ROSALIE
It feels like the police are with us forever.
Nick carried me downstairs, so I wouldnโt have to deal with being near that woman. Her name, apparently, is Claudia Delaney. Sheโs the sister of the other woman who was staying hereโthe one who kissed Nick. I still donโt entirely understand why Claudia Delaney stabbed her sister, but apparently, they found her unconscious and bleeding profusely in the trunk of Claudiaโs car. They rushed her to the hospital, but theyโre not sure if sheโll survive. I canโt even imagine.
The police spend forever talking to Nick. I can tell heโs trying hard to keep his cool, going over the same story again and again. And heโs really upset about Greta. He went into her room to tell her to call the police, and he found her lying on the ground, a stab wound in her chest. We had both grown very fond of her. Amazingly, she was still breathing when the paramedics arrived. But she was quite oldโher chances arenโt great.
Finally the police leave, and thank God, they havenโt hauled my husband away in handcuffs. He sinks into one of the chairs at our dining room table, his face pale. I wheel over to him, afraid to ask him what heโs thinking. After all, we broke up. A few hours ago, we decided our marriage was done. As far as I know, heโs already checked out.
โNick,โ I say.
He lifts his eyes, which are red-rimmed. โHey.โ โAre youโฆ okay?โ
โYeah, Iโฆโ He heaves a sigh. โShe almost killed you. I canโt believe it.โ
I try to smile. โNah. I was fine. I took her down, no problem.โ
โYou did, didnโt you?โ He tries to return the smile. โListen, Rosieโฆโ
I brace myself. I donโt want to hear this. I donโt want him to tell me heโs leaving me tonight. I donโt think I could bear it after the night Iโve had.
No, he might not leave tonight. But heโs going to want to make plans for separating. I donโt know if I can talk him out of it anymore. This decision has been a long time coming.
But Iโll try.
โI want to stay together,โ he blurts out. I stare at him. โYou do?โ
โYeah.โ He rubs his eyes with the balls of his hands, then looks back up at me. โI was miserable after our conversation earlier. I donโt want to live without you.ย Ever. Iโm sad aboutโฆ the way things are. With us. But Iโm not giving up. I love you too much.โ
โOh,โ I say.
โAnd,โ he adds, โI think you still love me too.โ
My cheeks grow warm. โYouโre right. I do. I really, really do.โ
He reaches out and takes my hand in his. โI knew it.โ
โAlso,โ I say, โI think this dining room would make a really great bedroom.โ
For the first time, maybe in years, I see his eyes light up. โI think so too.โ
And so we sit there for the next hour, holding hands, and making plans for the future.