Naomi
โSurprise!โ Stef said as he pulled into a parking space directly in front of Whiskey Clipper.
Uh-oh.
โWhat are we doing here?โ I asked. โBack-to-school hair,โ Stef said.
โSeriously?โ Waylay asked, biting her lip. She couldnโt quite pull off the bored pre-teen vibe, and I knew it was going to be a good idea, even if it meant braving a run-in with Knox.
โDeadly, darling,โ Stef said, hopping out from behind the wheel of his spiffy little Porsche SUV. He opened the back door for her. โFirst day of school is a fresh start for everyone. And from the reviews, this isย theย place for hair.โ
I climbed out and joined them on the sidewalk.
Stef slung an arm around both of us. โFirst hair. Then lunch. Then nails.
Then fashion show for first-day outfits.โ I grinned. โOutfits?โ
โYouโre walking Way to the bus. You need something that says โresponsible yet hot aunt.โโ
Waylay giggled. โMost moms just show up in pajamas or in sweaty workout stuff.โ
โExactly. We need to make a statement that the Witt women are fierce and fashionable.โ
I rolled my eyes.
Stef caught me and crossed his arms in impatience. โWhat have I always told you, Naomi? And you listen to this too, Way.โ
โWhen you look good, you feel good,โ I recited. โGood girl. Now get your cute little asses in there.โ
The interior of Whiskey Clipper was cooler than any salon Iโd ever set foot in. Instead of the muted pastels and spa music typical in most hair establishments, here it was brick walls and โ70s rock. Black-and-white photos of Knockemout in the early part of the 20th century hung in stylish gallery frames. One entire wall was dominated by a bar of decanters and bottles of whiskey. Exotic flower arrangements occupied the low, curved front desk and the whiskey bar.
The waiting area looked more like a VIP lounge with its leather couches and glass side tables. The concrete floor was covered with a faux cowhide rug.
It felt cool, a little steam-punky. And a lot expensive.
I turned to my friend and lowered my voice. โStef, I know you were being nice, but moneyโโ
โShut your stupid beautiful face, Witty. This is on me.โ
He held up a hand when I opened my mouth to argue. โI didnโt get you a wedding present.โ
โWhy not?โ
He looked at me dryly for a long beat. โRight. Of course you predicted it.โ
โLook, youโre getting your โmy fiancรฉ likes my hair longโ shit cut into somethingย youย love. And that adorable smartass niece of ours is getting a style that is going to be more interesting to those little fuckers in the sixth grade.โ
โYouโre impossible to argue with, you know that?โ
โYou might as well save your energy and quit trying.โ
โHello, ladies and gentleman,โ Jeremiah called from a station with an ornate mirror and a scarlet cape draped over the chair. โWhoโs ready to change their lives today?โ
Waylay sidled up to me. โIs he serious?โ
Stef took her by the shoulders. โListen, shorty. Youโve never experienced the miracle of the kind of haircut that is so good it parts the clouds and makes the angels sing. Youโre in for a treat today.โ
โWhat if I donโt like it?โ she whispered.
โIf you donโt like it, our next stop will be Target, and Iโll buy you every hair accessory in existence until we find the perfect way to style your new hair.โ
โYour hair is yours. You get to decide what to do with it,โ I assured her. โYou get to decide how you show up in this world. No one else gets to
dictate to you who you are,โ Stef said.
I knew he was saying it for Waylayโs benefit, but the truth resonated deep down inside me too. Iโd lost myself while trying to convince someone else that I was what he wanted. Iโd forgotten who I was because Iโd let someone else take over the definition.
โOkay,โ Waylay said. โBut if I hate it, Iโm going to blame you guys.โ โLetโs do this,โ I said with conviction.
โThere she is,โ Stef said, booping my nose and then Waylayโs. โNow, letโs get started.โ He made a beeline for Jeremiah.
โYour friend is weird,โ Waylay whispered. โI know.โ
โI kinda like him.โ โYeah. Me too.โ
MAYBE IT WASย the second glass of champagne Jeremiah poured for me. Or maybe it was the fact that having a manโs fingers massaging my scalp and playing with my hair was a long-forgotten delight. But whatever the reason, I felt relaxed for the first time inโฆ I couldnโt count backwards that far.
It wasnโt that I didnโt have things to worry about. There were plenty of those looming. Like the guardianship. And money. And the fact that I still hadnโt told my parents about their granddaughter.
But right now, I had a gorgeous manโs hands rubbing delicious circles into my scalp, a glass full of bubbles, and a niece who couldnโt stop giggling over whatever Stasia was saying to her while they worked on temporary lowlights.
Stef and Jeremiah were deep in conversation about hair textures and product. I wondered if I was imagining the hint of spark between the two. The lingering smiles, the long flirtatious glances.
It had been a while since Stef had been in anything resembling a relationship, and the gorgeous, talented Jeremiah was definitely his kind of catnip.
I heard the roar of a motorcycle out on the street. The engine revved once before cutting off abruptly. A few seconds later, the front door opened.
โHey, boss,โ Stasia called out.
My bubble of bliss popped.
The responding grunt had my heart trying to flutter its way out of my chest like an anxiety-ridden butterfly trapped in a glass jar.
โStay,โ Jeremiah said firmly, pressing a hand to my shoulder. I couldnโt see Knox. But I could feel his presence.
โKnox,โ Stef drawled.
โStef.โ I opened my eyes, wondering when the two of them had gotten on a grudging first-name basis.
โHey, Way,โ Knox said, his voice a little softer. โHi,โ she chirped.
I heard the approach of his boots, and every muscle in my body went rigid. No woman looked good with wet hair in a salon chair. Not that I was going for alluring or anything. Although I was wearing the underwear heโd bought me.
โNaomi,โ he rasped.
What was it about my name from that mouth that made my nether regions feel like they were being electrocuted? In a super s*xy, fun way.
โKnox,โ I managed to choke out.
โYour face is red,โ Jeremiah noted. โIs the water too hot?โ Stef snickered.
I swear to God I could hear a smugness in the steady clomp of boots as they slowly retreated to the back of the shop.
Way to be cool, me.
Stef let out a low whistle from the barber chair he was occupying. โSpaaaaarks,โ he sang quietly.
I raised my head out of the sink, sending a tidal wave of water over the lip of the bowl. โWhat is the matter with you?โ I hissed. โShut. Up.โ
He raised his palms in surrender. โFine. Sorry.โ
As Jeremiah gently stuffed me back into the sink, I fumed. I didnโt want or need sparks and I certainly didnโt want or need anyone else calling attention to them.
Jeremiah wrapped a towel around my sodden hair and led me back to his station. Waylay was in the chair behind me, discussing cut and style options with Stasia and Stef.
โSo. How do we feel about getting rid of some dead weight?โ Jeremiah asked, holding my gaze in the mirror. He hefted the bulk of my damp hair in one hand and held it above my shoulders.
โWe feel really good about that,โ I decided.
I WASย mid-second-thought panic as Jeremiah aggressively snipped his way through my long hair when Knox returned with a cup of coffee and some kind of short, leather apron over his worn jeans. With his tattoo-adorned arms, the ruthlessly trimmed beard, and those scarred motorcycle boots, he looked like the definition of a man.
Our eyes locked in the mirror, and my breath caught in my throat.
After a too-long beat, Knox whistled and hooked his thumb at the client in the waiting area. The man hefted his tall frame out of the chair and lumbered back.
โHowโs it going, Aunt Naomi?โ Waylay called from behind me. โStill look like a wet mop?โ
Kids were jerks.
โSheโs being transformed as we speak,โ Jeremiah promised, sliding his long fingers through my significantly shorter hair. I choked back a purr.
โHowโs your hair?โ I asked my niece. โBlue. I like it.โ
She said it with a mix of reverence and excitement that had me smiling. I gave up worrying about whether or not I was overcompensating and turning Waylay into an entitled brat and decided to just go with it.
โHow blue? Like Smurfette blue?โ โWhoโs Smurfette?โ Waylay asked.
โWhoโs Smurfette?โ Stasia scoffed. I heard her rummaging through her pockets and then the telltale sound of the Smurf theme song coming from a phone. โThatโs Smurfette.โ
โWish my hair was as long as hers,โ Waylay said wistfully.
โYou cut it pretty short before you came in here. But itโll grow,โ Stasia told her with confidence.
Waylay was silent for a moment, and I craned my neck for a glimpse of her in the mirror. โI didnโt cut it,โ she said, eyes meeting mine.
โWhatโs that, sweetheart?โ Stasia asked.
โI didnโt cut it,โ Waylay said again. โMy mom did. As a punishment. Couldnโt ground me โcause she was never around. So she chopped off my hair.โ
โThat fucking bโouch!โ
I kicked Stef then spun my chair around.
Waylay shrugged at the suddenly silent adults around her. โIt wasnโt a big deal.โ
Thatโs what sheโd told herself. I remembered the tidy bins of hair accessories in her old bedroom. Tina had taken something from her, something sheโd taken pride in.
Stef and Stasia looked to me, and I searched for the right words to make this okay.
But someone beat me to it.
Knox dropped the razor on a metal tray with a clang and crossed to Waylayโs chair. โYou get that that was a dick move, right?โ
โKnox, language,โ I hissed.
He ignored me. โWhat your mom did was born out of a place of unhappiness and meanness inside her. It had nothing to do with you. You didnโt cause it or deserve it. She was just being an asshole, yeah?โ
Waylayโs eyes narrowed as if she were waiting for the punchline. โYeah?โ she said tentatively.
He nodded briskly. โGood. I donโt know why your mom does the things she does. I donโt really want to know. Somethingโs broke inside her, and that makes her treat others like shit. Got it?โ
Waylay nodded again.
โYour Aunt Naomi over there isnโt like that. Sheโs not broken. Sheโll probably still fuck up now and then, but thatโs cause sheโs human, not broken. Which is why when you mess upโand you will cause youโre human tooโthere has to be a consequence. It wonโt be cutting your hair or not making you dinner. Itโll be boring shit like chores and grounding and no TV. Got it?โ
โI got it,โ she said quietly.
โFrom here on out, if anyone says they have a right to decide what to do with your body, kid, you kick โem in the ass, then come find me,โ Knox told her.
Well, hell.ย The manโs hotness had just escalated into underwear melting territory.
โAnd me,โ Stef agreed.
Jeremiah gave her a level look. โMe too.โ
Waylayโs lips quirked and she was having a hard time keeping her smile under wraps. I, on the other hand, suddenly felt a little damp in the eyeย andย underwear areas.
โThen when theyโre done kicking ass, you come find me,โ Stasia said. โAnd me. But preferably me first before anyone goes to jail,โ I added. โParty pooper,โ Jeremiah teased.
โYou got it, Way?โ Knox pressed.
The tiniest of smiles played on her lips. โYeah. I got it,โ she said.
โIn that case, letโs get back to giving you the best haircut in the world,โ Stasia said with extra cheer.
My phone buzzed in my lap, and I glanced at the screen.
Stef: Told you your sister was a gigantic waste of DNA.
I sighed and tossed him a glare, then typed.
Me: Iโm first in line for face punching when she turns up. Stef: Good girl. Also, I added a bikini wax to your mani-pedi. Me: Mean! Why?
Stef: Growly Tattoo Guy deserves to get laid after that speech. Also, Jer is fifty shades of gorgeous.
โAgree on both counts,โ Jeremiah said from where he was reading over my shoulder.
Stef laughed while I turned six shades of scarlet. โWhat are you agreeing to?โ Knox demanded.
I clutched my phone to my chest and spun myself around to face the mirror. โNothing. No one is agreeing to anything,โ I said sharply.
โFace is burning up, Daisy,โ Knox observed.
I considered crawling under my cape like a turtle and hiding there for the rest of my life. But then Jeremiah put his magic hands in my hair and did something lovely to my scalp, and I began to relax against my will.
Everyone went back to other conversations while I snuck surreptitious glances in Knoxโs direction.
Not only had the man just given a little girl a hero, he also appeared to be a competent barber. Iโd never considered haircuts s*xy until this moment as Knox, arm muscles flexing, trimmed and shaped his clientโs thick, dark hair.
Lots of mundane things were s*xy when Knox Morgan was doing them. โReady for the razor?โ he asked gruffly.
โYou know it,โ the man mumbled from under the hot towel on his face.
I watched in fascination as Knox got to work with a straight razor and a sweet-smelling shaving cream on his friendโs face.
It felt more relaxing than all those pressure washing videos Iโd binged while planning the wedding. Straight clean lines leaving behind nothing but smooth shine.
โYou really should think about it,โ Jeremiah whispered as he liberated a curling iron from a tool organizer.
โThink about what?โ
He caught my eye in the mirror and tilted his head in Knoxโs direction. โHard pass.โ
โSelf-care maintenance,โ he said. โI beg your pardon?โ
โSome women get manicures. Some get massages or go for therapy. Some hit the gym or their favorite bottle of Shiraz. But the best self-care maintenance, in my opinion, is regular, earth-shattering orgasms.โ
This time I felt even the tips of my ears go pink.
โI just ran away from a groom and a wedding. I think my tank is topped off for a while,โ I whispered.
Jeremiah deftly worked his way through my hair with the barrel of the iron. โSuit yourself. But donโt you dare waste this style.โ
With a flourish, he whipped the cape from me and pointed at my reflection.
โHoly shโcrap.โ I leaned in, shoving my fingers into the touchable chin-length bob. My dark brown hair now had russet highlights and curled in what I liked to call โs*x waves.โ
Stef let out a wolf whistle. โDamn, Nomi.โ
Iโd spent two years growing my hair out for the perfect wedding updo because Warner liked long hair. Two years planning a wedding that didnโt happen. Two years wasted, when I could have looked like this. Confident. Stylish. S*xy as hell. Even my eyes looked brighter, my smile bigger.
Warner Dennison III was officially done taking things from me.
โWhat do you think, Aunt Naomi?โ Waylay asked. She stepped in front of me. Her blonde hair was cut short with a sweep of sleek bangs over one eye. A subtle blue teased through from the bottom layers.
โYou look like youโre sixteen,โ I groaned.
Waylay gave her hair an experimental toss. โI like it.โ โI love it,โ I assured her.
โAnd with a sassy new cut, weโll be able to coax some length out of your hair if you want to grow it long again,โ Stasia told her.
She tucked a strand behind her ear and looked at me. โMaybe short hair isnโt so bad after all.โ
โStasia, Jeremiah, youโre miracle workers,โ Stef said, pulling cash out of his wallet and pressing it into their hands.
โThank you,โ I said, offering first Stasia and then Jeremiah a hug. Knoxโs eyes met mine in the mirror over Jeremiahโs shoulder. I released him and looked away. โSeriously. This was amazing.โ
โWhere are we going now?โ Waylay wanted to know, still staring at herself in the mirror with that tiny smile on her lips.
โNails,โ Stef said. โYour auntโs hands look like talons.โ
I felt the weight of cool blue-gray eyes on me and looked up. Knox watched me with an unreadable expression. I couldnโt tell if he was smoldering or pissed off. โSee ya around, boss.โ
I carried the weight of his attention with me as I strutted for the door.
DEAR MOM AND DAD,
I hope youโre having the best time on your cruise! I canโt believe three weeks is almost up.
Things here are good. I have some news for you. Actually, itโs really Tinaโs news. Okay. Here goes. Tina has a daughter. Which means you have a granddaughter. Her name is Waylay. Sheโs eleven years old and Iโm watching her for Tina for a while.
Sheโs really great.
Call me when you get home and Iโll tell you the whole story. Maybe Waylay and I can drive up for a weekend so you can meet her.
Love, Naomi