I spend the next week avoiding Andrew Winchester.
I canโt even deny anymore that I have feelings for him. Not just feelings. I have a very serious crush on this man. I think about him all the time. I even dream about him kissing me.
And he might have feelings for me, too, even though he claims he loves Nina. But the key point is I donโt want to lose this job. You donโt keep jobs by sleeping with your married boss. So I do my best to stuff all my feelings away. Andrew is at work most of the day anyway. Itโs easy enough to stay out of his way.
Tonight, as Iโm putting plates of food out for dinner, preparing to dash off before Andrew comes into the room, Nina wanders into the dining area. She bobs her head in approval at the salmon with a side of wild rice. And of course, chicken nuggets for Cecelia.
โThat smells wonderful, Millie,โ she remarks.
โThanks.โ I hover near the kitchen, ready to call it quits for the eveningโour usual routine. โWill that be all?โ
โJust one thing.โ She pats her blond hair. โWere you able to book those tickets forย Showdown?โ
โYes!โ I snatched up the last two orchestra seats forย Showdownย this Sunday nightโI was so proud of myself. They cost a small fortune, but the Winchesters can afford it.
โYou are in the sixth row from the stage. You could practically touch the actors.โ
โWonderful!โ Nina claps her hands together. โAnd you booked the hotel room?โ
โAt The Plaza.โ
Since itโs a bit of a drive into the city, Nina and Andrew will be staying overnight at The Plaza hotel. Cecelia is going to be staying at a friendโs house, and Iโll get the whole damn house to myself. I can walk around naked if I want. (Iโm not planning to walk around naked. But itโs nice to know I could.)
โIt will be so lovely,โ Nina sighs. โAndy and Iย reallyย need this.โ
I bite my tongue. Iโm not going to comment on the state of Nina and Andrewโs relationship, especially since the door slams at that moment, which means Andrew is home. Suffice to say, ever since that doctorโs visit and their subsequent fight, they seem to have been somewhat distant from each other. Not that Iโm paying attention, but itโs hard not to notice the awkward politeness they have around each other. And Nina herself seems off her game. Like right now, her white blouse is buttoned wrong. She missed a button, and the whole thing is lopsided. Iโm itching to tell her, but sheโll scream at me if I do, so I keep my mouth shut.
โI hope you have a wonderful time,โ I say.
โWe will!โ She beams at me. โI can hardly wait all week!โ
I frown. โAll week? The show is in three days.โ
Andrew strides into the kitchen dining room, pulling off his tie. He stops short when he sees me, but he stifles a reaction. And I stifle my own reaction to how handsome he looks in that suit.
โThree days?โ Nina repeats. โMillie, I asked you to book the tickets for a week from Sunday! I distinctly remember.โ
โYesโฆโ I shake my head. โBut you told me that over a week ago. So I booked them forย thisย Sunday.โ
Ninaโs cheeks turn pink. โSo you admit I told you to book it for a week from Sunday and you still booked forย thisย Sunday?โ
โNo, what Iโm saying isโโ
โI canโt believe you could be so careless.โ She folds her arms across her chest. โI canโt make the show this Sunday. I have to drive Cecelia to her summer camp in Massachusetts Sunday and Iโm spending the night out there.โ
What?ย I couldโve sworn she told me to book it for this coming Sunday, and that Cecelia would be staying at a friendโs house. Thereโs no way I got this messed up. โMaybe somebody else could take her? I mean, the tickets are nonrefundable.โ
Nina looks affronted. โIโm not letting somebody else take my daughter to summer camp when Iโm not going to see her for two weeks!โ
Why not? Thatโs no worse than trying to kill her. But I canโt say that.
โI canโt believe how badly you screwed this up, Millie.โ She shakes her head. โThe cost of these tickets and the hotel room is coming right out of your paycheck.โ
My mouth falls open. The cost of those tickets and a hotel room at The Plaza are more than my paycheck. Hell, itโs more thanย threeย paychecks. Iโm trying to save up so I can get the hell out of here. I blink back tears at the thought of not getting paid for the foreseeable future.
โNina,โ Andrew breaks in. โDonโt get upset about this. Look, Iโm sure thereโs a way to refund the tickets. Iโll call the credit card company and Iโll take care of it.โ
Nina shoots me a seething look. โFine. But if we canโt get the money back, I expect you to pay for it. Do you understand?โ
I nod wordlessly, and then I dash off to the kitchen before she can catch me crying.