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Chapter no 27

The Coworker

THREE MONTHS EARLIER

From: Natalie Farrell To: Vixed Employees

Subject: Bridal shower!!!!

This Friday afternoon at three we are going to have a bridal shower to celebrate Kimโ€™s upcoming nuptials! Gifts are allowed and encouraged, and there is no spending limit! After all, Kim will only be getting married once. (We hope!) We are also going to do this potluck style so please let me know what yummy treats you will be bringing so we donโ€™t all bring the same thing!

From: Dawn Schiff To: Vixed Employees

Subject: Re: Bridal shower!!!!

Iโ€™m so excited! Iโ€™ll be bringing my famous turtle cupcakes. Sometimes with respect to desserts, โ€œturtleโ€ refers to candy made with pecans and caramel dipped in chocolate, but these will be actual turtle cupcakes! The inside will be chocolate, and while I wonโ€™t be giving away all my secrets, trust me when

I say these cupcakes will very much resemble turtles. Iโ€™m so excited to share them with you!

Sincerely, Dawn Schiff

From: Natalie Farrell To: Vixed Employees

Subject: Re: Bridal shower!!!!

For Godโ€™s sake, Dawn, you donโ€™t need to always hit โ€œreply allโ€ on emails!!! I will let you know if anyone else claims cupcakes.

To: Mia Hodge From: Dawn Schiff

Subject: Re: Greetings

Dear Mia,

This morning, I came to work with a tray of a dozen cupcakes. Natalie never got back to me about whether it was okay for me to bring them, but I figured you can never have too many cupcakes. I made chocolate, because we all know everybody loves chocolate. But I did use vanilla frosting, because I was able to add blue food coloring to make the icing look like the ocean, and then added green gummies to turn them into turtle cupcakes. I worked so hard on them. Iโ€™m attaching a photo so you can see how beautiful they were.

The bridal shower was at three oโ€™clock in the conference room. Natalie spent most of the day preparing for it. Every time I looked up, she was in the conference room decorating.

I thought about asking if I could help, but I didnโ€™t want to annoy her. So I kept my distance.

At three oโ€™clock, my coworkers started filtering into the conference room with trays of food. I ran to the break room to grab my cupcakes, which I stashed on the bottom shelf of the refrigerator.

Except the cupcakes werenโ€™t there.

I was sure I put them in the refrigerator. I did it as soon as I came in, so the cupcakes would stay fresh. I checked every shelf, although the tray was bulky enough that it didnโ€™t seem like it would get lost in the refrigerator. Then I started checking the cabinets above the sink, wondering if somebody stashed the cupcakes up there.

After about five minutes of searching, I was starting to panic. My heart was racing as I rummaged through all the drawers and cabinets in the break room. I had been so excited to show everyone my cupcakes. What could have happened to them?

But then it hit me. Somebody probably saw the cupcakes and brought them over to the conference room, assuming they were for the shower.

The bridal shower had been going on for about fifteen minutes at this point. I rinsed off my hands and headed to the conference room to join the others. I could see almost everyone in the office was participating. This was an excellent opportunity to get to talk to my coworkers in a low-pressure environment.

Natalie was by the conference table, talking to Seth, who was munching on a tray of food. Seth had a smile playing on his lips, the same way he always did when he was talking to Natalie. I never figured out if he knew about his wife showing up at work and leaving that threatening note for Natalie. I did think about telling him, but I decided to take your advice and keep out of it.

But today I watched the two of them for a moment from outside the conference room. It was weird but I could almost imagine him leaning forward and pressing his lips against

hers, running his fingers through her long, silky hair. Itโ€™s not hard to see why he likes her.

I grabbed the handle of the conference room door. Instantly, Natalie jerked her head up. She abandoned Seth and sprinted across the room to the door to greet me. But she didnโ€™t look happy to see me. She started asking a million questions about what I was doing there, even though I was on the email where she invited the entire company.

Then she pointed out that it was a potluck and I hadnโ€™t brought anything. I was still hoping the turtle cupcakes had migrated to the party on their own, so I let her know that I was the creator of the turtle cupcakes. But when I said that, she acted like she didnโ€™t know what I was talking about. โ€œThere are no turtle cupcakes in here,โ€ she kept saying. Then she accused me of lying about having brought them.

โ€œPlease donโ€™t tell lies, Dawn,โ€ she said. โ€œItโ€™s so unattractive.โ€

When she said the word โ€œunattractive,โ€ she made a pointed gesture at my outfit. Unlike Natalie, I usually wear slacks to work. Skirts make me uncomfortable. And I donโ€™t wear fitted blouses like she does eitherโ€”ones that strain at the bosomโ€”although to be fair, I donโ€™t have much to show off in that department. My mother always used to say I have the figure of a prepubescent boy.

I kept insisting I made twelve chocolate cupcakes, but Natalie would not step aside to let me into the bridal shower. Finally, she said she didnโ€™t understand why I was here in the first place because Iโ€™m not even friends with Kim. When I pointed out that she invited me, she just shook her head.

โ€œI sent that to everyone, but I assumed people realized they shouldnโ€™t come if they werenโ€™t friends with Kimโ€”thatโ€™s just common sense,โ€ she told me.

Except when I looked over Natalieโ€™s shoulder, it seemed like every single person in the company was in that conference room. It wasnโ€™t just friends of Kim. It wasย everyone. Everyone but me.

Before I could point that out, Natalie closed the door in my face and went back to talking to Seth.

I didnโ€™t know what to do after that. I could have gone back to doing work in the otherwise empty office, but I couldnโ€™t focus. I had thought this party would be an opportunity for me to finally get to know some of my coworkers. Maybe even make a friend. Obviously, I recognize Iโ€™ll never have another friend like you. Iโ€™ve abandoned that foolish notion. But since weโ€™re living at different ends of the country, Iโ€™d love it if there was somebody I could have lunch with from time to time, at least.

Finally, I opted to go back to the break room. I definitely brought the cupcakes to work this morning. I was sure that if I could find them and bring them to the conference room, Natalie would let me into the party. Sheย hadย to. Everyone would want to try those cupcakes. Who wouldnโ€™t like turtle cupcakes?

So while everybody else was at the party, I went back to the break room alone. I checked the refrigerator one last time and then went through all the drawers and cabinets systematically. It was only on a whim that I pushed my foot on the pedal to open up the garbage bin.

And thatโ€™s when I found my cupcakes. Smooshed together in a big messy pile at the bottom of the trash.

All my hard work was in the garbage. Nobody had the opportunity to see them or taste them. I spent hours on those cupcakes. For nothing.

You always used to tell me never to give other people the satisfaction of seeing me cry. If I was ever on the brink, you would tell me how awesome I am, and that I need to be strong.

But it was easy not to cry when you were right here with me. Itโ€™s a lot harder when youโ€™re alone. But youโ€™re right. No matter what, you canโ€™t let anyone know theyโ€™ve gotten to you. Because thatโ€™s when they win.

So I went back to my cubicle with my chin held high. I wouldnโ€™t give them the satisfaction. You would have been

proud of me. Sincerely, Dawn Schiff

To: Dawn Schiff From: Mia Hodge

Subject: Re: Greetings

OMG Dawn!!!! This Natalie person has crossed a line! You need to go to HR and report her. Iโ€™m serious.

To: Mia Hodge From: Dawn Schiff

Subject: Re: Greetings

Dear Mia,

I understand why you would say that, but I would rather not go to HR. I will just make another batch of cupcakes and keep them in my cubicle for the next party. Besides, the head of HR loves Natalie.

Sincerely, Dawn Schiff

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