Darkness surged in his veins. It exhaled wisps from his fingers and feathered his every glance. And when he thought too hard too fast, it bled up his arms in streams of black.
Fear becomes you.
The high sun drew Nasir Ghameqโs shadow across the planks of Jinanโs ship as he slid, for what felt to be the thousandth time since theyโd left Sharr, the crateโs lid back in place. A steady pulse thrummed against his fingers, emanating from the four hearts resting inside. Hearts that once belonged to Arawiyaโs founding Sisters of Old, sourcing the kingdomโs magic from the five caliphatesโ royal minarets, amplifiers that rationed morsels of magic to the masses. And until the organs were restored, magic was as good as goneโas it had been for the past ninety years.
Yet magic continued to exist in him, a fact he couldnโt keep to himself because of the shadows ghosting his presence.
โThe fifth heart isnโt going to materialize the harder you look. Neither is he, for that matter,โ Kifah said, lithely climbing down the crowโs nest. The cuff on her upper arm glinted, the engraved crossed spears a reminder of who she once was: one of the Nine Elite who guarded Pelusiaโs calipha. With a pang, Nasir realized he was waiting for a certain golden-haired generalโs response to her lightning-quick words. Something silly, or clever, followed by an endearingย One of Nine.
The silence that echoed was as loud and unsettling as the Baranseaโs crashing waves.
Nasir made his way to Jinan. The gash across his leg, courtesy of an ifrit on the island of Sharr, forced him to limp
about the ship.
โWeโve been at sea for two days. Whatโs taking so long?โ
The Zaramese girl squinted at him from the helm. Unruly dark curls slipped from the folds of her checkered turban, the cloth casting her brown eyes in a reddish glow. โโAnqaย is the fastest ship there is, your highness.โ
โNot that thereย areย any other ships, kid,โ Kifah pointed out.
Nasir tucked the crate with the hearts safely into a nook near her as Jinan frowned. โIโm not a kid.ย โAnqaย means โphoenix.โ You know, like the immortal bird made of fire? Named after my favorite star. My fatherโโ
โNo one cares,โ Nasir said, gripping the rough wood as the ship rocked.
Jinan gave an exaggerated sigh. โHow much longer?โ
โFive days,โ she pronounced, but her pride deflated at Nasirโs withering stare. โWhat, his highnessโs ship took six days, at most? Forgive me for not having the sultanโs might at my back.โ
โMy ship,โ he said slowly, โtook less than two days to reach Sharr, even with the dandan we defeated along the way.โ
Jinan whistled. โIโm going to need to take a look at those ship plans when we get to the fancy palace, then. Whatโs the rush?โ
Irritation flared beneath his skin, and a streak of black unfurled from his fingertips. Jinan stared. Kifah pretended not to notice, which only irritated him further.
โDid you go to school?โ
Jinanโs eyes narrowed. โWhat does that have to do with anything?โ
โThen you would know how dire it is when I say the Lion of the Night is alive,โ said Nasir, and the assassin in him reveled in the fear widening her eyes. He didnโt tell her of the heart the Lion had stolen. He didnโt care about that, or even magicโnot as much as he cared about Altair, but the girl wouldnโt understand. Nasir himself didnโt understand the strange compulsion in his blood, this concern for another human that he thought had faded with his motherโs supposed death. โDid you think Benyamin tripped on a rock and died?โ
Jinan turned away with another frown and Kifah leaned against the mast, crossing her arms as she studied him. โWeโll get him back.โ
It wasnโt Benyamin she spoke of.
โI wasnโt worried.โ He didnโt look at her.
โNo, of course not,โ Kifah drawled. โIโm just reminding myself aloud that heโs Altair and he can handle himself. He could talk so much the Lion would beg us to take him back. I wouldnโt be surprised if he left the bumbling fool somewhere with a sign saying โHeโs all yours.โโ
It was a lie, and they both knew it. Uncertainty rang painfully clear in her normally grounding voice.
Nasir looked to the sea beyond, toward the island of Sharr. Part of him expected to see another ship in pursuit, dark and fearsome as the Lion himself. A fortnight ago, Nasir had been ready to kill Altairโhe was ready to killย anyoneย in his path, but when he closed his eyes now, he saw the blinding beams of light extending from Altairโs open palms. He saw the sharp facets of the Lionโs black stave protruding from Benyaminโs heart.
Sacrifice, Benyamin had murmured. Sacrifice was nothing but death in a romantic farce. Nasir knewโheโd been born for death and darkness, and it was hard to have a heart when one had stopped that of so many others. It was hard to do good when it would be shadowed forever by his wrongs.
Somewhere on Sharr his heart had found a beat, and he intended to keep it going. He intended to make himself worthy of it, even if it meant restoring the very magic that had destroyed his family.
And he would start by rescuing Altair and vanquishing the Lion.
He looked at Jinan. โFive days is too long. Make it three.โ Jinan sputtered. โThatโs imposโโ
He was already turning for the steps leading belowdecks. โMake it three and Iโll double Benyaminโs silver.โ
The young captainโs shouts were instant. Chaos erupted as her ragtag crew leaped to attention, the rough inflection of Zaramese at home with the crashing sea. He didnโt know what the girl would do with so much coin, but he didnโt exactly care. The throne had enough to spare.
Nasir limped down the steps. Three days was still three days too long. Now that the Lion was no longer shackled to the island, he had no reason to remain there, particularly when the Jawaratโthe key to what he wanted mostโwas getting farther and farther away from him. The zumra needed to reach shore before the Lion did, or their troubles would be infinitely worse, and if there was anyone who could quicken their journey, it was no mortal girl from Zaram.
The must of burning oil clung to the salty air within the ship. Lanterns flickered as Nasir made his way past cabins cramped one against the other like a mouthful of teeth, bolted beds and other sparse furnishings dark in the dim, reminiscent of the palace.
His exhale broke and suddenly he was standing in front of Ghameq, telling him of the mission. How heโd failed to kill the sultanโs general. Failed to kill the Hunter. Failed to bring back the Jawarat.
Failed, failed, failed.
He shook his thoughts free. It was different now, he reminded himself. The leash between him and his father had gnarled, tangled in the lives of many more. Zafira, Altair, Kifah, his mother, and most important, the Lion of the Night, who had sunk his claws into Ghameq, controlling his every move.
His gaze flicked to the farthest end, where Zafiraโs cabin stood like a ledge just out of reach.
During her rare emergences on deck, the Jawarat was always clasped to her chest, her gaze distant and detached. It worried him, seeing the ice in her eyes fading as something else took its place, but coward that he was, he couldnโt approach her, and as the insanity of their final moments on Sharr continued to recede, Nasir didnโt know how to halt the rapidly swelling distance between them.
He paused to rest his leg, leaning against a splintering beam. The Silver Witchโhis mother, rimaalโhad chosen a cabin just as far as Zafiraโs, and when he finally reached her door, a dark gleam on the floorboard made him pause.
Blood?
He tugged his glove free and touched two fingers to the splotch, bringing them to his nose. Sharp and metallicโmost certainly blood. He wiped his fingers on his robes and lifted his gaze, following the haphazard trail.
To where it disappeared behind the door to the last cabin: Zafiraโs.