Andrew is stuck at work tonight.
He sent me a regretful text at a quarter to seven:
Problem at work. Iโm stuck here at least another hour. Eat without me.
I texted back:
No problem. Drive safely.
But inside, I was reeling with disappointment. I had so much fun having dinner in Manhattan with Andrew, and I had been attempting to re-create one of the meals we had at that French restaurant. Steak au poivre. I used black peppercorns that I picked up at the supermarket (after I worked up the nerve to go back in), minced shallot, cognac, red wine, beef broth, and heavy whipping cream. The smell was incredible, but it wasnโt going to keep for another hour or twoโsteak just isnโt the same reheated. I had no choice but to eat my magnificent dinner all alone. And now itโs sitting in my stomach like a rock while I flick through stations of the television.
I donโt like being in this house alone. When Andrew is here, it feels likeย hisย house, which it is. But when heโs not here, the whole place reeks of Nina. Her perfume emanates from every crack and creviceโsheโs marked her territory with her scent, like an animal.
Even though Andrew told me not to, I did a deep clean of the house after my shopping trip, trying to get rid of her perfume. But I can still smell it.
As obnoxious as Patrice was in the supermarket, she did me one big favor. Ninaย wasย tracking me. I found the tracking app hidden in a random folder, somewhere I never wouldโve seen it. I deleted it immediately.
But I still canโt shake the feeling that sheโs watching me.
I close my eyes and I think of the warning Enzo gave me this morning.ย You must get out of here. You are in terrible danger.ย He was afraid of Nina. I could see it in his eyes when he and I were talking and she passed within earshot.
You are in terrible danger.
I push away a wave of nausea. Sheโs gone now. But maybe she could still hurt me.
The sun has gone down and when I look out the window, all I can see is my reflection. I stand up from the sofa and walk over to the window, my heart pounding. I press my forehead against the cool glass, peering into the dark outside.
Is that a car parked outside the gates?
I squint into the darkness, trying to figure out if Iโm just imagining things. I suppose I could go outside and get a closer look. But that would involve unlocking the doors to the house.
Of course, whatโs the difference if the door is unlocked when Nina has a key?
My thoughts are interrupted by the sound of my phone ringing on the coffee table. I hurry over to grab it before I miss the call and frown when I find another blocked
number on the screen. I shake my head. Another spam call. Just what I need.
I press the green button to accept the call, expecting to hear that obnoxious recorded voice. But instead, I hear a distorted, mechanical voice:
โStay away from Andrew Winchester!โ I suck in a breath. โNina?โ
I couldnโt tell if it was a man or a woman, much less whether it was Nina. Then thereโs a click on the other line. Itโs gone dead.
I swallow. Iโve had enough of Ninaโs games. Starting tomorrow, Iโm taking back this house. Iโm calling a locksmith to change the locks on the doors. And tonight, Iโm spending the night in the master bedroom. Enough of this guest bedroom bullshit. Iโm not a guest here anymore.
Andrew said he wanted this to become permanent. So now, this is my home too.
I head for the stairs, taking them two at a time. I keep going until I get up to the stuffy room in the atticโmy bedroom. Except it wonโt be my bedroom after tonight. Iโm packing everything up and moving downstairs. This will be my last time in this claustrophobic little room with the weird lock on the outside of the door.
I grab one of my pieces of luggage out of the closet. I start throwing clothing inside, not bothering to be too careful, given that Iโm just carrying it down one flight of stairs. Of course, Iโll have to ask Andrewโs permission before I clean out a drawer downstairs. But he canโt expect me to live up here anymore. Itโs inhuman. This room is like some sort of torture chamber.
โMillie? What are you doing?โ
The voice from behind me nearly gives me a heart attack. I clutch my chest and turn around. โAndrew. I didnโt hear you come in.โ
His gaze darts over my luggage. โWhat are you doing?โ
I shove the handful of bras I was holding into the luggage. โWell, I thought I might move downstairs.โ
โOh.โ
โIsโฆ is that okay?โ I feel suddenly awkward. I had assumed Andrew would be fine with it, but maybe I shouldnโt have made that assumption.
He takes a step toward me. I bite down on my lip until it hurts. โOf course itโs okay. I was going to suggest it myself. But I wasnโt sure if you would want to.โ
My shoulders sag. โI definitely want to. Iโฆ I had kind of a rough day.โ
โWhat have you been up to? I saw some of my books on the coffee table. Have you been reading?โ
I wish thatโs all I had been doing today. โHonestly, I donโt want to talk about it.โ
He takes another step closer and reaches out to trace my jaw with the tip of his finger. โMaybe I could make you forget about itโฆโ
I shiver at his touch. โI bet you couldโฆโ And he does.