On Sunday afternoon, I get two pieces of good news:
First, Andrew managed to refund the tickets and I wonโt have to work for free.
Second, Cecelia is going to be gone for two whole weeks.
Iโm not sure which of these revelations Iโm happier about. Iโm glad I donโt have to shell out money for the tickets. But Iโm even happier that I donโt have to wait on Cecelia anymore. The apple doesnโt fall far from the tree with that one.
Cecelia has packed enough luggage to last her at least one year. I swear to God, itโs like sheโs put everything she owns in those bags, and then if there was any space left, she filled it withย rocks. Thatโs how it feels as Iโm carrying the bags out to Ninaโs Lexus.
โPlease be careful with that, Millie.โ Nina watches me fretfully as I summon superhuman strength to lift the bags into her trunk. My palms are bright red from where I was holding the straps. โPlease donโt break anything.โ
What could Cecelia possibly be carrying to camp thatโs so fragile? Donโt they mostly just bring clothing and books and bug spray? But far be it from me to question her. โSorry.โ
When I get back in the house to retrieve the last of Ceceliaโs bags, I catch Andrew jogging down the stairs. He catches me about to lift the monstrous piece of luggage and his eyes widen.
โHey,โ he says. โIโll carry that for you. That looks really heavy.โ
โIโm fine,โ I insist, only because Nina is coming out of the garage.
โYes, sheโs got it, Andy.โ Nina wags a finger. โYou need to be careful about your bad back.โ
He shoots her a look. โMy back is fine. Anyway, I want to say goodbye to Cece.โ
Nina pulls a face. โAre you sure you wonโt come with us?โ
โI wish I could,โ he says. โBut I canโt miss an entire day of work tomorrow. Iโve got meetings in the afternoon.โ
She sniffs. โYou always put work first.โ
He grimaces. I donโt blame him for being hurt by her commentโas far as I can tell, itโs completely untrue. Despite being a successful businessman, Andrew is home every single night for dinner. He does occasionally go to work on the weekends, but heโs also attended two dance recitals this month, one piano recital, a fourth-grade graduation ceremony, a karate demonstration, and one night they were gone for hours for some sort of art show at the day school.
โIโm sorry,โ he says anyway.
She sniffs again and turns her head. Andrew reaches out to touch her arm, but she jerks it away and dashes to the kitchen to get her purse.
Instead, he heaves the last piece of luggage into his arms and goes out to the garage to dump it in the trunk and say goodbye to Cecelia, who is sitting in Ninaโs snow-colored Lexus, wearing a lacy white dress that is wildly inappropriate for summer camp. Not that I would ever say anything.
Two whole weeks without that little monster. I want to jump with joy. But instead, I turn my lips down. โIt will be sad without Cecelia here this month,โ I say as Nina comes back out of the kitchen.
โReally?โ she says dryly. โI thought you couldnโt stand her.โ
My jaw drops open. I mean, yes, sheโs right that Cecelia and I have not hit it off. But I didnโt realize she knew I felt that way. If she knows that, does she realize Iโm not a big fan of Nina herself either?
Nina smooths down her white blouse and goes back out to the garage. As soon as she leaves the room, itโs like all the tension has been sucked out of me. I always feel on edge when Nina is around. Itโs like sheโs dissecting everything I do.
Andrew emerges from the garage, wiping his hands on his jeans. I love how he wears a T-shirt and jeans on the weekends. I love the way his hair gets tousled when heโs doing physical activity. I love the way he smiles and winks at me.
I wonder if he feels the same way I do about Nina leaving.
โSo,โ he says, โnow that Nina is gone, I have a confession to make.โ
โOh?โ
A confession?ย Iโm madly in love with you. Iโm going to leave Nina so we can run off together to Aruba.
Nah, not too likely.
โI couldnโt get a refund on those show tickets.โ He hangs his head. โI didnโt want Nina to give you a hard time over it. Or try toย chargeย you, for Christโs sake. Iโm sure she was the one who told you the wrong date.โ
I nod slowly. โYes, she did, butโฆ Well, anyway, thank you. I appreciate it.โ
โSoโฆ I mean, you should take the tickets. Go to the city tonight and see the show with a friend. And you can stay at
The Plaza hotel room overnight.โ
I almost gasp. โThatโs soย generous.โ
The right side of his lips quirks up. โWell, weโve got the tickets. Why should they go to waste? Enjoy it.โ
โYeahโฆโ I toy with the hem of my T-shirt, thinking. I canโt imagine what Nina would say if she found out. And I have to admit, just the thought of going gives me anxiety. โI appreciate the gesture, but Iโll pass on the show.โ
โReally? This is supposed to be the best show of the decade! You donโt like going to shows on Broadway?โ
He has no idea about my lifeโwhat Iโve been doing for the last decade. โIโve never even been to a show on Broadway.โ
โThen you need to go! I insist!โ
โRight, butโฆโ I take a deep breath. โThe truth is, I donโt have anyone to go with. And I donโt feel like going alone. So like I said, Iโll pass.โ
Andrew stares at me for a moment, rubbing his finger against the slight stubble on his jaw. Finally, he says, โIโll go with you.โ
I raise my eyebrows. โAre you sure thatโs a good idea?โ
He hesitates. โI know Nina has jealousy issues, but thatโs no reason to let these expensive tickets go to waste. And itโs a crime youโve never seen a show on Broadway before. Itโll be fun.โ
Yes, it will be fun. Thatโs what Iโm worried about, damn
it.
I imagine my evening unfolding. Driving out to
Manhattan in Andrewโs BMW, sitting in the orchestra for one of the hottest shows on Broadway, then maybe grabbing a bite to eat at one of the nearby restaurants and enjoying a glass of Prosecco. Having a conversation with Andrew where we donโt have to worry about Nina showing up and glowering at us.
It sounds wonderful.
โSure,โ I say. โLetโs do it.โ
Andrewโs face lights up. โAwesome. Iโll go change and letโs meet down here in about an hour, okay?โ
โYou got it.โ
As I climb the stairs to the attic, I get a dark, heavy sensation in the pit of my stomach. As much as Iโm looking forward to tonight, I have a bad feeling about it. I have a feeling that if I go to the show tonight, something terrible will happen. I already have a totally inappropriate crush on Andrew. It seems like spending the entire night with him, just the two of us, is tempting fate.
But thatโs ridiculous. Weโre just going to go to Manhattan to enjoy a show. We are two adults, and we are completely in control of our own actions. This will be fine.