WHOEVER FABRICATED ALLย that nasty shit about long distanceโhow itโs undeniably stressful, how itโs taxing on your relationship, how every damn day is a fight to stay connectedโwell, they must not have felt the way I feel.
Of course Iโve missed Jade over these last few months, but itโs only her physical presence thatโs been absent. I still get to hear the sounds of her sweet laughter, see the pretty smile on her face, and listen to those witty little quips Iโve grown to love.
Although I donโt get to feel her, touch her, taste her as often as Iโd like
. . . I sure do spend plenty of time thinking about it. Actually, I think about Jade pretty much nonstopโon the field, in the locker rooms, and late at night from the safety of my own bedroom.
Thatโs when I get so fucking lost in the memories of her, in the sweet sounds of her moaning my name.
Theo. Theo. Theo.
I wish I could bottle that sound and drink it before every big game. Iโd definitely be a shoo-in for the first draft pick.
Honestly, my prospects are pretty fucking ace anyway.
Coach has positioned me in a solid spot for scouting this season. Heโs been pushing me toward the feature back title. He also put me on a two- week speed challenge to shave time off my forty-yard dash.
Itโs the best chance I have of making the draft. Weโve been developing my highlights reel, and now weโre cutting down on my run time. In the past week and a half, I went from a 4.49 to a 4.44. For now, my time beats the average, but I know I can still do better.
I just need to keep my eyes on the fucking prize.
In reality, I need to shut off my brain for a few minutes and stop daydreaming about my gorgeous girlfriend. The same one whoโs headed back to campus as we speak.
I scrub a towel across my still-damp hair, lightly gelling the strands while I stare down my reflection. My lips curve into a full-out grin as I recite my daily mantra: โMy nameโs Theo, and Iโm smart as hell.โ
Jade was rightโthat silly affirmation has helped me manifest all the best shit in my life. This last year, I passed all my classes. I kept my scholarship. And most importantly, I got my fucking girl back.
I think I owe it to the mantra now.
Once I spot Jadeโs familiar curls bobbing in the crowded terminal, my heart starts pumping wildly against my chest, my stomach filling with that same giddiness I felt on our first date.
She perches onto her tiptoes, scanning the sea of unfamiliar faces until our eyes catch. Then she breaks into a clumsy sprint as I fling my arms out. A moment later, her body collides with mine.
โI missed you so much, baby.โ I tuck my nose against the crown of her head, breathing in that sweet, floral scent.
โItโs only been ten days,โ she murmurs, capturing my lips in a chaste kiss.
โMhm, and I thought about you every second.โ
A light flush of pink colors her cheeks. โIโm sure you thought about me while Coach was kicking your ass out there.โ
โHell yeah, I did.โ I pull back, threading our fingers together. โEspecially afterward . . . you know, while I showered in the locker rooms.โ
Her head drops back with a teasing groan. โYouโre relentless.โ โAnd? You love that about me.โ
โYou know, if you do end up sharing the field with my brother, then youโre gonna need to keep that shit on lockdown.โ
Sheโs right. After watching Mica play in Baltimore, Iโve been itching for a spot on his team. Not only does he love his job, but the Bobcats have been killing it their last few seasons. Mica also promised to put in a good word for me.
Apparently, heโd love for us to be teammates, although his reasons might be selfish. Before I flew back to Dayton, he cornered me and said, โIf
youโre on my team, then itโll just be easier to kick your ass if you hurt my baby sister.โ
Fortunately for both of us, thatโs never gonna happen. Not again, anyway.
I bring our joined hands to my mouth, lips pressing against her skin. โJade.โ
โMhm?โ
โYou know, Iโve been thinking . . . we still have a few days before term starts. Iโll have some time off. What do you think about a road trip? We could drive up the coast, hit up Amber Isle, maybe.โ
She blinks in surprise before a slow smile curls the edges of her lips. โYou want to take me to the beach?โ
โYeah,โ I say, squeezing her hand gently. โMaybe it could be our thing. Every year, no matter where life takes us, we take a long weekend and head to the coast. Just you and me.โ
โThat sounds perfect.โ
โThen itโs a deal.โ I pull her in for another kiss. โOur annual tradition, no matter what.โ
โIโm excited.โ She shifts on the balls of her feet, eyes shining. โIโve actually never been there before.โ
โIโd be happy to pop your cherry, babe.โ
She snorts a laugh, swatting me on the arm. โOf course you would.โ
โYou know, I also heard that Amber Isleโs a good place to get married.โ Her eyes go wide. โLetโs not get ahead of ourselves.โ
โNo, I know.โ I flash her a warm smile, my heart clenching. โBut donโt worry, in a few years, Iโll find the most perfect way to propose to you. And when I finally get that ring on your finger, itโs gonna be because I deserve it.โ
She pulls back, blinking up at me with those pretty brown eyes. โYou think so?โ
โYes,โ I say. โAnd donโt think I wonโt come to collect.โ