BRIDGET
One second, I was standing. The next, I was on the ground, my cheek pressed to the grass while Rhys shielded my body with his, and screams rang out through the park.
It all happened so quickly it took my brain several beats to catch up with my pounding pulse.
Dinner. Park. Gunshots. Screams.
Individual words that made sense on their own, but I couldnโt string them together into a coherent thought.
There was another gunshot, followed by more screams.
Above me, Rhys let out a curse so low and harsh I felt it more than I heard it.
โOn the count of three, weโre running for the tree cover.โ His steady voice eased some of my nerves. โGot it?โ
I nodded. My dinner threatened to make a reappearance, but I forced myself to focus. I couldnโt freak out, not when we were in full view of the shooter.
I saw him now. It was so dark I couldnโt make out many details except for his hairโlongish and curly on topโand his clothes. Sweatshirt, jeans, sneakers. He looked like any of the dozens of guys in my classes at Thayer, and that made him all the more terrifying.
He had his back to us, looking down at something,
someoneโa victimโbut he could turn around any second.
Rhys shifted so I could push myself onto my hands and knees, keeping low as I did so. Heโd drawn his gun, and the grouchy but thoughtful man from dinner had disappeared, replaced by a stone-cold soldier.
Focused. Determined. Lethal.
For the first time, I glimpsed the man heโd been in the military, and a shiver snaked down my spine. I pitied anyone who had to face him on the battlefield.
Rhys counted down in the same calm voice. โOne, twoโฆ
three.โ
I didnโt think. I ran.
Another gunshot fired behind us, and I flinched and stumbled over a loose rock. Rhys grabbed my arms with firm hands, his body still shielding me from behind, and guided me to the thicket of trees at the edge of the park. We couldnโt reach the exit without passing directly by the shooter, where there was no cover at all, so we would have to wait until the police arrived.
They had to be here soon, right? One of the other people in the park mustโve called them by now.
Rhys pushed me down and behind a large tree.
โWait here and doย notย move until I give the okay,โ he ordered. โMost of all, donโt let anyone see you.โ
My heart rate spiked. โWhere are you going?โ โSomeone has to stop him.โ
A cold sweat broke out over my body. He couldnโt possibly be saying what I thought he was saying.
โIt doesnโt have to beย you.ย The policeโโ
โItโll be too late by the time they get here.โ Rhys looked grimmer than Iโd ever seen him. โDonโt. Move.โ
And he was gone.
I watched in horror as Rhys crossed the open expanse of grass toward the shooter, who had his gun aimed at someone on the ground. A bench obstructed my view, but when I crouched lower, my dread intensified.
It wasnโt just one victimโit was two. A man and, judging by the size of the person next to him, a child.
Suddenly, everything clicked; that look on Rhysโs face before he left made sense.
Who would target a child?
I pressed my fist to my mouth, fighting back the urge to be sick. Less than an hour ago, Iโd been teasing Rhys over bread and wine, making a mental list of what I still needed to pack for our trip to New York. Now, I was hiding behind a tree in a random park, watching my bodyguard rush toward danger.
Rhys was a seasoned soldier and guard, but he was still human. And humans could die. One moment they were here; the next, they were gone, leaving behind nothing but a vacant shell of who they once were.
โSweetheart, Iโm afraid I have bad news.โ My grandfatherโs bloodshot eyes filled with tears as he spoke. I clutched my stuffed giraffe, fear coursing through me. He never cried. โItโs your father. Thereโs been an accident.โ
I blinked away the memory just in time to see the man on the ground turn his head slightly. Heโd spotted Rhys sneaking up behind the shooter.
Unfortunately, that small movement was enough to alert the gunman, who spun around and fired just as Rhys squeezed the trigger of his weapon.
A cry left my mouth.
Rhys. Shot. Rhys. Shot.
The words cycled through my brain like the worldโs most horrifying mantra.
The shooter crumpled to the ground. Rhys staggered, but he remained standing.
In the distance, police sirens wailed.
The entire scene, from the first shot to now, had played out in less than ten minutes, but terror had a way of
stretching time out until each second contained an eternity.
Dinner felt like years ago. Graduation might as well have happened in another lifetime.
Instinct propelled me to my feet, and I ran toward Rhys, my heart in my throat.ย Please be okay.
When I reached him, heโd disarmed the gunman, who lay bleeding and moaning on the ground. A few feet away, the man the shooter had been targeting also lay bleeding, his face pale beneath the moonlight. The child, a boy who looked about seven or eight, knelt by his side, his eyes huge and terrified as he stared at me and Rhys.
โWhat theย hellย are you doing?โ Rhys bit out when he saw me.
I scanned him frantically for injuries, but he was standing and talking and grumpy as ever, so he couldnโt beย tooย hurt.
The boy, on the other hand, needed reassuring.
I ignored Rhysโs question for now and crouched until I was eye level with the boy.
โItโs okay,โ I said gently. I didnโt move any closer, not wanting to spook him further. โWe wonโt hurt you.โ
He clutched what I assumed was his fatherโs arm tighter. โIs my dad going to die?โ he asked in a small voice.
A clog of emotion formed in my throat. He was around my age when my dad died, andโ
Stop. This isnโt about you. Focus on the moment.
โThe doctors will be here soon, and theyโll fix him right up.โ I hoped. The man was fading in and out of consciousness, and blood oozed around him, staining the boyโs sneakers.
Technically, the EMTs were coming, not doctors, but I wasnโt about to explain the distinction to a traumatized kid. โDoctorsโ sounded more reassuring.
Rhys knelt next to me. โSheโs right. The doctors know what theyโre doing.โ He spoke in a soothing voice Iโd never heard from him before, and something squeezed my chest.
Hard. โWeโll stay with you until they get here. How does that sound?โ
The boyโs lower lip wobbled, but he nodded. โOkay.โ
Before we could say anything else, a bright light shone on us, and a voice blared through the park.
โPolice! Put your hands up!โ
RHYS
Questions. Medical checkups. More questions, plus a few claps on the back for being a โhero.โ
The next hour tested my patience as nothing had beforeโฆexcept for the damned woman in front of me.
โI told you toย stay put. It was a simple instruction, princess,โ I growled. The sight of her running toward me while the shooter was still out in the open had sent more panic crashing through me than having a gun pointed at my face.
It didnโt matter that Iโd disarmed the shooter. What if he had a second gun Iโd missed?
Terror raked its claws down my spine.
I could handle getting shot. I couldnโt handle Bridget getting hurt.
โYou were shot, Mr. Larsen.โ She crossed her arms over her chest. I sat in the back of an open ambulance while she stood before me, stubborn as ever. โYouโd already neutralized the gunman, and I thought you were going toย die.โ
Her voice wobbled at the end, and my anger dissipated.
Other than my Navy buddies, I couldnโt remember the last time anyoneย reallyย cared about whether I lived or died. But Bridget did, for some unknown reason, and it wasnโt just because I was her bodyguard. I saw it in her eyes and heard it in the faint waver of her usually cool, crisp voice.
And Iโd be damned if the knowledge didnโt hit me harder than a bullet to the chest.
โIโm fine. Bullet grazed me, is all. Didnโt even go under the skin.โ The EMTs had bandaged me up, and Iโd be good as new in two or three weeks.
The shooter had been surprised and fired using instinct, not aim. A quick dodge and Iโd escaped what wouldโve been a much nastier wound to my shoulder.
The police had hauled him into medical custody. They were still investigating what happened, but from what Iโd gathered, the shooter had deliberately targeted the kidโs father. Something about a business deal gone wrong and bankruptcy. The shooter had been high as a kite, to the point where he hadnโt cared about exacting his revenge in a park full of people.
Thankfully, heโd also been so high he kept rambling about how the kidโs father had done him wrong instead of shooting to kill.
The ambulances had taken the kid and his father away a while ago. The father had suffered heavy blood loss, but heโd stabilized and would pull through. The kid was okay too. Traumatized, but alive. Iโd made it a point to check on him before they left.
Thank God.
โYou were bleeding.โ Bridget brushed her fingers over the bandaged wound, her touch searing straight through the gauze into my bones.
I stiffened, and she froze. โDid that hurt?โ โNo.โ Not in the way sheโd meant anyway.
But the way she was looking at me, like she was afraid I might disappear if she blinked? It made my heart ache like sheโd ripped off a piece of it and kept it for herself.
โBet this wasnโt the way you pictured your graduation night going.โ I rubbed a hand over my jaw, my mouth twisting into a grimace. โWe shouldโve gone straight home after dinner.โ
Iโd used the lame excuse of walking off our food to justify the trip to the park, but in truth, Iโd wanted to extend the night because when we woke up, we would go back to what we were. The princess and her bodyguard, a client and her contractor.
It was all we could be, but that hadnโt stopped crazy thoughts from infiltrating my mind during dinner. Thoughts like how I couldโve stayed there with her all night, even though I normally hated answering questions about my life. Thoughts about whether Bridget tasted as sweet as she looked and how much I wanted to strip away her cool demeanor until I reached the fire underneath. Bask in its warmth, let it burn away the rest of the world until we were the only ones left.
Like I said, crazy thoughts. Iโd shoved them aside the second they popped up, but they lingered in the back of my mind still, like the lyrics to a catchy song that wouldnโt go away.
My grimace deepened.
Bridget shook her head. โNo. It was a good night untilโฆ well, this.โ She waved her hand around the park. โIf weโd gone home, the kid and his dad might have died.โ
โMaybe, but I fucked up.โ It didnโt happen often, but I could admit it when it did. โMy number one priority as a bodyguard is to protect you, not play savior. I shouldโve gotten you out of here and left it at that, butโฆโ A muscle rolled in my jaw.
Bridget waited patiently for me to finish. Even with her hair mussed and dirt smearing her dress from when Iโd pushed her onto the ground, she couldโve passed for an angel in the fucked-up hell of my life. Blonde hair, ocean eyes, and a glow that had nothing to do with her outer beauty and everything to do with her inner one.
She was too beautiful to be touched by any part of my ugly past, but something compelled me to continue.
โWhen I was in high school, I knew a kid.โ The memories unfolded like a blood-stained film, and a familiar spear of guilt stabbed at my gut. โNot a friend, but the closest thing I had to one. We lived a few blocks away from each other, and weโd hang out at his house on the weekend.โ Iโd never invited Travis to my house. I hadnโt wanted him to see what it was like living there.
โOne day, I went over and saw him getting mugged at gunpoint right in his front yard. His mom was at work, and it was a rough neighborhood, so those things happened. But Travis refused to hand over his watch. Itโd been a gift from his old man, who died when he was young. The mugger didnโt take kindly to the refusal and shot him right there in broad daylight. No one, including me, did a damn thing about it. Our neighborhood had two rules if you wanted to survive: one, keep your mouth shut, and two, mind your own business.โ
An acrid taste filled my mouth. I remembered the sight and sound of Travisโs body hitting the ground. The blood oozing from his chest, the surprise in his eyesโฆand the betrayal when he saw me standing there, watching him die. โI went home, threw up, and promised myself I would never be such a coward again.โ
Whatโs your biggest regret? Inaction.
Iโd joined the military to gain a purpose and family Iโd never had. I became a bodyguard to absolve myself of sins I could never cleanse.
Lives saved in exchange for lives taken, directly or indirectly.
Whatโs your biggest fear? Failure.
โIt wasnโt your fault,โ Bridget said. โYou were a kid too. There was nothing you couldโve done against an armed attacker. If youโd tried, you might have died too.โ
There it was. Another hitch on the wordย died.
Bridget looked away, but not before I caught the suspicious sheen in her eyes.
I clenched and unclenched my fists.
Donโt do it.ย But Iโd already fucked up multiple times tonight. What was one more?
โCome here, princess.โ I opened one arm. She stepped into it and buried her face in my non-injured shoulder. It was the most vulnerable weโd been in front of the other since we met, and it chipped away at something inside me.
โItโs all right.โ I patted her awkwardly on the arm. I was shit at comforting people. โItโs over. Everyoneโs fine except for the shithead with the gun. Though I guess tonight was a bad night to leave the bulletproof vest at home.โ
Her choked laugh vibrated through my body. โIs that a joke, Mr. Larsen?โ
โAn observation. I donโtโโ
โJoke,โ she finished. โI know.โ
We sat in the back of the ambulance for a while longer, watching the police seal off the crime scene while I tried to tamp down the fierce protectiveness welling in my chest. I was protective of all my clients, but this was different. More visceral.
Part of me wanted to push her far away from me, and another part wanted to drag her into my arms and keep her as mine.
Except I couldnโt.
Bridget was too young, too innocent, and too off-limits, and Iโd damn well better not forget that.