โWhatโฆyouโฆโ My ability to form a coherent sentence
died an undignified death as I stared at my ex-boyfriend.
He was here. In D.C. Standing less than two feet away and wearing an alarmingly calm expression.
โSurprise.โ He stuffed his hands in his pockets and rocked back on his heels. His pants were more faded than he typically liked, his shirt more wrinkled. His face had lost the fullness of youth and taken on a gaunter shape.
Other than that, he was the same Max. Handsome, charming, manipulative as hell.
Some people were capable of change, but Max was as set in his ways as concrete. If he was here, he wanted something from me, and he wouldnโt leave until he got it.
โJules Miller, speechless. Never thought Iโd see the day.โ His chuckle set off a dozen alarm bells in my mind. โOr should I say, Jules Ambrose? Nice name change, though Iโm surprised you didnโt change it all the way.โ
My muscles turned rigid.
โIt was a legal name change.โ Iโd changed it after I moved to Maryland, and given Iโd only been eighteen at the time with no mortgage, no credit cards, and no debts, it didnโt take long to erase Jules Miller and replace her with Jules Ambrose.
Perhaps I shouldโve changed my first name too, but I loved the name Jules, and I couldnโt bring myself to get rid of my old identity completely.
โOne of the few legal things you did,โ Max joked, but the words lacked humor.
The clubโs energy, so exhilarating minutes ago, morphed into something more sinister, like it was one discordant beat away from exploding into chaos. Walls of sound and body heat pressed against me, trapping me in an invisible cage.
Max was one of the few people who knew about my past. One tiny push, and he could topple my world like it was a Jenga tower.
โYouโre supposed to beโฆโ Once again, I grasped for words that never came.
โIn Ohio?โ Maxโs smile hardened. โYeah. We have a lot to talk about.โ He flicked a glance around us, but everyone was too busy battling for the bartenderโs attention to pay us much mind. Nevertheless, he angled his head toward a dark corner of the club. โOver there.โ
I followed him to a quiet hallway near the back exit. It was only steps away from the main club, but it was so dark and hushed it might as well be another world.
I tucked my phone back into my purse, Josh temporarily forgotten, and wiped my palms against my dress.
If I were smart, I would run and never look back, but Max had already tracked me down. Running would only delay the inevitable.
โIโm hurt you didnโt answer my texts,โ Max said, never losing his affable expression. โWith our history, I expected at least a reply.โ
โI have nothing to say to you.โ I kept my voice as even as possible despite the shake in my hand. โHow did you even find me? How did you get my number?โ
He tsked. โThose arenโt the right questions. Ask me why I havenโt reached out until now. Ask where Iโve been the
past seven years.โ When I didnโt, his face darkened. โAsk me.โ
A sick feeling rose in my stomach. โWhere have you been the past seven years?โ
โJail, Jules.โ His smile didnโt reach the cold, flat plains of his eyes. โI was in jail for whatย youย did. I only got out a few months ago.โ
โThatโs not possible.โ Disbelief constricted my throat. โWe got away.โ
โYou got away. You ran off to Maryland and built a perfect little life for yourself with the money we stole.โ A flicker of a snarl crossed Maxโs face before he smoothed it over. โYou left without a word, and Iโm stuck dealing with the mess you created.โ
I swallowed a sharp retort, not wanting to provoke him until I understood his intentions. It was true I had left without so much as a note, but weโd come up with the plan to steal from Alastair together. Max was the one who got greedy and strayed from the plan.
โTheyโll be back soon,โ I said, glancing around my stepfatherโs office, my anxiety coiling tight in my chest. โWe need to go now.โ
We had what we came forโfifty thousand dollars in cash hidden in Alastairโs โsecretโ safe. He thought no one knew about it, but I had explored every corner of the mansion when I lived here, including where he might stash his secrets. I even cracked the safeโs combinationโ0495, the month and year he launched his textile company.
Breaking into the safe wasnโt exactly rocket science, and while fifty grand wasnโt a secret, it was still a hefty sum, even after Max and I split it.
That was, if we managed to stay out of jail. We hadnโt been caught in seven months of jobs in Columbus, but lingering here was just asking for trouble.
โHold on. I…almost…got it.โ Max grunted as he wrestled with the custom lock of the small metal box inside the safe. It served as a secondary layer of security for Alastairโs most prized possession: an antique diamond necklace heโd won at auction for over a hundred thousand dollars.
I already regretted telling Max about the necklace. I shouldโve known fifty grand wouldnโt be enough for him.ย Nothingย was enough for him. He always wanted more money, more clout. More, more, more, even if it got him into trouble.
โLeave it,โ I hissed. โWe canโt even pawn it without leading the authorities right to us. We have toโโ
The bright beam of headlights filled the windows and threw a spotlight on our frozen forms. It was followed by the slam of a car door and Alastairโs deep, distinctive voice. He and my mom went to dinner in the city every Friday,
but they usually didnโt return home until ten. It was only nine-thirty.
โShit!โ Panic climbed up my throat. โLeave the fucking necklace, Max. We need to go!โ
โIโm almost done. This baby will have us set for years.โ Max wrenched the lock off with a triumphant smile and snatched the diamonds out. โGot it!โ
I didnโt bother responding. I was already halfway out the door, adrenaline propelling me down the hall and toward the back exit. The duffel bag of cash banged against my hip with each step.
However, I skidded to a stop when I heard the front door open, causing Max to nearly crash into me.
โThat was a terrible restaurant, Alastair.โ My mom sniffed. โThe duck was cold, and the wine was awful. We need to choose a better option next week.โ
My fingers tightened around my bag strap at the sound of Adelineโs voice.
I hadnโt spoken to her since she kicked me out a year ago, right after my seventeenth birthday. Despite the awful way weโd parted, her familiar dulcet tones caused tears to sting my eyes.
My stepfather murmured something I couldnโt hear.
They were close. Too close. Just a wall separated the foyer from the hallway, and Max and I had to pass through the open arch connecting the two spaces to reach the exit. If my mom or Alastair turned into the hall instead of walking straight toward the living room, we were screwed.
My mom continued complaining about the restaurant, but her voice gradually faded.
Theyโd gone to the living room.
Instead of relief, old hurt crowded my chest. I was her only daughter, yet sheโd chosen her new husband over me and never looked for me once after she threw me out for somethingย heย did.
Adeline had never been the warmest or most empathetic mother, but the callousness of her actions stung harder than I thought possible. No matter how harsh her words, it was supposed to be me and her at the end of the day.
Turned out, it was her and money. Or her and her ego. It didnโt matter. All that mattered was, I wasnโt and had never been first in her eyes.
โWhat are you doing?โ Max passed me. โLetโs go!โ
I shook myself out of my trance and followed him. Now wasnโt the time to engage in self-pity. It was only a matter of time before Alastair discovered his money and prized jewels were missing, and we wanted to be long gone by then.
My stomach flipped when the exit came into sight. We were going to make it. Just a few more stepsโ
Crash!
My eyes widened in horror when Max bumped into a side table in his haste. The porcelain vase sitting on it
toppled to the floor and shattered with enough force to wake the dead.
He stumbled and landed on the broken pieces with a curse.
โWhat was that?โ Alastair shouted, his voice carrying through the house. โWhoโs there?โ
โFuck!โ I grabbed Maxโs hand and dragged him up and down the hall. โWe have to get out of here!โ
He resisted. โThe necklace!โ
I glanced over my shoulder and spotted the glittering diamonds lying amongst the jagged white shards.
โWe donโt have time. Alastairโs almost here,โ I hissed.
My stepfatherโs angry footsteps grew louder. In less than a minute, he would catch us, and we could kiss our freedom goodbye unless he was in a forgiving mood.
Bile rose in my throat at the prospect of being at that creepโs mercy.
Max was greedy, but he wasnโt an idiot. He took my advice and abandoned his quest for the necklace.
I spotted a glimpse of Alastairโs thinning blond hair and furious face right as we flew through the back door, but I didnโt stop running until Max and I passed through the forest bordering the property and reached the side road where weโd parked our getaway car.
It was only then that I noticed the blood staining Maxโs sleeve.
โThey tracked me down using the blood I left behind from nicking myself on that stupid vase.โ Bitterness crept into Maxโs voice. โA few fucking bloodstains, and I lost years of my life. The judge happened to be a good friend of Alastairโs, so he handed down a heavy fucking sentence. Of course, you were long gone by the time the police came. There was no evidence you were involvedโthey couldnโt catch your face on the security camerasโand Alastair didnโt want to drag the case out when he already had me as
the fall guy. Bad publicity, you see. So you got away scot- free.โ
I hated the twinge of guilt in my gut. Weโd both been in the wrong, and he was the only one who paid for it.
I understood why he was angry, but I also didnโt regret running when I had the chance.
Iโd only fallen into the con life because of Max. Iโd needed money, and itโd been impossible for me to get a job in town after people found out my own mother kicked me out. She never told anyone why she did so, and the rumors ran wildโeverything from me selling drugs to me getting knocked up and losing the baby because of my supposed coke habit. Either way, no one wanted to touch me with a ten-foot pole.
Luckily, I had enough cash saved up to tide me over until I met Max two weeks after being kicked out. Iโd been sucked in by his looks, charm, and flashy car, and it hadnโt been long before he roped me into running cons with him in Columbus.
But our ski weekend had shattered his spell, and Iโd only stayed with him until I had the resources to leave Ohio for good. My acceptance to Thayer and Alastairโs cash gave me what I needed, and I snuck away the night after we broke into my stepfatherโs mansion.
I hopped on a midnight bus to Columbus, bought the next flight to D.C., and never looked back.
โYou might think Iโm upset.โ Present Max smoothed a hand over his hair. โIโm not. Iโve had a lot of time to reflect over the years. Become a better person. Iโve learned how to let bygones be bygones. That being saidโฆโ
Here it was.
I curled my hands into fists and braced myself for what he had to say next.
โYou owe me. I took the fall for you.โ
โWhat do you want, Max?โ I didnโt point out that he had, in fact, committed a crime and took the fall for himself.
There was no point. โIโm sorry you got caught. Truly. But I canโt give you those seven years back.โ
โNo,โ he said, the picture of reason. โBut youย canย do me a favor. Itโs only fair.โ
Needles of dread pricked at me. โWhat kind of favor?โ
โIt wouldnโt be any fun if I told you now, would it?โ Max smiled. โYouโll see. Iโll let you know when the time is right.โ โIโm not having sex with you.โ The mere idea turned my
stomach.
โOh, no.โ His laugh bounced around the hallway and scraped against my skin like nails on chalkboard. โAfter how well-used you must be after all these years? No, thanks.โ
Heat rushed to my face, and I resisted the urge to stab him in the balls with one of my stiletto heels.
โAlthough you have always been enthusiastic in the sack, so you have that going for you.โ My stomach hollowed when he pulled out his phone. โI even have evidence.โ
He pressed a button, and my stomach churned when past meโs moans filled the air.
โRight there,โ onscreen me gasped, sounding disgustingly sincere even though Iโd hated every second of what Iโd been doing. โThat feels so good.โ
โYeah, you like that?โ The manโs rough voice sent a wave of nausea crashing through me. โI knew you were a fucking slut the moment I saw you.โ
The video was grainy, but it was clear enough to see both our faces and his cock as he pumped in and out of me. Iโd barely known the guy, but Max had convinced me to sleep with himย andย capture it on camera.
Iโd been such a fucking idiot.
โTurn it off.โ I couldnโt stand the sound of my fake moans. Each one drilled into my brain and dragged me back to the dark days when Iโd craved approval so much I wouldโve done anything for it, including have sex with a man twice my age just so I could steal from him.
โBut we havenโt gotten to the good part yet.โ Maxโs smile widened. โI love it when you let him fuck you inโโ
โTurn it off!โ Cold sweat drenched my skin. โIโll do your fucking favor.โ
The video finally, blessedly stopped.
โGood. I knew you were smart.โ Max pocketed his phone. I wasnโt dumb enough to think stealing it would do anything except piss him off. He must have backups of the video stashed somewhere. โAfter all, you donโt want to lose your job at Silver & Klein, do you? A fancy law firm like that probably wouldnโt react well to one of their employees having a sex tape floating around online.โ
The bile churned harder. โHow do you know about that?
How did you even find me and get my number?โ
Max shrugged. โItโs not hard to track you down when pictures of you with aย queenย are splashed all over the internet, especially with the royal wedding is coming up. Once I discovered your new name, it took only a simple Google search to turn up what I needed. Jules Ambrose, member of theย Thayer Law Review.ย Jules Ambrose, recipient a full-ride scholarship to Thayer Law.โ His smile turned bitter. โYouโre living a good life, J. As for your numberโฆwell, those things arenโt exactly classified. Paid some cash to an online service and voila. Done.โ
Fuck. Iโd never considered the consequences of having my connection with Bridget be so publicized. But I never expected Max would look for me after all these years. Iโd feared it, but I hadnโtย expected it.
โAnd Hyacinth? Howโd you know I would be here?โ
Breathe, Jules. Breathe.
Max rolled his eyes. โIโm here to have fun, J. Plus I haveโฆbusiness in D.C. Notย everythingย is about you. Running into you was a lucky coincidence, though Iโd planned to text you again eventually. I was justโฆbusy these past few weeks.โ
His casual annoyance was more sinister than any outright threats or violence, though heโd always disdained physical violence. It was too plebeian for him; he preferred mind games and manipulation, as evidenced by our current conversation.
I could only imagine what kind of โbusinessโ he was up to, though. I would bet my new apartment it was something illegal.
โAnd when do you plan on asking for thisย favor?โ If I had
to do it, I wanted to get it over with as soon as possible. โWhenever I want. It could be a few days from now.
Weeks. Months.โ Max offered a loose shrug. โGuess youโll have to keep a close eye on your phone. Donโt want to miss a text from me orย poof,ย you might wake up one day to find your video online.โ
My stomach hollowed. The idea of Maxโs threat hanging over my head for an indeterminate length of time made me want to hurl.
โIf I do it, youโll erase the tape,โ I said. It was worth a shot.
His expression hardened. โIโll erase the tape if and when I want to erase it.โ He brushed a strand of hair out of my eye, the action grotesquely tender considering the circumstances. โYou donโt have any leverage, babe. Youโve built this fancy life of yours on a foundation of lies, and youโre just as helpless now as you were when you were seventeen.โ He trailed his hand down my neck and caressed my shoulder. A swarm of invisible spiders crawled over my skin. โYou will doโโ
A familiar voice cut in, deep and edged with hardness. โAm I interrupting something?โ