ITโS BEEN WEEKSย . . . no, months since Iโve had a girl in my bed. Honestly, the last person I hooked up with must have been Cassidy fuckinโ Viotto back during fall term. This has to be the longest dry spell Iโve had since freshman year.
No wonder Iโve been jerking it in the shower so often.
Leaning against the cold tiles, hot water streaming down my back, I close my eyes and clasp my hand around my cock. My thoughts wander off, straying toward some faceless porn starโlarge breasts, a fit body, and a cascade of silky hair confined to a ponytail.
But after a half-hearted stroke, my interest wanes out, my dick deflating on me.
Frustrated, I bite my lip, shifting my fantasy to the one I havenโt dared to imagineโfiery red hair, a smattering of freckles, and a short cheerleading skirt. Encouraged, I give myself another stroke. Then another, tightening my grip along the base.
Well, fuck, this is definitely not going to work for me either.
Just as Iโm about to resign myself to a failed attempt, a new fantasy works its way into my brainโimages of a tiny heart-shaped birthmark, a pile of chocolate curls spilling out of a half bun, and a pair of long, tanned legs peeking out from striped pajama shorts.
Yeah, there it is. My hard-on immediately rebounds.
Tilting my forehead against the shower wall, I give in to the image of her standing in her apartment doorway, a tiny shirt clinging to her curves just so, offering a glimpse of her waist above the band of her shorts. Sheโs smiling at me, saying my name, leading me back into her bedroom.
Now, itโs her hand working me over, her mouth pressing to my neck. The pace quickens as she journeys from my neck to my jaw to my chest, biting softly at my shoulder before dropping to her knees in front of me. Those perfect lips whisper, โTheo,โ right before she wraps them around my cock, sending me over the edge.
โFuuuck.โ I canโt help but groan as I collapse against the cold shower tiles, panting, allowing my climax to wash down the drain. It takes me a few long moments to catch my breath before finally switching off the water.ย Now, what the fuck was that all about?ย Seriously . . . I see the outline of Jadeโs tits for five seconds and sheโs already starring in my shower
fantasies? This is a whole new level of pathetic.
Honestly, this probably only happened because Iโm sex-deprived, and Jadeโs the most recent girl Iโve been around. Not to mention her body is fucking incredible, which I wouldโve realized sooner if it werenโt for that godforsaken hand-me-down sweatshirt.
I mean, I understand her reasons for wearing it better than most. But damn it. That thing, no matter how lucky it is, is truly a detriment to her and to the entire Dayton community.
So yeah, thatโs all this was. I was just surprised to see her wearing that tight little pajama set this morning and caught off guard by my sudden attraction to her. Iโm sure, by the end of the week, the novelty will have worn off completely.
THE NEXT MORNING, I make a stop at the Grind before heading over to Jadeโs apartment. I stand outside her door for a full minute, steeling myself. If sheโs inside wearing that barely there outfit again, Iโll just have to avert my fucking eyes this time.
After all, Iโve seen women wear much less . . . and with much more intention.
Drawing a deep breath, I force myself to knock on the door. It swings open to reveal a beaming Shannon, her cheerful greeting instantly easing my nerves. โHey, West!โ
Well, thatโs one problem solved.
โOh, hey, Shan,โ I say, forcing a casual smile. โGood morning.โ
โMorning,โ she murmurs in return, her eyes lighting up with genuine warmth. โJade just ran to the store. She said you might stop by while she was out.โ She steps aside, creating a clear path for me. โDo you want to come in?โ
โOh, yeah, sure.โ I nod, making my way inside, even as a strange sense of disappointment tugs at me.
Disappointment? No, itโs just . . . well, surprise that Jade already left, especially since she knew Iโd be coming over.
Shannon reaches for the iced latte in my hand. โHere,โ she offers. โI can stick this in the fridge for now.โ
โAlright. Will Jade be gone long?โ I find myself asking, even as I wonder why I care so much.
โI donโt think so,โ she reassures me, her gaze flicking toward the door. โShe said sheโd be right back.โ
She glides toward the fridge, her movements graceful and poised. And once sheโs placed the drink inside, she ushers us over to the living room couch. As I settle in beside her, my gaze falls on a pair of large posters on the wallโa framed image of the Bobcatsโ team mascot and a Superstars action poster from years ago.
Jadeโs favorite team, presumably. Itโs a bit random, but I suppose she must have grown up somewhere in the state.
โAwesome.โ I lean back, draping my arms over the back of the couch, as I force my attention back to Shannon. โIโll just wait until she gets back, then.โ
โSure,โ she says, shifting to face me directly. Her expression turns curious as she asks, โAre you guys . . . So, youโre actually friends now?โ
โYeah,โ I affirm quickly, โIโd say weโre friends.โ
Her gaze flickers over my face, as if trying to determine the sincerity of my statement. โShe told me you asked her to the banquet.โ
โYeah, I did,โ I confirm, raising a brow. โI mean, I thought . . . youโre going with Cam, right? It could be a good chance for all of us to hang out.โ
โThatโs true,โ she says, her wary gaze softening into a smile. โTo be honest, I was kinda surprised he asked me.โ
โWhyโs that?โ I probe, genuinely curious. โWell . . . I thought you might ask me.โ
I swallow hard, a tinge of guilt washing over me. Okay, I had just insinuated I wanted to sleep with her a few weeks ago. Now my best friend
is inviting her to the banquet while Iโm here playing some juvenile game with her roommate.
โOh, uh, yeah,โ I mumble, attempting to gather my thoughts. โWell, Cam and I both wanted to go with a friend this year. He thought of you first. You know how it is.โ
Her soft laughter fills the room, the sound easing some of the tension. โI am glad youโre taking Jade, though.โ
โYeah?โ
โYeah,โ she echoes. โShe keeps going out with these complete duds. Iโve been trying to set her up with an athlete, but Iโm not sure who to choose.โ She pauses, twirling a strand of honey-red hair between her fingers. โMaybe sheโll meet someone at the banquet.โ
โWait, are you serious?โ
Shannonโs been trying to set Jade up with a random athlete while Iโve been secretly maneuvering her toward Cam. I mean, simply to fulfill the terms of the Trade . . . not to actually date the fucker.
โWhat?โ
โYouโre trying to set her up with someone?โ I ask, my tone edged with a mix of disbelief and caution.
โYeah.โ She shrugs, seemingly nonchalant about it all. โSheโs not usually into athletes, but we thought weโd give it a try.โ
My brain churns, slowly attempting to process this new piece of information. Well, itโs unexpected, but I suppose it works in my favor after all.
โRight,โ I drawl, leaning back against the couch, my mind already spinning with possibilities. โMaybe I can help with that.โ
Inside, though, Iโm not so sure. Despite my best efforts to ignore it, thereโs a twinge of something uncomfortable, something heavy and tight, stirring within me.
A teasing light gleams in her eyes as she drags one pert lip between her teeth. โWhat did you have in mind?โ
Ignoring the bitter taste in my mouth, I press forward with my plan. โYou two should come over next Saturday night,โ I suggest, a hint of urgency creeping into my voice. โA bunch of guys from the team will be streaming the UFC fight.โ
Itโs the perfect opportunity to nudge the Trade along, subtly but surely laying the groundwork.
โThatโs not a bad idea,โ she muses, a thoughtful crease forming between her brows. โIโll see what Jade thinks.โ
โPerfect,โ I say, winking at her as I lean back, my hands finding their place behind my head again. โPlus, that gives you and I the chance to spend more time together.โ
She rolls her eyes, though her lips curl into a coy smile. โWest . . .โ
My smirk widens at her reaction. โOh, come on. You havenโt actually been to my place before, have you? Some say that my bedroomโs the best spot in the house.โ
โYouโre relentless,โ she says, though her giggles betray her amusement, a faint blush warming her pale face.
My gaze lingers on her rosy cheeks, tracing the constellation of freckles scattered across her skin. Itโs interesting, actually. Jade has freckles, too, a charming sprinkling across her nose and the apples of her cheeks. A stray thought, but it manages to wedge itself inside my mind, stirring an unexpected pang.
โShan, you donโt evenโโ
My attempt to flirt is cut off by the front door swinging open, and my attention immediately shifts to Jade. Sheโs holding two paper bags full of groceries, her hair pulled up into a bun, loose tendrils framing her face. Sheโs not clad in her tiny striped pajamas this time, but she still looks pretty fucking good.
โHey!โ Shannon calls out, then informs her, โWest brought you another drink. Itโs in the fridge.โ
I give Shannonโs knee two casual taps as a parting gesture before pushing off the couch to join Jade in the kitchen. โHey, Jade.โ
โHi.โ Her smile doesnโt falter as she retrieves her coffee. โThanks for the latte.โ
I quirk a brow at her. โCouldnโt wait around for me this morning?โ โTime stops for no man.โ
โRight.โ I chuckle, my gaze lingering. โSame reason you shooed me out yesterday?โ
โSomething like that,โ she says, her lips closing around the straw of her coffee.
โWell,โ I say, clearing my throat, an unfamiliar awkwardness creeping in. โI wanted to make sure you actually got your drink. You know, gotta hold up my end of the bargain.โ
Her lips curve into a knowing smile. โOf course, itโs only fair play.โ โExactly. Alright, I think Iโm gonna head out now.โ I throw a glance
over my shoulder toward her roommate. โShan, thanks for the company.โ โBye, West!โ
โWant to meet me on campus tomorrow?โ Jadeโs question steals my attention back. โYou know, for the coffee? My first class is right near the quad.โ
โSounds like a plan.โ
โAlright.โ Sheโs opening the front door now, and I move to slip past her. โSee ya, Theo.โ
And there it is . . . Theo. My given name escapes from her lips right before she closes the door on me, and it hits me like a punch straight to the gut.
Damn, now Iโm standing in an empty hallway, sporting a semi, and those shower fantasies are springing to the forefront of my mind.
I shake my head, trying to clear it. Need to remember the fucking plan, the Trade.
You want Shan, you asshole, not her roommate.ย No, definitely not herโ the one with the corny personal mantras and witty little comebacks. But a corner of my brain rebels at the thought, whispering,ย Would it really be so terrible if you did want Jade?
Wait, what am I thinking? Of course, itโs fucking terrible, especially since Iโve spent the last few days trying to pawn her off on Camโmy best friend and goddamn roommate.
I just need to stick with the original game plan. Iโm going to keep my head down, pass my fucking classes, maybe spend a night with Shan, and then get drafted. Thereโs no time for other distractions.
Point. Blank. Period.