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Chapter no 70

To Sleep in a Sea of Stars

Kira acted without hesitation. Time was short, and she had no intention of wasting it.

To the ships assembled around her, she said, โ€œStand clear.โ€ A scramble of activity followed as the captains pulled their ships back.

Then she ignited thrusters along the ribs of the station and began to move it, slowly and ponderously, toward the planet the Wranaui had been mining. The UMC had called it R1, but Kira thought it deserved a proper name. She would leave it to the people living on Unity to name it, though. It was their right as the inhabitants of the system.

Both Lphet and Admiral Klein signaled her as the station started to shift its position.ย *Navรกrez, what are you doing?*ย Klein asked.

โ€œTaking up high orbit around R1,โ€ she said. โ€œIt will be a better location for Unity.โ€

*Roger that, Navรกrez. Weโ€™ll secure your flight path. Next time, some warning would be appreciated.*

[[Lphet here: Do you require any assistance, Idealis?]]

โ€œNone at the moment.โ€

Moving Unity took several days. Kira used that time to make the preparations she needed. And when she had settled the station into its final orbit, she summoned the crew of theย Wallfishย to her once again.

They came without delay. The old, ramshackle ship docked near her central hub, and Kira saw that most of the damage theย Wallfishย had sustained had been repaired (though several of its radiators were still little more than needle-tipped shards).

The crew chattered amongst themselves with nervous excitement as they walked her hallways, but they kept the external speakers to their skinsuits turned off, and the moving of their lips was the only obvious giveaway. But she was curious, and she bathed their visors with an invisible wash of collimated light, which allowed her to read the vibrations of their voices.

โ€œโ€”idea what she wants?โ€ said Trig. He sounded excited. Falconi grunted. โ€œYouโ€™ve asked that three times now.โ€ โ€œSorry.โ€ The kid sounded slightly abashed.

Then Nielsen said, โ€œKlein was pretty clear about what weโ€™re supposed to

โ€”โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t give two shits what the brass thinks,โ€ said Sparrow. โ€œThis is Kira weโ€™re talking about. Not a Jelly, not a nightmare, Kira.โ€

โ€œAre you sure about that?โ€ Falconi asked.

A moment of silence followed. Then Sparrow thumped her chest with her fist. โ€œYeah. Sheโ€™s got our back. She healed Trig, after all.โ€

โ€œAnd weโ€™re still being quarantined as a result,โ€ said Falconi. Hwa-jung smiled slightly. โ€œLife is never perfect.โ€

At that, the captain laughed, as did Nielsen.

Kira returned her sight and hearing to her remade body as the crew entered her presence chamber. They stopped before her, and she smiled down upon them. A slow fall of petals drifted from above, pink and white and smelling of warm perfume. โ€œWelcome,โ€ she said.

Falconi inclined his head. A wry smile flickered about his mouth. โ€œDonโ€™t know why, but feels like I should be bowing to you.โ€

โ€œPlease donโ€™t,โ€ she said. โ€œYou shouldnโ€™t have to bow to anyone or anything. Youโ€™re not servants, and youโ€™re certainly not slaves.โ€

โ€œDamn right,โ€ said Sparrow, and gave Kira a small salute. Then Kira looked at Trig. โ€œHow are you feeling?โ€

The kid shrugged, trying to appear nonchalant. His cheeks had regained a healthy color. โ€œPretty good. I just canโ€™t believe all the stuff I missed.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not the worst thing. If I could have slept through the past six months, I would have too.โ€

โ€œYeah, I know. Youโ€™re probably right, but jeez. Jumping off the maglev on Orsted! That must have been pretty exciting.โ€

Sparrow snorted. โ€œYou could say that. Damn near suicidal would be the other way.โ€

The kid flashed a quick grin before growing more serious. โ€œBut yeah, thanks again for patching me up, Kira. Really.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m just happy I could help,โ€ she said, and the chamber seemed to glow in response. Then she shifted her focus to Vishal. He was standing next to Nielsen, their shoulders nearly touching. โ€œWas there anything with Trig that I overlooked? Any problems that I might have caused?โ€

โ€œI feel fine!โ€ the kid proclaimed, puffing out his chest.

The doctor shook his head. โ€œTrig appears to be the very picture of health. His bloodwork and neural responses could not be improved even if I tried.โ€

Falconi nodded. โ€œSeriously, we owe you, Kira. If thereโ€™s anything we can do for youโ€”โ€

The leaves interrupted him with a stir of disapproval. โ€œSeeing as how none of this would have happened if not for me,โ€ she said, โ€œconsider us even.โ€

He chuckled. It was good to hear him laugh again. โ€œFair enough.โ€

Trig hopped from foot to foot. He looked as if he were going to burst with excitement. โ€œTell her,โ€ he said, looking at Vishal and Nielsen. โ€œCome on! Or Iโ€™ll tell her!โ€

โ€œTell me what?โ€ Kira asked, curious. Nielsen made a face, seeming embarrassed.

โ€œYouโ€™re not going to believe this,โ€ Falconi said.

Then Vishal took Nielsenโ€™s hand and stepped forward. โ€œMs. Kira, I have an announcement to make. Ms. Audrey and I have gotten engaged. And she asked me, Ms. Kira.ย Me!โ€

Nielsen blushed and laughed softly. โ€œItโ€™s true,โ€ she said, and she looked at the doctor with a warmth Kira had never seen from her before.

Few things could now surprise Kira. Not the turning of the stars, not the decay of atomic nuclei, not the seemingly random quantum fluctuations that underlay reality as it appeared. But this surprised her, althoughโ€”in retrospectโ€”she supposed it wasnโ€™t entirely unexpected.

โ€œCongratulations,โ€ she said with all the heartfelt emotion she could summon. The happiness of two beings might be a small thing when compared with the immensity of the universe, but what, ultimately, was more important? Suffering was inescapable, but to care for another and to be cared for in turnโ€”that was the closest any person might come to heaven.

Vishal bobbed his head. โ€œThank you, Ms. Kira. We wonโ€™t get married until we can have a proper wedding, with my mother and sisters and lots of guests and food withโ€”โ€

โ€œWell, weโ€™ll see,โ€ said Nielsen with a small smile.

The doctor returned the smile and put an arm around her shoulders. โ€œYes, we do not want to waitย tooย long, do we? Weโ€™ve even talked about someday buying a cargo vessel and starting a shipping company of our own, Ms. Kira!โ€

โ€œWhatever we do, weโ€™ll do it together,โ€ said Nielsen. And she kissed him on his shaved cheek, and he kissed her back.

Falconi went to scratch his chin, and his fingers bumped against his visor. โ€œTo hell with it,โ€ he growled, and unlocked and pulled off the helmet.

โ€œCaptain!โ€ said Hwa-jung, sounding scandalized.

He waved his hand. โ€œItโ€™s fine.โ€ Then he scratched his chin, and the sound of his nails rasping against his stubble carried throughout the presence chamber. โ€œAs you can tell, weโ€™re all in a bit of shock, but they, uh, seem pretty happy, so weโ€™re happy.โ€

โ€œYeah,โ€ said Trig, sounding glum. He glanced toward the first officer and released a small sigh.

Falconi sniffed the air. โ€œSmells nice,โ€ he said. Kira smiled, sweeter than before. โ€œI try.โ€

โ€œOkay,โ€ said Sparrow, rolling her shoulders as if she were about to lift a heavy weight. โ€œWhyโ€™d you call us here, Kira? Just to chitchat? Doesnโ€™t seem like you, say sorry.โ€

โ€œYes, Iโ€™m rather curious about that myself,โ€ said Falconi. He rubbed a finger against one of the trunk-like pillars and then held it up before his face to examine the residue.

Kira took a deep breath. She didnโ€™t need to, but doing so helped center her thoughts. โ€œI asked you to come for two reasons. First to tell you a truth about the Maw.โ€

โ€œGo on,โ€ said Falconi, wary.

So she did. She told them the secret of the seven evil seeds that she had discovered amid the Mawโ€™s memories. As she spoke, she watched as their faces grew pale and their expressions stricken.

โ€œGods!โ€ Nielsen exclaimed.

โ€œYouโ€™re saying there are sevenย moreย of those things wandering around, Thule knows where?โ€ said Sparrow. Even she seemed daunted by the prospect.

Kira closed her eyes for a moment. โ€œExactly. And the Seeker is still out there also, and I can guarantee itโ€™s up to no good. Neither the League nor the Jellies can deal with these sorts of threats. Theyโ€™re just not capable of it. Iโ€™m the only oneโ€”theย Seedย is the only oneโ€”who can stop them.โ€

โ€œSo what are you going to do about it?โ€ Falconi said, deadly quiet. โ€œWhat I have to, of course. Iโ€™m going to hunt them down.โ€

For a time, the only sound in the chamber was the soft fall of petals. โ€œHow?โ€ said Sparrow. โ€œThey could be anywhere.โ€

โ€œNot anywhere. And as for how โ€ฆ Iโ€™d rather not say yet.โ€

โ€œOkay,โ€ said Falconi, drawing out the word. โ€œWhat was the other reason you asked us here then?โ€

โ€œFor the giving of gifts.โ€ And Kira lowered herself from the wall and released herself from the mesh of rootlike fibers that had kept her wrapped in a tight embrace. Her feet touched the floor, and for the first time since theย Battered Hierophant,ย Kira stood whole and unassisted. Her body was the same green-black material as the walls of the station, and her hair rippled as if in a breeze, but there was no breeze.

โ€œWhoa,โ€ said Trig.

Falconi stepped forward, his ice-blue eyes searching her. โ€œIs this really you?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s as much me as anything else in Unity.โ€

โ€œThat works,โ€ he said, and he caught her in a tight hug, and Kira felt his embrace even on the far struts of the station.

The rest of the crew crowded around, touching, hugging, slapping her (lightly) on the back. โ€œSo whereโ€™s your brain?โ€ asked Trig, his eyes wide with wonder. โ€œIs it in your head? Or is it up there?โ€ He pointed at the wall sheโ€™d descended from.

โ€œTrig!โ€ said Hwa-jung. โ€œAish.ย Show more respect.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s okay,โ€ said Kira. She touched her temple. โ€œSome is here, but most of it is back there. It wouldnโ€™t fit in a normal skull.โ€

โ€œNot so different from a ship mind,โ€ said Hwa-jung. Kira bowed her head. โ€œNot so different.โ€

โ€œEither way, itโ€™s good to see you in one piece,โ€ said Sparrow.

โ€œHear, hear,โ€ said Nielsen.

โ€œEven if you do look like boiled spinach,โ€ Sparrow added with a laugh.

Then Kira took a step back to give herself space. โ€œListen,โ€ she said, and they listened. โ€œI wonโ€™t be able to help you much from now on, so I want to do what I can while I can.โ€

โ€œYou donโ€™t have to,โ€ said Falconi.

She smiled at him. โ€œIf Iย hadย to, they wouldnโ€™t be gifts.โ€ฆ Trig, I know you have always been interested in aliens. This, then, is for you.โ€

And from the floor by her feet, a rod of green wood sprouted, and it grew in height until it formed a staff nearly as tall as Trig himself. Near the top, embedded within the braided branches, sat what appeared to be an emerald the size of a robinโ€™s egg, and it glowed with an inner light.

Kira grasped the staff, and it came off the floor, into her hand. Small leaves grew from it in places, and the smell of fresh sap suffused the air.

โ€œHere,โ€ she said, and handed the length of wood to Trig. โ€œThis is not a Staff of Blue, but a Staff of Green. It isnโ€™t a weapon, although you may fight with it if you must. There is a part of the Seed in it, and if you care for the staff and treat it well, you will find that you can grow most anything, no matter how barren the soil. You will be able to talk with the Jellies, and wherever you plant the staff, life will flourish. The staff can do other things also, and if you prove yourself a worthy caretaker, you may discover them as well. Doย notย allow the UMC to get their hands on it.โ€

Awe and wonder shone forth from Trigโ€™s face. โ€œThank you,โ€ he said. โ€œThank you, thank you, thank you. I donโ€™t even knowโ€”Ah, jeez. Thank you!โ€

โ€œOne more thing,โ€ Kira said. And she caressed the top of the staff. โ€œOnce a day the staff will put forth a fruit. A single, red fruit. It is not much, but it is enough to keep you from ever starving. You will never need worry about food again, Trig.โ€

At that, tears filled Trigโ€™s eyes, and he clutched the staff close to himself. โ€œI wonโ€™t forget this,โ€ he mumbled.

Kira expected he wouldnโ€™t.

She moved on. โ€œHwa-jung.โ€ From within her side, Kira took two orbs, one white, one brown. Each was just large enough to rest comfortably in the curve of her palm. She gave the brown one to the machine boss. โ€œThis is a

piece of tech from the Old Ones. You can use it to repair most any machine.โ€

The machine boss sucked on her lower lip as she stared at the orb she now held. โ€œAish.ย Will it eat the whole of my ship?โ€

Kira laughed and shook her head. โ€œNo, itโ€™s not like the Seed. It wonโ€™t spread uncontrollably. But be careful where you use it, as it may sometimes try to make โ€ฆ improvements.โ€

Hwa-jung disappeared the orb into one of the pouches around her waist, and she mumbled her thanks. Red spots appeared on her cheeks, and Kira could tell how much the gift meant to the machine boss.

Pleased, Kira then handed the white orb to the doctor. โ€œVishal, this is also a piece of tech from the Old Ones. You can use it to repair most any wound. But, be careful where you use it, as itโ€”โ€

โ€œAs it may sometimes make improvements,โ€ said Vishal with a gentle smile. โ€œYes, I understand.โ€

She returned his smile. โ€œGood. It could have saved Trig back at Bughunt.

Hopefully you wonโ€™t ever need it, but if you doโ€ฆโ€

โ€œIf I do, better to have it than not.โ€ Vishal placed his hands together, cupping the orb between them, and bowed. โ€œThank you, Ms. Kira, most sincerely.โ€

Sparrow was next. Reaching down, Kira removed a short, all-black dagger from the side of her thigh and handed it to the shorter woman. The blade of the knife contained a faint, fibrous pattern, similar to the Seed. โ€œThisย isย a weapon.โ€

โ€œNo shit.โ€

โ€œMetal detectors canโ€™t see it: x-rays and microwaves wonโ€™t pick it up. But thatโ€™s not what makes this special. This knife can cut through anything.โ€

Sparrow gave her a skeptical look. โ€œReally.โ€

โ€œReally,โ€ Kira insisted. โ€œIt may take time, but you can cut through even the toughest materials. And no, you donโ€™t have to worry about losing control of it, the way I did with the Seed.โ€

Sparrow eyed the dagger with renewed interest. She flipped it around the back of her hand, caught the handle, and then tested the edge on the corner of one of her utility pouches. As promised, the blade sliced clean through the material, and when it did, a slight glimmer of blue ran the length of the

edge. โ€œHandy. Thanks. Something like this would have gotten me out of a couple jams in the past.โ€

For Nielsen, Kira had no easy fixes. She said, โ€œAudrey โ€ฆ I could solve your condition. The Seed has the ability to reshape any tissue, to recode any gene. But if I didโ€”โ€

โ€œYou would have to change most of my brain,โ€ said Nielsen. She smiled sadly. โ€œI know.โ€

โ€œIt mightย notย alter your personality or your memories, but I canโ€™t promise it wouldnโ€™t, even though the Seed has no desire to harm you. Quite the opposite.โ€

The first officer took a shuddery breath and then lifted her chin, shook her head. โ€œNo. I appreciate the offer, Kira, but no. Itโ€™s a risk Iโ€™d rather avoid. Figuring out who I am wasnโ€™t easy, and Iโ€™m rather fond of who Iโ€™ve become. Losing that wouldnโ€™t be worth it.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sorry. I wish I could do more.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s okay,โ€ said Nielsen. โ€œPlenty of people have to deal with a lot worse.

Iโ€™ll be fine.โ€

Vishal hugged her. โ€œBesides, Ms. Kira, I will do my best to help Ms. Audrey. Genetic modifications were always a specialty of mine in school, ah yes.โ€ And Nielsenโ€™s expression softened, and she hugged him back.

โ€œIโ€™m glad to hear that,โ€ said Kira. โ€œEven if I canโ€™t heal you, thereย isย something I can give you. Several somethings, actually, now that youโ€™re engaged.โ€

Nielsen started to protest, but Kira paid her no mind. She knelt and traced two equal circles upon the floor, both no more than four or five centimeters across. Where she touched, gold lines formed, and they glowed brighter and brighter until they were painful to behold.

Then the light broke and faded. In its place lay two rings: gold, green, and laced with sparkles of sapphires. Kira took them and presented them to Nielsen. โ€œFor you and Vishal, an early wedding present. Youโ€™re under no obligation to use these, but if you do, you will find that they have certain advantages.โ€

โ€œTheyโ€™re beautiful,โ€ said Nielsen, accepting the rings. โ€œThank you. But Iโ€™m afraid theyโ€™re both too large for me.โ€

Kira allowed herself a secret amusement. โ€œTry and see.โ€

So Nielsen slipped on one of the two rings, and she let out a cry as the band tightened around her finger until it formed a snug but comfortable fit.

โ€œThat isย so cool,โ€ said Trig.

Kira beamed. โ€œIsnโ€™t it?โ€ Then she went to the nearest pillar and, from an alcove in the side, removed a pair of objects. She held out the first one to Nielsen. It was a palm-sized disk of what looked like a rough white shell. Embedded within the surface of the shell was a cluster of blue beads, each no bigger than a pea. โ€œThis is what I originally intended to give you.โ€

โ€œWhat is it?โ€ Nielsen asked, accepting the disk.

โ€œRelief. The next time your affliction strikes, take one of theseโ€โ€”she tapped a beadโ€”โ€œand eat it. Just one, no more. They cannot heal you, but they can help you function, make things easier, more bearable.โ€

โ€œThank you,โ€ said Nielsen, sounding somewhat overwhelmed.

Kira inclined her head. โ€œGiven enough time, the beads will regrow, so you will never run out, no matter how long you live.โ€

Tears filled Nielsenโ€™s eyes. โ€œSeriously, Kira โ€ฆย thank you.โ€

Behind her, Vishal said, โ€œYou are too kind, Ms. Kira. Too kind. But thank you from the deepest part of my heart.โ€

Then Kira held out the other object: an ordinary q-drive. โ€œAlso, thereโ€™s this.โ€

The first officer shook her head. โ€œYouโ€™ve already done more than enough, Kira. I canโ€™t accept anything else.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not a gift,โ€ said Kira gently. โ€œItโ€™s a request.โ€ฆ If you agree, I would like to name you as my legal representative. To that end, there is a document on this drive granting you power of attorney on my behalf.โ€

โ€œKira!โ€

She took Nielsen by the shoulders, looked her in the eyes. โ€œI worked for the Lapsang Corporation for over seven years, and the work paid well. Alan and I planned to use the money to start a new life on Adrasteia, but โ€ฆ itโ€™s not doing me any good now. My request is this: see that the money gets to my family on Weyland, if theyโ€™re still alive. If theyโ€™re not, then the bits are yours.โ€

Nielsen opened her mouth, seemingly at a loss for words. Then she nodded, brisk, and said, โ€œOf course, Kira. Iโ€™ll do my best.โ€

Heartened, Kira continued, โ€œThe company might give you some trouble, so I had Admiral Klein witness and notarize this. That should keep the

lawyers off your back.โ€ She pressed the q-drive into Nielsenโ€™s hand, and the first officer accepted.

Then Nielsen wrapped her in a fierce hug. โ€œYou have my word, Kira. Iโ€™ll do everything I can to get this to your family.โ€

โ€œThank you.โ€

Once Nielsen released her, Kira walked over to where Falconi stood alone. He cocked an eyebrow at her and then crossed his arms, as if suspicious. โ€œAnd what are you going to giveย me,ย Kira? Tickets to a resort on Eidolon? Magic pixie dust I can sprinkle over theย Wallfish?โ€

โ€œBetter,โ€ she said. She raised a hand, and from an arched doorway in the side of the chamber, four of the stationโ€™s caretakers trundled forward, pushing a pallet upon which sat a sealed case painted military grey and stamped with UMC markings.

โ€œWhat areย those?โ€ said Trig, pointing with the Staff of Green at the caretakers.

The creatures were small and bipedal, with double-jointed hind legs and short, T. rex arms at the front. Their fingers were delicate and pale to the point of translucence. A flexible tail extended behind them. Polished, tortoise-like plates armored their skin, but they had a feathered frillโ€”red and purpleโ€”along the central ridge of their narrow heads. Four dragonfly wings lay flat against their backs.

โ€œThey tend to the station,โ€ said Kira. โ€œYou might even say they were born from the station.โ€

โ€œYou mean, born fromย you,โ€ said Falconi.

โ€œIn one sense, yes.โ€ The caretakers left the pallet next to them and then retreated, chittering to themselves as they went. Kira opened the top of the case to reveal rows upon rows of antimatter canisters, each of them with the green light on the side that indicated they were full and powered.

Nielsen gasped, and Hwa-jung said, โ€œThule!โ€

To Falconi, Kira said, โ€œFor you and theย Wallfish.ย Antimatter. Some of it I recovered from the vessels I disassembled. The rest I manufactured and transferred into the containment pods.โ€

With a stunned expression, Falconi looked over the case. โ€œThere must be enough in here toโ€”โ€

โ€œTo power theย Wallfishย for years,โ€ said Kira. โ€œYes. Or you can sell it and stash the bits for a rainy day. Itโ€™s your choice.โ€

โ€œThank yโ€”โ€

โ€œIโ€™m not done yet,โ€ said Kira. She raised her hand again, and the caretakers returned, pushing another pallet. On this one rested pots full of dark earth from which sprouted a strange and wild array of plants that bore no resemblance to those of Earth, Eidolon, or Weyland. Some glowed, some moved, and one of themโ€”a red, stone-like plantโ€”hummed.

โ€œSince you had to strip your hydroponics bay, I thought you could use some replacements,โ€ said Kira.

โ€œIโ€”โ€ Falconi shook his head. โ€œThatโ€™s very thoughtful of you, but how are we supposed to take them anywhere? We donโ€™t have enough cryo pods, andโ€”โ€

โ€œThe pots will protect them during FTL,โ€ said Kira. โ€œTrust me.โ€ Then she handed him another q-drive. โ€œInformation on how to care for the plants, as well as details on each one. I think youโ€™ll find them useful.โ€

For the first time, she saw tears glimmer in Falconiโ€™s eyes. He reached out toward one of the plantsโ€”a mottled, pitcher-like organism with small tentacles waving about its open mouthโ€”and then thought better of it and pulled his hand back. โ€œI donโ€™t know how to thank you.โ€

โ€œTwo more things,โ€ she said. โ€œOne, this.โ€ And she gave him a small metal rectangle, similar in size to a deck of playing cards. โ€œFor Veera and the Entropists to study.โ€

Falconi turned the rectangle over. It appeared featureless. โ€œWhat is it?โ€ โ€œSomething to point them in the right direction, if they can make sense

of it.โ€ She smiled. โ€œThey will, eventually. And two, this.โ€ And she placed her hands on either side of his face and kissed him on the lips, soft, delicate, and with feeling. โ€œThank you, Salvo,โ€ she whispered.

โ€œFor what?โ€

โ€œFor believing in me. For trusting me. For treating me like a person and not a science experiment.โ€ She kissed him once more and then stepped back and raised her arms to either side. Vines unfurled from the wall behind, wrapped themselves around her in a gentle embrace, and then lifted her back up to the waiting depression.

โ€œMy gifts are given,โ€ she said as she again melded into the substance of the station. With it came a sense of safety. โ€œGo now, and know this: no matter where time or fate may take us, I consider you my friends.โ€

โ€œWhat are you going to do, Kira?โ€ Falconi asked, craning his neck back to look at her.

โ€œYouโ€™ll see!โ€

As the crew filed out through the entrance and back through the corridors toward the docking area, Kira reached out to Gregorovich, whom she knew would have been listening to the conversation via their comms. โ€œI have something for you as well,โ€ she said. โ€œIf you want it.โ€

*Oh really? And what might that be, O Ring Giver?*

โ€œA body. A new body, as large or small as you want, metal or organic, in any shape or design that strikes your fancy. Just tell me, and the Seed can make it.โ€ To Kiraโ€™s astonishment, the ship mind did not immediately answer. Rather, he was silent, and she could hear his silence as a physical thing: a pressure of contemplation and uncertainty on the other end of the signal. โ€œThink of it; you could go anywhere you wanted to, Gregorovich. You wouldnโ€™t need to be bound to theย Wallfishย anymore.โ€

At long last, the ship mind said,ย *No. But I think, perhaps, I want to be. Your offer is tempting, Kira, mighty tempting. And donโ€™t think Iโ€™m ungrateful, but for the time being, I think my place is here, with Falconi and Nielsen and Trig and Hwa-jung and Sparrow. They need me, and โ€ฆ I wonโ€™t lie, itโ€™s nice to have meatbags like them running around my decks. You might understand that now. A body would be nice, but I could always have a body. I couldnโ€™t always have this crew or these friends.*

Kira did understand, and she appreciated his answer. โ€œIf you change your mind, the offer stands.โ€

*Iโ€™m glad to have known you, O Queen of Flowers. You are a prickly and problematic person, but life is more interesting with you around.โ€ฆ I could not have chosen as you have, to pursue these miscreants of the Maw all on your lonesome. For that, you have my admiration. Moreover, you showed me the path to freedom. You saved me from myself, and thus, you also have my eternal gratitude. If you find yourself in the far distant future, remember us as we remember you. And if the tides of time are kind, and I am still sound of thought, know this: you shall always be able to count upon my aid.*

To which she simply replied, โ€œThank you.โ€

With her visitors departed and her mind far more at rest, Kira started upon the next stage of her plan. In concept it was simple; in execution it was more complicated and dangerous than anything she had attempted since waking in the aftermath of the Mawโ€™s destruction.

First, she moved herself near the skin of the station. There, she gathered materialโ€”organic and inorganicโ€”until she had formed a second core, equal to the one at the center of Unity. Then, and this was the most difficult part, she separated her brain into two unequal parts.

Everything that was of Qwon and Carr, she isolated and placed in the heart of Unity. Everything that was of Kira, the Seed, and the Maw, she drew to herself. Some duplication was necessaryโ€”she could still remember Carrโ€™s medical tests and Qwonโ€™s time spent hunting in the waters of its homeworldโ€”and some omissions and oversights were inevitable. But she did her best.

The process was frightening. With every move, Kira worried that she would sever some crucial part of her self. Or that she would cut off access to a memory she didnโ€™t even know she needed. Or that she would kill herself.

But again, she did her best. As she had learned, sometimes you had to make a choice, any choice, even when it wasnโ€™t clear which path was the right one. Life rarely provided such a luxury.

She labored for a night and a day, until everything that seemed to beย herย fit inside the skull she had chosen. The tiny, limited skull. She felt diminished, but at the same time, it was a relief to be free of all the sensory input pouring in from the station.

She checked on the Qwon/Carr consciousness one last timeโ€”a mother checking on a sleeping childโ€”and then she separated herself from Mar รneth and set forth toward the near asteroid belt, using her newly built fusion core to drive her through space.

As always, Klein and Lphet came clamoring for answers. So Kira told them of the Mawโ€™s seven deadly seeds, and she explained her intentions. โ€œIโ€™m leaving to hunt them down,โ€ she said.

Klein sputtered. โ€œBut what about the station?โ€

[[Lphet here: Yes, Idealis, I share the shoal leaderโ€™s concern. The station is too important for it to be unguarded.]]

Kira laughed. โ€œItโ€™s not. I left Carr-Qwon in charge.โ€ โ€œWhat?โ€ said Klein.

[[Lphet here: What?]

โ€œThe part of me that was them now watches over Unity. They will care for it and, if it comes to that, protect it. I suggest you donโ€™t anger them.โ€

[[Lphet here: Are you trying to create another Corrupted, Idealis?]]

โ€œI hate to say it, but I agree with the Jelly,โ€ said Klein. โ€œAre youย trying

to give us another Maw?โ€

Kiraโ€™s voice hardened. โ€œThe Maw is no more. I have removed all parts of the Seed from Carr-Qwon. What they are now is something different. Something unformed and unsure, but I can tell you this: none of the anger and pain that drove the Maw still exists. Or if it does, itโ€™s insideย me,ย not them. You have a new life-form to usher into existence, Admiral Klein, Lphet. Treat them accordingly, and youโ€™ll be pleasantly surprised. Do not disappoint me.โ€

When she reached the asteroid belt, Kira slowed herself to a stop near one of the largest asteroids: a huge chunk of metallic rock kilometers across and pitted from countless collisions over the years.

There she parked herself, and there she again began to build. This time, Kira drew upon an existing blueprint: one she had found buried deep within the Seedโ€™s memory banks. It was technology of the Old Ones, devised at the height of their civilization, and it suited her purpose perfectly.

Using the Seed, Kira devoured the asteroidโ€”adapting it to her needsโ€” and using the Old Onesโ€™ schematic, she built a ship.

It was not square and spindly and lined with radiators, like the human ships. Nor was it round and white and iridescent like the Wranaui ships. It was not like any of those things. No. Kiraโ€™s ship was shaped like an arrow, long and sharp, with flowing lines reminiscent of a leaf. It had veins and ridges and, along its flared stern, fanned membranes. As with Unity, the ship was a living thing. The hull expanded and contracted in subtle motions,

and there was a sense of awareness about the vessel, as if it was watching everything around it.

In a way it was, for the ship was an extension of Kiraโ€™s body. It acted as her eyes, and through it, she could see far more than would otherwise have been possible.

When she was finished, Kira had a ship that was over half the size of a UMC battleship and far more heavily armed. Powering it was another torque engine, and with it, Kira felt confident she could exceed the highest speed of any of the Mawโ€™s foul offspring.

Then, she took one last look at the system. At the Cordovan star, at the planet R1 and the verdant framework of Unity floating in orbit high above. At the fleets of human and Wranaui ships clustered thereabout, which were, if not entirely friendly, at least no longer shooting.

And Kira smiled, for it was good.

In her mind, she made her peace, said her last farewells; a silent lament for all that was lost and gone. And then she turned her ship away from the starโ€”pointed it toward the Mawโ€™s final memoryโ€”and with the smallest of thoughts, started on her way.

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