โYou have accused me of arrogance in my quest. You have accused me of perpetuating my grudge against Rayse and Bavadin. Both accusations are true.โ
Kaladin stood up in the wagon bed, scanning the landscape outside the camp as Rock and Teft put his planโsuch as it wasโinto action.
Back home, the air had been drier. If you went about on the day before a highstorm, everything seemed desolate. After storms, plants soon pulled back into their shells, trunks, and hiding places to conserve water. But here in the moister climate, they lingered. Many rockbuds never quite pulled into their shells completely. Patches of grass were common. The trees Sadeas harvested were concentrated in a forest to the north of the warcamps, but a few strays grew on this plain. They were enormous, broad-trunked things that grew with a westward slant, their thick, finger like roots clawing into the stone andโover the yearsโcracking and breaking the ground around them.
Kaladin hopped down from the cart. His job was to hoist up stones and place them on the bed of the vehicle. The other bridgemen brought them to him, laying them in heaps nearby.
Bridgemen worked across the broad plain, moving among rockbuds, patches of grass, and bunches of weeds that poked out from beneath boulders. Those grew most heavily on the west side, ready to pull back into
their boulderโs shadow if a highstorm approached. It was a curious effect, as if each boulder were the head of an aged man with tufts of green and brown hair growing out from behind his ears.
Those tufts were extremely important, for hidden among them were thin reeds known as knobweed. Their rigid stalks were topped with delicate fronds that could retract into the stem. The stems themselves were immobile, but they were fairly safe growing behind boulders. Some would be pulled free in each stormโperhaps to attach themselves in a new location once the winds abated.
Kaladin hoisted a rock, setting it on the bed of the wagon and rolling it beside some others. The rockโs bottom was wet with lichen and crem.
Knobweed wasnโt rare, but neither was it as common as other weeds. A quick description had been enough to send Rock and Teft searching with some success. The breakthrough, however, had happened when Syl had joined the hunt. Kaladin glanced to the side as he stepped down for another stone. She zipped around, a faint, nearly invisible form leading Rock from one stand of reeds to another. Teft didnโt understand how the large Horn eater could consistently find so many more than he did, but Kaladin didnโt feel inclined to explain. He still didnโt understand why Rock could see Syl in the first place. The Horneater said it was something heโd been born with.
A pair of bridgemen approached, youthful Dunny and Earless Jaks towing a wooden sled bearing a large stone. Sweat trickled down the sides of their faces. As they reached the wagon, Kaladin dusted off his hands and helped them lift the boulder. Earless Jaks scowled at him, muttering under his breath.
โThatโs a nice one,โ Kaladin said, nodding to the stone. โGood work.โ
Jaks glared at him and stalked off. Dunny gave Kaladin a shrug, then hurried after the older man. As Rock had guessed, getting the crew assigned to stone-gathering duty had not helped Kaladinโs popularity. But it had to be done. It was the only way to help Leyten and the other wounded.
Once Jaks and Dunny left, Kaladin nonchalantly climbed into the wagon bed and knelt down, pushing aside a tarp and uncovering a large pile of knobweed stems. They were about as long as a manโs forearm. He made as if he were moving stones around in the bed, but instead tied a large double handful of the reeds into a bundle using thin rockbud vines.
He dropped the bundle over the side of the wagon. The wagon driver had gone to chat with his counterpart on the other wagon. That left Kaladin
alone, save for the chull that sat hunkered down in its rock shell, watching the sun with beady crustacean eyes.
Kaladin hopped down from the wagon and placed another rock in the bed. Then, he knelt as if to pull a large stone out from under the wagon. With deft hands, however, he tied the reeds into place underneath the bed right beside two other bundles. The wagon had a large open space to the side of the axle, and a wood dowel there provided an excellent place for mounting the bundles.
Jezerezeh send that nobody thinks to check the bottom as we roll back into camp.
The apothecary said one drop came per stem. How many reeds would Kaladin need? He felt he knew the answer to that question without even giving it much thought.
Heโd need every drop he could get.
He climbed out and lifted another stone into the wagon. Rock was approaching; the large, tan-skinned Horneater carried an oblong stone that would have been too large for most of the bridgemen to handle alone. Rock shuffled forward slowly, Syl zipping around his head and occasionally landing on the rock to watch him.
Kaladin climbed down and trotted across the uneven ground to help. Rock nodded in thanks. Together they hauled the stone to the wagon and set it down on the bed. Rock wiped his brow, turning his back to Kaladin. Sprouting from his pocket was a handful of reeds. Kaladin swiped them and tucked them beneath the tarp.
โWhat do we do if someone notices this thing we are doing?โ Rock asked casually.
โExplain that Iโm a weaver,โ Kaladin said, โand that I thought Iโd weave myself a hat to keep off the sun.โ
Rock snorted.
โI might do just that,โ Kaladin said. He wiped his brow. โIt would be nice in this heat. But best nobody sees. The mere fact that we want the reeds would probably be enough to make them deny them to us.โ
โThis thing is true,โ Rock said, stretching and glancing upward as Syl zipped over in front of him. โI miss the Peaks.โ
Syl pointed, and Rock bowed his head in reverence before following after her. Once she had him going in the right direction, however, she flitted back to Kaladin, bobbing up into the air as a ribbon, then falling down to
the side of the wagon and reforming her womanly shape, her dress fluttering around her.
โI,โ she declared, raising a finger, โlike him very much.โ โWho? Rock?โ
โYes,โ she said, folding her arms. โHe isย respectful. Unlike others.โ
โFine,โ Kaladin said, lifting another stone into the wagon. โYou can follow him around instead of bothering me.โ He tried not to show worry as he said it. He had grown accustomed to her company.
She sniffed. โI canโt follow him. Heโs too respectful.โ โYou just said youย likedย that.โ
โI do. Also, I detest it.โ She said that with unaffected frankness, as if oblivious of the contradiction. She sighed, sitting down on the side of the wagon. โI led him to a patch of chull dung as a prank. He didnโt even yell at me! He just looked at it, as if trying to figure out some hidden meaning.โ She grimaced. โThatโs not normal.โ
โI think the Horneaters must worship spren or something,โ Kaladin said, wiping his brow.
โThatโs silly.โ
โPeople believe much sillier things. In some ways, I guess it makes sense to revere the spren. Youย areย kind of odd and magical.โ
โIโm not odd!โ she said, standing up. โIโm beautiful and articulate.โ She planted her hands on her hips, but he could see in her expression that she wasnโt really mad. She seemed to be changing by the hour, growing more and moreโฆ
More and more what? Not exactly humanlike. More individual.
Smarter.
Syl fell silent as another bridgemanโNatamโapproached. The long- faced man was carrying a smaller stone, obviously trying not to strain himself.
โHo, Natam,โ Kaladin said, reaching down to take the stone. โHow goes the work?โ
Natam shrugged.
โDidnโt you say you were once a farmer?โ
Natam rested beside the wagon, ignoring Kaladin.
Kaladin set down the rock, moving it into place. โIโm sorry to make us work like this, but we need the good will of Gaz and the other bridge crews.โ
Natam didnโt respond.
โIt will help keep us alive,โ Kaladin said. โTrust me.โ Natam just shrugged yet again, then wandered away.
Kaladin sighed. โThis would be a lot easier if I could pin the duty change on Gaz.โ
โThat wouldnโt be very honest,โ Syl said, affronted. โWhy do you care so much about honesty?โ
โI just do.โ
โOh?โ Kaladin said, grunting as he moved back to his work. โAnd leading men to piles of dung? How honest is that?โ
โThatโs different. It was a joke.โ โI fail to see howโฆโ
He trailed off as another bridgeman approached. Kaladin doubted anyone else had Rockโs strange ability to see Syl, and didnโt want to be seen talking to himself.
The short, wiry bridgeman had said his name was Skar, though Kaladin couldnโt see any obvious scars on his face. He had short dark hair and angular features. Kaladin tried to engage him in conversation too, but got no response. The man even went so far as to give Kaladin a rude gesture before tromping back out.
โIโm doing something wrong,โ Kaladin said, shaking his head and hopping down from the sturdy wagon.
โWrong?โ Syl stepped up to the lip of the wagon, watching him.
โI thought that seeing me rescue those three might give them hope. But theyโre still indifferent.โ
โSome watched you run earlier,โ Syl said, โwhen you were practicing with the plank.โ
โThey watched,โ Kaladin said. โBut they donโt care about helping the wounded. Nobody besides Rock, that isโand heโs only doing it because he has a debt to me. Even Teft wasnโt willing to share his food.โ
โTheyโre selfish.โ
โNo. I donโt think that word can apply to them.โ He lifted a stone, struggling to explain how he felt. โWhen I was a slaveโฆwell, Iโm still a slave. But during the worst parts, when my masters were trying to beat out of me the ability to resist, I was like these men. I didnโt care enough to be selfish. I was like an animal. I just did what I did without thinking.โ
Syl frowned. Little wonderโKaladin himself didnโt understand what he was saying. Yet, as he spoke, he began to work out what he meant. โIโve shown them that we can survive, but that doesnโt mean anything. If those lives arenโtย worthย living, then they arenโt ever going to care. Itโs like Iโm offering them piles of spheres, but not giving them anything to spend their wealth on.โ
โI guess,โ Syl said. โBut what can you do?โ
He looked back across the plain of rock, toward the warcamp. The smoke of the armyโs many cookfires rose from the craters. โI donโt know. But I think weโre going to need aย lotย more reeds.โ
That night, Kaladin, Teft, and Rock walked the makeshift streets of Sadeasโs warcamp. Nomonโthe middle moonโshone with his pale, blue- white light. Oil lanterns hung in front of buildings, indicating taverns or brothels. Spheres could provide more consistent, renewable light, but you could buy a bundle of candles or a pouch of oil for a single sphere. In the short run, it was often cheaper to do that, particularly if you were hanging your lights in a place they could be stolen.
Sadeas didnโt enforce a curfew, but Kaladin had learned that a lone bridgeman had best remain in the lumberyard at night. Half-drunken soldiers in stained uniforms sauntered past, whispering in the ears of whores or boasting to their friends. They called insults at the bridgemen, laughing riotously. The streets felt dark, even with the lanterns and the moonlight, and the haphazard nature of the campโsome stone structures, some wooden shanties, some tentsโmade it feel disorganized and dangerous.
Kaladin and his two companions stepped aside for a large group of soldiers. Their coats were unbuttoned, and they were only mildly drunk. A soldier eyed the bridgemen, but the three of them togetherโone of them being a brawny Horneaterโwere enough to dissuade the soldier from doing more than laughing and shoving Kaladin as he passed.
The man smelled of sweat and cheap ale. Kaladin kept his temper.
Fight back, and heโd be docked pay for brawling.
โI donโt like this,โ Teft said, glancing over his shoulder at the group of soldiers. โIโm going back to the camp.โ
โYou will be staying,โ Rock growled.
Teft rolled his eyes. โYou think Iโm scared of a lumbering chull like you? Iโll go if I want to, andโโ
โTeft,โ Kaladin said softly. โWe need you.โ
Need. That word had strange effects on men. Some ran when you used it. Others grew nervous. Teft seemed to long for it. He nodded, muttering to himself, but stayed with them as they went on.
They soon reached the wagonyard. The fenced-off square of rock was near the western side of the camp. It was deserted for the night, the wagons sitting in long lines. Chulls lay slumbering in the nearby pen, looking like small hills. Kaladin crept forward, wary of sentries, but apparently nobody worried about something as large as a wagon being stolen from the middle of the army.
Rock nudged him, then pointed to the shadowy chull pens. A lone boy sat upon a pen post, staring up at the moon. Chulls were valuable enough to watch over. Poor lad. How often was he required to wait up nights guarding the sluggish beasts?
Kaladin crouched down beside a wagon, the other two mimicking him. He pointed down one row, and Rock moved off. Kaladin pointed the other direction, and Teft rolled his eyes, but did as asked.
Kaladin sneaked down the middle row. There were about thirty wagons, ten per row, but checking was quick. A brush of the fingers against the back plank, looking for the mark heโd made there. After just a few minutes, a shadowed figure entered Kaladinโs row. Rock. The Horneater gestured to the side and held up five fingers. Fifth wagon from the top. Kaladin nodded and moved off.
Just as he reached the indicated wagon, he heard a soft yelp from the direction Teft had gone. Kaladin flinched, then peeked up toward the sentry. The boy was still watching the moon, kicking his toes absently against the post next to him.
A moment later, Rock and a sheepish Teft scurried up to Kaladin. โSorry,โ Teft whispered. โThe walking mountain startled me.โ
โIf I am being a mountain,โ Rock grumbled, โthen why werenโt you hearing me coming? Eh?โ
Kaladin snorted, feeling the back of the indicated wagon, fingers brushing the X mark in the wood. He took a breath, then climbed under the wagon on his back.
The reeds were still there, tied in twenty bundles, each about as thick as a handspan. โIshi, Herald of Luck be praised,โ he whispered, untying the first bundle.
โAll there, eh?โ Teft said, leaning down, scratching at his beard in the moonlight. โCanโt believe we found so many. Must have pulled up every reed on the entire plain.โ
Kaladin handed him the first bundle. Without Syl, they wouldnโt have found a third this many. She had the speed of an insect in flight, and she seemed to have a sense of where to find things. Kaladin untied the next bundle, handing it out. Teft tied it to the other, making a larger bundle.
As Kaladin worked, a flurry of small white leaves blew under the wagon and formed into Sylโs figure. She slid to a stop beside his head. โNo guards anywhere I could see. Just a boy in the chull pens.โ Her white- blue translucent figure was nearly invisible in the darkness.
โI hope these reeds are still good,โ Kaladin whispered. โIf they dried out too muchโฆโ
โTheyโll be fine. You worry like a worrier. I found you some bottles.โ โYou did?โ he asked, so eager that he nearly sat up. He caught himself
before smacking his head.
Syl nodded. โIโll show you. I couldnโt carry them. Too solid.โ
Kaladin quickly untied the rest of the bundles, handing them out to the nervous Teft. Kaladin scooted out, then took two of the larger, tied-together bundles of three. Teft took two of the others, and Rock managed three by tucking one under his arm. Theyโd need a place to work where they wouldnโt be interrupted. Even if the knobweed seemed worthless, Gaz would find a way to ruin the work if he saw what was happening.
Bottle first,ย Kaladin thought. He nodded to Syl, who led them out of the wagonyard and to a tavern. It looked to have been hastily built from second-rate lumber, but that didnโt stop the soldiers inside from enjoying themselves. Their rowdiness made Kaladin worry about the entire building collapsing.
Behind it, in a splintery half-crate, lay a pile of discarded liquor bottles. Glass was precious enough that whole bottles would be reused, but these had cracks or broken tops. Kaladin set down his bundles, then selected three nearly whole bottles. He washed them in a nearby water barrel before tucking them into a sack heโd brought for the purpose.
He picked up his bundles again, nodding to the others. โTry to look like youโre doing something monotonous,โ he said. โBow your heads.โ The other two nodded, and they walked out into a main road, carrying the bundles as if on some work detail. They drew far less attention than they had before.
They avoided the lumberyard proper, crossing the open field of rock used as the armyโs staging area before walking down the slope of rock leading to the Shattered Plains. A sentry saw them, and Kaladin held his breath, but he said nothing. He probably assumed from their postures that they had a reason to be doing what they were. If they tried to leave the warcamp, it would be a different story, but this section down near the first few chasms wasnโt off limits.
Before long, they approached the place where Kaladin had nearly killed himself. What a difference a few days could make. He felt like a different personโa strange hybrid of the man he had once been, the slave heโd become, and the pitiful wretch he still had to fight off. He remembered standing on the edge of the chasm, looking down. That darkness still terrified him.
If I fail to save the bridgemen, that wretch will take control again. This time heโll get his wayโฆ.ย That gave Kaladin a shiver. He set his bundles down beside the chasm ledge, then sat. The other two followed more hesitantly.
โWeโre going to toss them into the chasm?โ Teft asked, scratching his beard. โAfter all that work?โ
โOf course not,โ Kaladin said. He hesitated; Nomon was bright, but it was still night. โYou donโt have any spheres, do you?โ
โWhy?โ Teft asked, suspicious. โFor light, Teft.โ
Teft grumbled, pulling out a handful of garnet chips. โWas going to spend these tonightโฆ.โ he said. They glowed in his palm.
โAll right,โ Kaladin said, slipping out a reed. What had his father said about these? Hesitantly, Kaladin broke off the furry top of the reed,
exposing the hollow center. He took the reed by the other end and ran his fingers down its length, squeezing it tight. Two drops of milky white liquid dripped into the empty liquor bottle.
Kaladin smiled in satisfaction, then squeezed his fingers along the length again. Nothing came out this time, so he tossed the reed into the chasm. For all his talk of hats, he didnโt want to leave evidence.
โI thought you said we arenโt throwing them in!โ Teft accused. Kaladin held up the liquor bottle. โOnly after we have this out.โ โWhat is it?โ Rock leaned closer, squinting.
โKnobweed sap. Or, rather, knobweed milkโI donโt think itโs really sap. Anyway, itโs a powerful antiseptic.โ
โAntiโฆwhat?โ Teft asked.
โIt scares away rotspren,โ Kaladin said. โThey cause infection. This milk is one of the best antiseptics there is. Spread it on a wound thatโs already infected, and it will still work.โ That was good, because Leytenโs wounds had begun to turn an angry red, rotspren crawling all over.
Teft grunted, then glanced at the bundles. โThere are a lot of reeds here.โ
โI know,โ Kaladin said, handing over the other two bottles. โThatโs why Iโm glad I donโt have to milk them all on my own.โ
Teft sighed, but sat down and untied a bundle. Rock did so without the complaining, sitting with his knees bent to the sides, feet pressed together to hold the bottle as he worked.
A faint breeze blew up, rattling some of the reeds. โWhy do you care about them?โ Teft finally asked.
โTheyโre my men.โ
โThatโs not what being bridgeleader means.โ
โIt means whatever we decide,โ Kaladin said, noting that Syl had come over to listen. โYou, me, the others.โ
โYou think theyโll let you do that?โ Teft asked. โThe lighteyes and the captains?โ
โYou think theyโll pay enough attention to even notice?โ Teft hesitated, then grunted, milking another reed.
โPerhaps they will,โ Rock said. There was a surprising level of delicacy to the large manโs motions as he milked the reeds. Kaladin hadnโt thought those thick fingers would be so careful, so precise. โLighteyes, they are often noticing those things that you wish they would not.โ
Teft grunted again, agreeing.
โHow did you come here, Rock?โ Kaladin asked. โHow does a Horneater end up leaving his mountains and coming to the lowlands?โ
โYou shouldnโt ask those kinds of things, son,โ Teft said, wagging a finger at Kaladin. โWe donโt talk about our pasts.โ
โWe donโt talk aboutย anything,โ Kaladin said. โYou two didnโt even know each otherโs names.โ
โNames are one thing,โ Teft grumbled. โBackgrounds, theyโre different. Iโโ
โIs all right,โ Rock said. โI will speak of this thing.โ
Teft muttered to himself, but he did lean forward to listen when Rock spoke.
โMy people have no Shardblades,โ Rock said in his low, rumbling voice.
โThatโs not unusual,โ Kaladin said. โOther than Alethkar and Jah Keved, few kingdoms have many Blades.โ It was a matter of some pride among the armies.
โThis thing is not true,โ Rock said. โThaylenah has five Blades and three full suits of Plate, all held by the royal guards. The Selay have their share of both suits and Blades. Other kingdoms, such as Herdaz, have a single Blade and set of Plateโthis is passed down through the royal line. But the Unkalaki, we have not a single Shard. Many of ourย nuatomaโthis thing, it is the same as your lighteyes, only their eyes are not lightโโ
โHow can you be a lighteyes without light eyes?โ Teft said with a scowl.
โBy having dark eyes,โ Rock said, as if it were obvious. โWe do not pick our leaders this way. Is complicated. But do not interrupt story.โ He milked another reed, tossing the husk into a pile beside him. โTheย nuatoma, they see our lack of Shards as great shame. They want these weapons very badly. It is believed that theย nuatomaย who first obtains a Shardblade would become king, a thing we have not had for many years. No peak would fight another peak where a man held one of the blessed Blades.โ
โSo you came toย buyย one?โ Kaladin asked. No Shardbearer would sell his weapon. Each was a distinctive relic, taken from one of the Lost Radiants after their betrayal.
Rock laughed. โHa! Buy? No, we are not so foolish as this. But my
nuatoma, he knew of your tradition, eh? It says that if a man kills a
Shardbearer, he may take the Blade and Plate as his own. And so myย nuatomaย and his house, we made a grand procession, coming down to find and kill one of your Shardbearers.โ
Kaladin almost laughed. โI assume it proved more difficult than that.โ โMyย nuatomaย was not a fool,โ Rock said, defensive. โHe knew this
thing would be difficult, but your tradition, it gives us hope, you see? Occasionally, a braveย nuatomaย will come down to duel a Shardbearer. Someday, one will win, and we will have Shards.โ
โPerhaps,โ Kaladin said, tossing an empty reed into the chasm. โAssuming they agree to duel you in a bout to the death.โ
โOh, they always duel,โ Rock said, laughing. โTheย nuatomaย brings many riches and promises all of his possessions to the victor. Your lighteyes, they cannot pass by a pond so warm! To kill an Unkalaki with no Shardblade, they do not see this thing as difficult. Manyย nuatomaย have died. But is all right. Eventually, we will win.โ
โAnd have one set of Shards,โ Kaladin said. โAlethkar has dozens.โ
โOne is a beginning,โ Rock said, shrugging. โBut myย nuatomaย lost, so I am bridgeman.โ
โWait,โ Teft said. โYou came all of this way with your brightlord, and once he lost, you up and joined a bridge crew?โ
โNo, no, you do not see,โ Rock said. โMyย nuatoma,ย he challenged Highprince Sadeas. Is well known that there are many Shardbearers here on Shattered Plains. Myย nuatomaย thought it easier to fight man with only Plate first, then win Blade next.โ
โAnd?โ Teft said.
โOnce myย nuatomaย lost to Brightlord Sadeas, all of us became his.โ โSo youโre a slave?โ Kaladin asked, reaching up and feeling the marks
on his forehead.
โNo, we do not have this thing,โ Rock said. โI was not a slave of my
nuatoma. I was his family.โ
โHisย family?โ Teft said. โKelek! Youโre a lighteyes!โ
Rock laughed again, loud and full-bellied. Kaladin smiled despite himself. It seemed like so long since heโd heard someone laugh like that. โNo, no. I was onlyย umartiโaโhis cousin, you would say.โ
โStill, you were related to him.โ
โOn the Peaks,โ Rock said, โthe relatives of a brightlord are his servants.โ
โWhat kind of system is that?โ Teft complained. โYou have to be a servant to your own relatives? Storm me! Iโd rather die, I think I would.โ
โIt is not so bad,โ Rock said.
โYou donโt know my relatives,โ Teft said, shivering.
Rock laughed again. โYou would rather serve someone you do not know? Like this Sadeas? A man who is no relation to you?โ He shook his head. โLowlanders. You have too much air here. Makes your minds sick.โ
โToo much air?โ Kaladin asked. โYes,โ Rock said.
โHow can you have too much air? Itโs all around.โ
โThis thing, it is difficult to explain.โ Rockโs Alethi was good, but he sometimes forget to add in common words. Other times, he remembered them, speaking his sentences precisely. The faster he spoke, the more words he forgot to put in.
โYou have too much air,โ Rock said. โCome to the Peaks. You will
see.โ
โI guess,โ Kaladin said, shooting a glance at Teft, who just shrugged.
โBut youโre wrong about one thing. You said that we serve someone we donโt know. Well, Iย doย know Brightlord Sadeas. I know him well.โ
Rock raised an eyebrow.
โArrogant,โ Kaladin said, โvengeful, greedy, corrupt to the core.โ
Rock smiled. โYes, I think you are right. This man is not among the finest of lighteyes.โ
โThere are no โfinestโ among them, Rock. Theyโre all the same.โ โThey have done much to you, then?โ
Kaladin shrugged, the question uncovering wounds that werenโt yet healed. โAnyway, your master was lucky.โ
โLucky to be slain by a Shardbearer?โ
โLucky he didnโt win,โ Kaladin said, โand discover how heโd been tricked. They wouldnโt have let him walk away with Sadeasโs Plate.โ
โNonsense,โ Teft broke in. โTraditionโโ
โTradition is the blind witness they use to condemn us, Teft,โ Kaladin said. โItโs the pretty box they use to wrap up their lies. It makes us serve them.โ
Teft set his jaw. โIโve lived a lot longer than you, son. I know things. If a common man killed an enemy Shardbearer, heโd become a lighteyes. Thatโs the way of it.โ
He let the argument lapse. If Teftโs illusions made him feel better about his place in this mess of a war, then who was Kaladin to dissuade him? โSo you were a servant,โ Kaladin said to Rock. โIn a brightlordโs retinue? What kind of servant?โ He struggled for the right word, remembering back to the times heโd interacted with Wistiow or Roshone. โA footman? A butler?โ
Rock laughed. โI was cook. Myย nuatomaย would not come down to the lowlands without his own cook! Your food here, it has so many spices that you cannot taste anything else. Might as well be eating stones powdered with pepper!โ
โYouย should talk about food,โ Teft said, scowling. โA Horneater?โ Kaladin frowned. โWhy do they call your people that, anyway?โ
โBecause they eat the horns and shells of the things they catch,โ Teft said. โThe outsides.โ
Rock smiled, with a look of longing. โAh, but the taste is so good.โ โYou actually eat the shells?โ Kaladin asked.
โWe have very strong teeth,โ Rock said proudly. โBut there. You now know my story. Brightlord Sadeas, he wasnโt certain what he should do with most of us. Some were made soldiers, others serve in his house hold. I fixed him one meal and he sent me to bridge crews.โ Rock hesitated. โI may have, uh, enhanced the soup.โ
โEnhanced?โ Kaladin asked, raising an eyebrow.
Rock seemed to grow embarrassed. โYou see, I was quite angry about myย nuatomaโs death. And I thought, these lowlanders, their tongues are all scorched and burned by the food they eat. They have no taste, andโฆโ
โAnd what?โ Kaladin asked.
โChull dung,โ Rock said. โIt apparently has stronger taste than I assumed.โ
โWait,โ Teft said. โYou putย chull dungย in Highprince Sadeasโs soup?โ โEr, yes,โ Rock said. โActually, I put this thing in his bread too. And
used it as a garnish on the pork steak. And made a chutney out of it for the buttered garams. Chull dung, it has many uses, I found.โ
Teft laughed, his voice echoing. He fell on his side, so amused that Kaladin was afraid heโd roll right into the chasm. โHorneater,โ Teft finally said, โI owe you a drink.โ
Rock smiled. Kaladin shook his head to himself, amazed. It suddenly made sense.
โWhat?โ Rock said, apparently noticing his expression.
โThis is what we need,โ Kaladin said. โThis!ย Itโs the thing Iโve been missing.โ
Rock hesitated. โChull dung? This is the thing you need?โ Teft burst into another round of laugher.
โNo,โ Kaladin said. โItโsโฆwell, Iโll show you. But first we need this knobweed sap.โ Theyโd barely made their way through one of the bundles, and already his fingers were aching from the milking.
โWhat of you, Kaladin?โ Rock asked. โI have been telling you my story. You will tell me yours? How did you come to those marks on your forehead?โ
โYeah,โ Teft said, wiping his eyes. โWhose food didย youย trat in?โ
โI thought you said it was taboo to ask about a bridgemanโs past,โ Kaladin said.
โYou made Rock share, son,โ Teft said. โItโs only fair.โ โSo if I tell my story, that means youโll tell yours?โ
Teft scowled immediately. โNow look, I ainโt going toโโ โI killed a man,โ Kaladin said.
That quieted Teft. Rock perked up. Syl, Kaladin noticed, was still watching with interest. That was odd for her; normally, her attention wavered quickly.
โYou killed a man?โ Rock said. โAnd after this thing, they made you a slave? Is not the punishment for murder usually death?โ
โIt wasnโt murder,โ Kaladin said softly, thinking of the scraggly bearded man in the slave wagon who had asked him these same questions. โIn fact, I was thanked for it by someone very important.โ
He fell silent.
โAnd?โ Teft finally asked.
โAndโฆโ Kaladin said, looking down at a reed. Nomon was setting in the west, and the small green disk of Mishimโthe final moonโwas rising in the east. โAnd it turns out that lighteyes donโt react very well when you turn down their gifts.โ
The others waited for more, but Kaladin fell silent, working on his reeds. It shocked him, how painful it still was to remember those events back in Amaramโs army.
Either the others sensed his mood, or they felt what heโd said was enough, for they each turned back to their work and prodded no further.