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Chapter no 33

The War of Two Queens (Blood and Ash, #4)

I couldnโ€™t sleep.

Not when Millicentโ€™s warning preyed on my mind. But I stayed with Poppy, running my fingers through her hair. Soaking in her warmth. Counting the steady, strong beats of her heart. Listening to each breath she took until footsteps neared the door and then stopped.

Only then did I lift her from me, carefully easing her onto her side. She didnโ€™t wake. Didnโ€™t make a sound as I drew the thin blanket over her body. That was how exhausted she was.

I rose, stopping to brush the strands of hair back from her face and kiss her cheek. As close as I was, I saw the faint gray shadows under her eyes. It took nearly every ounce of control I had to leave that bed, but I did. I deserved a fucking medal for it.

Stopping where a neat pile of clothing had been left on a small armchair, I pulled on a pair of black pants. Buttoning the flap, I looked over my shoulder at Poppy. She slept on her side, just as Iโ€™d left her, one shoulder bared above the blanket, and her hair a stream of flames spread across the bed behind her. A knot lodged in my chest, a bundle of memories. Of the first time Iโ€™d held her while she slept on the cold, hard ground of the Blood Forest. The last time before I was taken, in the ship on that gently rocking bed. She always looked so damn peaceful. Beautiful. Strong. Brave, even in rest.

And I was hers.

I turned away before climbing right back into the bed. My flesh already missed the feel of hers as I went to the door, opening it.

Kieran was leaning against the wall, his head tipped back. His eyes opened, locking on mine. He went completely still as I closed the door. His mouth moved, but I heard no words as he lurched forward. I met him halfway. One or both of us staggered a little as we collided. His hand

trembled as he clasped the back of my neck. The knot of emotion in my chest grew as I held him as close as I had Poppy, and in that silence, I thanked the godsโ€”sleeping, dead, or whatever as I dropped my forehead to his shoulder. For him being there for Poppy. For him just being here. For a bond thicker than blood or tradition.

โ€œYou whole?โ€ Kieran asked in a voice that felt as rough as my throat. I closed my eyes. โ€œGoing to be.โ€

โ€œGood.โ€ The hand at the nape of my neck firmed. โ€œMissed you, man.

Something fierce.โ€ โ€œSame.โ€

โ€œAlso wanted to punch you in the dick for doing what you did,โ€ he said, and a thin laugh left me. โ€œStill want to, to be honest.โ€

โ€œYou know why I did it.โ€

โ€œI know.โ€ Kieran squeezed the back of my neck. โ€œThatโ€™s the only reason why Iโ€™m not punching you right now.โ€

I laughed again, lifting my head. โ€œThat and the fact youโ€™re afraid Poppy would kick your ass for it.โ€

He chuckled roughly. โ€œTrue story.โ€

Gripping his shoulder, I met his stare. โ€œYou do know why I gave myself up, right? I had to stop Isbeth. She was hurting Poppy.โ€

โ€œI know. I do. I wouldnโ€™t have expected anything less from you,โ€ he said. โ€œDoesnโ€™t mean I had to like it. Doesnโ€™t mean Poppy had to either.โ€

Nodding, I felt that tremor in his hand again. And knowing him for my whole life, I saw the shadows of dread in his eyes. The unasked questions. The evil he feared had preyed upon me, and the nightmares he worried would see a resurrection.

I clasped his cheek with my left hand and leaned my head into his. โ€œIt wasnโ€™t like last time. The only thing taken from me was my blood.โ€

Some of the shadows cleared but not all of them. โ€œWas that all, though?

Truly?โ€

A muscle ticked in my jaw. The quiet of that cell. The coldness. The hours and days and weeks of thatโ€”the desperation and everything else. No, that wasnโ€™t all.

Kieran palmed my cheek. โ€œYou got me. You got Poppy. You arenโ€™t alone. Weโ€™re both here. Always and forever.โ€

Fuck.

The knot hit my throat and dampened my eyes. โ€œYeah,โ€ I said in a voice full of gravel. โ€œI know.โ€

His chest rose in a deep inhale, and then his gaze flicked to the closed door. He didnโ€™t ask. Didnโ€™t need to.

โ€œSheโ€™s asleep.โ€

Visible relief hit him. His eyes closed briefly and then reopened, the irises glimmering. โ€œSheโ€™ll need to feed. It canโ€™t be you. Iโ€™ll do it as soon as she wakes.โ€

โ€œThank you.โ€

โ€œNo need to thank me for that.โ€ โ€œBut I do.โ€

He shrugged. โ€œNot like I minded feeding her.โ€ โ€œIโ€™m sure you didnโ€™t,โ€ I replied dryly.

One side of his lips curled up as he dropped his hands. โ€œCome. Thereโ€™s stew left on the hearth. You need to eat more.โ€

โ€œYes, Mother.โ€

Kieran snorted as he led me down the short, narrow hall, past two more closed doors. I looked behind me, hearing no movement. โ€œWhatโ€™s it look like outside?โ€ I asked.

โ€œMist is fading, here and at higher points in the city, but itโ€™s still thick in the lower areas.โ€ Kieran entered a candlelit kitchen, picking up a bowl from one of the shelves along the wall. โ€œSounded like theyโ€™re still dealing with the Craven. If theyโ€™ve realized any of us are missing, theyโ€™re not out in full force yet.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™ll change soon enough,โ€ I said, scanning the wide chamber. Blinds covered a large window behind a table and chairs. Several daggers were scattered across the tableโ€™s surface. โ€œHow long do you think we have?โ€

โ€œProbably the rest of the night and maybe the day.โ€ He went to the pot at the hearth. โ€œWeโ€™ve got to make our move before nightfall.โ€

Made sense. We wouldnโ€™t have to deal with the knights then, but the Revenants? Another story. Isbeth may not be leashed to the moon like the Ascended, but she wouldnโ€™t dare to come out during the day and risk exposure.

I glanced at the entryway again. โ€œWhere is everyone?โ€ Namely, where was my fucking brother?

โ€œThe mortalsโ€”Blaz and Clariza? Theyโ€™re asleep.โ€ Kieran ladled a small lakeโ€™s worth of stew into a bowl. โ€œGood people. Did Poppy tell you the womanโ€™s a descendant?โ€

โ€œShe mentioned it.โ€ I took the bowl and spoon, stomach rumbling at the herb-heavy scent. The bowl felt a little strange in the four-finger grip, but it was something Iโ€™d have to get used to.

Kieran went to the small table, taking a seat. I stood since Iโ€™d spent enough time on my ass. โ€œThe drakenโ€™s snooping around outside, hopefully keeping himself unseen and not burning anything.โ€

My brows rose as I chewed the chunks of vegetables and chicken.

Something Poppy said came back to me. โ€œDid he really try to bite you?โ€ โ€œFuck, yeah, he tried.โ€ Kieranโ€™s jaw hardened. โ€œHe isnโ€™t real keen on

social skills. Youโ€™ll probably find him amusing.โ€

I grinned, swallowing the thick stew. The grin faded, though, as Kieran watched me. I didnโ€™t want to ask because if the answer was one I didnโ€™t want to hearโ€”that my brother wasnโ€™t hereโ€”Iโ€™d lose my shit. But I had to know. โ€œMalik?โ€

โ€œAsleep in the front room, passed out on the settee.โ€

I felt something. Didnโ€™t know if it was surprise or relief.

Kieran leaned forward. โ€œHe helped you when you were in that cell?โ€

โ€œSaw him once. He got rid of the infection.โ€ I lifted the remaining fingers on my left hand.

โ€œOnly once?โ€

โ€œHe made it sound like it was a risk to me to do so,โ€ I told him between mouthfuls.

โ€œYou believe him?โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t know,โ€ I admitted, my stomach souring. Still, I kept eating. โ€œYou?โ€

He rubbed his chin. โ€œHe says he can secure us a ship. That we can be smuggled on and make our escape that way.โ€

โ€œIs that so?โ€ I went to the hearth, refilling my bowl only because the sooner I was back to normal, the sooner I could care for Poppyโ€™s needs. โ€œAnd you trust him that muchโ€”trust him with Poppyโ€™s safety?โ€

โ€œThere are only a handful of people I trust with her safety, and he sure as fuck isnโ€™t one of them,โ€ Kieran replied. โ€œBut he helped us get you out. He hasnโ€™t tried to leave, and he couldโ€™ve alerted the guards we saw when

we were scoping out shit. He didnโ€™t. Heโ€™s risking a lot, and he knows what will happen if heโ€™s caught.โ€

I thought it over. โ€œI donโ€™t think heโ€™s going to betray us.โ€ Kieran nodded.

โ€œBut heโ€™s a huge liability,โ€ I said, lifting the stew-heavy spoon to my mouth.

โ€œThe Handmaiden.โ€

โ€œIf she really is his heartmate, sheโ€™s leverage that can be used to control him. Probably already has been.โ€

โ€œOnly if Isbeth knows,โ€ Kieran countered. โ€œDo you really think sheโ€™d still be living and breathing if Isbeth did?โ€

โ€œYes.โ€

He frowned. โ€œWhy do you think that?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m about to blow your mind.โ€ I finished off the remaining stew, setting the bowl beside me. โ€œMillicent is Isbethโ€™s daughter. Her father is Ires. Sheโ€™s Poppyโ€™s sister.โ€

Kieranโ€™s lips parted, and a long moment passed. โ€œWhat in the actual fuck?โ€

โ€œYeah.โ€ Folding an arm over my stomach, I dragged a hand down my face. โ€œIf I hadnโ€™t seen Millicent without the paint on her face, I wouldnโ€™t believe it. But itโ€™s true. Sheโ€™s damn near the spitting image of Poppy.โ€

โ€œThe fuck?โ€ Kieran whispered, straightening.

I wouldโ€™ve laughed, except none of this was funny. โ€œAnd thereโ€™s no doubt in my mind that Malik knows that.โ€

Kieran gave a slow shake of his head as his hand fell to the table beside the daggers. โ€œBut sheโ€™s a Revenant,โ€ he said, and then gave me a brief rundown of how and why the third sons and daughters could become Revenants.

It all kind of made sense, considering how mortals had been created. โ€œSheโ€™s somethingย likeย a Revenant,โ€ I said, sharing what Millicent had

told me. That did nothing to clear up any confusion because what the Handmaiden had said was about as clear as the soup in that pot.

โ€œGods,โ€ he uttered. โ€œHave you told Poppy?โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t want to unload that on her when she was so exhausted. Once she wakes up and feedsโ€ฆโ€

โ€œShit.โ€

โ€œYeah.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s going to mess with her.โ€

The muscles in my shoulders cramped. โ€œIt will.โ€

He ran a hand over his head, where his hair had grown since the last time I saw him.

โ€œWait. Did Poppy tell you that there was more to that prophecy? What Tawny told her?โ€

โ€œShe told me bits of itโ€”fuck. The first-and-second-daughter parts? Didnโ€™t even connect when Poppy said it. Fated for the once-promised King?โ€ I looked toward the hall. โ€œIf Malik speaks the truth about her being his heartmate, it makes sense.โ€

โ€œAnd doesnโ€™t because Poppy isnโ€™t going to remake any realms.โ€

I nodded. โ€œYou know, Millicent even called herself the first daughter.

She also referred to herself as her motherโ€™s failure.โ€ โ€œFailure at what?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know, but Iโ€™m thinking itโ€™s what Isbeth plans.โ€ I pushed away from the counter as more of what Millicent had shared with me cleared in my mind. โ€œShe told me she planned to remake the realms.โ€ I went to the window, pulling the blinds back a little to see thin wisps of mist-strewn night.

Kieran turned in his chair. โ€œYeah, we heard that. One of the Priests in Oak Ambler said it was Poppyโ€™s purpose.โ€

Closing my eyes, I let the blinds fall back into place. I recalled jumbled words spoken by Millicent and the Blood Queen, some slipping past me before I could make sense of them. โ€œMillicent said that to remake the realms, you had to destroy them first. And I think thatโ€™s how Isbeth failed with Millicent. She wouldโ€™ve had to go through the Cullingโ€”Ascend into her godhood. I donโ€™t think Millicent survived it.โ€

โ€œAnd you think Isbeth made her into one of those things as a way to save her?โ€ Kieran sounded incredulous. โ€œYou think she cares that much?โ€

โ€œI think she loves Poppy in her own twisted, fucked-up way. I think thatโ€™s why she also didnโ€™t touch me this time around.โ€ I faced Kieran. โ€œAnd I think she probably loves Millicent in that same demented way of hers. After all, the death of one child propelled all of this into motion, didnโ€™t it?โ€

โ€œShit.โ€ Kieran looked up at the exposed beams of the ceiling. โ€œSo, what? You think Millicent was her first, and Poppy was her second attempt at creating something she thinks will destroy the realms?โ€

โ€œYeah.โ€

โ€œPoppy will never do something like that. Never,โ€ Kieran said from between clenched teeth with a swipe of his hand. Gods, I couldnโ€™t love the wolven more. His loyalty to our Queen was everything. โ€œYeah, sheโ€™s had her momentsโ€”ones you havenโ€™t seen, where sheโ€™sโ€ฆsheโ€™s something else. Like when she saw what Isbeth had done to you.โ€

I had to breathe through the rage. I had to resist picking up one of the daggers and slamming it into the wall of a mortalโ€™s home. Ones whoโ€™d done nothing but aid us. I had to get over the guilt.

โ€œBut itโ€™s still Poppy,โ€ Kieran said, and shadows crept across his face, quickly disappearing. โ€œIsbeth may have succeeded in creating a powerful god, but she ultimately failed.โ€

โ€œAgreed.โ€ I went to the table, my movements stiff. โ€œThereโ€™s more. I know there is. But my head, manโ€ฆitโ€™s got these patches of nothing. Theyโ€™re slow to fill out.โ€ Placing my hands on the table, I leaned over. โ€œI know Millicent said that I needed to stop Poppy. That, soon, I would be the only one.โ€

โ€œStop her as inโ€ฆ?โ€ Kieran stiffened, and the change that swept through him was vast and quick. His skin thinned. His eyes turned luminous. โ€œKill her?โ€

โ€œNot going to happen,โ€ I reminded him.

โ€œDamn straight, itโ€™s not,โ€ he growled. โ€œBecause Iโ€™m going to go round up Reaver and let him burn that wannabe Revenant.โ€

โ€œYou really think Poppy will allow that once she knows who Millicent is?โ€ I asked, and Kieran snarled low. โ€œI donโ€™t think Millicent wants Poppy dead. Itโ€™s almost like she believes thereโ€™s no other way.โ€

โ€œBecause she thinks Poppyโ€™s the Harbinger?โ€ I nodded.

โ€œSheโ€™s not. And I donโ€™t give a fuck about the differences between wanting Poppy dead and thinking thereโ€™s no other way,โ€ he fired back. โ€œYou telling me there is one?โ€

My stare met his. โ€œYou know damn well if she proves to be a threat to Poppy, I will hand-deliver her to Reaver. Iโ€™d rather have Poppyโ€™s hate than see her harmed.โ€

Kieran sat back, his fingers tense on the table. โ€œPoppy will never hate you.โ€

I snorted. โ€œYou underestimate her capacity for feeling strong emotions.โ€

โ€œActually, I donโ€™t.โ€ His eyes flicked to mine. โ€œThe only thing that drove her close to destroying Solis was her love for you.โ€

Love.

Isbethโ€™s taunting words resurfaced from the darkness.ย I never wanted that weakness.

I straightened.

Love can be weaponized, weakening aโ€ฆ

My heart started pounding.

โ€œWhat?โ€ Kieran demanded. โ€œWhat is it?โ€

โ€œPoppy told me the draken said she hadnโ€™t completed the Culling yet,โ€ I rasped. Millicent had said the same. It was why Isbeth had done all she had. Why sheโ€™d taken me in the first place. Why she waited.

โ€œYeah. So?โ€

โ€œA god isnโ€™t powerful enough to destroy the realms, Kieran. Isbeth would know that.โ€

And a god wasnโ€™t powerful enough to do as Millicent claimed, either, to hand Isbeth her revenge against Nyktos.

Kieran opened his mouth, but then his gaze cut to the shielded window. His eyes widened, and I knew that heโ€™d realized the same thing I had. It was impossible, butโ€ฆ

Kieranโ€™s head swiveled back to me. โ€œThe mist. She didnโ€™t summon it, Cas. Sheย createdย the Primal mist.โ€

 

 

Hours later, as the sun crested over the city, I sat in bed beside Poppy, ankles crossed and back against the headboard. She hadnโ€™t woken when I joined her, but sheย hadย snuggled close, resting her cheek against my chest.

I hadnโ€™t slept more than an hourโ€”if that. For totally different reasons now. I sat there, toying with the soft strands of Poppyโ€™s hair as she slept. Simply stunned by her. Marveled.

The door cracked open, and Kieran entered. His steps were quiet, careful as he approached the bed. โ€œI hate to do thisโ€ฆโ€

โ€œI know,โ€ I said, looking down at Poppy. He didnโ€™t want to wake her.

Neither did I, but it was necessary. Time wasnโ€™t on our side.

Tucking strands back from her cheek, I bent over and kissed her brow. โ€œQueen,โ€ I called softly, smoothing my thumb along her lower jaw. Poppyโ€™s brows pinched as she wiggled closer. I grinned as Kieran sat on her other side. โ€œOpen those beautiful eyes for me.โ€

Her lashes fluttered and then swept up. Sleep clung to her gaze. Those gray shadows under her eyes were still there, but the silver streaks were bright, piercing the spring green. โ€œCas.โ€

A groan rumbled from my chest. โ€œYouโ€™re my favorite kind of torture,โ€ I told her, kissing her brow. โ€œKieranโ€™s here.โ€

She turned her head slightly, looking over her shoulder. โ€œHi.โ€

Kieran smiled at her as he leaned over her hip, bracing his weight with his hand on the bed. His features softened in a way I hadnโ€™t seen from him in a long time. โ€œMorning.โ€

โ€œMorning?โ€ she repeated, blinking. โ€œI slept that long?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s okay. You needed the rest, and we couldnโ€™t leave anyway,โ€ I told her, squeezing her shoulder.

โ€œDid you rest?โ€ She glanced back at Kieran. โ€œDid either of you two rest?โ€

โ€œOf course,โ€ Kieran lied so smoothly, I almost believed him.

Poppy watched Kieran for a moment and then looked up at me. โ€œHow are you feeling?โ€

โ€œDivine,โ€ I told her, rubbing my thumb along the curve of her collarbone.

She studied me closely and then sat up, the thin blanket pooling at her hips, and the riot of waves and curls going in every direction. โ€œIs Malik still here?โ€

I ignored the sudden lurch in my chest as I curled an arm around her waist, figuring she was mere seconds from climbing out of bed. โ€œHe is.โ€

โ€œJust saw him.โ€ Kieranโ€™s gaze flicked to me. โ€œStill sleeping.โ€

โ€œAnd Reaver?โ€ she asked as I pulled her between my legs so she was pressed to my chest. She allowed it, relaxing into me in a way that almost made it hard to believe sheโ€™d used to sit so stiffly near me. โ€œIs heโ€”?โ€

โ€œHeโ€™s fine,โ€ Kieran said. โ€œHasnโ€™t burned anyone alive.โ€ He paused. โ€œRecently.โ€

I arched a brow.

โ€œReaver,โ€ Poppy murmured with a sigh, resting a hand on my arm, โ€œhas this obsession with burning people. Guess itโ€™s a draken thing.โ€

โ€œI think itโ€™s just a Reaver thing,โ€ Kieran stated dryly.

โ€œTrue.โ€ A small grin appeared as she lifted my left hand to her mouth, pressing a kiss to the top. โ€œWhat about the mist? Did any Craven get into the city? How will weโ€”?โ€

โ€œSo many questionsโ€”โ€ Kieran laughed as he reached over, tucking that particularly rebellious strand of hair back from her face, the one that kept slipping forward. โ€œThat need to wait.โ€

Her eyes narrowed on him. โ€œI donโ€™t think any of them need to wait.โ€ โ€œThey do,โ€ I said, and that glare flipped to me. I smiled.

โ€œDonโ€™t smile at me,โ€ she snapped. My smile grew. โ€œSo feisty.โ€

Her stare warmed even as her chin jutted. โ€œStupid dimples,โ€ she muttered.

Laughing, I lowered my mouth to hers, kissing her. โ€œYou love my dimples,โ€ I told her, straightening. โ€œAnd you need to feed.โ€

She opened her mouth, then closed it.

โ€œI volunteered without even being asked,โ€ Kieran assured her. โ€œWith all the eather youโ€™ve used, and the blood youโ€™ve given Cas, itโ€™s a necessity.โ€

Poppy was quiet for a moment. โ€œI know, but Iโ€ฆโ€

Curling my fingers under her chin, I tipped her gaze back to mine. โ€œYour hesitation canโ€™t be because of me.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s not.โ€ She turned her head down, kissing the tip of my finger. Her eyes fixed on Kieran. โ€œItโ€™s just that I donโ€™t like using you as aโ€”as a snack.โ€

His brows flew up. โ€œWell, first off, I donโ€™t like to think of myself as a snack. More like a whole damn meal.โ€

Dropping my face to the top of Poppyโ€™s head, it took everything in me not to laugh.

โ€œOkay, Mr. Whole Damn Meal, I donโ€™t like using you in general, and you know that.โ€ Moving suddenly, she shoved her elbow into my stomach, causing me to grunt. โ€œAnd you? Itโ€™s not funny.โ€

โ€œOf course, not, my Queen,โ€ I replied, grinning into her hair.

She moved to jab me with her elbow again, but I curled my other arm around her, stopping her as I laughed. Tilting my head, I kissed her cheek. โ€œYouโ€™re not using him. Itโ€™s a mutually beneficial act.โ€

Poppy twisted her neck to look at me. โ€œHow is that a mutually beneficial act?โ€

Kieran opened his mouth and then wisely closed it when his gaze met mine. โ€œBecause,โ€ I said, loosening my hold on her, โ€œit makes him feel useful.โ€

She rolled her eyes.

โ€œPoppy.โ€ Kieran leaned forward, placing his fingers under her chin and turning her attention to him. โ€œYou know Iโ€™m happy to be of aid to you in this way. Youโ€™re not using me. Youโ€™re allowing me to help you. Thereโ€™s a world of difference between those two things.โ€

Quietly, she stared at him, and I had a feeling she was reading him. Whatever she felt, Iโ€™d have to thank Kieran for later, because she nodded with a sigh. โ€œOkay.โ€

A bolt of relief shot through me. I gave her another quick kiss on the corner of her lips and then lifted a hand. I didnโ€™t need to say anything. Kieran offered his, and Poppy tensed against me as I lowered my mouth to his wrist. Her grip returned to my arm as she turned, giving me room. I hesitated over Kieranโ€™s skin, raising my eyes to hers. Tiny nails dug into the flesh of my arm as she watched me pierce Kieranโ€™s skin. An earthy taste touched my tongue. I didnโ€™t drink, and I didnโ€™t go too deeply. Kieran didnโ€™t even move, but Poppyโ€™s worried gaze shot to the wolven.

โ€œIโ€™m fine,โ€ he assured.

Lifting my head, my hand was still around Kieranโ€™s when he brought the welling blood to her mouth. There was a moment when Poppy didnโ€™t move, but then she lowered her head, closing her mouth around the marks.

Kieran moved then.

Just a small jerk. One I didnโ€™t think Poppy noticed as I gathered the strands of her hair that had fallen forward, brushing them over one shoulder. My hand left Kieranโ€™s then, and I curled my arm around her waist, resting my hand on one hip. She gave a little jolt at the touch and then her leg curled under the blanket, pressing against mine as I drew my other hand

up and down her back.

I watched herโ€”the thick fringe of lashes fanning her cheeks, the way her throat worked on each swallow as I moved my fingers across her hip in slow, steady circles. I didnโ€™t take my eyes off her. I saw the moment the shadows under her eyes cleared. I inhaled, breathing in a familiar scent. The

corners of my lips tipped up as I bent, kissing the top of her head and then her temple.

Those sharp, little nails dug into my flesh as a pink flush seeped across her cheeks. Her eyes flew open, narrowing on Kieran. The bastard was grinning, looking way too proud of himself, and I had a feeling she had stumbled into his memories, and he was showing her something she likely found highly inappropriate.

And intriguing.

Because that scent increased, joining another, and my blood thickened in response. Poppy gave a restless wiggle, causing her hip to brush against my entirely intrigued cock. I squeezed her hip, pulling her tighter to me.

Poppy swallowed one last time and then lifted her mouth. โ€œThank you,โ€ she whispered, folding both her hands around Kieranโ€™s forearm, just below my bite. A silvery glow radiated from her hands, and it didnโ€™t matter how many times I saw her do this. It was fucking awe-inspiring. The two puncture wounds faded within a few heartbeats. She let go of his arm. โ€œYouโ€™re still a jerk, though.โ€

Kieranโ€™s laugh crinkled the skin at the corners of his eyes. โ€œYou take enough?โ€

Poppy reclined against my chest. โ€œYes.โ€

โ€œGood.โ€ He looked at me with bright eyesโ€”eyes that pulsed with eather behind the pupilsโ€”as he clasped the back of Poppyโ€™s head and bent, kissing her forehead. He rose from the bed. โ€œIโ€™ll be waiting.โ€

The moment the door closed behind Kieran, I clasped her cheeks and turned her gaze to me. The pink flush in her skin had deepened.

โ€œMy Queen?โ€

The tip of her tongue wet her lips. โ€œYes?โ€

โ€œI need you on my cock.โ€ Dipping my head, my tongue traced the flick of hers. โ€œNow.โ€

Poppy shuddered.

I slid my hands down her sides, lifting her hips and drawing her onto her knees. Her mouth found mine, and her kissโ€”fuck, it tasted of sweetness and something warm. Earthy. Her hands went to my shoulders, to the hair on the nape of my neck. We had a lot of important shit to talk about and get done, but I needed the same as she did. To be inside her. I reached for the buttons on my breeches, barely managing to unhook them without ripping

them off. I gripped myself as I curled my arm around her waist, pulling her down.

The first touch of her, hot and slick, nearly undid me. As did the breathy sound she made against my lips as I drew her down until no space remained between us. Nothing. I threaded my fingers through her hair as I slid my hand under the hem of her shirt, cupping her ass.

โ€œAs I said beforeโ€ฆโ€ I rocked her against me. โ€œYouโ€™re my favorite kind of torture.โ€

She moaned, trembling. โ€œYouโ€™re just my favorite.โ€ Her breath caught as I squeezed her ass, grinding her down on my dick. โ€œYouโ€™re my favorite everything.โ€

I nipped at her lower lip. โ€œI know.โ€ โ€œArrogant.โ€

โ€œJust telling the truth.โ€ I took her mouth with mine, drawing in the unique flavor of her kiss. โ€œI can taste his blood on your tongue.โ€

Her hips gave a delicious little jerk, but she started to pull back. I stopped her. โ€œItโ€™s not a bad thing,โ€ I told her, keeping her hips moving, working. โ€œWhat does his blood taste like to you?โ€

โ€œYou didnโ€™tโ€ฆtaste it?โ€ Her words came out in short pants. โ€œTasted earthy to me.โ€

โ€œItโ€ฆhis blood tastes like a fall morning,โ€ she said.

โ€œIโ€™m a little envious of that.โ€ I slid my hand over the soft flesh of her ass, slipping a finger between the cheeks and into the tight flesh there. Her entire body stiffened as she sucked in a sharp breath. โ€œDoes that hurt?โ€

โ€œNo,โ€ she whispered, her chest rising and falling rapidly against mine. โ€œIt just feels different.โ€

โ€œBut good?โ€ I watched her closely, searching for any hint of discomfort as I remained still beneath her.

Poppy bit down on her lip. โ€œYes.โ€

I smiled at her and then started moving her hips again. โ€œYou read about something like this in Miss Willaโ€™s diary?โ€

Her face was even pinker. โ€œMaybe.โ€

I chuckled roughly, taking the lip sheโ€™d bitten with mine. The hands at my shoulders trembled. โ€œWere you curious about it when you read it? I bet you were.โ€

โ€œMaybe a little,โ€ she said.

โ€œGods.โ€ I nipped her neck, avoiding the nearly healed bite marks. โ€œI love that fucking book.โ€

โ€œNot surprised to hear thatโ€ฆโ€ She jerked, and she felt hotter, wetter. โ€œI didnโ€™t think it would feel soโ€”โ€ Her moan was a full-body shudder as I pressed in deeper. โ€œI didnโ€™t think it would feel likeโ€ฆโ€

โ€œLike what?โ€

โ€œLike this.โ€ Her forehead fell against mine. โ€œHot. Wicked. Full.โ€

Her breath was on a loop, catching and releasing, and I didnโ€™t think she realized that I wasnโ€™t guiding her movements any longer. She rode me, her breath hot against my lips and her body moving in sinuous curls and plunges. She enjoyed the wickedness. Thoroughly. I heard it in those inhales. Felt it in how she tightened around my dick and my finger. When she came, she took me over the edge right with her. The release shook us both, leaving me feeling as if Iโ€™d lost control of all the muscles in my body.

It took a lot of willpower to ease myself out of her and leave her on the bed, curled on her side once more, looking thoroughly fucked in a most indecent way. I didnโ€™t linger long in the bathing chamber, cleaning up quickly before returning to her, sitting near her hip.

Poppy was awake, though her eyes were only half open. There was peace in her soft smile that I hated to disturb.

But I had to.

She was rested, fed, and fucked.

All I could hope was that those three things would help her process what I had to tell her.

โ€œThere is something I need to talk to you about. Itโ€™s going to be hard to believe, and itโ€™ll be a shock.โ€

The change in Poppy was immediate. The smile vanished, and sheโ€™d gone completely still as she stared up at me. โ€œWhat?โ€

I drew in a deep breath as I tugged the hem of her shirt down. โ€œThe Handmaiden that you think my brother is in love with? The one he claims is his heartmate?โ€

Her brows snapped together. โ€œMillicent?โ€

โ€œYeah. Her.โ€ I swallowed. โ€œShe came to my cell a few times. I know she told Malik the wound in my hand was infected. And then she came again, after I saw you. She showed me something. Thatโ€™s how I know that what she told me is true. I saw it. Thereโ€™s no denying it. Sheโ€™sโ€ฆsheโ€™s your sister, Poppy. Your full-blooded sister.โ€

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