Tella should not have possessed the ability to open her eyelids. A moment ago sheโd been unable to breathe or move or feel anything other than trapped. Sheโd been inanimate, powerless.
But now she could feel the midnight breeze playing with her curls and the warm hand against her back, holding her to an even warmer bodyโ Legendโs body.
He was Legend now, not Dante. Tella could feel it in the magic pulsing from his heated handsโhands with enough power to rip worlds in half. But they were gentle against her back, holding her up and keeping her recovering body from crumbling to the ground. She didnโt know how long sheโd been trapped in the card, but the life-stealing effects still lingered. Her heartbeat was fine, but her legs were liquid, her arms were boneless. She could barely move.
She concentrated on blinking, fluttering her eyelids up and down as her vision slowly returned and found focus. They were still on the Temple of the Starsโ moonstone steps. The evening was unchanged, as if no time had passed, though perhaps the sky was a little brighter than before. Glittering with additional stars. But Tella didnโt want to look at the stars. She wanted to see him.
His expression was so harsh he looked as if heโd stolen a piece of dark from the night. She wanted to reach up and smooth the deep crease between his eyes, to ease the pain from his expression, but she didnโt have the strength to move.
โWhat happened?โ she breathed. โWhy didnโt it work?โ
โIt did.โ His grip tightened, pressing her closer to his chest as he rubbed his hands up and down her back as if to make sure she was still corporeal. โI watched you vanish and reappear in your motherโs place in the card.โ
โBut then how am I here? And where is my mother?โ Tellaโs gaze drifted around the glowing steps, at the immobile statues that she would have sworn were watching them both intently.
โDonโt worry. Sheโs safe,โ Legend said. His low voice was strained, pained, as if for each word he spoke, there was another word he couldnโt bring himself to utter. โI imagine your mother is in the same place she was right before she was turned into a card, otherwise sheโd be here with us.โ
โI still donโt understand,โ Tella said.
The hands against her back stilled. โI know you were willing to sacrifice yourself for her, but I wasnโt willing to sacrifice you.โ
He removed one of his hands from around her and a beam of moonlight fell over his bronze palm, illuminating a jagged cut down the center. โI broke the curse on the cards.โ
โButโโ Tella cut off, unsure which part of all of this to protest. Sheโd been willing to sacrifice everything, prepared to remain trapped in a card to save her mother and him, and to keep the Fates from going free and ruling over the Empire once more. But a very selfish part of her was so relieved. It seemed her story might someday have a happy true ending after all.
Tella could have sunk into the steps and wept from relief and disbelief. Legend could have destroyed the cards and taken the power of all the Fates. He could have had everything heโd wanted. If heโd destroyed the Fates, his magic wouldnโt be limited to peaking during Caraval. Heโd have the power of the Fates: the Aracleโs ability to see the future; Mistress Luckโs good fortune; the Assassinโs ability to travel through space and time; the Lady Prisonerโs wisdom. And heโd chosen to save Tella instead.
โI canโt believe you did this for me.โ She looked up from Legendโs wounded palm to his beautiful face. โI think that means youโre the hero after all.โ
His expression darkened at the wordย hero, as if it was something heโd rather not be called. But she didnโt care. He was her hero.
Tella could still barely move her limbs, but she managed to wrap a hand around the back of Legendโs neck as the first of many fireworks burst into the sky. She heard them shimmer and pop as she leaned in closer and bought his full mouth down to hers. At first his lips didnโt move. Panic tore through her that something was wrong, that perhaps he regretted what heโd done. Her lips moved more tentatively, about to pull away, when he softly kissed the corner of her mouth.
Maybe heโd been afraid of hurting her before.
He was impossibly gentle as he kissed her again; hands barely stroking her waist as his lips slowly traveled along her jaw and then down her neck. So light it was almost painful. It was the delicate sound of music, the distant crash of ocean waves; there but still too far away. Tella wanted to erase the distance. It should have felt like the beginning of something, but somehow it felt like the end. As if every feather-light press of his lips was an unspoken good-bye.
More fireworks exploded above, gold and violet and brighter than before.
She tightened her grip around his neck, trying to hold on to him and this moment, but he was already pulling away as he lowered her toward the steps.
โWhatโs wrong?โ Tella asked.
โI need to leave.โ His gaze shuttered, his lips moved into a severe line, and then he let her go, completely. He set her weak body down, abandoning her atop the cold moonstone steps. โGood-bye, Tella.โ
Her stomach went hollow. If sheโd been standing her legs might have crumbled.
He was striding away. Leaving her. โWaitโwhere are you going?โ
He continued down the steps.
For a moment she feared he wouldnโt turn back around. But it was almost worse that he did. His eyes, which earlier had been so heated, so full of emotion, didnโt glitter or shine or spark any longer. They were flat, black, and growing colder with every heartbeat like the fading fireworks above.
โThereโs somewhere else I need to be. And, no matter what this looks like, Iโm still not the hero in your story.โ
Something cracked inside of Tella. It might have been her heart, breaking while he walked awayโas if he hadnโt just freed the Fates and damned the entire world for her.