If I leave this house, it will be in handcuffs. I canโt see any other way around it.
I remain on my leather sofa, clutching my knees, wondering if it will be the last time I sit here, while I wait for the detective to come back downstairs. My purse is sitting on the coffee table, and I grab it impulsively. I probably should just be sitting here quietly, like a good little murder suspect, but I canโt help it. I pull out my phone and bring up my list of recent calls. I select the first number on the list.
โNina? What is going on?โ Enzoโs voice is filled with concern. โWhat is happening over there?โ
โThe police are still here,โ I choke out. โIโฆ it doesnโt look good. For me. They thinkโฆโ
I donโt want to say the words out loud. They think I killed Andy. And I didnโt kill him outright. He died of dehydration. But they think I am responsible.
I could end this. I could tell them about Millie. But I wonโt.
โIโll testify for you,โ he says. โWhat he did to you. I saw you locked up there.โ
He means it. Heโll do anything he can to help me. But how meaningful will testimony be from a man who will
almost certainly be painted as my secret lover? And I canโt even deny it. I did sleep with Enzo.
โIs Cece okay?โ I ask. โSheโs fine.โ
I close my eyes, trying to steady my breathing. โIs she watching TV?โ
โTV? No, no, no. I teach her Italian. She is a natural.โ Despite everything, I laugh. Although itโs a weak sound.
โCan I speak to her?โ
Thereโs a pause and Cece comes on the other line. โCiao, Mama!โ
I swallow. โHello, sweetheart. How are you?โ โBene. When are you coming to pick me up?โ
โSoon,โ I lie. โJust keep working on your Italian, and Iโll be there as soon as I can.โ I take a breath. โIโฆ I love you.โ
โI love you too, Mom!โ
Detective Connors is descending the stairs, his footsteps like gunshots. I shove my phone back into my purse and drop it back down on the coffee table. Apparently, heโs taken a closer look at Andyโs body. And Iโm sure he has a whole new set of questions. I can see it all over his face as he sits down again across from me.
โSo,โ he says. โDo you know anything about the bruising on your husbandโs body?โ
โBruising?โ I ask, genuinely confused. I know about the missing teeth, but I didnโt press Millie for further details about what happened in that attic room.
โThere are deep purple bruises all over his lower belly,โ Connors says. โAnd all over hisโฆ genitals. Theyโre almost black.โ
โOhโฆโ
โHow do you think they got there?โ
I raise my eyebrows. โDo you think I beat him up?โ The idea is laughable. Andy was taller than me by quite a bit, and his body was solid muscle. Mine is not.
โI have no idea what happened up there.โ His eyes meet mine, and I try not to look away. โYour story is that your husband must have gotten locked in the attic accidentally, and you somehow didnโt realize he was gone. Is that right?โ โI thought he was on a business trip,โ I say. โHe usually
takes a taxi to the airport.โ
โAnd there were no text messages or calls between the two of you during this time, but that didnโt concern you,โ he points out. โFurthermore, in talking to his parents, it sounds like he had asked you to move out last week.โ
I canโt deny that part. โYes, thatโs right. Thatโs why we didnโt talk.โ
โAnd what about this Wilhelmina Calloway?โ He pulls a small pad of paper out of his pocket and consults his note. โShe was working for you, wasnโt she?โ
I lift a shoulder. โI gave her the week off. My daughter was off at camp, so I felt like we didnโt need her. I havenโt seen her all week.โ
Iโm sure theyโre going to try to contact Millie, but Iโm trying to take her off the suspect list as best I can. Itโs the least I can do after what I did to her.
โSo youโre telling me that a grown man managed to get himself locked in a room in the atticโwithout his phoneโ even though the room only locks from the outside?โ Connorsโ eyebrows inch up to his hairline. โAnd while he was in the room, he randomly decided to pull out four of his teeth?โ
When he says it that wayโฆ
โMrs. Winchester,โ the detective says. โDo you really believe your husband is the sort of man who would do something like that?โ
I lean back against the sofa, trying not to let on how much my body is trembling. โMaybe. You didnโt know him.โ
โActually,โ he says, โthat isnโt entirely true.โ I look up sharply. โExcuse me?โ
Oh God. This just gets worse and worse. The detective with his graying hair is the right age to be another of Andyโs fatherโs golfing buddies. Or some other recipient of the familyโs amazing generosity. My wrists start to tingle, anticipating the handcuffs being snapped around them.
โI never knew him personally,โ Connors says. โBut my daughter did.โ
โYourโฆ daughter?โ
He nods. โHer name is Kathleen Connors. Actually, small worldโshe and your husband were engaged a long time ago.โ
I blink at him. Kathleen. The fiancรฉe who Andy broke up with before the two of us got together. The one I tried to find so many times, but kept coming up empty-handed. Kathleen is this manโs daughter. But what does that mean?
He lowers his voice several notches until I have to strain to hear. โThe breakup was rough on her. She wouldnโt talk about it. Still wonโt. She moved far away after that and she even changed her name. She hasnโt been out on a date with a man since.โ
My heart speeds up. โOh. Iโฆโ
โI always wondered what exactly Andrew Winchester did to my daughter.โ He presses his lips together until they form a straight line. โSo when I transferred out here about a year ago and started poking around, I thought it was interesting that you claimed he had been locking you up in the attic, but nobody could verify your story was real. Although truthfully, it looks like nobody did very much to try. The Winchesters used to have a lot of pull out here before they moved down to Florida, especially with some of the cops.โ He pauses. โBut not me.โ
My mouth is too dry to get any words out. I just stare at him, my jaw hanging open.
โIf you ask me,โ he says, โthat attic is a hazard. Seems like itโs far too easy to get locked up there.โ He leans back again, his voice returning to a normal volume. โItโs a shame
that happened to your husband. Iโm sure my buddy in the coronerโs office will also agree. Itโll have to be a cautionary tale, wonโt it?โ
โYes,โ I finally manage. โA cautionary tale.โ
Detective Connors gives me one last long look. And then he goes back upstairs to join his colleagues. And I realize something incredible.
Iโm not going to walk out of here in handcuffs after all.