โMISS FARRELL,ย how close were you with Miss Schiff?โ
Detective Santoroโs eyes are trained on me as he asks me the question. His eyes are really dark. So dark, you canโt tell the iris from the pupil. It somehow gives me the illusion that he can see into my soul. And if I were to lie, he would know it.
โNot very close,โ I admit. โNo?โ
I shrug. โShe works in the cubicle next to mine. We talk sometimes and weโre friendly, but I wouldnโt say weโre great friends.โ
โSure.โ The detective nods like he gets that. โYou canโt be friends with everyone, right?โ
โYes, exactly.โ
โBut you did know where she lives.โ
I squirm in my conference chair. โI drove her home once, so I remembered her address. As I said, I have a good memory.โ
โAnd why did you go over to her house again?โ
A muscle in my jaw twitches. โI told you this. She didnโt show up for work this morning, and I got that phone callโฆโ
โRight. You said there was a phone call to Dawnโs line at the office, and you heard her voice.โ
โThatโs right. Did you trace the calls that came to her number yesterday morning?โ
โI did,โ he confirms. โAnd every single one of them was internal.โ โInternal?โ
โThey all came from this office building.โ
Santoro looks unimpressed by this revelation, but itโs enough to give me a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. Dawn called here yesterday, begging for help. And the call came fromย inside the office.
Oh God.
For a moment, Iโm too terrified to even speak. But Santoro doesnโt seem at all concerned. Thatโs because he didnโt hear the way Dawnโs voice sounded.
โSo had you ever been to Miss Schiffโs house before?โ he asks.
โNo. I just dropped her off that one time. Iโve never been inside.โ I wipe my sweaty palms on my skirt. โWhy are you asking me all this? Why is it important?โ
โWell, Miss Farrell, Iโm just trying to understand some of the things we found in Miss Schiffโs house.โ
โIโฆ I donโt follow.โ
Detective Santoro leans forward like heโs about to tell me a secret. โSo the thing is, we found your fingerprints on a knife at Miss Schiffโs house.โ
I freeze. My fingerprints? โHow do you have my fingerprints?โ โThey were on the business card you gave me.โ
I feel violated. I offered him that business card of my own free will, and he used it to get my fingerprints.
But anyway, itโs for nothing. The fingerprints are very easy to explain. โI grabbed a knife from the kitchen because I was scared there was an intruder. Then when I saw the blood, I dropped it on the floor. I told this to one of the police officers.โ
โRight.โ He nods. โWe already knew that. But we found your fingerprints on another knife. One that was still in the knife block.โ
For a moment, Iโm speechless. My fingerprints were onย twoย knives? But it does make sense. โI didnโt grab the first knife in the block. I think I checked a few of them to find one the right size.โ
I did, didnโt I? I must have. Because how else could my fingerprints be on a second knife?
โOkay, that explains that.โ One corner of his lips curls up in a lopsided smile. โBut how did your fingerprints get on the wine glass sitting on the counter in the kitchen?โ
The question takes my breath away. My fingerprints were on that wine glass in the kitchen? How could that be?
I remember seeing the wine glass on the counter. And then the broken one on the floor. But I donโt remember touching them. I grabbed the knife, maybe even touched a few of the knife handles, but I never touched the wine glass.
Did I?
I donโt remember doing it, but if they found my fingerprints on the glass, I must have. Itโs the only explanation. And now that I think of itโฆ
Yes, I definitely must have touched that glass.
โI touched the glass when I was in the kitchen,โ I say. โI moved it to the side. Itโฆ it looked like it might fall like the other one. Iโm sorry. I didnโt realize at the time that it was a crime scene.โ
Detective Santoro leans back in his chair again, considering my explanation. โSo you never shared a glass of wine with Miss Schiff?โ
โNo.โ I lick my lips. โLook, Dawn was a nice person, but we werenโt good friends.โ
โWhy not?โ
โShe wasโฆ strange. Itโs hard to explain it exactly, but she was just a very strange person. If you met her, you would know what I mean.โ
โYeah.โ He seems to be considering this. โYou know, itโs interestingโฆโ โWhatโs interesting?โ
โThe way you keep referring to Miss Schiff in the past tense.โ
My mouth falls open. Heโs looking at me intently, obviously trying to get a reaction out of me. โI have an alibi for two nights ago,โ I remind him.
โAn alibi,โ he repeats.
I should never have used that word. It makes me sound guilty. Innocent people donโt need alibis. โI mean, I was with somebody.โ
โRight. You were with your boyfriend. I remember.โ
Except I wasnโt really with Caleb. Iโm counting on him to come through for meโI think he will. At the time, it seemed ridiculous to make up an alibi. But now Iโm glad I did.
โSo I got another question for you, Miss Farrell.โ Santoro reaches into his jacket pocket, and I flinch, expecting him to pull out a pair of handcuffs. Of course, thatโs ridiculous. Why would he arrest me? Sure enough, he pulls out a photograph. โCould you take a look at this?โ
He slides the photo across the conference table. I pick it up and stare at the familiar image. Itโs the bookcase at Dawnโs houseโthe one that was filled with turtle figurines. Just the sight of it sends a shiver down my spine.
โDo you recognize this?โ he asks me.
I cringe. โYes. It was in Dawnโs living room.โ โNotice anything strange about it?โ
Heโs got to be pulling my leg. Do I notice anything strange about a bookcase filled withย statues of turtles? Is there anythingย notย strange about it? โUmโฆโ
The detective taps on the center of the photo. โRight there. Thereโs something missing.โ
Heโs pointing at the gap I remember seeing in the bookcase when I was at Dawnโs house. The bookcase was so full, but there was that empty space right in the middle. I had assumed it was a decorating choice.
โIt was like that when I got there,โ I say. โYou think there was something there?โ
โThe pattern of dust made it look like something was removed recently.โ
I shake my head. โIโm sorry, I canโt help you.โ โYou sure?โ
He levels his dark, dark eyes at me. My hands are sweaty again, even though Iโve wiped them on my skirt two times since Iโve been in here. โIโm sure.โ
He doesnโt drop his eyes. He keeps staring at me like heโs waiting for me to break and tell him everything. But Iย haveย told him everything.
โOne more thing,โ he says in a low, almost conspiratorial voice. โWe found an email Dawn sent to you two days ago asking to meet about something important.โ He pauses in a meaningful way. โWhat did she want to meet about?โ
โI donโt know. We never had a chance to talk.โ โNo? You sure about that?โ
I never genuinely believed that Santoro truly thought I could be a suspect until this moment. But when my eyes finally meet his gaze, I realize he knows something. Something damning.
โI wish weย hadย talked.โ I fight to keep my voice steady. โMaybe it would have kept her alive.โ
He doesnโt have an answer for that. I keep my hands under the table because I donโt want him to see how much theyโre shaking.
I glance over at the door to the conference room. โSo are we done here?โ
โYes.โ The detectiveโs eyes never leave mine. โWeโre done. For now.โ