Joe ddled under the hood while I sat in the driverโs seat, waiting for him to tell me to start the car, press on the gas pedal, or shut it o . Now, I was wishing I had taken the time to learn more about cars growing up. It seemed the only thing I knew how to do was wreck them.
โTurn it on,โ he called out.
I turned the key in the ignition. It sputtered a few times before it started. โGive it a little gas.โ
I slowly pressed down on the pedal, causing the engine to roar and the vehicle to shake.
โAll right, kill it,โ he yelled, poking his head around the hood. Joe pulled his shirt o , wiped his sweaty face, and tossed the shirt in the driveway.
โWhatโs wrong with it?โ
โOne more time. Turn it on.โ
is time when I turned the key, the engine didnโt ick on.ย e car sputtered.ย e starter clicked over and over. โShit,โ I yelled, slamming my hand against the steering wheel.
I joined my brother at the front of the car. He was still elbow-deep under
the hood, ddling with wires and caps. I wasnโt sure what I was looking at.
โย e alternator housingโs got a crack in it and the batteryโs dead.โ He pointed to di erent parts of the engine. โI could get it xed in a few days. Gotta order some parts.โ Joe scratched his chin. โProbably be around six
hundred dollars.โ He dropped the hood back into place.
โAll right, go ahead and do that. Iโll take care of the cost.โ I wiped my sweaty forehead with the back of my arm. Grace probably wasnโt going to feel comfortable with me paying for it, but I needed her to know I cared and that Iโd do anything for her.
Joe raised his thick brow. โYouโre paying to get her car xed? You must really like her.โ
I kicked at some loose gravel. โJust want her to feel at ease.โ
โIf you say so,โ he said, picking up his toolbox. He walked to the back of his truck, hoisted the toolbox up, and closed the tailgate. โYou down for grabbing a beer?โ
He and I hadnโt had a beer together in a long time. I think Grace being here made him think we could do brotherly things again, that we could move forward, put the past in the past, as they say. Butย pastย was just a word.ย e memories we carried kept it alive, and memories were just stories we told ourselves. Joe and I had two very di erent stories. He had forgotten his, but I hadnโt forgotten mine.
โYeah.ย at sounds good right about now. Iโll let Grace know weโre taking o .โ
Joe shook his head and let out a chuckle. โSheโs already got you whipped.โ
โNo, just being courteous.โ
โAll right.โ Joe made a whip noise as I headed out to nd Grace.
She wasnโt lying by the river anymore. I scanned the surrounding area but Grace was nowhere to be seen. I checked the back deck. Not there either. Joe met me on the side of the house.
โWhereโd your girl go?โ
โSheโs not my girl,โ I said. It was a lie because it felt like she was my girl. He patted my shoulder. โIโm just messing with ya.โ
Grace came back into sight as we rounded the front of the house. Dressed in a blue jean skirt and a white tank top, her face was serious. My jeans felt a little tighter just looking at her.
I didnโt like the way Joe was looking at Grace, so I gave him a slug in the
shoulder.
โWhat the hell?โ He rubbed his arm. โStop looking at her like that.โ
โLike what?โ
โYou know,โ I said as we walked up to the porch. Graceโs big sky-blue eyes nearly burned a hole through me.
โIs my car xed?โ she asked.
โNot yet.โ Joe shifted his stance. โYou got a bad alternator and a dead battery. I can get it all xed in a few days.โ
Grace bit at her lower lip and ran her hand down the side of her arm. She looked defeated.
โDonโt worry. My brother here will have it good as new before you leave, I promise,โ I said, trying to calm her worries.
She hesitated. Her eyes icked from us to her lemon of a car. โA few days.โ
She nodded. โOkay.โ
โWant to join us for a beer?โ Joe asked. โItโll take your mind o the fact youโre stranded on this ranch with my bro.โ He chuckled.
I groaned and wanted to slug him again but resisted. I wanted Grace to come just so I could spend more time with her. But I also didnโt want her around Joe, which was why I even agreed to grab a beer with him.
โSure. Iโd love to.โ
I forced a smile and hoped her tagging along wouldnโt be a mistake.
Joe put his truck in park in front of Rustic Pine Tavern. Grace sat between us
but leaned toward me. I wasnโt sure if it was because I made her comfortable or
Joe made her uncomfortable. Grace looked ahead at the old saloon. It was the largest bar in townโone of the only ones, actually.ย ey were known for their pool tables, cheap beers, and good music.ย e tavern attracted everyone, from the old to the young and from the good to the bad.
โย is is it?โ she asked.
โYes, maโam,โ I said, shifting out of my seat. I held Graceโs hand as she jumped out of the lifted truck.
โYouโre probably used to a swanky bar.โ Joe peered over the hood of the truck. โIโm sure they can x you a cocktail.โ
Grace gave him a challenging look, narrowed eyes paired with a tight smile. โBeerโs just ne for me.โ
ere were a few local farmers smoking outside of the bar and right when they spotted Grace, they fell silent from their mundane conversations.ย ey watched as she walked, and when she saw them staring, she simply gave a little wave with her ngers.ย at got them going. She really knew how to work people.
โShe was waving at me,โ one of them said. โNo, it was me,โ another one said.
โSheโs too young for both of you.โ
โOh, hush. My body may be weak, but my mind is still strong.โ โHey, Calvin and Joe,โ one of them called out with a nod. โWhoโs the girl, Calvin?โ
โย atโs his Airbnb guest,โ Joe said. โAirbnb?โย e old man looked confused. โLike a hotel at your house,โ Joe explained.
โI should start me one of those,โ the old man said with a chuckle. โPretty girls only.โ
eir conversation continued as we disappeared inside. Grace was already at the bar ordering three beers when we walked in. It wasnโt too busy yet, just around ten people at the bar and a few playing a game of pool. Nearly all of
them noticed Graceโeven the women. We didnโt get a lot of visitors out here,
so any new person always sparked intrigue. Several patrons bobbed their heads at Joe and me. Many looked surprised to see the two of us in here together. Maxie, the bartender, smiled. She was practically a xture of Rustic Pine Tavern, which had all the trimmings of a dive bar: slot machines, neon signs, pool tables, dartboards, and old men bellied up to the counter.
Joe picked up his pace and helped Grace with the drinks.
โHere you are, Calvin,โ she said, handing one over. โFirst roundโs on me.โ
โย anks.โ I tilted the glass back, drinking nearly half of it in one big swig.
Nothing better than a freshly poured beer.
Joe stood between usโalways in the way. โYou two down for a game of
?โ
โWhatโs ?โ Grace asked.
โDarts. Itโs easy. Let me show you.โ Joe took her hand and led her toward the dartboard in the back. I didnโt like that. He was being overly friendly with her.ย Typical.
I followed closely behind and picked up a set of darts from Maxie, the thin woman in her fties who had been tending the bar since she was old enough to drink. โGlad to see you and Joe here,โ she whispered. I nodded but didnโt say anything and made my way to Grace.
โYou throw a dart before?โ Joe asked.
Grace glanced over at me and smiled before answering his question. โKinda.
It led me here.โ
He gave a quizzical look. โWell, all right. Letโs see whatcha got.โ
Grace took her spot and concentrated on the dartboard, holding her dart up and squinting her eyes. When she was ready, she red it o . Bullโs-eye.
โHoly shit,โ Joe said. โWe got a shark on our hands.โ
Grace jumped up and down and threw her arms around my neck for a hug. I held her for a moment, breathing in her sweet scent. Maybe it wasnโt fate that brought her here. Maybe it was skill. When she pulled away, my eyes lingered on her lips for a moment too long.
Joe held out another dart for her. โLetโs see if you can do it again.โ
โAll right.โ
She went back to her spot. Her ngers pinched the barrel. She brought the dart in front of her eyes, concentrating for a moment before throwing. Bullโs- eye. Grace turned around with eyes wide open.
Joe shook his head in disbelief. โWell, damn. Shots are in order after that.โ He clapped his hands and walked toward the bar.
โAm I gonna hurt your brotherโs ego?โ Grace teased.
โHeโll be ne.โ I chuckled. โHe is competitive though, so get your game face on.โ
She raised an eyebrow. โOh, itโs on.โ
Grace drank the rest of her beer in one swig and wiped her mouth with the back of her hand.ย e girl I met ve days ago wasnโt the girl I was seeing right now. She was like a chameleon, tting in with whatever backdrop she happened to be a part of. I liked it but it left me wondering who the real Grace was.
โHere you are.โ Joe handed us each a shot.
โWhat is it?โ She eyed the amber-colored liquid lled to the rim.
โMy friend, Jack.โ Joe winked. He clinked his glass against mine and hers, tapped it against the table, and then threw it back. โCheers,โ he said, placing the shot glass upside down. Joe drank Jack Danielโs like it was water, evident by the lack of reaction he had after slamming it.
Grace looked to me. Together, we tipped back the shots. She shook her head and swallowed hard after the liquid hit her tongue. Whiskey, like most people, wasnโt something you enjoyed right away.
โNot your cup of tea, City Girl?โ Joe teased.
โIโm more of a vodka girl, Country Boy,โ Grace hit back with a small smirk. โYouโre up, bro,โ I said, patting him on the back. Joe smiled, gave a quick
nod, and took his place in front of the dartboard. โHaving fun?โ I asked.
โAlways.โ Grace batted her eyelashes.
โI gured that much, since reading and running are fun for you.โ I let on a
smile.
โOh, stop.โ She playfully patted my shoulder.
I laughed and picked up our empty beer glasses. โWant another?โ
Grace nodded, and I left her standing there. After I ordered another round, I turned back and spotted Joe leaning against the table beside Grace.
โHere you are, Calvin,โ Maxie said, setting the beers down. โย anks. Go ahead and put it on my tab.โ
โYou got yourself a looker there.โ She pointed over at Grace. I followed her
nger and found that Joe had moved a little closer to her. โGlad to see you out and about.โ She tilted her head. โBut you might want to keep Joe away from her,โ Maxie warned.
โIt was an accident,โ I said in a low voice. โSome people around here donโt believe that.โ
I shook my head. โDonโt go on believing them rumors.โ
She squinted her eyes, and I knew then that some of her famous advice was coming my way. Maxie was more than the townโs barkeep; she was the townโs therapist too. Uno cially, of courseโshe didnโt have a degree. She just knew everyoneโs problems and knew what everyone needed to hear.
โWhat one person calls a rumor, another calls the truth. I wouldnโt be so
quick to determine which one it is.โ She slapped the palm of her hand against the bar top, picked up a wet rag, and started wiping it down.
โHeโs my brother, Maxie.โ I tilted my head. โTed Bundy had a brother,โ she quipped.
โHalf brother.โ I turned back toward Grace and Joe, watching him closely. Maxie had a point. Maxie always had a point.
When I reached the table, I wedged myself between the two of them. โWhoa, bro,โ Joe said as he fell back a step or two.
โDidnโt see ya there, little guy,โ I jabbed.
I handed him the beer, but his eyes lingered on me for a few seconds.ย e golden liquid nally distracted him, and he brought the glass to his lips.
โHere you are, Grace.โ
โGot another one of those?โ a high-pitched voice called from behind me. I turned around to nd Charlotte. Her long, silky brown hair hung freely and her freckles were prominent. She must have been outside today.
โHey, Char,โ I said, pulling her in for a half hug.
โI saw Joeโs truck when I drove past and decided to stop. Didnโt think Iโd
nd you here too.โ She tilted her head.
โDidnโt think Iโd nd myself here either,โ I said.
โWhatโs up, Char-Char? Long time, no see.โ Joe swooped in and gave her a hug just as I released her from mine.
โYeah, I know. Youโve been skimping out on the ranch chores. Got me picking up your slack,โ she teased.
โSorry about that.โ He looked at me brie y and swallowed hard. โIโve been tied up.โ
Joe pointed at Grace and Charlotte. โYou two meet?โ
โWe have,โ Grace said. โNice to see you, Charlotte.โ โYeah, you too.โ
โLet me get you a beer,โ I o ered.
โI got it,โ Joe interrupted, immediately walking over to the bar. He needed to be liked. People that didnโt like themselves always sought approval from others. And I knew Joe hated every ber of himself. Guilt will do that, rot you from the inside out.
Charlotte took a seat across from Grace at the high-top table and cleared her throat. โYou feeling better from your fall?โ
โMuch better. Calvin took good care of me.โ Grace smiled, and her blue eyes almost seemed to twinkle when they met mine.
โYeah, he sure knows how to take care of all types of animals,โ Charlotte teased.
If Grace realized the dig, she didnโt react to it. She simply grazed her hand against mine as she reached for her glass of beer. She brought it to her lips and took a long, slow drink.
โYouโre leaving soon, right?โ Charlotte asked as if she were just making
small talk, but there was nothing small about this exchange.
โFive more days, but who knows? Maybe Iโll extend my vacation.โ Grace smiled, or maybe it was more of a smirk. I couldnโt tell if she was serious or if she was just being catty with Char.
Before either of us could respond, Joe set down a beer for Charlotte and a tray of shots for the table.
โLetโs get this party started,โ he said.
Without saying a word, Grace picked up a shot and tipped back the whiskey.ย is time her face was expressionless. Char narrowed her eyes, picked up a shot, tipped it back, and made a refreshing sound when she was done. Grace grabbed another.ย ese two were going to kill themselves trying to outdrink one another.
โWhoa, slow down.โ I took it from her and drank it myself. Joe did the same, slamming the other one.
โIโm just trying to keep up,โ Grace said in a cutesy voice. Char rolled her eyes.
โDonโt try to keep up. Set your own pace.ย atโs the key to life.โ I tilted my head.
โLetโs play pool,โ Joe said. โTeams. Grace, you can be on mine.โ
โSounds good to me. Calvin and I are undefeated. Arenโt we, Calv?โ Charlotte smiled.
I brought the glass to my lips and took a big drink. โWe actually are.โ
A couple of hours later, we were on our third game of pool. Char and I had won the rst, but Grace surprised us all by pocketing six balls in one turn. I got the feeling she was holding back on the rst game, a true shark. We were neck and neck on game three, which would decide the winning team. Joeโs words slurred and his eyes were about three-quarters open.
โYouโre up, Charlotte,โ Grace said, taking a sip of her beer. Her eyes were glassy.
โI know.โ Char stepped up to the table.
As she went to shoot, her pool cue slipped off the white cue ball, barely nudging it an inch. โDamn it.โ She had definitely had a bit too much to drink. I was the only one trying to slow down; I needed to make sure Joe and Grace got home in one piece.
Joe stepped in, placing his cue behind the ball. โLet me show you how itโs done.โ He took his shot and sank a solid.
โKnocking in the other teamโs balls? Thatโs your strategy?โ Grace teased. โShit.โ Joe rubbed his forehead, flustered.
Charlotte laughed and leaned against me, but I steadied her. โEasy there,โ I said.
Her hand rested on my chest, and she looked up at me with a small smile.
As โSave a Horse (Ride a Cowboy)โ wrapped up, Charโs face lit up when she recognized the next song playingโโAmazedโ by Lonestar.
โI love this song! Come dance with me!โ Before I could respond, she pulled me toward the dance floor, where couples were already swaying to the music. I hesitated, worried Grace might get the wrong idea; we were just friends. But before I could voice my concerns, Joe asked Grace to dance.
In no time, we were all on the floor. I placed my hand gently above Charโs hip and took her other hand in mineโjust a friendly dance. But I could tell she wanted it to mean more. I thought Iโd made my intentions clear, but clearly, it hadnโt registered.
My gaze shifted to Joe and Grace. They mirrored our position, and Grace was clearly having fun, smiling and laughing as Joe clumsily stumbled over his own feetโand hers. He was bound to make a fool of himself.
โHey,โ Char said.
โHay is for horses,โ I said.
She pulled me in a little closer. โย is is nice.โ
โYeah, tonightโs been fun.โ I looked at her and then back at Grace. โNo, this,โ she said, caressing my shoulder.
I raised an eyebrow. She was clearly drunk. Her eyes were glazed, and I was
sure she was seeing two of me. A sudden movement o to the side caught my
attention. I turned to see Grace pull away from Joe and then give him a hard push. I couldnโt hear what they were saying over the music. He looked stunned, and he stumbled back toward her, closing the new distance between them. Grace slapped him right across the face, leaving a red mark where her hand connected with his skin. I dropped Charโs hand, and in three big steps, I was in front of Joe.
I pushed him back so hard that he nearly fell over. โWhat the hell are you doing?โ I yelled. He got to his feet, staggering toward us. Anger took hold of me like a volcano erupting all at once. I pulled my st back and thrust it forward, connecting with Joeโs jaw. Something cracked, and he fell to the ground like a pile of bricks.
โOut!โ Maxie screamed from the bar. โI wonโt have that in here.โ
My head snapped in her direction, and I mouthed,ย Iโm sorry. Whispered conversations ensued and all eyes were on us.
I turned to Grace. โAre you okay?โ
Her eyes were clouded with rage, something I hadnโt seen from her. If looks could kill, well, Graceโs would have blown up that whole damn bar. It was like she was in a trance.
โIโm ne. It was just a misunderstanding,โ she nally said, shaking her head
slightly and massaging the hand that had slapped Joe. I shook out my own. My knuckles were raw and beet red.
Joe spit blood on the ground as he got to his feet. Blood wasnโt always thicker than water. He rubbed his swollen jaw.
โYouโre drunk, Joe. Let me take you home.โ I tried to guide him to the exit but he pushed me away.
โDonโt fucking touch me,โ he seethed and unceremoniously made his way out of the bar. All eyes followed him. Maxie shook her head and tossed a rag on the bar. She was right. I should have kept Joe away from Grace.