A man with charm is an entertaining thing, and a man with looks is, of course, a sight to behold, but a man with honorโah, he is the one, dear reader, to which the young ladies should flock.
LADY WHISTLEDOWNโS SOCIETY PAPERS, 2 MAY 1814
Later that night, after supper was done and the men went off to drink their port before rejoining the ladies with superior expressions on their faces, as if they had just talked about something weightier than which horse was likely to win the Royal Ascot; after the assembled company had played a sometime tedious and sometime hilarious round of charades; after Lady Bridgerton had cleared her throat and discreetly suggested that it might be time to turn in; after the ladies had taken their candles and headed off to bed; after the gentlemen had presumably followedโฆ
Kate couldnโt sleep.
Clearly, it was to be one of those stare-at-the-cracks-in the-ceiling sort of nights. Except that there were no cracks in the ceiling at Aubrey Hall. And the moon wasnโt even out, so there wasnโt any light filtering through the curtains, which meant that even if there were cracks, she wouldnโt be able to see them, andโฆ
Kate groaned as she pushed back her covers and rose to her feet. One of these days she was going to have to learn how to force her brain to stop racing in eight different directions at once. Sheโd already lain in bed for nearly an hour, staring up into the dark, inky night, shutting her eyes every now and then and trying to will herself to sleep.
It wasnโt working.
She couldnโt stop thinking about the expression on Penelope Featheringtonโs face when the viscount had swooped in to her rescue. Her own expression, Kate was sure, must have been somewhat similarโa bit stunned, a little delighted,
and a lot as if she were about to melt onto the floor at that very minute.
Bridgerton had beenย thatย magnificent.
Kate had spent the entire day either watching or interacting with the Bridgertons. And one thing had become clear: Everything that had been said about Anthony and his devotion to his familyโit was all true.
And while she wasnโt quite ready to relinquish her opinion that he was a rake and a rogue, she was starting to realize that he might be all that and something else as well.
Something good.
Something that, if she were trying to be utterly objective about the matter, which she admitted was difficult to do, really ought not disqualify him as a potential husband for Edwina.
Oh, why why why did he have to go and beย nice? Why couldnโt he have just stayed the suave but shallow libertine it had been so easy to believe him? Now he was something else altogether, someone she feared she might actually come to care for.
Kate felt her face flush, even in the dark. She had to stop thinking about Anthony Bridgerton. At this rate she wasnโt going to get any sleep for a week.
Maybe if she had something to read. Sheโd seen a rather large and extensive library earlier that evening; surely the Bridgertons had some tome in there that would be guaranteed to put her to sleep.
She pulled on her robe and tiptoed to the door, careful not to wake Edwina.
Not that that would have been an easy task. Edwina had always slept like the dead. According to Mary, sheโd even slept through the night as a babyโfrom the very first day of her birth.
Kate slid her feet into a pair of slippers, then moved quietly into the hall, careful to look this way and that before shutting the door behind her. This was her first country house visit, but sheโd heard a thing or two about these sorts of gatherings, and the last thing she wanted to do was run into someone on his way to a bedroom not his own.
If someone was carrying on with someone not his spouse, Kate decided, she didnโt want to know about it.
A single lantern lit the hall, giving the dark air a dim, flickering glow. Kate had grabbed a candle on her way out, so she walked over and flipped the lid of the lantern to light her wick. Once the flame was steady, she started toward the stairs, making sure to pause at every corner and check carefully for passersby.
A few minutes later she found herself in the library. It wasnโt large byย tonย standards, but the walls were covered floor to ceiling with bookcases. Kate pushed the door until it was almost closedโif someone was up and about, she didnโt want to alert them to her presence by letting the door click shutโand made her way to the nearest bookcase, peering at the titles.
โHmmm,โ she murmured to herself, pulling out a book and looking at the front cover, โbotany.โ She did love gardening, but somehow a textbook on the subject didnโt sound terribly exciting. Should she seek out a novel, which would capture her imagination, or should she go for a dry text, which would be more likely to put her to sleep?
Kate replaced the book and moved over to the next bookcase, setting her candle down on a nearby table. It appeared to be the philosophy section. โDefinitely not,โ she muttered, sliding her candle along the table as she moved one bookcase to the right. Botany might put her to sleep, but philosophy was likely to leave her in a stupor for days.
She moved the candle a bit to the right, leaning forward to peer at the next set of books, when a bright and completely unexpected flash of lightning lit up the room.
A short, staccato scream burst forth from her lungs, and she jumped backward, bumping her behind against the table.ย Not now, she silently pleaded,ย not here.
But as her mind formed the word, โhere,โ the entire room exploded with a dull boom of thunder.
And then it was dark again, leaving Kate shaking, her fingers gripping the table so hard that her joints locked. She hated this. Oh, how she hated this. She hated the noise and the streaks of light, and the crackling tension in the air, but
most of all she hated what it made her feel.
So terrified that eventually she couldnโt feel anything at all.
It had been this way all her life, or at least as long as she could remember. When sheโd been small, her father or Mary had comforted her whenever it had stormed. Kate had many memories of one of them sitting on the edge of her bed, holding her hand and whispering soothing words as thunder and lightning crashed around her. But as she grew older, she managed to convince people that she was over her affliction. Oh, everyone knew that she still hated storms. But sheโd managed to keep the extent of her terror to herself.
It seemed the worst sort of weaknessโone with no apparent cause, and unfortunately, one with no clear cure.
She didnโt hear any rain against the windows; maybe the storm wouldnโt be so bad. Maybe it had started far away and was moving even farther. Maybe it wasโ
Another flash illuminated the room, squeezing out a second scream from Kateโs lungs. And this time the thunder had arrived even closer to the lightning, indicating that the storm was pulling closer.
Kate felt herself sink to the floor.
It was too loud. Too loud, and too bright, and tooโ BOOM!
Kate huddled under the table, her legs folded up, her arms about her knees, waiting in terror for the next round.
And then the rain began.
It was a bit past midnight, and all the guests (who were keeping somewhat to country hours) had gone to bed, but Anthony was still in his study, tapping his fingers against the edge of his desk in time with the rain beating against his window. Every now and then a bolt of lightning lit up the room in a flash of brilliance, and each clap of thunder was so loud and unexpected, he jumped in his chair.
God, he loved thunderstorms.
Hard to tell why. Maybe it was just the proof of natureโs power over man. Maybe it was the sheer energy of the light and sound that pounded around him. Whatever the case, it made him feel alive.
He hadnโt been particularly tired when his mother had suggested they all turn in, and so it had seemed silly not to use these few moments of solitude to go over the Aubrey Hall books his steward had left out for him. The Lord knew his mother would have his every minute crammed with activities involving eligible young women on the morrow.
But after an hour or so of painstaking checking, the dry tip of a quill tapping against each number in the ledger as he added and subtracted, multiplied and occasionally divided, his eyelids began to droop.
It had been a long day, he allowed, closing the ledger but leaving a piece of paper sticking out to mark his place. Heโd spent much of the morning visiting tenants and inspecting buildings. One family needed a door repaired. Another was having trouble harvesting their crops and paying their rent, due to the fatherโs broken leg. Anthony had heard and settled disputes, admired new babies, and even helped to fix a leaky roof. It was all part of being a landowner, and he enjoyed it, but it was tiring.
The Pall Mall game had been an enjoyable interlude, but once back at the house, heโd been thrust into the role of host for his motherโs party. Which had been almost as exhausting as the tenant visits. Eloise was barely seventeen and clearly had needed someone to watch over her, that bitchy Cowper girl had been tormenting poor Penelope Featherington, and someone had had to do something about that, andโฆ
And then there was Kate Sheffield. The bane of his existence.
And the object of his desires. All at once.
What a muddle. He was supposed to be courting her sister, for Godโs sake. Edwina. The belle of the season. Lovely beyond compare. Sweet and generous and even-tempered.
And instead he couldnโt stop thinking about Kate. Kate, who, much as she infuriated him, couldnโt help but command his respect. How could he not admire one who clung so steadfastly to her convictions? And Anthony had to admit that the crux of her convictionsโdevotion to familyโwas the one principle he held above all else.
With a yawn, Anthony got up from behind his desk and stretched his arms. It was definitely time for bed. With any luck, heโd fall asleep the moment his head hit the pillow. The last thing he wanted was to find himself staring at the ceiling, thinking of Kate.
And of all the things he wanted to doย toย Kate.
Anthony picked up a candle and headed out into the empty hall. There was something peaceful and intriguing about a quiet house. Even with the rain beating against the walls, he could hear every click of his boots against the floor
โheel, toe, heel, toe. And except for when the lightning streaked through the sky, his candle provided the only illumination in the hall. He rather enjoyed waving the flame this way and that, watching the play of shadows against the walls and furniture. It was a rather odd feeling of control, butโ
One of his brows rose up in question. The library door was a few inches ajar, and he could see a pale strip of candlelight shining from within.
He was fairly certain no one else was up. And there certainly wasnโt a sound coming from the library. Someone must have gone in for a book and left a candle burning. Anthony frowned. It was a damned irresponsible thing to do.
Fire could devastate a house faster than anything else, even in the middle of a rainstorm, and the libraryโfilled to the brim with booksโwas the ideal place to spark a flame.
He pushed the door open and entered the room. One entire wall of the library was taken up by tall windows, so the sound of the rain was much louder here than it had been in the hall. A crack of thunder shook the floor, then, practically on top of that, a flash of lightning split the night.
The electricity of the moment made him grin, and he crossed over to where the offending candle had been left burning. He leaned over, blew it out, and thenโฆ
He heard something.
It was the sound of breath. Panicked, labored, with the slightest touch of a whimper.
Anthony looked purposefully around the room. โIs someone here?โ he called out. But he could see no one.
Then he heard it again. From below.
Holding his own candle steady, he crouched down to peer under the table. And his breath was sucked right out of his body.
โMy God,โ he gasped. โKate.โ
She was curled up into a ball, her arms wrapped around her bent legs so tightly it looked as if she were about to shatter. Her head was bent down, her eye sockets resting on her knees, and her entire body was shaking with fast, intense tremors.
Anthonyโs blood ran to ice. Heโd never seen someone shake like that. โKate?โ he said again, setting his candle down on the floor as he moved
closer. He couldnโt tell if she could hear him. She seemed to have retreated into
herself, desperate to escape something. Was it the storm? Sheโd said she hated the rain, but this went far deeper. Anthony knew that most people didnโt thrive on electrical storms as he did, but heโd never heard of someone being reduced to this.
She looked as if sheโd break into a million brittle pieces if he so much as touched her.
Thunder shook the room, and her body flinched with such torment that Anthony felt it in his gut. โOh, Kate,โ he whispered. It broke his heart to see her thus. With a careful and steady hand, he reached out to her. He still wasnโt sure if sheโd even registered his presence; startling her might be like waking a sleepwalker.
Gently he set his hand on her upper arm and gave it the tiniest of squeezes. โIโm here, Kate,โ he murmured. โEverything will be all right.โ
Lightning tore through the night, flashing the room with a sharp burst of light, and she squeezed herself into an even tighter ball, if that was possible. It occurred to him that she was trying to shield her eyes by keeping her face to her knees.
He moved closer and took one of her hands in his. Her skin was like ice, her fingers stiff from terror. It was difficult to pry her arm from around her legs, but eventually he was able to bring her hand to his mouth, and he pressed his lips against her skin, trying to warm her.
โIโm here, Kate,โ he repeated, not really sure what else to say. โIโm here. It will be all right.โ
Eventually he managed to scoot himself under the table so that he was sitting beside her on the floor, with his arm around her trembling shoulders. She seemed to relax slightly at his touch, which left him with the oddest feelingโ almost a sense of pride that he had been the one to be able to help her. That, and a bone-deep feeling of relief, because it was killing him to see her in such torment.
He whispered soothing words in her ear and softly caressed her shoulder, trying to comfort her with his mere presence. And slowlyโvery, slowly; he had no idea how many minutes he sat under that table with herโhe could feel her muscles begin to unwind. Her skin lost that awful clammy feeling, and her breathing, while still rushed, no longer sounded quite so panicked.
Finally, when he felt she might be ready, he touched two fingers to the underside of her chin, using the softest pressure imaginable to lift her face so that he could see her eyes. โLook at me, Kate,โ he whispered, his voice gentle but suffused with authority. โIf you just look at me, you will know that you are safe.โ
The tiny muscles around her eyes quivered for a good fifteen seconds before her lids finally fluttered. She was trying to open her eyes, but they were resisting. Anthony had little experience with this sort of terror, but it seemed to make sense to him that her eyes just wouldnโt want to open, that they simply wouldnโt want to see whatever it was that so frightened her.
After several more seconds of fluttering, she finally managed to open her
eyes all the way and met his gaze.
Anthony felt as if heโd been punched in the gut.
If eyes were truly the windows to the soul, something had shattered within Kate Sheffield that night. She looked haunted, hunted, and utterly lost and bewildered.
โI donโt remember,โ she whispered, her voice barely audible.
He took her hand, which heโd never relinquished his hold on, and brought it to his lips again. He pressed a gentle, almost paternal kiss on her palm. โYou donโt remember what?โ
She shook her head. โI donโt know.โ
โDo you remember coming to the library?โ She nodded.
โDo you remember the storm?โ
She closed her eyes for a moment, as if the act of keeping them open had required more energy than she possessed. โItโs still storming.โ
Anthony nodded. That was true. The rain was still beating against the windows with just as much ferocity as before, but it had been several minutes since the last bout of thunder and lightning.
She looked at him with desperate eyes. โI canโtโฆI donโtโฆโ Anthony squeezed her hand. โYou donโt have to say anything.โ
He felt her body shudder and relax, then heard her whisper, โThank you.โ โDo you want me to talk to you?โ he asked.
She shut her eyesโnot as tightly as beforeโand nodded.
He smiled, even though he knew she could not see it. But maybe she could sense it. Maybe sheโd be able to hear his smile in his voice. โLetโs see,โ he
mused, โwhat can I tell you about?โ
โTell me about the house,โ she whispered. โThis house?โ he asked in surprise.
She nodded.
โVery well,โ he replied, feeling rather absurdly pleased that she was interested in the one pile of stone and mortar that meant so much to him. โI grew up here, you know.โ
โYour mother told me.โ
Anthony felt a spark of something warm and powerful in his chest as she spoke. Heโd told her she didnโt have to say anything, and sheโd been quite obviously thankful for that, but now she was actually taking part in the conversation. Surely that had to mean she was beginning to feel better. If sheโd open her eyesโif they werenโt sitting under a tableโit might seem almost normal.
And it was stunning how much he wanted to be the one to make her feel better.
โShall I tell you about the time my brother drowned my sisterโs favorite doll?โ he asked.
She shook her head, then flinched when the wind picked up, causing the rain to beat against the windows with new ferocity. But she steeled her chin and said, โTell me something about you.โ
โAll right,โ Anthony said slowly, trying to ignore the vague, uncomfortable feeling that spread in his chest. It was so much easier to tell a tale of his many siblings than to talk about himself.
โTell me about your father.โ He froze. โMy father?โ
She smiled, but he was too shocked by her request to notice. โYou must have had one,โ she said.
Anthonyโs throat began to feel very tight. He didnโt often talk about his father, not even with his family. Heโd told himself that it was because it was so much water under the bridge; Edmund had been dead for over ten years. But the truth was that some things simply hurt too much.
And there were some wounds that didnโt heal, not even in ten years. โHeโhe was a great man,โ he said softly. โA great father. I loved him very
much.โ
Kate turned to look at him, the first time sheโd met his gaze since heโd lifted her chin with his fingers many minutes earlier. โYour mother speaks of him with great affection. That was why I asked.โ
โWe all loved him,โ he said simply, turning his head and staring out across the room. His eyes focused on the leg of a chair, but he didnโt really see it. He didnโt see anything but the memories in his mind. โHe was the finest father a boy could ever want.โ
โWhen did he die?โ
โEleven years ago. In the summer. When I was eighteen. Right before I left for Oxford.โ
โThatโs a difficult time for a man to lose his father,โ she murmured.
He turned sharply to look at her. โAny time is a difficult time for a man to lose his father.โ
โOf course,โ she quickly agreed, โbut some times are worse than others, I think. And surely it must be different for boys and girls. My father passed on five years ago, and I miss him terribly, but I donโt think itโs the same.โ
He didnโt have to voice his question. It was there in his eyes.
โMy father was wonderful,โ Kate explained, her eyes warming as she reminisced. โKind and gentle, but stern when he needed to be. But a boyโs father
โwell, he has to teach his son how to be a man. And to lose a father at eighteen, when youโre just learning what all that meansโฆโ She let out a long exhale. โItโs probably presumptuous for me even to discuss it, as Iโm not a man and therefore couldnโt possibly put myself in your shoes, but I thinkโฆโ She paused, pursing
her lips as she considered her words. โWell, I just think it would be very difficult.โ
โMy brothers were sixteen, twelve, and two,โ Anthony said softly.
โI would imagine it was difficult for them as well,โ she replied, โalthough your youngest brother probably doesnโt remember him.โ
Anthony shook his head.
Kate smiled wistfully. โI donโt remember my mother, either. Itโs an odd thing.โ
โHow old were you when she died?โ
โIt was on my third birthday. My father married Mary only a few months later. He didnโt observe the proper mourning period, and it shocked some of the neighbors, but he thought I needed a mother more than he needed to follow etiquette.โ
For the first time, Anthony wondered what would have happened if it had been his mother who had died young, leaving his father with a house full of children, several of them infants and toddlers. Edmund wouldnโt have had an easy time of it. None of them would have.
Not that it had been easy for Violet. But at least sheโd had Anthony, whoโd been able to step in and try to act the role of surrogate father to his younger siblings. If Violet had died, the Bridgertons would have been left completely without a maternal figure. After all, Daphneโthe eldest of the Bridgerton daughtersโhad been only ten at Edmundโs death. And Anthony was certain that his father would not have remarried.
No matter how his father would have wanted a mother for his children, he would not have been able to take another wife.
โHow did your mother die?โ Anthony asked, surprised by the depth of his curiosity.
โInfluenza. Or at least thatโs what they thought. It could have been any sort of lung fever.โ She rested her chin on her hand. โIt was very quick, Iโm told. My
father said I fell ill as well, although mine was a mild case.โ
Anthony thought about the son he hoped to sire, the very reason he had finally decided to marry. โDo you miss a parent you never knew?โ he whispered.
Kate considered his question for some time. His voice had held a hoarse urgency that told her there was something critical about her reply. Why, she couldnโt imagine, but something about her childhood clearly rang a chord within his heart.
โYes,โ she finally answered, โbut not in the way you would think. You canโt really miss her, because you didnโt know her, but thereโs still a hole in your life
โa big empty spot, and you know who was supposed to fit there, but you canโt remember her, and you donโt know what she was like, and so you donโt knowย howย she would have filled that hole.โ Her lips curved into a sad sort of smile. โDoes this make any sense?โ
Anthony nodded. โIt makes a great deal of sense.โ
โI think losing a parent once you know and love them is harder,โ Kate added. โAnd I know, because Iโve lost both.โ
โIโm sorry,โ he said quietly.
โItโs all right,โ she assured him. โThat old adageโtime heals all woundsโ itโs really true.โ
He stared at her intently, and she could tell from his expression that he didnโt agree.
โIt really is more difficult when youโre older. Youโre blessed because you had the chance to know them, but the pain of the loss is more intense.โ
โIt was as if Iโd lost an arm,โ Anthony whispered.
She nodded soberly, somehow knowing that he hadnโt spoken of his sorrow to many people. She licked nervously at her lips, which had gone quite dry.
Funny how that happened. All the rain in the world pounding outside, and here she was, parched as a bone.
โPerhaps it was better for me, then,โ Kate said softly, โlosing my mother so
young. And Mary has been wonderful. She loves me as a daughter. In factโโ She broke off, startled by the sudden wetness in her eyes. When she finally found her voice again, it was an emotional whisper. โIn fact, she has never once treated me differently than she has Edwina. IโI donโt think I could have loved my own mother any better.โ
Anthonyโs eyes burned into hers. โIโm so glad,โ he said, his voice low and intense.
Kate swallowed. โSheโs so funny about it sometimes. She visits my motherโs grave, just to tell her how Iโm doing. Itโs very sweet, actually. When I was small, I would go with her, to tell my mother how Mary was doing.โ
Anthony smiled. โAnd was your report favorable?โ โAlways.โ
They sat in companionable silence for a moment, both staring at the candle flame, watching the wax drip down the taper to the candlestick. When the fourth drop of wax rolled down the candle, sliding along the column until it hardened in place, Kate turned to Anthony and said, โIโm sure I sound insufferably optimistic, but I think there must be some master plan in life.โ
He turned to her and quirked a brow.
โEverything really does work out in the end,โ she explained. โI lost my mother, but I gained Mary. And a sister I love dearly. Andโโ
A flash of lightning lit the room. Kate bit her lip, trying to force slow and even breaths through her nose. The thunder would come, but sheโd be ready for it, andโ
The room shook with noise, and she was able to keep her eyes open.
She let out a long exhale and allowed herself a proud smile. That hadnโt been so difficult. It certainly hadnโt beenย fun,ย but it hadnโt been impossible. It might have been Anthonyโs comforting presence next to her, or simply that the storm was moving away, but sheโd made it through without her heart jumping through her skin.
โAre you all right?โ Anthony asked.
She looked over at him, and something inside of her melted at the concerned look on his face. Whatever heโd done in the past, however theyโd argued and fought, in this moment he truly cared about her.
โYes,โ she said, hearing surprise in her voice even though she hadnโt intended it. โYes, I think I am.โ
He gave her hand a squeeze. โHow long have you been like this?โ โTonight? Or in my life?โ
โBoth.โ
โTonight since the first clap of thunder. I get quite nervous when it begins to rain, but as long as there is no thunder and lightning, Iโm all right. Itโs not the rain, actually, which upsets me, but just the fear that it might grow into something more.โ She swallowed, licking her dry lips before she continued. โTo answer your other query, I canโt remember a time I wasnโt terrified by storms.
Itโs simply a part of me. Itโs quite foolish, I knowโโ โItโs not foolish,โ he interjected.
โYouโre very sweet to think so,โ she said with a sheepish half-smile, โbut youโre wrong. Nothing could be more foolish than to fear something with no reason.โ
โSometimesโฆโ Anthony said in a halting voice, โsometimes there are reasons for our fears that we canโt quite explain. Sometimes itโs just something we feel in our bones, something we know to be true, but would sound foolish to anyone else.โ
Kate stared at him intently, watching his dark eyes in the flickering candlelight, and catching her breath at the flash of pain she saw in the brief second before he looked away. And she knewโwith every fiber of her beingโ that he wasnโt speaking of intangibles. He was talking about his own fears, something very specific that haunted him every minute of every day.
Something she knew she did not have the right to ask him about. But she wishedโoh, how she wishedโthat when he was ready to face his fears, she
could be the one to help him.
But that wasnโt to be. He would marry someone else, maybe even Edwina, and only his wife would have the right to talk to him about such personal matters.
โI think I might be ready to go upstairs,โ she said. Suddenly it was too hard to be in his presence, too painful to know that he would belong to someone else.
His lips quirked into a boyish smile. โAre you saying I might finally crawl out from under this table?โ
โOh, goodness!โ She clapped one of her hands to her cheek in a sheepish expression. โIโm so sorry. I stopped noticing where we were sitting ages ago, Iโm afraid. What a ninny you must think me.โ
He shook his head, still smiling. โNever a ninny, Kate. Even when I thought you the most insufferable female creature on the planet, I had no doubts about your intelligence.โ
Kate, who had been in the process of scooting out from under the table, paused. โI just donโt know if I should feel complimented or insulted by that statement.โ
โProbably both,โ he admitted, โbut for friendshipโs sake, letโs decide upon complimented.โ
She turned to look at him, aware that she presented an awkward picture on her hands and knees, but the moment seemed too important to delay. โThen we are friends?โ she whispered.
He nodded as he stood. โHard to believe, but I think we are.โ
Kate smiled as she took his helping hand and rose to her feet. โIโm glad.
Youโreโyouโre really not the devil Iโd originally thought you.โ
One of his brows lifted, and his face suddenly took on a very wicked expression.
โWell, maybe you are,โ she amended, thinking he probably was every bit the rake and rogue that society had painted him. โBut maybe youโre also a rather
nice person as well.โ
โNice seems so bland,โ he mused.
โNice,โ she said emphatically, โis nice. And given what I used to think of you, you ought to be delighted by the compliment.โ
He laughed. โOne thing about you, Kate Sheffield, is that you are never boring.โ
โBoring is so bland,โ she quipped.
He smiledโa true grin, not that ironic curve he used at society functions, but the real thing. Kateโs throat suddenly felt very tight.
โIโm afraid I cannot walk you back to your room,โ he said. โIf someone should come across us at this hourโฆโ
Kate nodded. Theyโd forged an unlikely friendship, but she didnโt want to get trapped into marriage with him, right? And it went without saying thatย heย didnโt want to marryย her.
He motioned to her. โAnd especially with you dressed like thatโฆ.โ
Kate looked down and gasped, yanking her robe more tightly around her. Sheโd completely forgotten that she wasnโt properly dressed. Her nightclothes certainly werenโt risquรฉ or revealing, especially with her thick robe, but theyย wereย nightclothes.
โWill you be all right?โ he asked softly. โItโs still raining.โ
Kate stopped and listened to the rain, which had softened to a gentle patter against the windows. โI think the storm is over.โ
He nodded and peered out into the hall. โItโs empty,โ he said. โI should go.โ
He stepped aside to let her pass.
She moved forward, but when she reached the doorway she stopped and
turned around. โLord Bridgerton?โ
โAnthony,โ he said. โYou should call me Anthony. I believe Iโve already called you Kate.โ
โYou did?โ
โWhen I found you.โ He waved a hand. โI donโt think you heard anything I said.โ
โYouโre probably right.โ She smiled hesitantly. โAnthony.โ His name sounded strange on her tongue.
He leaned forward slightly, an odd, almost devilish light in his eyes. โKate,โ he said in return.
โI just wanted to say thank you,โ she said. โFor helping me tonight. Iโโ She cleared her throat. โIt would have been a great deal more difficult without you.โ
โI didnโt do anything,โ he said gruffly.
โNo, you did everything.โ And then, before sheโd be tempted to stay, she hurried down the hall and up the stairs.





