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The Story

Great Big Beautiful Life

The Story

THEIR VERSION: Frederick Ives was a jealous man.

โ€ข โ€ข โ€ข HER VERSION: Frederick Ives was a jealous man.

As a boy, he was jealous of his schoolmates. Of their grades, of their success in sports. Of their teachersโ€™ affection for them, and sometimes even of the ire they could inspire.

At home, he was jealous every time his sister, Francine, took the seat at the head of the dinner table, and when he started arriving early so he could have it, he was jealous of how casually late sheโ€™d stroll in, still covered in mud from the stables, how unbothered she seemed by their motherโ€™s disapproval.

When he was twenty, a girl whoโ€™d spent weeks batting her eyelashes at him got engaged to another man, and though he had no intention of marrying her, he was jealous then too.

At twenty-seven, when his long-absent father forced him to relocate to the castle heโ€™d built on the coast, Freddy was jealous of his half-orphaned cousin Ruth.

Of the delight she seemed to cause her uncle Gerald, and the careful structure to her life, which neither of Freddyโ€™s parents had ever bothered to give Freddy as a boy.

He was born with enough money to buy almost anything, and so all he ever wanted was the things he couldnโ€™t.

He was jealous too when Francine found something new to want, in the form of success at Hearth & Home Journal, and when she strong-armed the business back into the black, proving herself as their fatherโ€™s true heir.

He tried to want Royal Pictures. To want the sleek, wood-paneled corner office heโ€™d been given for no good reasonโ€”and frankly spent many afternoons napping in. He tried to want the secretary, Shelley, heโ€™d been assigned and then promptly began sleeping with.

About twice a week, she informed him of a new meeting set by his father, and he quickly learned that these were the negotiations for contracts Gerald didnโ€™t actually care about securing.

He brushed off actors, writers, and directors onto his son with regularity. And just as Gerald hoped, Freddy bungled those talks time and again with his total lack of knowledge about the business.

Even though he knew this was the role he was set to fulfill, it made Freddy feel incompetent, and he didnโ€™t like feeling incompetent. Lazy?

Sure. Incompetent? No. It was a matter of control.

He was asleep at his desk, face plastered to a stack of unread scripts (on which heโ€™d been supposed to write notes last week), when Doris Bernhardt stormed into his office one day in 1935.

โ€œSo this is what Iโ€™m worth?โ€ she demanded, marching right up to him.

โ€œI make him a pretty penny, and he shunts me off to the deadbeat son?โ€

Freddyโ€™s secretary came rushing in next, slowed down by her kitten heels, and never had he seen such a stark contrast between two women.

Shelley was dainty, bird boned with auburn hair and lush lips that matched her lush hips. She wore a long skirt that swished with every step she took and had a habit of toying with the necklace she wore around her delicate throat.

Doris Bernhardt was tall, angular, with thin lips and narrow hips. She wore flat shoes and wide-legged trousers, and not a lick of makeup that he could see. She had to be nearly thirty years old, but he doubted she wouldโ€™ve had leading lady potential even if she were younger.

โ€œMr. Ives,โ€ Shelley said, oozing apology, โ€œI tried to tell Ms. Bernhardt โ€”โ€

Ms. Bernhardt rolled her eyes. โ€œOh, yes, she told me all about how busy you are this morning. She insisted I come back next week for my scheduled meeting, but I had a feeling youโ€™d be able to squeeze me in between some of your other important appointments.โ€

Shelley gaped at him, helpless. He became aware, abruptly, that if he didnโ€™t take control, he was automatically ceding it to Bernhardt.

โ€œThank you, Shelley,โ€ he said. โ€œIโ€™m happy to speak with Ms. Bernhardt.

Hold my calls.โ€

He never really got calls, but it felt like the right thing to say, like it might give him back a fraction of his power, which suddenly seemed

absolutely essential.

Shelley wavered.

โ€œGoodbye, Shelley,โ€ he said coolly, and she finally retreated.

He waited a second, just stared Bernhardt down. She stared right back,

jaw set.

โ€œWould you care to sit?โ€ he asked.

She snorted, then slowly walked behind his desk and took his chair. He fought a smile. Rather than sitting across from her, in one of the slightly lower chairs positioned there, he rounded the desk too and leaned against it, arms crossed. โ€œSo what would you care to speak to the deadbeat son about?โ€

โ€œNothing,โ€ she said. โ€œI wish to speak to Gerald Ives about a new contract.โ€

โ€œWhat about it exactly?โ€ he asked, because he of course had not yet read the new contract being proposed to her, and did not in fact even know who she was.

โ€œWell, for one thing,โ€ she said, โ€œIโ€™d like to know why Iโ€™m being offered less money, for a longer term, when Iโ€™ve already been benched for the last six months. Is he trying to send me running to Universal?โ€

Of course he was. But for some reason, Freddy wasnโ€™t supposed to admit this. โ€œYou know,โ€ he said instead, โ€œitโ€™s not uncommon for actresses around your age to see fewer opportunities in this business.โ€

โ€œActresses my age?โ€ she spat at him, lunging to her feet.

โ€œI donโ€™t mean any offense,โ€ he said. โ€œBut youโ€™ve got to be realistic here.โ€

She tipped her head back on a throaty laugh before leveling her fiery gaze on him. โ€œIโ€™ve got to be realistic?โ€ she repeated. โ€œIโ€™ve got to be realistic? Yes, of course Iโ€™ve got to be realistic! Iโ€™m one of two female directors this studio has ever worked with. Iโ€™m acutely aware of my reliance upon realism at all times, whereas someone like youโ€”someone raised in a castle and handed a job he doesnโ€™t do, in an industry he knows nothing aboutโ€”need never trouble himself with anything so mundane as realism!โ€

โ€œYouโ€™re a director?โ€ he said.

The question triggered her derisive snorting instinct.

โ€œYouโ€™re a woman,โ€ he reminded her.

โ€œYes, I believe my speech touched on that,โ€ she said.

โ€œHave you directed anything Iโ€™ve seen?โ€ he asked.

Her face went red with anger. โ€œI should hope so, given your position at Royal Pictures.โ€

She named three of her films. One heโ€™d never heard of. Two heโ€™d seen, and of those two, one was a smash hit. โ€œWhy would he be trying to get rid of you?โ€ he asked.

Most of the time, he understood his fatherโ€™s decisions.

Ms. Bernhardt snorted again and waved down her length with a flourish.

โ€œBecause of your dreadful wardrobe?โ€ Freddy said, flummoxed, and he saw the first flash of what Doris Bernhardt looked like when she was smiling.

Like a cat with three canaries lined up in its jaw, little yellow feathers sticking out in a row. He couldnโ€™t look away, could barely stand to blink and miss a second of that expression.

โ€œI donโ€™t have much sway here, Ms. Bernhardt,โ€ he said.

โ€œBernie,โ€ she interjected.

โ€œBernie,โ€ he said. โ€œAs you pointed out, I do very little and know even less about this industry, and as for my fatherโ€”well, he may have built a castle, but I assure you I wasnโ€™t raised anywhere near either it or him. But

youโ€™re right that offering you less money is insulting, after what youโ€™ve brought in. Iโ€™d be insulted too. Which might be the point. But if I had to guessโ€”and of course I doโ€”it has less to do with willfully insulting you and more to do with taking a gamble that you wonโ€™t walk, because you canโ€™t.

Because Universal and MGM wonโ€™t want you. He found you. He gave you your chance and cultivated your talent, and now he thinks he can get you for cheaper than youโ€™re worth, because, very likely, he can.โ€

With another angry huff, she threw out her arms. โ€œSo it doesnโ€™t matter that Iโ€™ve proven myself again and again in this business?โ€

He arched an eyebrow at her. โ€œJudging by what Iโ€™ve heard from the many women Iโ€™ve come to know in the business, this is the industry standard. Itโ€™sโ€ฆrealistic.โ€

She collapsed back into the chair, a look of exhaustion sweeping over her, and though she was tall and angular, she looked delicate then. He both wanted to comfort her and suspected she would sock him in the jaw for his trouble.

He cleared his throat. โ€œI will ask him though. Iโ€™ll plead your case.โ€

Her gaze narrowed warily. โ€œWhy?โ€

With total honesty, he answered, โ€œBecause I want your next movie. I want it here, at Royal Pictures.โ€

She surveyed him for a long moment, then rose from the chair. โ€œThank you for your time,โ€ she said, not with deference but not with sarcasm either.

โ€œBut I wonโ€™t be renewing my contract with Royal.โ€

She turned and walked from the room, and Freddy felt that loss, that emptiness, that moroseness he sometimes awoke to in the morning, multiplied tenfold.

He wanted something. He wanted something he couldnโ€™t name, and so

couldnโ€™t reach out and take.

After that, he was a goner.

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