Step Three: Discover Your Husband is Pure Evil
Itโs midnight. Three hours later.
I pounded at the door and scraped at the wood until I had splinters under my fingernails. I screamed until I lost my voice. I figured even if he wasnโt going to let me out, maybe the neighbors would hear. But after an hour, I gave up hope of that.
Now Iโm sitting on the cot in the corner of the room. Springs poke into my butt cheeks as I finally let the tears roll down my cheeks. I donโt know what he plans to do to me, but all I can think about is Cecelia, asleep in her crib. Alone with that psychopath. What will he do to me? What will he do toย her?
If I ever get out of here, Iโm going to grab Cece and run as far as I can away from this man. I donโt care how much money he has. I donโt care if weโre legally married. I wantย out.
โNina?โ
Andyโs voice. I jump off the bed and sprint over to the door. โAndy,โ I choke out with whatโs left of my voice.
โYou lost your voice,โ he acknowledges. I donโt know what to say to that.
โYou shouldnโt bother screaming,โ he tells me. โEverything is soundproofed below the attic. So nobody will hear you. I could be having a dinner party downstairs and they would never hear you screaming.โ
โPlease let me out,โ I whimper.
Iโm willing to do whatever it takes. Iโll agree to whatever he wants if heโll let me out of here. Of course, once the doorโs open, Iโm leaving him. I donโt care if the prenup says Iโll get nothing for ending the marriage within the first year. Anything to get the hell out of here.
โDonโt worry, Nina,โ he says. โIโm going to let you out. I promise.โ
I let out a breath.
โJust notย yet,โ he adds. โYou have to learn the consequences of what youโve done.โ
โWhat are you talking about? Consequences ofย what?โ โYour hair.โ His voice is filled with disgust. โI canโt have
my wife walking around like a slob with dark roots showing.โ
My roots. I canโt believe he was that upset over it. I mean, itโs just a few millimeters of hair. โIโm so sorry. I promise, Iโll make an appointment with the hairdresser right away.โ
โThatโs not enough.โ
I press my forehead against the door. โIโll go first thing tomorrow morning. I swear.โ
He yawns on the other side of the door. โIโm going to sleep now. You just hang tight and weโll talk more in the morning about your punishment.โ
His footsteps fade as he walks away. Even though my hands are aching from banging on the doors, I do it again. I slam my fist against the door so hard, I canโt believe I donโt break every bone in my hand. โAndy, donโt you dare leave me here overnight! Come back here! Come back!โ
But he ignores me like he did before.
I sleep in that room. Of course I do. What choice do I have?
I didnโt think I would end up drifting off, but somehow I did. Between all the screaming and pounding on the door, the adrenaline gave way to exhaustion and I passed out on that uncomfortable old cot. The cot isnโt that much worse than the bed I used to sleep in back in the tiny apartment I had when it was just me and Cecelia, but Iโve gotten used to Andyโs memory foam mattress.
I think back to when it was just me and Cece. I was always overwhelmed, always on the brink of tears. I had no idea how good I had it before I was married to a psychopath who would lock me in a room overnight just because I missed a hairdresser appointment.
Cece. I hope sheโs okay. If that asshole touches even one hair on her head, I swear I will kill him. I donโt care if I go to jail for the rest of my life.
My back is aching when I wake up in the morning. And my head is pounding. But worst of all, my bladder is full. Painfully full. This is the most pressing need of all.
Except what can I do? The bathroom is outside this room.
Then again, if I wait much longer, Iโm going to pee in my pants.
I get up and pace the room. I try the doorknob one more time, hoping maybe I just imagined everything that happened last night and it will open magically. No such luck. Itโs still locked.
I remember when I looked in the closet, there was only one item in there. A bucket.
Andy set this whole thing up. He tricked me into coming up here. He installed a lock on the outside of the door. And he also put that bucket there for a reason.
Iโm really going to have to do this.
I suppose there are worse things than peeing in a bucket. I drag it out of the closet and I do what I have to do. Then I stick it back in there. Hopefully, I wonโt have to use it again.
My mouth feels parched and my stomach is growling, even though eating would make me sick. Considering how he set up the bucket, I wonder if he put that same consideration into other parts of the room. I throw open the mini-fridge, hoping for some sort of bounty of food in there.
Instead, there are three mini water bottles. Three beautiful water bottles.
I almost faint from relief. I grab one of the bottles, crack it open, and guzzle it practically in one gulp. My throat still feels dry and raw, but slightly better.
I eye the other two bottles. I would love to have another one, but Iโm scared. How long will Andy leave me here? I have no idea. I should conserve my resources.
โNina? Are you awake?โ
Andyโs voice at the door. I stumble over to it, my head pounding with each step. โAndyโฆโ
โGood morning, Nina.โ
I shut my eyes against a wave of dizziness. โIs Cecelia okay?โ
โSheโs fine. I told my mother you went to visit some family and sheโs watching Cecelia until you get back.โ
I let out a breath. At least my daughter is safe. Evelyn Winchester isnโt my favorite person in the world, but she is a vigilant babysitter. โAndy, please let me out.โ
He ignores my requestโit doesnโt even surprise me at this point. โDid you find the water in the fridge?โ
โYes.โ And even though it kills me, I add, โThank you.โ โYouโre going to have to make it last. I canโt give you
any more.โ
โThen let me out,โ I croak.
โI will,โ he says. โBut you have to do something for me first.โ
โWhat? Anything.โ
He pauses. โYou need to understand that hair is a privilege.โ
โOkay, I understand that.โ
โDo you, Nina? Because I feel like if you did understand it, you wouldnโt walk around like a slob, with your dark roots showing.โ
โIโฆ Iโm sorry for that.โ
โBecause you couldnโt take care of your hair, now you will give it to me.โ
I have a horrible, sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. โWhat?โ
โNot all of it.โ He chuckles, because of courseย that
would be ridiculous. โI want a hundred strands.โ โYouโฆ you want a hundred strands of my hair?โ
โThatโs right.โ He taps on the door. โGive me one hundred strands of your hair, and Iโll let you out of the room.โ
This is the strangest request Iโve ever heard. He wants to punish me for my dark roots by giving him a hundred strands of my hair? Thereโs that much nestled in my hairbrush. Does he have some sort of hair fetish? Is that what this is about? โIf you look in my brushโโ
โNo,โ he interrupts me. โI want it from your scalp. I want to see the root.โ
I stand there, stunned. โAre you serious?โ
โDoes it sound like Iโm joking?โ he snaps. His voice then softens. โThere are a few envelopes in the dresser drawer. You put the hairs in there and slide them under the door. If you do that, youโll have learned your lesson and Iโll let you out.โ
โOkay,โ I agree. I run a hand through my blond hair and two strands come loose in my fingers. โIโll have it for you in five minutes.โ
โI have to go to work now, Nina,โ he says irritably. โBut when I get home, you should have the strands ready for
me.โ
โBut I can do it fast!โ I tug at my hair again and another strand comes free.
โIโll be home by seven,โ he says. โAnd remember, I want fully intact hair. I have to see the root or it doesnโt count!โ
โNo! Please!โ I grasp at my hair more violently this time
โmy eyes water but only a few more strands rip loose. โIโll do it now! Just wait!โ
But heโs not going to wait. Heโs leaving. His footsteps disappear the way they did earlier.
Iโve learned no amount of screaming or pounding on the door is going to get him to come back. Thereโs no point in wasting my energy and aggravating my already agonizing headache. I have to focus on getting him what he wants. Then I can get back to my daughter. And I can escape this house forever.