. โYouย be careful. She is gone, but you are still here.โ
I understand what he is saying. If Douglas gets an inkling that I was involved with his wifeโs disappearance, he could make things very difficult for me. But Iโm ready for him. Iโve dealt with worse men than him and come out ahead.
โIโll be careful,โ I tell him. โItโs not your responsibility to worry about me anymore. So you donโt need to protect me.โ
โSo who will? Broccoli?โ
My face burns. โActually, I donโt needย eitherย of you to protect me. When that asshole attacked me in my building, I took care of myself very nicely. So donโt worry about me. If youโre worried about anyone, you should worry about Douglas Garrickโs safetyโfromย me.โ
โWell,โ he says, โthat too.โ
We stare at each other for a moment. I wish he hadnโt left me and gone back to Italy. If that hadnโt happened, he couldโve helped me with Wendy. He could have told me his reservations earlier so we could have addressed them. He couldโve helped her to get a new ID so that she could have more options.
And Iโd be going home with him tonight, instead of Broccoli. I mean,
Brock.
โI better go,โ I say.
He nods slowly. โOkay.โ
I unbuckle my seatbelt, although I feel reluctant to get out of the car. โYou need to stop following me.โ
โOkay.โ
โI mean it.โ I glare at him. โIโm dating someone else right now. Youโreย stalkingย me. Itโs creepy, and itโs unnecessary. You need to stop. Or elseโฆ Iโll have to call the police or something.โ
โI said okay.โ He places a hand on his chest. Heโs wearing a T-shirt under his light jacket, and I can sadly still make out all the muscles underneath. โI give you my word. No more watching.โ
โGood.โ
I wonโt be getting that creepy sensation anymore that somebody is watching me. I have officially solved the mystery of the black Mazda with the cracked headlight, and this car will not be bothering me ever again. I
should feel relieved, but I donโt. If anything, I feel even more uneasy. I had a guardian angel, and I didnโt even know it.
โAnywayโฆโ I open up the passengerโs side door. โI guess this is goodbye.โ
I start to get out of the car, but then Enzoโs hand encircles my forearm. I turn to look at him, and his dark eyebrows are bunched together. โI still have the same phone number,โ he tells me. โYou need me, you call. I will be there.โ
I try to force a smile, but it doesnโt quite materialize. โI wonโt need you.
You shouldโฆ like, find another girlfriend. I mean it.โ
He releases my arm, but that frown is still on his lips. โYou call. I will wait.โ
Itโs maddening how certain he seems that I will call him. If thereโs one thing he should know about me, itโs that I am capable of taking care of myself. Sometimes a bitย tooย well.
But as Iโm walking up the steps to the third floor of my building, a terrible feeling mounts in the pit of my stomach. What if Enzo is right? What if I did underestimate Douglas Garrick? After all, he is a truly terrible man based on everything I have seen. And on top of that, he is incredibly rich.
It canโt possibly be that easy for Wendy to get away from him, can it? When Enzo and I used to help women get away from their abusive spouses, we planned it out so meticulously, and even then, we would sometimes be found out. I have a feeling Douglas is smarter than many of the other men weโve dealt with. Even though I know now he wasnโt the one in the car following me, he may have other ways of keeping tabs on his wife.
What if he knew exactly what we were planning tonight?
The thought hits me like a ton of bricks as I reach that landing for the third floor. Much like the street, the third floor of my building is completely silent. And even if Enzo is lingering outsideโeven though I made him promise not toโhe canโt help me in here.
I stare at the closed door to my apartment. Thereโs a deadbolt inside, but I canโt lock that when I am leaving for the day. The lock on the door is almost pathetically easy to pick. Even I could probably do it. But I was never bothered by it, because I have nothing worth stealing.
If someone wanted to get into my apartment, it would be far too easy.
The keys to my door are in my right hand, but I hesitate before fitting them into the lock. What if Douglas really is one step ahead of me? What if he is waiting inside my apartment, ready to persuade me to give Wendyโs location away by any means necessary?
Wherever Enzo is, he could not have gotten far. I have his number programmed into my phoneโI never deleted it. I could call him and ask him to come into the apartment with me, just to make sure itโs safe.
Of course, after that speech I made about how I donโt need him, it would involve swallowing my pride. But Iโve done plenty of that in my lifetime. Whatโs one more time?
I clench the keys in my fist. I need to make a decision.
I push away my nagging doubts and fit the key into the lock. As it turns, my heart thuds in my chest, but I push the door open.
For a second, I almost expect something to jump out at me. I curse myself for not having my mace ready to go. But when I get inside, everything is quiet. Nobody is waiting for me. Nobody jumps out at me. Nobody is here at all.
โHello?โ I call out. As if the intruder is sitting around, waiting for a proper greeting.
Thereโs no answer. Iโm alone in this apartment. Maybe Douglas will put it all together, but it hasnโt happened yet.
So I close the door to the apartment behind me and I lock the deadbolt.