โLike a lamb to the slaughterโ:ย Something that you say about someone who goes somewhere calmly, not knowing that something unpleasant is going to happen to them.
I Googled it last night. Thatโs what I was thinking when Ms. Petosa called my name and suddenly it was my turn to talk.
โMy name is August,โ I said, and yeah, I kind of mumbled it. โWhat?โ said someone.
โCan you speak up, honey?โ said Ms. Petosa.
โMy name is August,โ I said louder, forcing myself to look up. โI, um โฆ have a sister named Via and a dog named Daisy. And, um โฆ thatโs it.โ
โWonderful,โ said Ms. Petosa. โAnyone have questions for August?โ No one said anything.
โOkay, youโre next,โ said Ms. Petosa to Jack.
โWait, I have a question for August,โ said Julian, raising his hand. โWhy do you have that tiny braid in the back of your hair? Is that like a Padawan thing?โ
โYeah.โ I shrug-nodded.
โWhatโs a Padawan thing?โ said Ms. Petosa, smiling at me.
โItโs fromย Star Wars,โ answered Julian. โA Padawan is a Jedi apprentice.โ
โOh, interesting,โ answered Ms. Petosa, looking at me. โSo, are you intoย Star Wars, August?โ
โI guess.โ I nodded, not looking up because what I really wanted was to just slide under the desk.
โWhoโs your favorite character?โ Julian asked. I started thinking maybe he wasnโt so bad.
โJango Fett.โ
โWhat about Darth Sidious?โ he said. โDo you like him?โ
โOkay, guys, you can talk aboutย Star Warsย stuff at recess,โ said Ms. Petosa cheerfully. โBut letโs keep going. We havenโt heard fromย youย yet,โ she said to Jack.
Now it was Jackโs turn to talk, but I admit I didnโt hear a word he said. Maybe no one got the Darth Sidious thing, and maybe Julian didnโt mean anything at all. But inย Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith, Darth Sidiousโs face gets burned by Sith lightning and becomes totally deformed. His skin gets all shriveled up and his whole face just kind of melts.
I peeked at Julian and he was looking at me. Yeah, he knew what he was saying.