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Chapter no 12

Mexican Gothic

Itโ€™s funny how daylight could change her mind so utterly. At night, after her sleepwalking episode, Noemรญ had been scared, pulling the covers up to her chin. Contemplating the sky through her window, scratching her left wrist, she found the whole episode embarrassing and prosaic.

Her room, when viewed with the curtains wide open and the sun streaming in, was worn and sad, but couldnโ€™t conceal ghosts or monsters. Hauntings and curses, bah! She dressed in a long-sleeved button-down blouse in pale cream and a navy skirt with a kickpleat, put on a pair of flats, and headed downstairs long before the predetermined hour. Bored, she once again walked around the library, pausing before a bookcase filled with botanical tomes. She imagined Francis must have obtained his knowledge of mushrooms this way, scavenging for wisdom among moth-eaten papers. She brushed a hand along the silver frames of the pictures in the hallways, feeling the whorls and swirls beneath her fingertips. Eventually, Francis came downstairs.

He wasnโ€™t very talkative that morning, so she limited herself to a couple of comments and fiddled with her cigarette, not quite willing to light it yet. She didnโ€™t like smoking on an empty stomach.

He dropped her off by the church, which, she gathered, was where theyโ€™d dropped off Catalina each week when she went into town.

โ€œIโ€™ll pick you up at noon,โ€ he said. โ€œWill that be sufficient time?โ€ โ€œYes, thank you,โ€ she told him. He nodded at her and drove away.

She made her way to the healerโ€™s house. The woman who had been doing the washing the other day wasnโ€™t out; her clothesline lay

empty. The town remained quiet, still half asleep. Marta Duval, however, was awake, setting out tortillas to dry in the sun next to her doorway, no doubt to be used for preparing chilaquiles.

โ€œGood morning,โ€ Noemรญ said.

โ€œHello,โ€ the old woman replied with a smile. โ€œYouโ€™ve come back at exactly the right time.โ€

โ€œYou have the remedy?โ€ โ€œI have it. Come inside.โ€

Noemรญ followed her into the kitchen and sat at the table. The parrot was not there that day. It was only the two of them. The woman wiped her hands against her apron and opened a drawer, then placed a small bottle in front of Noemรญ.

โ€œOne tablespoon before bedtime should be enough for her. I made it stronger this time, but thereโ€™s no harm in two tablespoons, either.โ€

Noemรญ held the bottle up, staring at its content. โ€œAnd itโ€™ll help her sleep?โ€

โ€œHelp, yes. It wonโ€™t solve all her problems.โ€ โ€œBecause the house is cursed.โ€

โ€œThe family, the house.โ€ Marta Duval shrugged. โ€œMakes no difference, does it? Cursed is cursed.โ€

Noemรญ set the bottle down and ran a nail across the side of it. โ€œDo you know why Ruth Doyle killed her family? Did you ever hear any rumors about that?โ€

โ€œYou hear all kinds of things. Yes, I heard. Do you have any more cigarettes?โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll run out of them if I donโ€™t ration them.โ€ โ€œI bet you were going to buy more.โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t think you can buy these here,โ€ Noemรญ said. โ€œYour saint has expensive tastes. Whereโ€™s the parrot, by the way?โ€

Noemรญ took out her pack of Gauloises and handed one to Marta, who placed it next to the statuette of the saint. โ€œStill in his cage under

his blanket. Iโ€™ll tell you about Benito. Do you want coffee? Itโ€™s no good telling tales without a drink.โ€

โ€œSure,โ€ Noemรญ said. She still wasnโ€™t hungry, but she supposed coffee might restore her appetite. It was funny. Her brother said she always breakfasted as if food was going to go out of fashion, and yet for the past two days sheโ€™d hardly touched a morsel in the mornings. Not that sheโ€™d had much in the evenings, either. She felt slightly ill. Or rather, it was the preface of an illness, like when she could predict she was about to get a cold. She hoped that was not the case.

Marta Duval set a kettle to boil and rummaged among her drawers until she produced a small tin can. When the water boiled, she poured it into two pewter mugs, added the proper amount of coffee, and placed both cups on the table. Martaโ€™s house smelled strongly of rosemary, and the scent mixed with the scent of the coffee.

โ€œI take mine black, but do you want sugar in yours?โ€ โ€œIโ€™m fine,โ€ Noemรญ said.

The woman sat down and settled her hands around her mug.

โ€œDo you want the short version or the long one? Because the long means going back quite a bit. If you want to know about Benito, then you need to know about Aurelio. That is, if you want to tell the tale properly.โ€

โ€œWell, I am running out of cigarettes but not out of time.โ€

The woman smiled and sipped her coffee. Noemรญ did the same. โ€œWhen the mine reopened, it was big news. Mr. Doyle had his

workers from England, but those werenโ€™t enough to run a mine. They

could oversee the work and others could work in the house he was building, but you canโ€™t open a mine and build a house like High Place with sixty Englishmen.โ€

โ€œWho used to run the mine before him?โ€

โ€œSpaniards. But that had been ages ago. People were happy when the mine reopened. It meant work for the locals, and folks came from other parts of Hidalgo for the chance at a job too. You know how it is.

Where thereโ€™s a mine, thereโ€™s money, the town grows. But right away folks complained. The work was tough, but Mr. Doyle was tougher.โ€

โ€œHe treated the workers poorly?โ€

โ€œLike animals, they said. He was better with the ones building the house. At least they were not in a hole beneath the earth. The Mexican mining crews, he had no mercy on those. Him, Mr. Doyle, and his brother, both of them bellowing at the workers.โ€

Francis had pointed Leland, Howardโ€™s brother, out in the photos, but she could not recall what he looked like, and anyway, all the people in the family seemed to have that similar physiognomy, which she was dubbing in her head โ€œthe Doyle look.โ€ Like the Habsburg jaw of Charles II, only not quite as concerning. Now that had been a case of severe mandibular prognathism.

โ€œHe wanted the house built quickly and he wanted a great garden, in the English style, with rose beds. He even brought boxes filled with earth from Europe to make sure the flowers would take. So there they were, working on the house and trying to mine the silver, when there came a sickness. It hit the workers at the house first and then the miners, but soon enough they were all heaving and feverish. Doyle had a doctor, who heโ€™d brought along, just like his soil, but his precious doctor didnโ€™t help much. They died. Lots of the miners. Some of the people working at the house, and even Howard Doyleโ€™s wife, but mostly a great deal of miners dropped dead.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s when they built the English cemetery,โ€ Noemรญ said.

โ€œYes. Thatโ€™s right.โ€ Marta nodded. โ€œWell, the sickness passed. New folks were hired. People from Hidalgo, yes, but having heard there was an Englishman with a mine here, there also came more Englishmen who were working around other mines, or were simply trying to make their fortune, lured by silver and a good profit. They say Zacatecas is for silver? Well, Hidalgo does well enough too.

โ€œThey came and again there were full crews and by now the house was finished, which meant it had a large staff for a proper large house. Things went along well enoughโ€”Doyle was still hard, but he paid on time and the miners also got their little quota of silver, which

is the way itโ€™s always been done around hereโ€”miners expected the partido. But it was around the time Mr. Doyle married again that things started to turn sour.โ€

She recalled the wedding portrait of Doyleโ€™s second wife: 1895. Alice, who looked like Agnes. Alice, the little sister. Now that she considered it, it was odd that Agnes had been immortalized with a stone statue, while Alice received no such treatment. Yet Howard Doyle had said he hardly knew her. It was his second wife who had lived with him for many years, who birthed him children. Did Howard Doyle like her even less than his first wife? Or was the statue insignificant, a memorial created on a whim? She tried to remember if there had been a plaque near the statue discussing Agnes. She didnโ€™t think so, but there could be. She hadnโ€™t looked closely.

โ€œThere was another wave of sickness. Lord, it hit them worse than before. They were dropping like flies. Fevers and chills and quickly to their deathbeds they went.โ€

โ€œIs that when they buried them in mass graves?โ€ Noemรญ asked, remembering what Dr. Camarillo had told her.

The old woman frowned. โ€œMass graves? No. The locals, their families took them to the cemetery in town. But there were many people without kin working the mines. When someone didnโ€™t have family in town, they buried them in the English cemetery. The Mexicans didnโ€™t get a headstone, though, not even a cross, which I guess is why people talked about mass graves. A hole in the ground with no wreath nor proper service might as well be a mass grave.โ€

Now that was a depressing thought. All those nameless workers, buried in haste, and no one to ever know where and how their lives had ended. Noemรญ set her pewter cup down and scratched her wrist.

โ€œAnyway, that was not the only problem at the mine. Doyle had decided to end the custom of letting the workers have a bit of silver along with their wages. There was a man and his name was Aurelio. Aurelio was one of the miners who didnโ€™t like the change none, but unlike others who would grumble to themselves, Aurelio grumbled to the others.โ€

โ€œWhat did he say?โ€

โ€œTold them what was obvious. That the camp where they worked was shit. That the doctor the Englishman brought with him had never cured anyone and they needed a good doctor. That they were leaving behind widows and orphans and hardly any money for them, and on top of that Doyle wanted to fatten up his pockets more so heโ€™d taken away their partido and was hoarding all the silver. Then he asked the miners to go on strike.โ€

โ€œDid they?โ€

โ€œYes, they did. Of course, Doyle thought he could bully them back to work real easy. Doyleโ€™s brother and Doyleโ€™s trusted men, they went over to the mining camp with rifles and threats, but Aurelio and the others fought back. They threw stones at them. Doyleโ€™s brother got away by the skin of his teeth. Soon after that, Aurelio was found dead. They said it was a natural death, but no one really believed that. The strike leader dies one morning? It didnโ€™t sound right.โ€

โ€œThere was an epidemic, though,โ€ Noemรญ pointed out.

โ€œSure. But people who saw the body said his face looked awful. Youโ€™ve heard about people dying of fright? Well, they said he died of fright. That his eyes were bulging and his mouth was open and he looked like a man whoโ€™s seen the devil. It scared everyone good, and it also ended the strike.โ€

Francis had mentioned strikes and the closure of the mine, but Noemรญ had not thought to ask him more about them. Perhaps she should remedy that, but for now she focused her attention on Marta.

โ€œYou said that Aurelio was connected to Benito, though. Who was that?โ€

โ€œPatience, girl, youโ€™ll make me lose my train of thought. At my age, itโ€™s no easy thing to try and remember what was when and how it happened.โ€ Marta took several long sips of her coffee before speaking. โ€œWhere was I? Oh, yes. The mine went on. Doyle had remarried and eventually his new wife gave birth to a girl, Miss Ruth, and many years later a baby boy. Doyleโ€™s brother, Mr. Leland, he also had children. A boy and a girl. The boy was engaged to Miss Ruth.โ€

โ€œKissing cousins, again,โ€ Noemรญ said, disturbed by this notion. The Habsburg jaw was a more apt comparison than sheโ€™d thought, and things had not ended well for the Habsburgs.

โ€œNot much kissing, I think. That was the problem. That is where Benito comes in. He was a nephew of Aurelio and went to work in the house. This was years after the strike, so I suppose itโ€™s not like Doyle cared that he was related to Aurelio. Or a dead miner didnโ€™t matter to him none, or else he didnโ€™t know. In any case, he worked in the house, tending to the plants. By that time instead of a garden the Doyles had settled on a greenhouse.

โ€œBenito had a lot in common with his dead uncle. He was smart, he was funny, and he didnโ€™t know how to keep out of trouble. His uncle had organized a strike, and he did an even more horrifying thing: he fell in love with Miss Ruth and she fell in love with him.โ€

โ€œI canโ€™t imagine her father was pleased,โ€ Noemรญ said.

Heโ€™d probably given his daughter the eugenics talk. Superior and inferior specimens. She pictured him by the fireplace in his room admonishing the girl, and she with her eyes fixed on the floor. Poor Benito had not stood a chance. It was funny, though, that if Doyle was truly that interested in eugenics heโ€™d insist on all these marriages to close relations. Maybe he was imitating Darwin, whoโ€™d also married within his family.

โ€œThey say when he found out he almost killed her,โ€ Marta muttered.

Now she pictured Howard Doyle wrapping his fingers around the girlโ€™s slim neck. Strong fingers, digging deep, pressing hard, and the girl incapable of even uttering a protest because she couldnโ€™t breathe.ย Papa, donโ€™t. It was such a vivid image that Noemรญ had to close her eyes for a moment, gripping the table with one hand.

โ€œAre you all right?โ€ Marta asked.

โ€œYes,โ€ Noemรญ said, opening her eyes and nodding at the woman. โ€œIโ€™m fine. A little tired.โ€

She raised the cup of coffee to her lips and drank. The warm liquid was pleasant in its bitterness. Noemรญ set the cup down.

โ€œPlease, go on,โ€ she said.

โ€œThereโ€™s not much more to say. Ruth was punished, Benito vanished.โ€

โ€œHe was killed?โ€

The old woman leaned forward, her cloudy eyes fixed on Noemรญ. โ€œEven worse: disappeared, from one day to the next. Folks said heโ€™d run off because he was afraid of what Doyle would do to him, but others said Doyle had done the disappearing.

โ€œRuth was supposed to get married that summer to Michael, that cousin of hers, and Benitoโ€™s disappearance didnโ€™t change that one bit. Nothing would have changed that. It was the middle of the Revolution, and the upheaval meant the mine was operating with a small crew, but it was still operating. Someone had to keep the machinery going, pumping the water out, or it would flood. It rains so much here.

โ€œAnd up at the house, someone had to keep changing the linens and dusting the furniture, so in many ways I guess things hadnโ€™t changed over a war, so why would they change over a missing man? Howard Doyle ordered trinkets for the wedding, acting as though nothing was amiss. As though Benitoโ€™s disappearance didnโ€™t matter. Well, it must have mattered to Ruth.

โ€œNone can be sure what happened, but they said she put a sleeping draught in their food. I donโ€™t know where she got it from. She was clever, she knew many things about plants and medicine, so it could be she mixed the draught herself. Or perhaps her lover had procured it for her. Maybe in the beginning she had thought to put them to sleep and run away, but afterward she changed her mind. Once Benito disappeared. She shot her father while he slept, because of what heโ€™d done to her lover.โ€

โ€œBut not just her father,โ€ Noemรญ said. โ€œShe shot her mother and the others. If she was avenging her dead lover, wouldnโ€™t she have only shot her father? What did the others have to do with that?โ€

โ€œMaybe she thought they were also guilty. Maybe sheโ€™d gone mad. We canโ€™t know. Theyโ€™re cursed, I tell you, and that house is haunted.

Youโ€™re very silly or very brave living in a haunted house.โ€

Iโ€™m not sorry, thatโ€™s what the Ruth in her dream had said. Had Ruth been remorseless as she wandered through the house and delivered a bullet to her kinfolk? Just because Noemรญ had dreamed it, it didnโ€™t mean it had happened that way. After all, in her nightmare the house had been distorted and mutated in impossible ways.

Noemรญ frowned, looking at her cup of coffee. Sheโ€™d taken few sips.

Her stomach was definitely not cooperating that morning.

โ€œTrouble is thereโ€™s not much you can do about ghosts nor hauntings. You might burn a candle at night for them and maybe theyโ€™d like that. You know about the mal de aire? Your mama ever tell you about that in the city?โ€

โ€œIโ€™ve heard one thing or another,โ€ she said. โ€œItโ€™s supposed to make you sick.โ€

โ€œThereโ€™re heavy places. Places where the air itself is heavy because an evil weighs it down. Sometimes itโ€™s a death, could be itโ€™s something else, but the bad air, itโ€™ll get into your body and itโ€™ll nestle there and weigh you down. Thatโ€™s whatโ€™s wrong with the Doyles of High Place,โ€ the woman said, concluding her tale.

Like feeding an animal madder plants: it dyes the bones red, it stains everything inside crimson,ย she thought.

Marta Duval rose and began opening kitchen drawers. She grabbed a beaded bracelet and brought it back to the table, handing it to Noemรญ. It had tiny blue and white glass beads, and a larger blue bead with a black center.

โ€œItโ€™s against the evil eye.โ€

โ€œYes, I know,โ€ Noemรญ said, because she had seen such trinkets before.

โ€œYou wear it, yes? It might help you, canโ€™t hurt. Iโ€™ll be sure to ask my saints to watch over you too.โ€

Noemรญ opened her purse and placed the bottle inside. Then, because she didnโ€™t want to hurt the old womanโ€™s feelings, she tied the bracelet around her wrist as sheโ€™d suggested. โ€œThank you.โ€

Walking back toward the town center, Noemรญ considered all the things she now knew about the Doyles and how none of it would assist Catalina. Ultimately even a haunting, if you accepted it as real and not the result of a feverish imagination, didnโ€™t mean anything. The fear of the previous night had cooled away, and now all there was left was the taste of dissatisfaction.

Noemรญ pulled her cardiganโ€™s sleeve up, scratching her wrist again. It itched something awful. She realized there was a thin, raw, red band of skin around her wrist. As though sheโ€™d burned herself. She frowned.

Dr. Camarilloโ€™s clinic was nearby, so she decided to stop by and hope he didnโ€™t have a patient. She was in luck. The doctor was eating a torta in the reception area. He didnโ€™t have his white coat on; instead he wore a simple, single-breasted tweed jacket. When she stopped in front of him, Julio Camarillo quickly set the torta on a table next to him and wiped his mouth and hands on his handkerchief.

โ€œOut for a walk?โ€ he asked.

โ€œOf a sort,โ€ she said. โ€œAm I interrupting your breakfast?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not much of an interruption, seeing as itโ€™s not very tasty. I made it myself and did a bad job. Howโ€™s your cousin? Are they finding a specialist for her?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m afraid her husband doesnโ€™t think she needs any other doctor.

Arthur Cummins is enough for them.โ€

โ€œDo you think it might help if I talked to him?โ€

She shook her head. โ€œIt might make it worse, to be honest.โ€ โ€œThatโ€™s a pity. And how are you?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not sure. I have this rash,โ€ Noemรญ said, holding up her wrist for him to see.

Dr. Camarillo inspected her wrist carefully. โ€œOdd,โ€ he said. โ€œIt almost looks like you came in contact with mala mujer, but that doesnโ€™t grow here. Itโ€™s a sure recipe for dermatitis if you touch the leaves. Do you have allergies?โ€

โ€œNo. My mother says itโ€™s almost indecent how healthy I am. She told me when she was a young girl everyone thought it was very fashionable to suffer a bout of appendicitis and girls went on a tapeworm diet.โ€

โ€œShe must have been joking about the tapeworm,โ€ Dr. Camarillo said. โ€œThatโ€™s a made-up story.โ€

โ€œIt always did sound quite horrifying. Then Iโ€™m allergic to something? A plant or shrub?โ€

โ€œIt could be a number of things. Weโ€™ll wash the hand and put on a soothing ointment. Come in,โ€ he said, directing her into his office.

She washed her hands in the little sink in the corner, and Julio applied a zinc paste, bandaged her wrist, and told her she should not scratch the affected area because it would make it worse. He advised her to change the bandage the next day and apply more zinc paste.

โ€œItโ€™ll take a few days for the inflammation to go away,โ€ he said, walking her back toward the entrance, โ€œbut you should be fine after a week. Come see me if it doesnโ€™t improve.โ€

โ€œThanks,โ€ she said and placed the tiny jar of zinc paste heโ€™d gifted her inside her purse. โ€œI have another question. Do you know what could cause a person to begin sleepwalking again?โ€

โ€œAgain?โ€

โ€œI sleepwalked when I was very young, but I havenโ€™t done it in ages. But I sleepwalked last night.โ€

โ€œYes, itโ€™s more common for children to sleepwalk. Have you been taking any new medication?โ€

โ€œNo. I told you. Iโ€™m scandalously healthy.โ€

โ€œCould be anxiety,โ€ the doctor said, and then he smiled a little.

โ€œI had the oddest dream when I was sleepwalking,โ€ she said. โ€œIt didnโ€™t feel like when I was a kid.โ€

It had also been an extremely morbid dream and then, afterward, the chat with Virgil had not helped soothe her. Noemรญ frowned.

โ€œI see Iโ€™ve failed to be helpful once again.โ€ โ€œDonโ€™t say that,โ€ she replied quickly.

โ€œTell you what, if it happens again you come and see me. And you watch that wrist.โ€

โ€œSure.โ€

Noemรญ stopped at one of the tiny little stores set around the town square. She bought herself a pack of cigarettes. There were no Loterรญa cards to be had, but she did find a pack of cheap naipes. Cups, clubs, coins, and swords, to lighten the day. Someone had told her it was possible to read the cards, to tell fortunes, but what Noemรญ liked to do was play for money with her friends.

The store owner counted her change slowly. He was very old, and his glasses had a crack running down the middle. At the storeโ€™s entrance sat a yellow dog drinking from a dirty bowl. Noemรญ scratched its ears on the way out.

The post office was also in the town square, and she sent a short letter to her father informing him of the current situation at High Place: sheโ€™d obtained a second opinion from a doctor who said Catalina needed psychiatric care. She did not write that Virgil was extremely reluctant to let anyone see Catalina, because she did not want to worry her father. She also did not mention anything about her nightmares, nor the sleepwalking episode. Those, along with the rash blooming on her wrist, were unpleasant markers of her journey, but they were superfluous details.

Once these tasks were done, she stood in the middle of the town square glancing at the few businesses there. There was no ice cream shop, no souvenir store selling knickknacks, no bandstand for musicians to play their tunes. A couple of storefronts were boarded up, withย For Saleย painted on the outside. The church was still impressive, but the rest was really quite sad. A withered world. Had it looked this way in Ruthโ€™s day? Had she even been allowed to visit the town? Or was she kept locked inside High Place?

Noemรญ headed back to the exact spot where Francis had dropped her off. He arrived a couple of minutes later, while she sat on a wrought-iron bench and was about to light a cigarette.

โ€œYouโ€™re quick to fetch me,โ€ she said.

โ€œMy mother doesnโ€™t believe in tardiness,โ€ he said as he stood in front of her and took off the felt hat with the navy band heโ€™d put on that morning.

โ€œDid you tell her where we went?โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t go back to the house. If I had, my mother or Virgil might have started asking why Iโ€™d left you alone.โ€

โ€œWere you driving around?โ€

โ€œA bit. I parked under a tree over there and took a nap too. Did anything happen to you?โ€ he asked, pointing at her bandaged wrist.

โ€œA rash,โ€ Noemรญ said.

She extended her hand so that he might help her up, and he did. Without her monumental high heels, Noemรญโ€™s head barely reached his shoulder. When such a height difference presented itself, Noemรญ might stand on her tiptoes. Her cousins teased her about it, calling her โ€œthe ballerina.โ€ Not Catalina, because she was too sweet to tease anyone, but cousin Marilulu did it all the time. Now, reflexively, she did that, and that little meaningless motion must have startled him, because he let go with the hand that had been holding his hat, and a gust of wind blew it away.

โ€œOh, no,โ€ Noemรญ said.

They chased after the hat, running for a good two blocks before she managed to get hold of it. In her tight skirt and stockings this was no small feat. The yellow dog sheโ€™d seen at the store, amused by the spectacle, barked at Noemรญ and circled her. She pressed the hat against her chest.

โ€œWell, I suppose now Iโ€™ve done my daily calisthenics,โ€ she said, chuckling.

Francis seemed amused too and watched her with an unusual levity. There was a sad and resigned quality to him that struck her as odd for someone his age, but the midday sun had washed his melancholy away and gave color to his cheeks. Virgil was good looking, Francis was not. He had an almost nonexistent upper lip, eyebrows that arched a little too much, heavy-lidded eyes. She liked him nevertheless.

He was odd and it was endearing.

She offered him the hat, and Francis turned it in his hands carefully. โ€œWhat?โ€ he asked, sounding bashful, because she was looking at him.

โ€œWonโ€™t you thank me for rescuing your hat, dear sir?โ€ โ€œThank you.โ€

โ€œSilly boy,โ€ she said, planting a kiss on his cheek.

She was afraid heโ€™d drop the hat and theyโ€™d have to chase it again, but he managed to hold on to it and smiled as they walked back to the car.

โ€œYou finished the errands you needed to run in town?โ€ he asked. โ€œYes. Post office, doctor. I was also talking to someone about High

Place, about what happened there. You know, with Ruth,โ€ she told

him. Her mind kept going back to Ruth. It really should be no concern of hers, this decades-old murder, but there it was, the nagging thought, and she wanted to talk about it. Who better than him?

Francis tapped the hat twice against his leg as they walked. โ€œWhat about her?โ€

โ€œShe wanted to run away with her lover. Instead, she ended up shooting her whole family. I donโ€™t understand why sheโ€™d do what she did. Why didnโ€™t she run away from High Place? Surely she could have simply left.โ€

โ€œYou canโ€™t leave High Place.โ€

โ€œBut you can. She was an adult woman.โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re a woman. Can you do anything you want? Even if it upsets your family?โ€

โ€œTechnically I can, even if I wouldnโ€™t every single time,โ€ Noemรญ said, though she immediately remembered her fatherโ€™s issues with scandals and the fear of the society pages. Would she ever risk an outright rebellion against her family?

โ€œMy mother left High Place, she married. But she came back. Thereโ€™s no escaping it. Ruth knew as much. Thatโ€™s why she did what

she did.โ€

โ€œYou sound almost proud,โ€ she exclaimed.

Francis placed the hat on his head and looked at her gravely. โ€œNo. But truth be told Ruth ought to have burnt High Place to the ground.โ€

It was such a shocking pronouncement that she thought she must have heard him wrong, and she would have been able to convince herself this was the case if they had not driven back to the house in a bubble of silence. That piercing silence more than anything affirmed his words. It underlined them and made her turn her face toward the window. In her hand she held her unlit cigarette, watching the trees, light streaming through the branches.

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