She wasnโt coming.
I stood on the rooftop of the palaceโs northernmost tower, my jaw tight as I watched the minutes tick by on my watch.
Six minutes past nine. Seven. Eight.
Bridget was always punctual unless she had a meeting that ran over, and she didnโt have any meetings that late at night.
Tick. Tick. Tick.
Uncertainty coiled in my stomach. Itโd been a gamble, reaching out to Booth and sneaking into the palace, but Iโd been desperate to see her.
Iโd known there was a chance Bridget, stubborn as she was, wouldnโt show up. But I also knewย her. No matter what she said, sheโd wanted to let me go as much as I wanted to leave her, and I was banking on the fact the past two weeks had been hell for her as much as it had been for me.
Part of me hoped it hadnโt, because the thought of her hurting in any way made me want to want to burn the palace to the fucking ground. But another, selfish part hoped Iโd haunted her as she had me. That every breath was a struggle to draw enough oxygen into her lungs, and
every mention of my name caused a sharp needle of pain to pierce her chest.
Because hurt meant she still cared.
โCome on, princess.โ I stared at the red metal door and willed her to walk through it. โDonโt let me down.โ
Twelve minutes past nine. Thirteen.
The rhythm in my jaw pulsed in time with my heartbeats.
Fuck it. If tonight didnโt work, Iโd try again until I succeeded. Iโd fought and won impossible battles all my life, and the one for Bridget was the most important one of all.
If she couldnโt or wouldnโt fight for usโbecause of her guilt, her duty, her family, or any other reasonโIโd fight enough for us both.
Fourteen minutes past nine. Fifteen. Dammit princess, where are you?
Either Bridget hadnโt received the note, or sheโd chosen not to come.
Booth had texted saying heโd given her the note, and I trusted him. I wouldnโt have reached out to him otherwise. If what he said was true, thenโฆ
Pain lanced through me, but I forced myself to push it aside. Iโd wait all night if I had to, in case she changed her mind, and ifโ
The door banged open and, suddenly, she was there. Out of breath, cheeks flushed, hair fluttering across her face from the wind.
My pulse ratcheted up several notches in the space of a millisecond.
I straightened, air filling my lungs as I finally came alive again.
Bridget remained in the doorway, one hand on the doorknob, her lips parted and her chest heaving.
The moonlight splashed across the roof, turning her golden hair silver and illuminating the slender curves of
her body. The wind carried a faint hint of her lush jasmine scent toward me, and her green dress fluttered around her thighs, baring her shoulders and the long, smooth expanse of her legs.
I loved that dress. She knew I loved that dress. And something inside me unclenched for the first time in weeks. โHi,โ she breathed. Her grip tightened on the doorknob
like she was trying to steady herself. My mouth curved. โHi, princess.โ
The space between us hummed, so taut with anticipation and unspoken words it was a living, breathing thing that pulled us closer together. No more of the distance Iโd felt in the hospital. She was in my skin, my soul, the very air I breathed.
Everything Iโd gone through the past two weeks to get here had been worth it.
โApologies for being late. I ran into Markus and got roped into a conversation about the coronation.โ Bridget brushed her hair out of her face, and I detected a small tremble in her hand. โIt turns out the archbishopโโ
โCome here, baby.โ
I didnโt give a fuck about Markus or the archbishop. I needed her. Only her.
She froze at my low command, roughened by weeks of longing. For a second, I thought sheโd turn tail and run, which might be smart, considering the pent-up fire raging through me. But then she ranย towardย me, her hair streaming behind her in the wind.
I caught her easily while our mouths crashed against each other. Tongues dueling. Teeth scraping. Hands roaming over every inch of flesh we could access.
Two weeks might as well have been two years, based on the way we devoured each other.
I cupped her ass and nipped her bottom lip in punishment for forcing us to waste all the time we couldโve spent together. For thinking anything she said could make
me give her up when she was the only thing Iโd ever wanted.
Even if I did stupid shit like walk out in the heat of the moment, Iโd always find my way back to her.
โIโm sorry,โ Bridget whispered, her voice thick with emotion. โFor what I said at the hospital. I donโt want to marry Steffan, and I donโtโโ
โI know.โ I skimmed my palm over her back, over heated flesh flowing into cool silk, and another small shiver rippled through her. โIโm sorry for walking out.โ
Regret twisted my insides. Our separation had been as much my fault as hers. I shouldโve stayed. Fought harder.
Then again, sheโd needed the space to sort through her thoughts. Her grandfatherโs heart attack had been fresh in her mind, and thereโd been no changing her mind that day.
โI thought you werenโt coming.โ My hand lingered on the small of her back. โRemind me to kill Markus the next time I see him.โ
She released a small laugh. โDone.โ Bridget tipped her chin up until her eyes met mine. โIโฆโ She appeared to think better of what sheโd been about to say. โHow did you get in here? If anyone saw youโฆโ
โThey didnโt. Navy SEAL, remember?โ I drawled. โI can evade a few palace guards.โ
She rolled her eyes, and my mouth twitched at the familiar sight of her amused exasperation. Fuck, Iโd missed her. This.ย Us.
โAnd Booth?โ
โNearly scared the guy to death when I showed up at his house, but I can be pretty persuasive.โ Itโd taken less convincing than I thought. According to Booth, Bridget had been in a funk since the hospital, and heโd hoped seeing me would help. He wasnโt stupidโheโd guessed Bridget and I really did have something going on.
Booth could lose his job if someone found out he was smuggling notes from me to Bridget, but heโd taken the
risk anyway.
I owed that man a nice, cold beer and a steak dinner in the future.
โI hadnโt expected you to reach out after what happened,โ Bridget said. โI thought you were upset with me. I thoughtโฆโ Her throat flexed with a hard swallow. โYou mightโve left.โ
โI did. Had to leave the country to get a new visa,โ I clarified when her eyebrows shot up. โSix months as a tourist.โ I flashed a crooked smile. โGuess I have to get an โI Love Eldorraโ T-shirt now.โ
The tiniest of smiles crossed her lips. โSo, youโre staying for six months?โ She sounded both relieved and sad.
Six months was a long time and nowhere long enough. โNo, princess. Iโm staying for as long as youโre here.โ
Bridgetโs eyes flared with delight before her muscles tensed again. โHowโฆwhyโฆโ
โLet me figure out the how. As for the whyโฆโ I pressed her tighter to me. โIโm not leavingย you.ย If youโre in Eldorra, Iโm in Eldorra. If youโre in Antarctica, the Sahara, or the middle of the fucking ocean, Iโm there. Iโm as much yours as you are mine, princess, and aย lawย isnโt keeping me away. I donโt care what a piece of paper says. Iโll burn down the entire fucking Parliament if I have to.โ
A thousand emotions passed over her face. โRhysโฆโ โIโm serious.โ
โI know you are. And something must be wrong with me because Iโve never been more touched by the prospect of arson.โ Her quick smile faded. โBut thereโs something I need to tell you. Several things, in fact.โ
Wariness filled me at her tone. โOkay.โ
โItโs funny you mentioned burning down Parliament. I have an ideaโฆnotย physicallyย burning it down,โ she added hastily when my eyebrows rose. โBut a way to repeal the law before Steffan proposes.โ
The beast in my chest snarled at his name. Andreasโs plan didnโt solve the short-term problem of Bridget and Steffanโs engagementโand itย wouldย be a short-term problemโbut Iโd deal with it myself. No way in hell would Bridget wear another manโs ring on her finger.
โI donโt know if I can go through with it, though.โ A touch of vulnerability entered her eyes. โItโs not exactly aboveboard.โ
โWhat is it?โ
Pink tinged Bridgetโs cheeks before she straightened and said, โBlackmail the ministers into opening the motion and voting for a repeal.โ
Wait one fucking second.ย โRepeat that.โ
She did. โLike I said, itโs not the most aboveboard strategy, butโโ
A strangled noise emerged from my throat, cutting her off.
Her brow knit into a frown. โWhat?โ
โHave you been talking to Andreas?โ If she hadnโt, it was too ironic for words.
Her frown deepened. โNo. Why would I talk to Andreas about this? He wants to steal the crown.โ
Not exactly.ย Andreas and I had spent a fair amount of time together hashing out the plan, and while I still trusted him only as far as I could throw him, I knew he didnโt want the crown. He enjoyed his carefree lifestyle as a prince without responsibilities too much.
โBecause he has a similar idea, though his only applies to Erhall, not all of Parliament.โ My mouth tipped up. โYou always were an overachiever.โ
โWhy are you talking toโฆโ Bridgetโs eyes widened. โYou know.โ
My surprise mirrored hers. How did sheโฆthen it hit me. Her blackmail on Erhall. It mustโve included information about me and Andreas.
But before I said anything, I wanted to make sure we were on the same page. Iโd been working up to the reveal about my parentage; I didnโt want to just drop the bombshell on her in case I assumed wrong. โI know about Andreas.โ I watched her carefully. โThat heโsโฆโ
A tense silence vibrated between us. โYour brother.โ
โMy brother.โ
We spoke at the same time, and there it was. My secret, out in the open.
After thirty-four years of no family except my mother, whoโd barely counted as family, it was strange to think I had a brother.
โSo, itโs true.โ Bridget released a long breath, the vestiges of shock lingering on her face. โHow did you find out?โ
โChristian did some digging and told me. I confronted Andreas.โ I filled her in on what happened at his townhouse, as well as Andreasโs plan to blackmail Erhall with the information about me being his son. Erhall couldnโt afford a scandal ahead of elections, and a long-lost love child fell squarely under โscandal.โ
โIโm a little terrified I came up with the same idea as my cousin.โ I could see the gears spinning in Bridgetโs mind as she digested the information. โHow do you know we can trust him?โ
โI donโt, but we have leverage. He doesnโt want anyone to find out Erhall is his father, orโฆโ
โโฆhe could lose his royal status,โ Bridget finished. โA fate worse than death in his eyes.โ
โYeah.โ
The whole situation was so fucked. I hated playing mind games, and we were trapped in the most twisted web of games and one-upmanship possible. I also didnโt love the idea of blackmail, but if thatโs what I had to do, Iโd do it.
Bridget examined me, those beautiful blue eyes sympathetic. โIt mustโve been a shock, learning about Erhall and Andreas. I know you have mixed feelings about your father.โ
That was one way to put it. Another way was I despised him even more now that I knew his identity.
โHeโs not my father.โ Erhall was, at best, a sperm donor. โBut I donโt want to talk about him right now. Letโs focus on your plan.โ
I had a lot of shit to sort out when it came to Erhall, but I could do that later.
Bridget picked up on my cue and changed the subject.
โOkay. So.โ She lifted her chin. โWeโre really doing this.
Blackmailing the Speaker of Parliament.โ
Despite her bravado, a note of nervousness ran beneath her words, and the fierce need to protect herโfrom the world, from her own doubts and insecuritiesโconsumed me.
I wished she could see herself as I saw her. Fucking perfect.
I framed her face with my hands. โIf we do it, we do it together. You and me against the world, princess.โ
Her smile sent warmth crashing against my ribcage. โI wouldnโt have anyone else by my side, Mr. Larsen.โ She took a deep breath. โWe might need the information to push Erhall, but I want to try something before we resort to doing the same with Parliament. All this time, Iโve been treating the tabloids as my enemy, but maybe they can be an ally.โ
She explained her plan. It was easier than blackmailing one hundred eighty of Eldorraโs most powerful, but it was also a major gamble.
โYou sure?โ I asked after she finished. โItโs a big risk.โ Bridget had the most to lose if it didnโt pan out.
โYes. I canโt believe I didnโt think of it earlier.โ She paused. โActually, I can. I was scared of what people would
say and that it would lessen my legitimacy as a ruler. But Iโm tired of being afraid. With great risk comes great reward, right?โ
A small smile touched my lips. โAbsolutely.โ
Bridget was, after all, my greatest riskย andย my greatest reward.
She lifted one hand and tangled her fingers with mine. โI missed you.โ
The mood shifted, transitioning from the brisk practicality of our plan to something softer and achingly vulnerable.
โIโm right here. Iโm not leaving.โ I swept my thumb over her bottom lip. โI take care of whatโs mine, and youโve been mine since the moment I saw you outside your poorly secured house at Thayer. Until I fixed it, of course.โ
A smile tugged at her mouth. โYou couldnโt stand me back then.โ
โDoesnโt matter. You were still mine.โ I curled my hand around the back of her neck while keeping my thumb on her lip. โMine to fight with. Mine to protect. Mine to fuck.โ My voice dropped. โMine to love.โ
Bridget sucked in an audible breath.
โIn Costa Rica, you asked if Iโd ever been in love. I said no.โ I lowered my head until our foreheads touched and her lips were scant inches from mine. โAsk me again.โ
It was the same request Iโd made at the hospital, but this time, Bridget didnโt break our gaze as she asked, โHave you ever been in love, Mr. Larsen?โ
โOnly once.โ I slid my hand up from her neck to the back of her head, cupping it. โAnd you, princess. Have you ever been in love?โ
โOnly once,โ she whispered.
I exhaled sharply her words sank into my soul, filling cracks I hadnโt known existed.
Until Bridget, Iโd never loved or been loved, and I finally understood what the fuss was about. It was better than any
bulletproof armor or oblivion I found at the bottom of the bottle during my short-lived affair with alcohol.
Alcohol was for numbing, and I didnโt want to be numb.
I wanted to feel every goddamn thing with her.
I pulled Bridget close until our bodies pressed flush against each other. โDamn right,โ I said fiercely. โOnly once. First and last. Donโt forget that, princess.โ
I fisted her hair and tugged her head back, my mouth pressing hot and insistent against hers while I maneuvered us to a chair.
There were nights when I took my time, savoring every inch of her body before I gave us what we both wanted, and there were nights like this, when our desperate need to justย beย together overrode everything else.
โRhysโฆโ She gasped as I pushed her skirt up around her hips and ripped her panties off, too impatient to shimmy them down when she was sitting. I tossed the torn silk on the floor and pushed her legs wider with my knee.
โI love when you say my name.โ I sank into her, swallowing her small cry with my kiss and pushing deeper until I was buried to the hilt.
We had to mu๏ฌe our moans so they didnโt carry on the wind, and somehow that only heightened the intensity of the moment, like we were containing all our emotions in this small bubble where we were the only ones who existed. โHarder,ย please.โ Bridget arched into me, her nails
digging grooves into my skin, her warm skin contrasting against the chill of the night air on my back.
I held onto the back of the chair for better leverage and gave her what she asked for, a groan ripping from my throat when she buried her face in my chest to mu๏ฌe her scream. โYou feel so good, princess.โ
My blood ran white-hot as I slammed into her again and again, my muscles flexing from the effort. She was slick and tight, her breath hot against my skin as she clenched and shattered around me with a wordless cry.
My orgasm followed soon after, racing through me with such intensity it took me twice as long to recover than usual.
When the aftershocks finally subsided, I pushed myself up on my arms so I didnโt crush Bridget with my weight, but she wrapped her legs around my waist, keeping me close.
โRound two?โ I brushed a strand of hair out of her face. She looked sleepy and lazy and content, and it still boggled my mind she was real.
Not only real but here, with me.
She let out a soft laugh. โYouโre insatiable,โ she said, turning the word Iโd used for her against me.
โWhen it comes to you?โ I kissed her jaw. โAlways.โ
Bridgetโs eyes turned liquid beneath the moonlight, and her hold on me tightened. โI love you.โ
Another breath rushed out of me.
โI love you too,โ I said, my voice gruff with long-buried emotion.
I kissed her again.
Her mouth against mine, her limbs wrapped around my body, our breaths and heartbeats mingling until they were oneโฆIโd lived in hell my whole life, and it wasnโt until now I glimpsed what heaven felt like.
But as our kiss deepened and I sank into her once again, I realized I was wrong.
Bridget felt better than heaven. She felt like home.