โWhat theย HELLย do you think youโre doing?โ
โIโm drinking and enjoying your delightful company.โ I raised my glass. โItโs nice to see you again, Larsen.โ
โI wish I could say the same.โ
Rhys had been grumbling and brooding since I arrived, which wasnโt a huge departure from his usual demeanor, but now that the girls were out of the room, he turned the full force of his ire on me.
โOne year of being Prince Consort and youโve forgotten our history. Our friendship.โ I laced my tone with carefully crafted disappointment. โI thought you were different, but itโs true what they say. Absolute power corrupts absolutely.โ
I usedย friendshipย in the loosest sense of the term. Our
rocky, complicated relationship started with Rhys saving my life and him walking away from Harper Security to be with Bridget. The path between those points had been riddled with disagreements, barbs, and a strange mix of mutual respect and suspicion.
โCut the bullshit, Harper.โ Rhysโs glare crackled with irritation. Classic Larsen. If he brooded any harder, heโd require a plastic surgeon to carve the frown out of his face. โI told you to stay away from Stella. I donโt care if itโs fake.
Sheโs living with you, and I donโt trust you under the same roof with her.โ
โYou seem awfully concerned about her love life,โ I drawled. โAnything Bridget should know?โ
The air dripped with silent danger, but no one seemed concerned except for the royal bodyguards shifting uneasily in the back of the room.
Josh watched our back and forth with fascination from Rhysโs other side while Alex scrolled through his phone, looking bored.
โIโm concernedย becauseย of Bridget,โ Rhys growled. โStella is her best friend. You fuck with her, Bridgetโs gonna be upset. Which means Iโll be upset.โ
โAh, I see.โ I swirled my drink in its glass before taking a thoughtful sip. โIt must be tiring, having your emotions so intimately connected with anotherโs. Does it work the other way around, or is it a one-way leash only she gets to yank?โ
Josh snorted out a laugh.
โYou act amused,โ Rhys said without looking at him. โLike Jules and Ava wonโt be riding your asses if anything happens to Stella.โ
Joshโs smile disappeared. Alex looked up from his phone, those cold green eyes drilling into my skin for the first time since I arrived.
We hadnโt acknowledged each other beyond an obligatory nod of greeting.
We didnโts hide our quasi friendship, but we didnโt announce it to the world either because there was nothingย toย announce. Other than our monthly chess matches and the occasional business interaction, we rarely saw each other.
โObviously, Iโm concerned,โ Josh said, doing a one- eighty as he directed his next question at me. โWhat are your intentions with Stella?โ
โI donโt have to explain myself to you. I donโt even know you.โ
A lie.ย Magdaย had inadvertently fallen into his hands before Dante bought it off him, which meant I knew every single thing about Josh Chen. His family background, his grades in med school, his favorite basketball team and how he took his coffee.
He was a golden boy with a dark streak, but not one I needed to concern myself with now thatย Magdaย was no longer in his possession.
โYouโre sitting in my house, dating one of my sisterโsย andย girlfriendโs best friends, so you do, in fact, need to explain yourself,โ Josh said. โIf you donโt like it, feel free to leave.โ
I sighed, regretting my decision to attend this damned party.
If Stella hadnโt been so adamant about attending, I couldโve spent the day doing something more productive, like hunting down her stalker, reorganizing my library, or finishing yesterdayโs crossword.
Anything was better than this insufferable conversation. โYou knowโฆโ Rhysโs expression turned speculative.
โBridget told me about all the things you did for Stella. Lowering her rent, agreeing to the dating arrangement, moving her into your house when some creep spooked her.โ The speculation morphed into a knowing glint that set off a dozen warning bells. โThought you didnโt like people in your personal space. Any reason youโre handing out special treatment like candy to her?โ
โI have my reasons.โ I flicked a piece of lint off my sleeve, the picture of undisturbed calm, even as unease glided through my chest.
Rhys was a royal pain in my ass, not only because he was one of the few people unafraid to stand up to me, but because he was observant as fuck and knew me better than anyone except Dante.
My annoyance ratcheted up another notch when he examined me withโฆamusement? What the fuck was so funny?
โIโm sure you do.โ Humor lengthened his drawl. โCatching feelings, Harper?โ
โOnly that of irritation at being interrogated.โ My back teeth clenched before I caught myself and relaxed. โWhat I do with my life and time is none of your business.โ
Rhysโs grin widened. โDeflection. Which means Iโm right.โ His low chuckle sharpened the edges of my displeasure. โOh, this is rich. I never thought Iโd see the day.โ
Beside him, Joshโs fingers flew over his phone with alarming speed.
My eyes narrowed. โAre you texting Jules?โ
โOf course not. But in case youโre wondering, the girls will be in the bathroom forโฆโ He checked his phone. โAt least another half hour.โ
Jesus Christ.
Of all the people Stella could be friends with, she had to chooseย theseย people.
โHaving feelings is nothing to be ashamed of.โ A tiny smile cracked the ice in Alexโs expression. โYouโll get used to it.โ
The Alex Volkov I knew three years ago wouldโve never said such a thing, not even as a joke.
Yet another sign that love turned the most level-headed of people into fools. It was enough to make a man want to hunt Cupid down and string the bastard up using his own arrows.
Aggravation expanded in my chest. โDonโt start with me. At least I didnโt give up my company to follow a girl around for a year in hopes she would spare me a second glance.โ
โYet I have the girl and youโre sitting on a couch arguing with her friendsโ significant others,โ Alex said mildly. โIf
you donโt have feelings for Stella, you wouldnโt be so worked up over it.โ
โExactly.โ Josh nodded like he knew me even though weโd exchanged a total of five words prior to today.
My smile was pure ice. โI would spend more time improving your chess skills and less worrying about other peopleโs business, Josh. Iโve beat Alex in chess. Have you?โ
Joshโs smile disappeared. โWhat do you mean, youโve beat Alex in chess? When did you play chess together?โ He whipped his head toward Alex. โYouโve been playing chess withย someone else?โ
Alex closed his eyes briefly before he opened them and glared at me, his expression filled with frost-tipped venom.
My smile widened. โWe have a standing chess date every month.โ I swirled my drink in my glass. โDidnโt he tell you?โ
Josh looked stricken. โYou have another,ย secret best friend? ButโฆIโmย your best friend! I bought you a banana float for your bachelor party!โ
โI donโt want a banana float, and heโsย notย my best friend.โ Alexโs glare intensified.
I shrugged, my meaning clear.ย What can you do? Cโest la vie.
It wasnโt my fault he was so antisocial that his best friend freaked out at him spending time with someone else. โI canโt believe it. Standing chess date,โ Josh muttered
furiously. โWasย thatย why you wouldnโt watch the latest Marvel movie with me? Because you know Iโve been dying to see that movie for weeksโฆโ
Rhys was too busy laughing to pay attention to the drama unfolding less than three feet away.
โWait till I tell Bridget. Sheโs going toย loveย this.โ
My temporary good mood evaporated. โYou wonโt tell her shit.โ
โSure I wonโt.โ His big frame shook with mirth. My back teeth clenched with aggravation.
If there was one thing I despised, besides incompetence and Valentineโs Day, it was people digging into my personal business.
Once upon a time, Alex and Rhys would agree. Now, they were too whipped by their other halves to conduct themselves with a modicum of self-respect. Alex making a joke? Rhys giving up his privacy for a lifetime of paparazzi and ribbon cuttings?
It was nauseating.
Stella and I were different.
I didnโt love her, but I wanted her with an intensity that left the flimsy, overused concept of love in the dust. It wasnโt sweet or saccharine. There were no rainbows or unicorns, only desire edged with roughness and darkness.
Hot June days. Secret smiles. Turquoise.
Iโd waited a long time.
Eventually, I would catch her, and once I did, I was never letting her go.