Lina
Knockemoutโs gym was like the rest of town: a little rough around the edges and a lot interesting. It was a long, low metal building with a gravel parking lot. At 7:00 a.m., it was respectably full of
motorcycles, minivans, and luxury SUVs.
Iโd spent a good portion of the night tossing and turning, thinking about Nashโs proposition. I wasnโt used to a man getting under my skin or into my head like that. I hoped a good workout would help me shake out the obsessive rumination about exactly how close Nash wanted to get to me. Or how close I was willing to let him.
I was tempted.ย Veryย tempted. It was exactly the kind of rush the old me would have jumped at. But wasnโt it time to break old patterns? To learn to make better choices?
Besides, if I let the man into my bed, heโd want to get close. And close meant Iโd run the risk of Nash discovering my practically insignificant omission of the truth, which he would definitely view as an act of war. And this was why I didnโt do things that remotely resembled relationships.
So what if his hands on me made me feel melty and decadent like a gourmet grilled cheese? This was one challenge I didnโt need to meet. One mystery that didnโt need solving. The smart thing would be to avoid him. Just stay out of his way, get the job done, and be on my way.
Inside, the music was hard-driving classic rock instead of the usual peppy pop mix most gyms preferred. There were no tanning beds or massage chairs, just rows of machines, free weights, and sweaty people.
โYou new?โ The girl behind the corrugated metal front desk had a nose piercing, a neck tattoo, and the body of a yoga goddess.
โYeah. Iโm meeting Mrs. Tweedy and her friends.โ
She flashed a quick grin. โHave fun with that. And definitely sign this.โ She slid a clipboard with a waiver toward me.
Wondering just how bad a workout with septuagenarians could possibly be, I scrawled my name at the bottom and handed it back.
โTry not to hurt yourself keeping up,โ she warned. โLocker rooms are behind me. Your crew is down there.โ She pointed toward the far end of the gym.
โThanks,โ I said and headed in that direction.
The center of the space was occupied by a few dozen cardio machines. Treadmills, ellipticals, rowing machines, bikes. There was a large studio in the back where some kind of boot camp class was in progress. Someone was throwing up in a trash can and another person was lying flat on their back with a towel over their face while the instructor led the rest of the class through an excessive number of burpees.
The crowd was a melting pot of horse people in their Lululemon and high-tech gadget watches mixed with the biker crowd flexing their tattoos in ripped tank tops and bandannas. Running full out on neighboring treadmills were a lean twentysomething white guy in head-to-toe Under Armour and a Black woman with silver box braids and a Harley tank top that had seen its own mileage. His face was contorted from effort. She was grinning.
Agatha and Blaze, middle-aged biker babe lesbians who frequented Knoxโs Honky Tonk, threw me a salute from their side-by-side stair- climbers.
โLina!โ
Mrs. Tweedy waved from the free weights section. The half dozen elderly folks in matching track suits behind her eyed me as I approached.
โMorning,โ I said.
โGang, this is my new neighbor and bestie, Lina. Lina, this is the gang,โ she said.
โHi, Lina,โ they said as one.
โHi, gang.โ They were a motley crew if Iโd ever seen one. Best guess, their ages ranged from midsixties to eighties. There were wrinkles and gray hair but also muscles and top-of-the-line athletic shoes.
โYou ready to work?โ Mrs. Tweedy twanged.
โSure.โ Iโd stuck mostly to running since arriving in town. A nice, easy weight workout would be a good way to ease back into strength training.
โDonโt start without me!โ Stef jogged up in designer gym threads. โWe meet again,โ I said to him.
โAbout time, Steffy,โ the woman on Mrs. Tweedyโs right said. Her jet- black hair was streaked with silver, and her T-shirt said MYย WARM-UPย ISย YOURย WORKOUT.
โI was in the parking lot giving myself a pep talk,โ he said. He looked at me. โYou sure youโre up for this?โ
I scoffed. โI run five miles a day. I think I can keep up.โ
Mrs. Tweedy clapped her hands. โLetโs get these old bones warmed up, yโall.โ
โOh God. Iโm dying. Save yourself. Go on without me,โ I begged
Stef.
He reached down and hauled me off the long strip of mat that ran along one wall of the gym. My knees buckled. I was a dehydrated husk of a human being. My muscles were too weak to hold me up. Miraculously, my heart had stayed in the safe zone through the workout from hell, but the rest of my body had given up.
โPull yourself together, woman. If you quit now, theyโll never let you forget it,โ Stef wheezed. Sweat dripped off his chin. His usually perfectly styled hair stood up in damp black tufts all over his head.
I sucked in a breath. โI donโt understand how a seventy-year-old can go so hard on the battle ropes. Does that mustache give him superpowers?โ
Stef squeezed his water bottle over his face. โVernon was a Marine. Retirement bored him so he took up training for Iron Man events. Heโs not human.โ
I leaned against the wall next to the water fountain and used the hem of my tank to wipe the sweat out of my eyes. โWhat about Mrs. Bannerjee?
She just dead-lifted two hundred pounds.ย Eightย times.โ
โAditi started lifting weights in her fifties. She has three decades of experience.โ
โLetโs go! You can rest when youโre dead,โ Mrs. Tweedy bellowed. โI canโt do it,โ I moaned.
Stef put his hands on my shoulders, but the sweat made me too slippery too hold on to. He gave up and leaned against the wall next to me. โListen to me. Weย canย do this. Weย willย do this. And when weโre done, weโll go to Cafรฉ Rev, order Red Line Lattes, and eat our weight in pastry.โ
โI need more motivation than pastry.โ
โShit.โ He pushed away from the wall and faced me, looking ill.
โShit what? Did they just add more wall balls? I hit myself in the face last round.โ Wall balls were a special kind of hell that involved squatting with a heavy exercise ball and then explosively launching out of the squat to throw the ball several feet above your head. They were worse than burpees. I hated them.
Stef shoved both hands through his hair, then with a grimace wiped his palms on his shorts. โHow do I look?โ
โLike you were just dragged into the deep end of the pool by handsy mermen.โ
โDamn it!โ
โBut in a totally handsome, Henry Golding kind of way,โ I amended. โMaybe I should take off my shirt?โ
โWhatโs happening right now?โ I demanded, snatching the water bottle out of his hands and aiming for my mouth.
โJeremiah just strutted his fine ass in here to do bicep curls.โ
I didnโt stop sucking down water, but I did peer over Stefโs shoulder. The gorgeous barber wasnโt hard to spot, curling forty-fives in front of the mirrorโฆnext to Nash Morgan.
I choked and nearly drowned.
โShit!โ I yanked off my headband and soaked it with water before putting it back on.
Stef elbowed me. โExcuse me! You canโt have him. Heโs mine. If I ever get up the nerve to actually ask him out.โ
โIโm not โshittingโ about Jeremiah, dummy. Iโm shitting about Nash โDat Assโ Morgan,โ I hissed.
A flutter in my chest had me glancing down at my watch. My heart was steadily thumping along. Now the flutter was moving into my stomach. Apparently this wasnโt a structural defect. This was worse.
Stef glanced over his shoulder, then whipped his head back in my direction, sending a shower of sweat in all directions. โSomebodyโs got a crush,โ he sang.
โFirst of all, gross. I have your sweat in my eyes. Second, itโs not a crush,โ I argued. โItโsโฆan awareness.โ
My awareness went into roller-coaster-plummet mode when Nashโs gaze locked on me as he stood over a bar loaded with weight plates. There was nothing friendly about the way his eyes roamed me. It was all hunger.
This time, my knees buckling had nothing to do with muscle fatigue. โNo offense, but arenโt you supposed to be some kind of edgy badass?โ
Stef asked.
I tore my eyeballs away from the smoldering chief of police. โHuh?โ โIโll admit, Studly Do-Right looks like he wants to walk over here, strip
you naked, and bend you over a weight bench.โ My core clenched in involuntarily need.
โBut I thought you were a play-it-cool-make-โem-beg type.โ
There was nothing cool about the way I reacted to Nash Morgan. It was molten hot need laced with icy licks of fear. โI canโt believe Iโm saying this, but apparently some men make playing it cool impossible,โ I admitted.
โYou two gonna run your mouths all day or you gonna finish this set?โ Mrs. Tweedy hollered. โDonโt make me add more wall balls!โ
โAnd now everyoneโs looking at us,โ Stef muttered. Everyone including Jeremiah and Nash.
I squared my shoulders. โWe have to do this.โ โAnd we have to do it sexy.โ
โYou might as well take your shirt off then,โ I said.
โSame goes. Maybe theyโll be so hypnotized by my pecs and your tits they wonโt notice when we go into cardiac arrest.โ
โLetโs try to avoid that part,โ I suggested. โI canโt promise anything.โ
โLetโs go, kids!โ Vernon called.
โLast set, best set,โ Mrs. Tweedy shouted.
Stef gritted his teeth. โCome on. Letโs strip and sexy walk.โ
Drink.”
My eyes fluttered open, and I found myself staring up into the startling blue of Nashโs eyes. He held a water bottle in front of my face.
I was too tired and thirsty to take offense at being commanded.
I worked my way into a seated position. Nash was crouched down next to me, a sheen of sweat making his skin glisten and his T-shirt cling to his chest. Behind him, Jeremiah stood, looking amused.
I kicked Stefโs leg.
โLeave me alone to die, woman,โ he muttered, facedown on the mat next to me.
I kicked him again, harder this time. โWe canโt die in front of witnesses.โ
He lifted his upper body off the rubber and blinked at our audience. โNeed a hand?โ Jeremiah asked Stef.
I scraped up enough energy to smirk as my workout buddyโs crush helped him to his feet.
โIโm impressed,โ Nash said as I finally gulped down the offered water. โNo one survives their first Sweating with the Oldies workout.โ
โI wouldnโt say I survived,โ I croaked.
โYou got that last rep in,โ he insisted. โIt counts.โ
โAnd had to dry heave into the trash can.โ
His mouth softened with one of those almost smiles that ignited a wild fluttering in my belly. โStill counts.โ
โTheyโre superhuman. Every single one of them.โ
โThat they are,โ he agreed.
I noticed some of the gym-goers noticing us. โEither Iโm topless, or youโre walking around bottomless to warrant this kind of attention.โ
He glanced up and around, then grimaced. โSmall town. There hasnโt been much to gossip about lately.โ
โBesides their chief getting shot, two citizens being abducted and rescued, and a U.S. marshal lurking around town. Whereโs your shadow with a badge anyway?โ
Nash hooked a thumb over his shoulder to where Nolan was sweating profusely on a stationary bike, looking both annoyed and bored.
โJust another day in Knockemout,โ Nash said, offering me his hand. I took it, and he pulled me to my feet.
My muscles sang with a mix of post-workout exhaustion and elation. โIf youโre wanting an answer about your offerโโ I began.
But he cut me off with a shake of his head. โIโd rather you think about it a little longer than just one night. Itโs a big ask. Iโve got a smaller favor I need you to say yes to first.โ
โWhatโs that?โ
โMind watching Piper for me tonight? I havenโt left her alone for longer than a few minutes.โ
โSure.โ
โI wonโt be too late,โ he promised.
I would not ask him what his plans were. And I definitely wouldnโt ask him if it was a date.
โIโm going for drinks with Knox and Lucian,โ he said, reading my mind.
The ladies of the town would be all aflutter over that kind of sexy lineup of hotness, I guessed.
โYeah. No problem,โ I assured him, pretending I didnโt feel a stupid sense of relief that it was only a guysโ night out.
He dipped his head toward me in that sexy, intimate way of his. My pulse quickened. So did the woman on the treadmill behind us. She shot me a rueful grin and a shrug when she recovered.
Nash Morgan was a danger to women everywhere.
โAppreciate it. Iโll drop her off a little before nine,โ he said.
I vowed to be showered, made up, and wearing something that wasnโt soaked in sweat. If I could make my legs work by then. โOkay.โ
He checked his watch. โIโve gotta go. I promised Liza J Iโd clean the gutters today.โ
โHere.โ I held out his tumbler.
โHang on to it. I know where you live.โ
โThanks,โ I croaked.
โSee you later, Angelina.โ He gave me a goosebump-inducing once-over before turning to leave.
โNash?โ
He stopped and turned.
Glancing around at our not-so-subtle audience, I closed the distance between us with the sexiest limp I could muster. โExactly how much of me do you want?โ
Those blue eyes turned to icy fire. โThe gentlemanly answer would be as much as youโre willing to give.โ
โAnd youโre a gentleman?โ
โI used to be.โ Then he lifted his chin. โDrink more water and donโt forget to stretch, or youโll regret it tomorrow.โ
It was a good thing my face was already on fire from exertion.
He flashed me a wink and the ghost of a grin before heading for the locker room. I watched him go. So did the rest of the female population of the gym and a handful of the men too.
Nolan got up and wiped down his bike. He threw me a little salute before following Nash.
Stef appeared next to me. โStill up for coffee and carbs?โ He had a goofy grin on his face.
โGod, yes. Why do you look so happy? Are you delirious?โ
โI think so. Jeremiah gave me a sweat towel.โ
โNash gave me his water. Are we as pathetic as I think we are?โ
โOh, much worse,โ Stef insisted.
Vernon clapped me on the shoulder on his way to the treadmills. โWay not to suck too bad out there.โ
โThanks,โ I said.
โYou did well,โ Aditi said.
โIf youโre up for it, tomorrow is chest and back day,โ Mrs. Tweedy offered.
โDonโt you dare say yes, or Iโll have to come too. And I need three days to recover,โ Stef whispered.
My laugh was a barely audible wheeze.
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