Kiraโs eyes shot open.
There was no slow rise to consciousness. No gradual return to awareness. Not this time. One moment nothing; the next, a burst of sensory information, bright and sharp and overwhelming in its intensity.
She was lying at the bottom of a tall, circular chamberโa tube with a ceiling five meters above her, far too high to reach. It reminded her of the grain silo their neighbors, the Roshans, had built when she was thirteen. Halfway up the side of the tube was a two-way mirror: a large, silvery rectangle filled with the grey ghost of a reflection. A narrow lightstrip along the edge of the ceiling was the only source of illumination.
Not just one but two robot arms moved about her with silent grace, a cluster of diagnostic instruments protruding from the end of each one. As she looked at them, they paused and then retracted toward the ceiling, where they hung in readiness.
Embedded within one side of the tube was an airlock with a built-in hatch for passing small objects in and out. Opposite the airlock was a pressure door that presumably led deeper into โฆ into wherever. It too had a hatch, similar in size and for the same purpose. Glorified jailerโs slots. There was no bed. No blanket. No sink. And no toilet. Just cold, bare metal. She had to be on a ship. Not theย Fidanza.ย Theย Extenuating
Circumstances.
Which meant โฆ
A jolt of adrenaline caused Kira to gasp and sit upright. The pain; the spikes; Neghar, Fizel, Yugo, Ivanova โฆย Alan!ย The memories returned in a deluge. They returned, but Kira wished they hadnโt. Her gut clenched, and a long, deep groan escaped her as she fell to her hands, knees, and forehead. The ridges of the deck cut into her skin, but she didnโt care.
When she could breathe, she howled, pouring all of her grief and anguish into a single wailing cry.
It was all her fault. If she hadnโt found that damned room, Alan and the others would still be alive and she wouldnโt have ended up infected by some sort of xeno.
The spikes.
Where were the spikes and tendrils that had torn through her skin? Kira looked down, and her heart skipped a beat.
Her hands were black when they shouldnโt have been. So too were her arms and her chest and everything else she could see of her body. A layer of glossy, fibrous material clung to her, tight as any skinsuit.
Horror welled up inside Kira.
She clawed at her forearms in a desperate attempt to rip off the alien organism. Even with their hard new veneer, her nails couldnโt cut or break the fibers. Frustrated, she brought her wrist to her mouth and bit.
The taste of stone and metal filled her mouth. She could feel the pressure from her teeth, but no matter how hard she bit down, it didnโt hurt.
Kira scrambled to her feet, heart pounding so fast it skipped beats, the edges of her vision going dark. โGet it off!โ she shouted.ย โGet this fucking thing off me!โย Through her panic, she wondered where everyone was, her one coherent thought amid the madness.
One of the robotic arms descended toward her. The manipulator at the end of the arm was holding a syringe. Before Kira could move, the machine reached around her head and injected her behind the ear, on a patch of still-bare skin.
Within seconds a heavy blanket seemed to press down upon her. Kira stumbled sideways, reaching out an arm to catch herself as she fellโ
The panic returned the moment Kira regained consciousness.
There was an alien creature bonded with her. She was contaminated, possibly infectious. It was the sort of situation every xenobiologist dreaded: a containment breach leading to fatalities.
Alan โฆ
Kira shuddered and buried her face in the crook of her arm. Below her neck, her skin prickled with a million tiny fears. She wanted to look again, but she didnโt have the courage. Not yet.
Tears leaked from under her eyelids. She could feel Alanโs absence like a hole in her chest. It didnโt seem possible that he was dead. Theyโd had so many plans, so many hopes and dreams, and now none of them would come to fruition. Sheโd never get to see him build the house heโd talked about, nor go skiing with him in mountains in the far south of Adra, nor watch him become a father, nor any of the other things sheโd imagined.
The knowledge hurt more than any physical pain.
She felt her finger. The band of polished iron set with tesserite was gone, and with it her only tangible reminder of him.
A memory came to her then, from years past: her father kneeling next to her in a greenhouse and bandaging a cut on her arm while saying, โThe pain is of our own making, Kira.โ He pressed a finger against her forehead. โIt only hurts as much as we let it.โ
Maybe so, but Kira still felt terrible. Pain was pain, and it insisted on making itself known.
How long had she been unconscious? Minutes? Hours?โฆ No, not hours. She was lying where sheโd fallen, feeling neither hungry nor thirsty. Only drained from the torment of misery. Her whole body ached as if bruised.
Behind her shuttered lids, Kira noticed that none of her overlays were displaying. โPetra, on,โ she said. Her system didnโt respond, not even with a flicker. โPetra, force restart.โ The darkness remained unchanged.
Of course. The UMCย wouldย shut down her implants.
She growled into her arm. How could the military techs have overlooked the organism in her and Neghar? The xeno was large. Even a basic examination ought to have spotted it. If the UMC had done their job properly, no one would have died.
โGoddamnย you,โ she muttered. Her anger fought back the grief and panic enough for her to open her eyes.
Again she saw the bare metal. Lightstrips. Mirrored window. Why had they brought her onto theย Extenuating Circumstances? Why risk the additional exposure? None of their choices made sense to her.
Sheโd avoided the inevitable long enough. Steeling herself, Kira looked down.
Her body was still covered in the layer of inky black. That and nothing more. The material resembled bands of overlapping muscles; she could see the individual strands stretch and flex as she moved. Her alarm strengthened, and a shimmer seemed to pass across the fibers. Was it sentient? No way to know for sure at the moment.
Tentative, Kira touched a spot on her arm.
She hissed, baring her teeth. She couldย feelย her fingers on her arm, as if the intervening fibers didnโt exist. The parasiteโmachine or organism, she didnโt know whichโhad worked itself into her nervous system. The motions of the circulating air were noticeable against her skin, as was every square centimeter of decking that pressed into her flesh. She might as well have been totally naked.
And yet โฆ she wasnโt cold. Not as she ought to be.
She examined the soles of her feet. Covered, same as her palms. Feeling upward, she discovered thatโin the frontโthe suit stopped near the top of her neck. There was a small ridge: a drop-off between fibers and skin that curved around her ears. In the back, the fibers continued up and over the back of her head andโ
Her hair was gone. Nothing but the smooth contours of her skull met her exploring fingers.
Kira set her teeth. What else had the xeno stolen from her?
As she concentrated on the different sensations of her body, Kira realized that the xeno wasnโt just bonded to her outside; it was inside her as well, filling her, penetrating her, if however unobtrusively.
Her gorge rose, and claustrophobia closed in around her, choking her. She was trapped, embedded in the alien substance with no way of escaping.
โฆ
She bent over and retched. Nothing came out, but bile coated her tongue and her stomach continued to heave.
Kira shivered. How the hell could the UMC decontaminate her when the suit was wound up all inside? She was going to be stuck in quarantine for months, maybe years. Stuck withย it.
She spat into the corner and, without thinking, wiped her mouth on her forearm. The smear of spit soaked into the fibers, like water into cloth.
Disgusting.
A faintย hissโas of speakers turning onโbroke the silence, and a new source of light struck Kiraโs face.
A hologram covered half the wall. The image was several meters high and showed a small, empty deskโpainted battleship greyโin the middle of an equally small, equally stark room. A single chair, straight-backed and armless, sat behind the desk.
A woman walked in. She was of medium height, with a pair of eyes like chips of black ice and a cast-iron hairdo shot through with strands of white. A Reform Hutterite, then, or something similar. There were only a few Hutterites on Weyland: a handful of families Kira had seen on occasion during the settlementโs monthly gathering. The older adults always stood out with their sagging skin and receding hairlines and other obvious signs of aging. The sight had scared her when she was little and fascinated her when she was in her teens.
What she focused on, though, werenโt the womanโs features but her clothes. She was wearing a grey uniformโgrey like the deskโthat had been starched and ironed until each crease looked as if it could slice through hardened tool steel. Kira didnโt recognize the color of the uniform. Blue was the Navy/Spacecorps. Green was the Army. Grey wasโฆ?
The woman seated herself, placed a tablet on the desk, centered it with the tips of her forefingers. โMs. Navรกrez. Do you know where you are?โ She had a thin, flat mouth, like that of a guppy, and when she spoke, her bottom row of teeth was visible.
โTheย Extenuating Circumstances.โ Kiraโs throat hurt; it felt raw and swollen.
โVery good. Ms. Navรกrez, this is a formal deposition in accordance with article fifty-two of the Stellar Security Act. You will answer all of my questions, willingly and to the best of your knowledge. This isnโt a court, but if you fail to cooperate, you can and will be charged with obstruction, and if your statement is later found to be false, perjury. Now, tell me everything that you remember after you woke up from cryo.โ
Kira blinked, feeling lost and confused. Grinding out each word, she said, โMy team โฆ what about my team?โ
Guppy Face pressed her lips together into a pale line. โIf youโre asking who survived, four of them did. Mendoza, Neghar, Marie-รlise, and Jenan.โ At least Marie-รlise was still alive. Fresh tears threatened to spill down Kiraโs cheeks. She scowled, not wanting to cry in front of the other woman.
โNeghar? Howโฆโ
โVideo footage shows that the organism she expelled melded with the one currently attached to your body after the โฆ hostilities. As far as we can tell, the two are indistinguishable. Our current theory is that Negharโs organism was drawn to yours as yours was larger and more fully developed
โa lesser part of a hive-swarm rejoining the greater, if you will. Aside from some internal bleeding, Neghar seems unharmed and free of infection, although at the moment, itโs impossible for us to be sure.โ
Kiraโs hands knotted into fists as her anger swelled. โWhy didnโt you spot the xeno before? If you hadโโ
The woman made a cutting motion with her hand. โWe donโt have time for this, Navรกrez. I understand youโve had a shock, butโโ
โYou couldnโtย possiblyย understand.โ
Guppy Face eyed Kira with something close to disdain. โYouโre not the first person to be infected by an alien life-form, and youโre certainly not the first person to lose some friends.โ
Guilt caused Kira to look down and squeeze her eyes shut for a moment. Hot tears peppered the backs of her fists. โHe was my fiancรฉ,โ she mumbled.
โWhat was that?โ
โAlan, he was my fiancรฉ,โ Kira said, louder. She gave the woman a defiant look.
Guppy Face never blinked. โYou mean Alan J. Barnes?โ โYes.โ
โI see. In that case, you have the condolences of the UMC. Now, I need you to pull yourself together. The only thing you can do is accept Godโs will and move forward. Sink or swim, Navรกrez.โ
โItโs not that easy.โ
โI didnโt say it would be easy. Grow a pair and start acting like a professional. I know you can. I read your file.โ
The words stung Kiraโs pride, although she would never admit it. โYeah?
Well who the hell are you?โ
โExcuse me?โ
โYour name? You havenโt told me.โ
The womanโs face tightened, as if she hated to share any personal information with Kira. โMajor Tschetter. Now, tell meโโ
โAnd what are you?โ
Tschetter raised an eyebrow. โHuman, last I checked.โ
โNo, I meantโฆโ Kira gestured at the womanโs grey uniform.
โSpecial attachรฉ to Captain Henriksen, if you must know. This is beside theโโ
Frustrated, Kira let her voice rise. โIs it too much to ask what branch of the armed forces,ย Major? Or is that classified?โ
Tschetter assumed a flat, affectless expression, a professional blankness that told Kira nothing of what she was thinking or feeling. โUMCI. Fleet Intelligence.โ
A spy then, or worse, a political officer. Kira snorted. โWhere are they?โ โWho,ย Ms. Navรกrez?โ
โMy friends. The โฆ the ones you rescued.โ
โIn cryo, on theย Fidanza,ย being evacuated from the system. There.
Satisfied?โ
Kira released a bark of laughter. โSatisfied? Satisfied?! I want this damn thing off me.โ She plucked at the black coating on her arm. โCut it off if you have to, butย get it off.โ
โYes, you made your desire abundantly clear,โ said Tschetter. โIf we can remove the xeno, we will. But first, youโre going to tell me what happened, Ms. Navรกrez, and youโre going to tell meย right now.โ
Kira bit back another curse. She wanted to rant and rage; she wanted to lash out and make Tschetter feel even a small measure of her hurt. But she knew it wouldnโt help. So she did as she was ordered. She told the major everything she remembered. It didnโt take long, and Kira found no relief in confession.
The major had numerous questions, most of them focused on the hours before the parasite burst forth: Had Kira noticed anything unusual? An upset stomach, elevated temperature, intrusive thoughts? Had she smelled anything unfamiliar? Had her skin been itchy? Rashes? Inexplicable thirst or cravings?
Aside from the itching, the answer to most of the questions wasย no,ย which Kira could see didnโt please the major. Especially when Kira explained thatโto the best of her knowledgeโNeghar hadnโt experienced the same symptoms.
Afterward, Kira said, โWhy didnโt you stick me in cryo? Why am I on theย Extenuating Circumstances?โ She didnโt understand it. Maintaining quarantine wasย theย most important task in xenobiology. The thought of breaking it was enough to give anyone in her profession the cold sweats.
Tschetter smoothed an invisible wrinkle out of her jacket. โWe tried to freeze you, Navรกrez.โ Her gaze met Kiraโs. โWe tried and failed.โ
Kiraโs mouth went dry. โFailed.โ
A short nod from Tschetter. โThe organism purged the cryonic injections from your body. We couldnโt keep you under.โ
A new fear struck Kira. Freezing the xeno was the easiest way to stop it. Without that, they had no quick way to keep it from spreading. Also, without cryo, it was going to be a hell of a lot harder for her to get back to the League.
Tschetter was still speaking: โAfter we released you and Neghar from quarantine, our medical team was in close contact with the both of you. They touched your skin. They breathed the same air. They handled the same equipment. And thenโโTschetter leaned forward, intenseโโthey came back here, to theย Extenuating Circumstances.ย Now do you understand, Navรกrez?โ
Kiraโs mind started to race. โYou think youโve been exposed.โ
Tschetter inclined her head. โThe xeno took two and a half days to emerge after Neghar was removed from cryo. Less so in your case. Being frozen may or may not have slowed the development of the organism. Either way, we have to assume the worst. Minus the time since your release, that means we have somewhere between twelve and forty-eight hours to figure out how to detect and treat asymptomatic hosts.โ
โThatโs not enough time.โ
The corners of Tschetterโs eyes tightened. โWe have to try. Captain Henriksen has already ordered all nonessential crew into cryo. If we donโt find a solution by end of tomorrow, heโll have the rest of us frozen.โ
Kira licked her lips. No wonder theyโd been willing to bring her onto the
Extenuating Circumstances.ย They were desperate. โWhat happens to me
then?โ
Tschetter steepled her fingers. โOur ship mind, Bishop, will continue your examination as he sees fit.โ
Kira could see the logic in that. Ship minds were kept isolated from the rest of the life-support system. By all rights, Bishop ought to be perfectly safe from infection.
There was just one problem. Whatever she was carrying wasnโt just a threat on the micro level. She lifted her chin. โAnd what if โฆ what if the xeno acts out the way it did on Adra? It could rip a hole right through the hull. You should have set up a pressure dome on the surface, studied the xeno there.โ
โMs. Navรกrezโฆโ Tschetter made a minuscule adjustment to the position of the tablet in front of her. โThe xeno currently occupying your body is of the highest possible interest to the League, tactically, politically, and scientifically. We were never going to leave it on Adrasteia, regardless of the risk to this ship or this crew.โ
โThatโsโโ
โFurthermore, the chamber you are currently in is completely isolated from the rest of the ship. Should the xeno attempt to damage theย Extenuating Circumstancesย as it did your base, or should it display other hostile actions, the entire pod can be jettisoned into space. Do you understand?โ
Kiraโs jaw clenched despite herself. โYes.โ She couldnโt blame them for the precautions. They made sense. Didnโt mean she had to like them.
โLet me be perfectly clear, Ms. Navรกrez. The League wonโt letย anyย of us return homeโincluding your friendsโuntil we have a reliable means of detection. Let me repeat that: no one on this ship will be permitted within ten light-years of a human-settled planet unless we can figure this out. The League would blow us out of the sky before they would let us land, and rightly so.โ
Kira felt sorry for Marie-รlise and the others, but at least they wouldnโt be aware of the time passing. She squared her shoulders. โOkay. So what do you need from me?โ
Tschetter smiled without humor. โYour willing cooperation. Do I have it?โ
โYes.โ
โExcellent. Thenโโ
โJust one thing; I want to record a few messages for my friends and family, in case I donโt make it. Also a message for Alanโs brother, Sam. Nothing classified, but he deserves to hear from me.โ
The major paused for a second, eyes darting as she read something in front of her. โThat can be arranged. It may be some time before any communications are allowed, though. Weโre running silent until we receive orders from Command.โ
โI understand. Oh, andโโ
โMs. Navรกrez, weโre operating under aย veryย tight deadline.โ
Kira held up a hand. โCan you turn my implants back on? Iโm going to go crazy in here without my overlays.โ She nearly laughed. โI might be going crazy anyway.โ
โCanโt,โ said Tschetter.
Kiraโs defenses shot back up. โCanโt or wonโt?โ
โCanโt. The xeno destroyed your implants. Iโm sorry. Thereโs nothing left to turn back on.โ
Kira groaned, feeling as if another someone had died. All her memories โฆ Sheโd had her system set to automatically back up to the server at HQ at the end of each day. If the server had survived, then so had her personal archives, although everything that had happened to her since would be lost, existing only in the fragile and fallible tissues of her brain. If she had to choose, she would have rather lost an arm than her implants. With her overlays, she had a world within a worldโa whole universe of content to explore, both real and invented. Without, all she was left with were her thoughts, thin and insubstantial, and the echoing darkness beyond. Whatโs more, her senses had been blunted; she couldnโt see UV or infrared, couldnโt feel the magnetic fields around her, couldnโt interface with machines, and worst of all, couldnโt look up whatever she didnโt know.
She was diminished. Theย thingย had reduced her to the level of an animal, to nothing more than meat. Primitive, unenhancedย meat.ย And in order to do that, it must have worked its way into her brain, severed the nanowire leads that joined the implants to her neurons.
What else had it severed?
For a minute Kira stood still and silent, breathing heavy. The suit felt as hard as steel plate around her torso. Tschetter had the sense not to interrupt.
At last Kira said, โThen let me have a tablet. Or some holo-glasses. Something.โ
Tschetter shook her head. โWe canโt allow the xeno to access our computer system. Not at the moment. Itโs too dangerous.โ
A huff of air escaped Kira, but she knew better than to argue. The major was right. โDammit,โ she said. โOkay. Letโs get started.โ
Tschetter picked up her tablet and stood. โOne last question, Navรกrez: Do you still feel like yourself?โ
The question struck an unpleasant chord. Kira knew what the major was asking. Was she, Kira, still in control of her mind? Regardless of the truth, there was only one answer she could give if she were to ever walk free.
โYes.โ
โThatโs good. Thatโs what we want to hear.โ But Tschetter didnโt look happy. โAlright. Doctor Carr will be with you shortly.โ
As Tschetter started to walk away, Kira asked a question of her own: โHave you found any other artifacts like this?โ The words fell out of her in a breathless jumble. โLike the xeno?โ
The major glanced back at her. โNo, Ms. Navรกrez. We havenโt.โ The holo winked out of existence.
Kira sat by the pressure door, still mulling over the majorโs final question. How could she be sure her thoughts, actions, or emotions were still her own? Plenty of parasites modified the behavior of their hosts. Maybe the xeno was doing the same to her.
If so, she might not even notice.
Some things Kira felt sure an alien wouldnโt be able to successfully manipulate, no matter how smart the creature was. Thoughts, memories, language, cultureโall of those were too complex and context-dependent for an alien to fully understand. Hell, even humans had difficulty going from one human culture to another. However, big emotions, urges, actions, those would be vulnerable to tampering. For all she knew, her anger might be coming from the organism. It didnโt feel like it, but then it wouldnโt.
Have to try and stay calm,ย Kira thought. Whatever the xeno was doing to her was out of her control, but she could still watch herself for unusual
behavior.
A spotlight snapped on overhead, pinning her beneath its harsh glare. In the darkness beyond, there was a stir of movement as the robotic arms descended toward her.
Halfway up the cylindrical wall, the two-way mirror blurred transparent. Through it, she saw a short, hunched man in a UMC uniform standing at a console. He had a brown mustache and deep-set eyes that stared at her with feverish intensity.
A speaker clicked on overhead, and she heard the manโs gravelly voice: โMs. Navรกrez, this is Doctor Carr. We met before, although you wouldnโt remember.โ
โSo youโre the one who got most of my team killed.โ
The doctor tilted his head to the side. โNo, that would be you, Ms.
Navรกrez.โ
In that instant, Kiraโs anger curdled into hate. โOh fuck you. Fuck you!
How could you have missed the xeno? Look at the size of it.โ
Carr shrugged, tapping buttons on a display she couldnโt see. โThatโs what weโre here to find out.โ He peered down at her, his face round and owlish. โNow stop wasting time. Drink.โ One of the robotic arms presented her with a pouch of orange liquid. โItโll keep you on your feet until thereโs time for a solid meal. I donโt want you passing out on me.โ
Biting back an obscenity, Kira took the pouch and downed it in a single, sustained gulp.
Then the hatch set within the airlock popped open, and at the doctorโs order, she dropped the pouch inside. The hatch closed, and a loudย thudย sounded as the airlock vented into space.
From that point on, Carr subjected her to an unrelenting series of examinations. Ultrasounds. Spectrographs. X-rays. PET scans (prior to those she had to drink a cup of milky-white liquid). Cultures. Reactant tests โฆ Carr tried them all and more.
The robotsโhe called them S-PACsโacted as his assistants. Blood, saliva, skin, tissue: if she could part with it, they took it. Urine samples werenโt possible, given how the suit covered her, and no matter how much Kira drank, she never felt the need to relieve herself, for which she was grateful. Peeing in a bucket while Carr watched wasnโt something she wanted to do.
Despite her angerโand her fearโKira also felt a strong, almost irresistible curiosity. The chance to study a xeno like this was what sheโd hoped for her whole career.
If only the chance hadnโt come at such a terrible price.
She paid close attention to which experiments the doctor was running and in which order, hoping to glean some hint of what he was learning about the organism. To her immense frustration, he refused to tell her the results of his tests. Every time she asked, Carr was evasive or outright refused to answer, which did nothing to improve Kiraโs mood.
Despite his lack of communication, Kira could tell from the doctorโs scowls and muttered expletives that theย thingย was proving remarkably resistant to scrutiny.
Kira had theories of her own. Microbiology was more her specialty than macro, but she knew enough about both to deduce a couple of things. First, given its properties, there was no way the xeno could have evolved naturally. It was either a highly advanced nanomachine or some form of gene-hacked life-form. Second, the xeno possessed at least a rudimentary awareness. She could feel it reacting to the tests: a slight stiffening along her arm; a soap-bubble shimmer across her chest, so faint as to be nearly invisible; a subtle flexing of the fibers. Whether it was sentient or not, though, she didnโt think even Carr knew.
โHold still,โ said the doctor. โWeโre going to try something different.โ
Kira stiffened as one of the S-PACs produced a blunt-tipped scalpel from within its casing and lowered the knife toward her left arm. She held her breath as the blade touched. She could feel the edge pressing against her, sharp as glass.
The suit dimpled beneath the blade as the S-PAC scraped it sideways across her forearm, but the fibers refused to part. The robot repeated the motion with increasing force, until at last it gave up scraping and attempted a short draw cut.
As Kira watched, she saw the fibers underneath the blade fuse and harden. It looked as if the scalpel were skating across a surface of molded obsidian. The blade produced a tiny shriek.
โAny pain?โ the doctor asked.
Kira shook her head, never taking her eyes off the knife.
The robot withdrew several millimeters and then brought the round tip of the scalpel down upon her forearm in a swift, plunging movement.
The blade snapped with a bell-likeย ping,ย and a piece of metal spun past her face.
Carr frowned. He turned to speak to someone (or someones) she couldnโt see, and then turned back to her. โOkay. Again, donโt move.โ
She obeyed, and the S-PACs moved around her in a blur, jabbing every centimeter of skin covered by the xeno. At each spot, the organism hardened, forming a small patch of adamantine armor. Carr even had her lift her feet so the robots could stab at the soles. That made her flinch; she couldnโt help it.
So the xeno could defend itself. Great. Freeing her would be that much harder. On the plus side, she didnโt have to worry about being stabbed. Not that it had been a problem before.
The way theย thingย had emerged on Adra, spikes bristling, tendrils writhing โฆ Why wasnโt it acting like that now? If anything might have been expected to provoke an aggressive response, it should have been this. Had the xeno lost the ability to move after bonding with her skin?
Kira didnโt know, and the suit wasnโt telling.
When the machines finished, the doctor stood, one cheek sucked in as he chewed on it.
โWell?โ said Kira. โWhat did you find? Chemical composition? Cell structure? DNA? Anything.โ
Carr smoothed his mustache. โThatโs classified.โ โOh comeย on.โ
โHands on your head.โ
โWho am I going to tell, huh? I can help you. Talk to me!โ โHands on your head.โ
Biting back a curse, Kira obeyed.
The next round of tests was far more strenuous, invasive even. Crush tests. Shear tests. Endurance tests. Tubes down her throat, injections, exposures to extremes of heat and cold (the parasite proved to be an excellent insulator). Carr seemed driven to the point of distraction; he yelled at her if she was
slow to move, and several times, Kira saw him berating his assistantโa hapless ensign by the name of Kaminskiโas well as throwing cups and papers at the rest of his staff. It was clear the experiments werenโt telling Carr what he wanted, and time was fast running out for the crew.
The first deadline came and went without incident. Twelve hours, and so far as Kira could tell, the xeno hadnโt emerged from anyone on theย Extenuating Circumstances.ย Not that she trusted Carr to inform her if it had. But she could see a change in his demeanor: a renewed sense of focus and determination. The doctor had his second wind. They were working against the longer deadline now. Another thirty-six hours before the rest of the crew would have to enter cryo.
Ship-night came, and still they continued to work.
Uniformed crew brought the doctor mug after mug of what Kira assumed was coffee, and as the night wore on, she saw him toss back several pills. StimWare or some other form of sleep-replacement meds.
Kira was increasingly tired herself. โMind giving me some?โ she said, gesturing toward the doctor.
Carr shook his head. โItโll mess with your brain chemistry.โ โSo will sleep deprivation.โ
That gave him a momentโs pause, but then the doctor just shook his head again and returned his attention to the instrument panels in front of him.
โBastard,โ Kira muttered.
Acids and bases had no effect on the xeno. Electrical charges passed harmlessly across the skin of the organism (it seemed to form a natural Faraday cage). When Carr raised the voltage, there was an actinic flash at the end of the S-PAC and the arm flew back as if it had been thrown. As the smell of ozone filled the air, Kira saw that the S-PACโs manipulators had fused together and were glowing red hot.
The doctor paced about the observation bay, tugging at the corner of his mustache with what looked like painful force. His cheeks were red, and he seemed angry, dangerously so.
Then he stopped.
A moment later, there was a clatter as something dropped into the delivery box outside the cell. Curious, Kira opened it and found a pair of dark glasses: eye protection against lasers.
A worm of unease twisted inside her.
โPut them on,โ said Carr. โLeft arm out.โ
Kira obeyed, but slowly. The glasses gave the cell a yellowish cast.
The manipulator mounted on the end of the undamaged S-PAC flowered open to reveal a small, glossy lens. Kiraโs unease sharpened, but she held her position. If there was any chance of getting rid of theย thing,ย sheโd take it, no matter how much it hurt. Otherwise she knew sheโd end up spending the rest of her life stuck in quarantine.
The S-PAC positioned itself above and just to the left of her forearm. With aย snap,ย a purplish-blue beam shot from the lens to a point on the deck near her feet. Flecks of dust gleamed and glittered in the bar of collated light, and the grating below began to glow cherry red.
Moving sideways, the robot brought the beam into contact with her forearm.
Kira tensed.
There was a brief flash, and a wisp of smoke curled upward, and then โฆ and then to her astonishment, the laser beam curved around her arm, like water flowing around a stone. Once past her arm, the laser regained its geometric precision and continued straight down to the deck, where it traced a ruddy line across the grating.
The robot never paused its sideways slide. At a certain point, the laser flipped sides and arced around the inside of her forearm.
Kira felt no heat; it was as if the laser didnโt exist.
What the xeno was doing wasnโt impossible. It was just very difficult. Plenty of materials could bend light. They were used in numerous applications. The invisibility cloak she and her friends had played with when they were kids was a perfect example. However, to detect the exact wavelength of the laser and then manufacture a coating that could redirect it, and all in a tiny fraction of a second, was no mean feat. Not even the Leagueโs most advanced assemblers could pull that off.
Once again Kira revised upward her estimate of the xenoโs abilities.
The beam vanished. Carr scowled and scratched his mustache. A young manโan ensign, she thoughtโapproached the doctor, said something. The doctor turned and seemed to shout at him; the ensign flinched and then saluted and gave a quick answer.
Kira started to lower her arm. โStay,โ said the doctor.
She resumed her position.
The robot settled over a spot a few centimeters below her elbow.
Aย popย rang out, nearly as loud as a gunshot, and Kira yelped. It felt as if sheโd been jabbed with a red-hot spike. She yanked her arm back and clapped a hand over the wound. Between her fingers, she saw a hole as big around as her pinkie.
The sight shocked her. Out of everything theyโd tried, the laser blast was the first to actually hurt the suit.
Her astonishment was nearly enough to override the pain. She bent over, grimacing as she waited for the initial surge to wear off.
After a few seconds, she glanced back at her arm; the suit was flowing into the hole, the fibers reaching out and grasping each other, tentacle-like. They closed over the wound, and within moments, her arm looked and felt the same as before. So the organismย couldย still move.
Kira let out her breath in a ragged flow. Had it been the suitโs pain she felt or her own?
โAgain,โ Carr said.
Setting her jaw, Kira held out her arm, hand clenched in a fist. If they could cut through the suit, perhaps they could force it to retreat.
โDo it,โ she said.
Pop.
A spark and a small puff of vapor erupted from the wall as a pin-sized hole appeared in the metal plating. She frowned. The suit had already adapted to the laserโs frequency.
With hardly any pause:
Pop.
More pain. โDammit!โ She grabbed her arm and pressed it against her stomach, lips pulled tight against her teeth.
โDonโt fucking move, Navรกrez.โ
She gave herself several breaths and then resumed position.
Three more spikes drove through her skin in quick succession. Her whole arm was on fire. Carr must have figured out how to shift the laserโs frequency in a way to bypass the suitโs defenses. Elated, Kira opened her mouth to say something to himโ
Pop.
Kira flinched. She couldnโt help it. Okay, Carr had had his fun. Time to stop. She started to draw her arm back, but the second S-PAC spun around and grabbed her wrist with its manipulator.
โHey!โ
Pop.
Another blackened crater appeared on her forearm. Kira snarled and tugged against the robot. It refused to budge.
โStop it!โ she shouted at the doctor. โThatโs enough!โ
He glanced at her and then returned to studying something on a monitor below the edge of the mirror-window.
Pop.
A new crater appeared in the same spot as the last one, which was already filling in. The blast drilled even farther into her arm, burning through skin and muscle.
โStop!โ she shouted, but Carr didnโt respond.
Pop.
A third crater overlapping. Panicked, Kira grabbed the S-PAC holding her and yanked, throwing all her weight backwards. It shouldnโt have made any differenceโthe machines were large and well-builtโbut the joint behind the S-PACโs manipulator snapped, and the manipulator broke free with a spray of hydraulic fluid.
Surprised, Kira stared for a moment. Then she pried the manipulator off her wrist, and it fell to the floor with a solidย bang.
Carr stood watching with a frozen expression. โWeโre done here,โ said Kira.