ALIZEH STARED, WONDERINGLY, AT THEย piece of bread she was holding, turning it over in her hands. Cyrus had earlier ripped in half a larger round, and the share she held was, as a result, an unconventional shape, something like a crescent moon.
It was still warm, too.
Theyโd been walking past a bakery when Alizeh had smelled the familiar scent, and after sheโd commented aloud that in her life sheโd only ever walked past bakeries, never stepping inside of one, Cyrus had expressed surprise. Heโd asked her why sheโd never been inside of a bakery, for โsurely Ardunia was not so pathetic an empire as to lack such establishments,โ to which sheโd responded that Ardunia was โquite thick with bakeries, thank you very much,โ it was only that sheโd never had the time to visit one, for sheโd always worked, at minimum, twelve-hour shifts, though even if sheโd had the time, sheโd reasoned, sheโd โinvariably lacked the money to purchase anything from such a place,โ and as a result hadnโt seen the point in torturing herself with even the possibility of such decadenceโ
Cyrus had abruptly taken her by the arm then, given her a strange look, and guided her toward the shop in question, into which they disappeared for a wondrous few moments, and emerged, shortly thereafter, with bread.
Bread that Cyrus had purchased for her.
Sheโd not thought theyโd actually buy anything, not only because Alizeh had no money but because in all her life no one but her parents had ever bought her anything. The entire experience of being out with Cyrus, from the moment theyโd said goodbye to a smug Sarraโwhoโd seen their clasped hands and given Alizeh a sly, encouraging nodโto the current moment they
occupied now, had been so unfamiliar and strange that Alizeh hardly knew what to do with herself. If she tried to think about it all in full, she thought her head might fall off.
For now, she focused on the bread.
With a bit of guidance from her unlikelyโand surprisingly patientโ companion, Alizeh had chosen a small, humble disk of the baked good. It was fairly thin, visibly hand-kneaded, and had been sprinkled generously with sesame seeds. It was brown and crispy on the outside, butโshe poked its insides now with one fingerโlight and springy within. This accomplishment struck her as functionally impossible.
โDid they make this with magic?โ she asked Cyrus, still poking the soft interior. There were many little holes inside and she couldnโt imagine how someone mightโve scooped out bits of dough from the middle without disturbing the perfect, crunchy shell.
Cyrus, who was actually eating his piece of bread, was still chewing when he looked over at her, staring at her now like she might be touched in the head.
He swallowed. โPlease tell me youโre joking.โ
โWell, if youโre going to be rude about it,โ she said. โIโll just keep my questions to myself.โ
โAlizeh.โ
She pretended not to hear him.
Instead, she picked cautiously at the crust, attempting to break the shell away to fully expose the soft, spongey inside. She crunched on a piece of the crust first, her voracious senses savoring the mild taste and crisp texture, and then bit into the pillowy middle, which wasโshe raised her eyebrows
โsurprisingly chewy.
Alizeh decided she liked bread very much.
They were wandering down a bright, delightful avenue finished with gleaming ivory pavers, the street hemmed in on either side by colorful shops of all kinds. Alizeh had already looked around a great deal, but just then she was lookingย upย as they strolled, mesmerized by the majesty of the stratospheric ceiling above them, and which was not a ceiling at all, but an unfathomable number of wisteria vines stretched across the width of the road, crisscrossing from the top of one building to another. The purple flowers, Cyrus had explained, had been bewitched to bloom in perpetuity. They hung in astonishing masses from on high like ripe, decadent grapes,
their otherworldly, honeyed scent infusing the air around them while loose, fallen petals decorated all in a surreal confetti. Occasionally a strong gust of wind blew through and shook the vines, resulting in a soft shower of wisteria petals, the sight and smell of which were so heavenlyโso overwhelmingly beautifulโthat Alizeh thought she might lie down in the middle of the road and happily die of delight.
โAlizeh,โ Cyrus said again.
โHmm?โ She was still staring at the flowers, picking apart her bread methodically.
โWhat are you doing?โ he said, audibly frustrated. โThe crust is not a skin. You donโt have to peel it off to eat the insides.โ
โI wasnโt peeling it,โ she scoffed, finally turning to look at him. โI was studying it. Iย wasย wondering, thoughโ Could you tell me how the bakers poked all these little holes in the middle without breaking the shell? It seems terribly clever.โ
Cyrus came to a sudden stop. โMy word,โ he breathed. โHave you never eaten bread before?โ
She frowned. โOf course I have.โ
โYou havenโt, have you? Youโve never eaten bread before.โ
โNot true,โ she said, pointing a finger. โOnce, in one of my previous positions working in a big house, I was clearing away the dishes in the breakfast room, and there was still so much food untouchedโan entire tray of perfectly good toast, can you imagine?โand I was so curious I actually took a small bite.โ
Cyrus only stared at her. โWhen was this?โ โA couple of years ago.โ
He searched the skies then as if for strength, and turned back to her with a sigh. โOnce, a couple ofย yearsย ago, you had a single bite of toast? Thatโs it?โ
โWell, I couldnโt bring myself to do it again,โ she said, worrying her lip. โOne of the other servants saw me do the shameful deed and snitched straightaway to the housekeeper, who promptly dismissed me from my position. I tried to point out that Iโd not beenย stealing, as sheโd so unfairly described it, for weโd been ordered to toss all the bread straight into the trash, which seemed to me a shocking wasteโโ
โHeavens, Alizeh.โ Cyrus had gone completely slack. โYou might be the strangest girl Iโve ever met in all my life.โ
โAre you insulting me?โ โWithout question.โ
She shot him a dirty look, but Cyrus only laughed.
Just then came a series of shouts; a team of men were unrolling a massive rug from a high balcony, the intricate piece unfurling in the sun like a newborn leaf. Suspended only by their efforts, it hung in the wind like a magnificent flag, its silk threads shimmering as one of them shouted rather aggressively from the balustrade about good prices and discounted delivery.
Despite her irritation, Alizeh smiled.
There were aspects of Tulanโs royal cityโMesti, Cyrus had called itโ that reminded her very much of Setar, but there were rather glaring differences between them, too.
First, they spoke a duo of languages in equal measure here. Tulan was positioned just beyond Fesht province, the southernmost territory of Ardunia, and as a result thereโd been quite a bit of blending along borders; the Tulanian people spoke Feshtoonย andย Ardanzโthough Alizeh occasionally thought she heard people speaking a third, unofficial dialect that sounded like a slapdash mix of both.
Second, and most obvious: while both royal cities were stunning feats of color and architecture, only one had been built with an abundance of magic. Tulan being but a fraction the size of Ardunia, its royal city was a great deal smaller, giving it a cozier quality where every inch felt cleaner, more closely cared for, and delicately enchanted. Alizeh had been taking it all in with the enthusiasm of an ingenue, absorbing the life and bustle of the atmosphere not unlike a child discovering wind for the first time.
โWhat other essential things must I know about you?โ Cyrus was saying. โHave you never had a glass of milk, for example? Have you never eaten a piece of cake? Do you need me to teach you how to use a knife and fork?โ
Alizeh felt her face heat at that last question, for sheโd almost certainly require such lessons. Sheโd only ever fumbled poorly with utensils, because sheโd never had any use for them. As a servant sheโd tried, on many occasions, to familiarize herself with their many uses, but whenever she lingered too long watching people eat, she was either punished or sacked.
โYou,โ she said finally, turning away to hide her embarrassment, โare being intentionally mean. You know full well that Iโm not like you, that I
donโt need to eat food to surviveโโ
โOh, donโt you dare blame your strangeness on your own people,โ he said, cutting her off. Theyโd started walking again. โThere are many thousands of Jinn in Tulan who donโtย needย to eat, and yet they patronize the local grocers and bakeries with gusto.โ
At the mention of Jinn, Alizeh faltered a moment.
Sheโd be surprised indeed if Cyrus hadnโt noticed the many strange looks sheโd been gettingโhe was too discerning to miss such a thingโbut he hadnโt said a word about it, which led her to worry she might be imagining things. Still, she struggled to deny outright what seemed increasingly obvious.
Jinn here seemed preternaturally attuned to her.
Their heads lifted as she passed, looks of confusion crossing their faces. They frowned at her as if they were supposed to know her, as if her face belonged to an acquaintance whose name they struggled to recall. More than once someone did a double take as she went by, only to turn and whisper urgently to their companion, saying something she couldnโt hear.
It was the fireflies that gave them away.
Were it not for the cheerful insects bobbing alongside their owners, Alizeh might not have been able to discern the difference between Clay and Jinn residents, who swarmed about town with an ordinariness unseen even in Ardunia. Back home, Jinn were legally free to go about their days as they wished, but they lived always with a caution that defined all aspects of their existence. They kept their heads down, spoke little, didnโt mix much with Clay, and retreated to their own circles whenever possible.
For reasons unknown, Jinn seemed happier here.
Nevertheless, Alizeh felt the rise of a familiar apprehension in her chest
โsomething sheโd felt many times in her life, and that suggested she was being followed. She and Cyrus had only resumed walking for a minute now, and already she was noticing more and more eyes in her direction. She glanced around nervously, likely giving herself away in the process, but it couldnโt be helped. Someone was there.
โCyrus,โ she said quietly.
โNoโI donโt want to argue about it,โ he said, gesticulating with his unfinished bread. โItโs my business to know the consumption habits of my own citizens, and I swear to you, Jinn eat all the timeโโ
โCyrus,โ she hissed, tugging on his arm.
โWhat?โ He turned to look at her, and in an instant his frustration gave way to concern. This reaction was in and of itself something to wonder about, though perhaps some other time.
โWhat is it?โ he said, stopping abruptly. โWhatโs wrong?โ
She ducked her head and whispered, โIs it too late to put an illusion on me?โ
Cyrusโs concern morphed into alarm. Immediately he looked up and down the street, then searched higher, scanning the sky. She realized he was looking for assailants.
โI donโt think anyone is trying to kill me,โ she said lightly, trying for a bit of levity. โBut I do think someone is following us.โ
He swore under his breath.
Earlier, Cyrus had used magic to render an illusion around himself; as a result, people who saw him registered only a forgettable face, one they instantly put out of their minds. Heโd explained that it was the only way he could walk freely about Tulan, for heโd once caused a riot even heavily obscured in a mask and hooded cloak. โItโs my bloody hair,โ heโd muttered with no small amount of bitterness. โThis color is a curse.โ
Heโd insisted upon drawing an illusion about her face as well, but Alizeh had adamantly refused. She didnโt trust Cyrus enough to allow him to use magic on her, and for obvious reasons: the last time sheโd trusted one of his enchantments to protect her, sheโd been unceremoniously dragged up into the air, dropped onto the back of a dragon, and delivered directly into the devilโs trap.
No magic, sheโd maintained.
While all of Arduniaโs nobles had seen something of her faceโand her undergarments, apparentlyโsheโd since fled, and entered a completely different empire. Itโd seemed unlikely that anyone in Tulan would know who she was. Cyrus had relented begrudgingly, though only because sheโd agreed to wear a rather large hat, which sheโd pulled low over her eyes.
A useless hat, apparently.
โIf someone is already watching,โ Cyrus said, still furtively scanning the street, โtheyโll see the illusion take effect, which means they might yet be able to track you. First, we need to go somewhere relatively deserted. Did you see where this person went?โ
Alizeh shook her head and then, as surreptitiously as was physically possible, glanced over her shoulder.
There was a young woman there.
She was wearing a bright red dress, standing stock-still in the middle of the avenue, staring at Alizeh with wide, unblinking eyes.
โSheโs just there,โ Alizeh whispered. โRight behind us.โ
Cyrus echoed her earlier movement, glancing cautiously over his shoulder, but then he turned all the way around, making no secret of his search.
He frowned.
โWhat lady?โ he said, not bothering to lower his voice. โThereโs no one here.โ
โYou donโt see her?โ
โI donโt see anyone,โ he said. โMaybe it only seemed like she was following us.โ
Feeling a sense of relief, Alizeh sighed. โYes,โ she said, pivoting to survey the street. โMaybe sheโโ
Alizeh had lifted the brim of her hat as she turned, hoping for a better look, when the young woman fell, without warning, to her knees. She pointed a shaking finger at Alizeh and screamed. Sheย screamed, crying out so violently Alizeh was excoriated by the sound, by the weight of it, the wildness. She couldnโt move even as she trembled, as her face paled.
She felt bolted to the ground.
โAlizeh?โ said Cyrus urgently. โWhatโs wrong? Whatโs happening?โ
โYou canโt hear that,โ she managed to whisper, her heart pounding furiously in her chest. โCan you?โ
โHear what?โ
The woman in the street was still screaming, sobbing hysterically and shrieking.
โAlizeh?โ
โCyrus.โ She was breathing hard, and reached for his arm without looking, clenching a fistful of his shirtsleeve. โWhy didnโt you tell me that Jinn in Tulan were allowed to use their strengths openly?โ
โYouโโhe looked down, confused, at her death gripโโyou never asked. And weโve had a number of other things to . . .โ
Cyrus inhaled sharply.
His eyes went wide asโAlizeh could only imagineโthe screaming girl came suddenly into view. The young woman had likely lost control of her invisibility in the furor, and her screams echoed through the avenue now, as
people of all kinds came running from every direction. They tried to help the girl up, but she wouldnโt be moved. She shook off their assistance, alternately pointing at Alizeh and dragging her hands down her face.
Alizeh could feel Cyrus panic. โLetโs go,โ he said, โright nowโโ
โNoโ I canโtโ I canโt just leave herโโ
A crowd was gathering now, eyes following the direction of the young womanโs outstretched finger, and as the shouts and whispers reached a stunning crescendo, the screaming woman broke somehow further, a tortured expression overtaking her faceโa mix of something like joy and griefโtears still streaking down her cheeks. She finally managed intelligible speech.
โItโs true,โ she cried. โThey said you were hereโ I didnโt believeโ But itโs trueโโ
โWho?โ someone else called out. โWho is she?โ
โThe servant boy from the palace,โ a man shouted, โhe saidโโ โNoโ It canโt beโโ
โAlizeh,โ Cyrus said urgently, โI know you asked me not to use magic on you, but please, let me get you out of hereโโ
โIn the Ardunian newspaper, from last nightโโ
โNo, long before that, weโve been hearing whispers for daysโโ
โI canโt leave,โ Alizeh said desperately, her pulse skyrocketing. โCan I?
These people, theyโreโtheyโre my responsibilityโโ
Cyrus tugged her sharply back as the crowd surged forward, and her hat fell to the ground with a dull thud. There was no time to retrieve it. The mass wasted no time swarming her as one, trying to get a better look.
โHer eyes!โ
โAnd her hair! She wears a crown!โ โItโs just as they saidโโ
โMy wifeโs cousin in Setar sent her a letter, swore it was her, said it had to beโโ
โHeard she was in hiding all this timeโโ
โI remember those rumorsโnearly twenty years agoโโ โAngels above, I heard it, too, but I didnโt believeโโ
โOur prayers have been answered!โ cried an older woman, who was weeping into her hands. โItโs finally happened, and in my lifetimeโI never
dared to hope, even as my brother has been jailed in Forina for seventeen yearsโโ
โAnd my mother, in Stol province, they cut off her feetโโ
โJustice!โ someone screamed. โJustice will come to this rotting earth!โ
Alizeh lost her footing then, nearly falling over until Cyrus caught her and turned her firmly in his arms, hiding her face in his chest.
โPlease,โ he whispered against her hair. โPlease let me get you out of hereโ Youโre not ready for this, and theyโre not ready for youโโ
โYou must start with the prisons, Your Majesty!โ another woman cried. โOur brothers and sisters are treated worse than animals in the Soroot empireโโ
โAnd in Zeldanโโ
โThey still bury the children in Sheffatโโ
Alizeh absorbed each blow, each statement gutting her, every sentence cutting deeper, these reminders of her purpose, her duty, snatching the breath from her lungs.
โDoes she not speak? I donโt understandโโ
โThe snoda from the castle, he said sheโd spoken to himโsmiledย at him
โโ
โI thought he said she was here to marry the kingโโ Alizeh gasped, her chest heaving.
โOur king? King Cyrus?โ
โFor months heโs been preparing rooms for a brideโheโs made no
secret of itโโ
โBut youโre sure itโs her?โ
โServants said she arrived this morning! That she moved into the palace
โโ
โWhoโs she with, then? I canโt see his faceโโ โIs that the king, you think?โ
โThe king? In the middle of broad daylight?โ Someone laughed. โI
think notโโ
โHear he killed Zaal? In his own home?โ
โYes, and I heard the depraved monster deserved itโโ
โLong live King Cyrus!โ a voice rang out. โLong live our queen!โ
Alizehโs heart was beating too hard in her chest. She felt dangerously light-headed. She was dizzy with emotion, with panic, and plagued by a disorienting suspicion that she might be dreaming.
โAlizeh, please, stand upโย Alizehโโ
โWhy do they like you?โ she whispered, her lips moving against his throat, even as her head filled with static. โI thought they would hate you
โโ
โPlease, Your Highness,โ a man shouted. โSay somethingโwe beg you to speakโโ
โForgive me,โ Cyrus whispered, holding her tighter. โI know you didnโt want me to, but I wonโt wait any longerโโ
โCyrus,โ she breathed, closing her eyes against the spinning world. โI think Iโm going to faint.โ
โMy queen!โ screamed the first woman, whose voice Alizeh suspected sheโd remember for the rest of her life. โMy queen, youโve finallyโโshe gasped, still sobbing hystericallyโโyouโve finally come for us, after all this timeโโ
Quite suddenly, they disappeared.