WHEN I DRAGย myself into work the next morning, I can barely keep my eyes open.
As soon as I got home from the beach, I practically ripped my house apart, looking for something else that could incriminate me. I didnโt even know what I was looking for. A bloody glove? A woodchipper with a dismembered leg sticking out of it? Whatever it was, I didnโt find it. My house was clean.
But I still couldnโt sleep. I tossed and turned in bed, intermittently looking at the clock. At three in the morning, I gave up and watched television for a while, then finally fell asleep on the couch. All in all, I got a few hours of sleep, broken up into twenty-minute chunks. I kept waking up in a cold sweat, my whole body trembling.
Needless to say, I didnโt go running first thing in the morning.
On the bright side, Detective Santoro didnโt greet me at my front door this morning. Maybe heโs finally decided I didnโt have anything to do with Dawnโs murder. Maybe he decided to believe my alibi. Except I doubt it.
On my way to my cubicle, I pass Greg Lowsky at the copy machine. Greg comes in once or twice a month to install updates on our computers or troubleshoot any tech issues. He may even know more than Caleb does
when it comes to computer stuff. Unlike the rest of us, he usually shows up in jeans and a T-shirt. And thereโs usually a math or computer-related joke on his T-shirtโone I almost never get. Today his T-shirt reads, โNo, I will not fix your computer.โ It strikes me as a strange T-shirt for a person to wear when he is literally here to fix our computers.
Greg is nowhere near as cute as Caleb is. Heโs short with a bushy beard and sort of reminds me of one of the creatures fromย Lord of the Ringsย or some other nerdy movie I never saw. And heโs almost as strange as Dawn. He once hinted that he wanted to take me to lunch, and I found a kind way to turn him down. But he still half-heartedly flirts with me whenever he comes in, even though it will never go anywhere.
โHey, Natalie,โ he says. โWhatโs up?โ
I wonder how much Greg knows about all the drama with Dawn. He wasnโt here on the day when Santoro was grilling everyone. And as far as I know, the detective hasnโt been back. Even the Vixed bullying hashtag has died down. People on the internet lose interest quickly.
โNot much,โ I say carefully. โIโm sure you heard about Dawnโฆโ
โOh yeah.โ Greg looks down at his hands. โThatโs awful. I hope they figure out who did it to her. Itโs awful how you can just be in your own house and somebody can come andโฆ well, you knowโฆโ
โYeahโฆโ
โI hope youโre staying safe, Natalie.โ
He has no idea. But suddenly, a brilliant thought occurs to me. โActually, I was wondering if thereโs something you could help me withโฆโ
โOf course!โ His face lights up. โAnything for you, Natalie.โ
I reach for my purse slung on my shoulder and pull out my phone. โDo you know how to figure out whoโs been calling from a blocked number?โ
โSure. Thereโs an app called TrackCall that will reveal any blocked numbers.โ
โOh.โ That makes sense. Thereโs an app for everything. โCan I use that now to find out the number of someone who called me last night?โ
โProbably not. I think the app has to be installed when they make the call.โ
Damn. I was hoping to figure out who used the blocked number to call me the last three nights. Itโs hard to believe those calls arenโt somehow linked to this whole thing. And even if they arenโt, Iโd like to know whoโs harassing me.
โIโm sure if somebody is bothering you, theyโll call again.โ He frowns. โIf youโre worried, Iโd be happy to escort you home after work today. I donโt have any plans.โ
โNo, thatโs okay.โ
โI donโt mind.โ
Well, I do. Even if I didnโt have plans with Caleb, I wouldnโt want to encourage him. โI better not.โ I wink at him. โI donโt want to make Julia jealous.โ
Gregโs eyes widen. โJulia? Jealous?โ
โOh my God, yes.โ I lower my voice. โShe told me she thinks youโre really cute.โ
Julia is one of our secretaries who sits near the front entrance, and she is so far out of Gregโs league, itโs not even funny. He should know that, but the way he puffs out his chest makes it clear he thinks he might have a shot. Greg kindly offers to install the app himself without insisting on escorting me anywhere again, and he even shows me how to use it. After I feel confident that I can figure out the phone number of the blocked caller, I leave Greg at the copy machine and continue on the way to my cubicle.
Dawnโs cubicle is still empty, like itโs been all week.
Itโs so horrible. No, Dawn wasnโt my favorite person in the entire world, but she was sweet. There was something innocent about her, like a child. I canโt bear the thought of her being tortured at the hands of some pervert and then beaten to death.
I step past her own cubicle and into my own. I start to drop my purse on the desk when something gets my attention. Something that makes my heart skip a beat.
The tiny turtle figurine. Itโs back on my desk.
No. It canโt be. Itย canโtย be. I threw it out.ย Twice. I didnโt just throw it out, but I brought it all the way to the garbage in the break room. Thereโs absolutely no way a janitor could have thought I mistakenly threw it away and brought it back to my desk. It was a stretch last time, and now itโs an impossibility.
Somebody put this turtle on my desk on purpose. โNatalie.โ
Who would do that? Who would torture me this way? It couldnโt be some random person on the street. It would have to be somebody who
works at this office who has access to my desk. Or at least, somebody who has a way to get a key to the officeโฆ
โNatalie.โ
Iโm vaguely aware of a sharp voice calling out my name. I turn my head, and Seth is standing behind me, a few feet away. Thereโs a dark look in his eyes.
โNatalie,โ he says flatly. โI need to talk to you.โ
โDoes it have to be now?โ I look back at the turtle, then back at him. โBecause Iโโ
โYes.ย Now.โ
I can tell from the look on Sethโs face that heโs not messing around. What now? I canโt deal with any customer complaints right now. Iโve got much worse concerns.
โIn my office,โ he adds. โFine,โ I say. โLetโs go.โ