Georgia
Jameson,
I miss you. How long has it been since weโve written letters? Months? Even living in the same house, your flight schedule and my watches have us missing each other by minutes. Itโs the sweetest form of torture, sleeping next to your pillow, my head filled with your scent, knowing youโre flying in the skies above me. I pray that youโre safe, that youโre reading this while Iโm already at work, smiling as you fall asleep next to my pillow with my scent, wishing you were holding me. Sleep well, my love, and maybe Iโll make it home this afternoon before youโre due on the flight line. I love you.
Scarlett
โYouโre sure?โ Helen asked, her tone efficient as always. Granโs agent had always left minimal room for nonsense, which was why Gran had chosen her after the first had passed away twenty years into her career.
โAbsolutely,โ I assured her, switching the phone to my other hand and crossing into the entry way. โI already told him when he called a couple of weeks ago, but Damian has all the Scarlett Stanton rights heโs going to get. And you know how Gran felt about movies. I donโt care what heโs offering: the answer is no.โ
She chuckled. โI sure do. Okay, then, no manuscript for Ellsworth Productions.โ
My heart ached at the mention of the company Iโd helped build, which only made me that much more determined not to give my ex another single thing.
โThank you.โ I headed for the giant bowl of candy on the entry table and
refilled it with a fresh stock of Snickers bars.
โOf course,โ Helen said. โAnd honestly, Iโm looking forward to telling him to stick it. I think Iโll give him a call when weโre done. How is that manuscript coming, anyway?โ
I paused at the foyer mirror, adjusting my witch hat while taking in the added bonus of seeing Noah in the reflection, typing at Granโs desk behind me. Lord, that man even made writing look sexy. His shirtsleeves were pushed up his forearms, and his brow was furrowed in concentration as his fingers flew over his keyboard.
โGeorgia?โ Helen prompted.
โItโs coming.โ Which was more than I could say for me, since Iโd dutifully kept my hands off the writer-in-residence. There wasnโt a day I didnโt think about that almost-kiss or contemplate climbing into his lap for a do-over so I could follow through with at least one of the daydreams Iโd had about his mouth on mine. The doorbell rang for the millionth time that evening. โGotta run, Helen; itโs a madhouse around here tonight.โ
โHappy Halloween!โ
We hung up, and I opened the front door, offering the kids a wide smile. Halloween was the best. For one night, you could be whomever you wanted
โwhatever you wanted. Witches, Ghostbusters, princesses, astronauts, the Black Knight from Monty Python, nothing was off the table.
โTrick or treat!โ two kids said in unison, their parents bundled up behind them. Halloween snowstorms happened in Poplar Grove more often than not.
โWhat do we have here?โ I asked, dropping to their eye level. โA firefighter and aโฆโ Oh God help me, I was clueless. What was that costume?
โRaven!โ the boy answered enthusiastically, muffled a bit by the scarf awkwardly wedged into his costume.
โRight!โ I plunked a full-size Snickers bar into each bag.
โWhoa, nice Fortnite skin!โ Noah said behind me, his voice alone sending a thrill down my spine. Of course he knew.
โThanks!โ The boy waved. โThank you!โ his sister added.
The two raced back to their parents and started the walk down the drive, leaving footprints in the fresh inch of fallen snow.
โI didnโt think youโd get so many trick-or-treaters, since youโre so far out of town.โ Noah moved back so I could close the door.
โGran always gave out full-size bars. Earned her quite the crowd.โ I put the candy on the table and turned to face him. โHowโs it going in there?โ
โFinished for the day.โ He tilted the brim of my hat upward, drawing my eyes to meet his. โHow about you? Feel like a badass after closing on the studio today? Because you are.โ
โMaybe a little.โ I couldnโt help but smile. It was really happening. โPlus, I got both furnaces and the annealing oven ordered. Which ending are you working on?โ I asked, willing my body not to heat, my cheeks not to flush. Not that it matteredโthe look in those deep brown eyes told me Noah Morelli was more than aware of the effect he had on me. I recognized the same need in him, from the scalding hot gazes to the innocent touches that only lasted long enough to singe my skin and leave me craving more.
โMine,โ he answered with a shameless grin. โHmmm.โ
โDonโt worry, Iโll write your sobfest next.โ โPoignant,โ I reminded him.
โWhatever you want to call it. Iโll win you over in the end.โ Oh yeah, that was a definite smirk.
โWeโll see.โ After all these weeks, it was still my go-to answer, even though I was more certain than ever about the ending Iโd pushed for. And as for him winning me over in real life? Okay, he had me there.
He glanced around the entry, then stepped into the sitting room. โWhat are you looking for?โ I asked.
โIt just occurred to me. Iโve never seen the phonograph.โ
โYou wouldnโt,โ I said with a shrug. โGran said it broke or something back in the late fifties.โ
โThatโs too bad.โ Disappointment flickered over his features. The doorbell rang again, and he took the candy bowl with a soft smile. โIโve got this one.โ
Watching Noah hand out candy to another group of kids turned my insides to mush. Call it biology, or the result of hundreds of thousands of years of evolution, but being good with kids wasโฆwell, hot.
โWant me out of your hair?โ he asked after he closed the door. There was no expectation in the question, which only made it that much more enticing. He was an audacious flirt, but never pushed for more, even after Iโd almost kissed him in the office.
You should have kissed him in the office, you masochist. Look at him.
โNot at all.โ That was the problem. It didnโt matter how much time I spent with Noah, I always wanted more. โWhy donโt you stick around?โ
โHappy to.โ His voice lowered.
I nodded and yanked my gaze from his before he saw too much.
โฆ
It was half past eight before the last trick-or-treaters had come and gone. โThere wonโt be any more,โ I said as the grandfather clock chimed. โYou can see the future?โ Noah asked with a faint smile.
โI wish.โ I scoffed. If I could have seen the future, I would have known what the hell I was doing. As it was, I had no clue.
I wanted him. That was easy enough to justify. But thisโฆ Whatever this was, it was far beyond physical want. I liked him, enjoyed being around him, talking to him, figuring out what made him laugh. In that way, this was already so much more dangerous than chemistry. Iโd already trusted him with my life and Granโs story. I was frighteningly close to trusting him as a friendโฆmaybe a lover. โItโs a town rule,โ I explained, taking off my witch hat. โTrick or treating ends at eight thirty.โ
โYou actually have a rule about trick-or-treating?โ His eyebrows rose. โWe do.โ I nodded. โItโs right up there with awning covers, but we have
it. Welcome to small-town life.โ
โFascinating,โ he mused as his phone rang. He took it from his pocket and glanced at the screen. โShit,โ he muttered. โItโs my agent.โ
โYouโre welcome to take it in the office if you want,โ I offered.
His brow knit. โAre you sure? I donโt want to tie you down if you have hot Halloween plans.โ
โMaybe I like being tied down,โ I said as evenly as I could manage. He arched a single brow, and his eyes darkened.
โGo take your call.โ I stifled a grin. Guess he wasnโt the only audacious flirt around here.
โTrouble. Georgia Stanton, you are pure trouble.โ He blew out a deep breath, then swiped to answer his call as he walked into Granโs office, which I really needed to stop thinking of as hers. โHey, Lou. Whatโs so important that youโre calling me from Hawaii?โ
He didnโt shut the door, but I walked away to give him privacy. A stab of anxiety hit me square in the chest, knowing he was probably discussing his future. โDonโt be ridiculous,โ I muttered to myself.
This wasnโt Noahโs only upcoming project, of course. Heโd been putting out two books a year for the last eight years. Eventually, he would finish this one. Eventually, he would start the next. Eventually, he would leave.
Every day he worked brought us closer to his inevitable departure. Two months ago, I wouldโve relished in that knowledge, counted down the days until Noah was out of my life. Now the thought sent a jolt of panic straight through me.
I didnโt want him to go.
I ditched the hat and stepped out the front door, welcoming the blast of icy air, then blew out the candles inside the two jack-oโ-lanterns the English club from the high school had given me. Theyโd carved them for Gran the last decade. A quick check of the snow-covered driveway told me we didnโt have any trick-or-treating stragglers, so I came back inside and closed the door.
โEllsworth offeredย what? Just to see it?โ I heard Noahโs raised voice
through the office door. โThe manuscript isnโt even done yet.โ
I froze, my heart lodging in my throat, and though I desperately wanted to move, wanted to shut my ears against what was coming, I couldnโt seem to make myself go. Iโd already told Damian there was no chance of him getting his grubby little hands on the manuscript, and it would be a cold day in hell before he got anywhere near the performance rights. Helen had no doubt relayed that same message again tonight.
I shouldโve known heโd go to Noah next.
Donโt do it. The plea stayed firmly behind my teeth. If Noah was going to betray me, it was better to know now.
โDid he?โ Noahโs tone sounded almost jovial. โNo, you did the right thing. Thank you.โ
Did the right thing? What did that mean? Sure, Noah liked me, but if I had learned one thing about this industry, it was that money trumped personal affection every time. And there was an ungodly amount of money to be made here.
Noah laughed unabashedly. My pulse leaped.
โThen I guess itโs a good thing Iโve never wanted his name connected to any of my books. And Iโm glad weโre on the same page, Lou. I donโt give a shit what he saidโshe doesnโt want him to have it. Not even to read.โ
I held my breath.ย Maybeโฆ
โBecause I was there when she told him to fuck off. Not that she used those exact words, but that was the gist, and I donโt blame her.โ
A slow smile spread across my face. He choseย me.
The concept was so wild that it took a moment to sink in. He. Chose. Me. As if the knowledge unlocked my feet, I was suddenly moving toward the office, pushing the door fully open, and standing before Noah.
He sat perched at the edge of the desk, one palm braced on the surface, the other holding his phone to his ear as he looked me in the eye. โHe has first right of refusal?โ
โIโm not selling the rights. It doesnโt matter,โ I said, electricity humming under my skin like a living, breathing current. His words had done what
weeks of flirting and sexual tension hadnโtโbroken down my last defense. I was done fighting this.
โDid you hear her, Lou?โ Noah smiled at whatever his agent said. โYeah, Iโll tell her. Enjoy the rest of your vacation.โ He hung up and set the phone down on the desk. โShe gave him first right of refusal on future deals?โ His eyebrows rose in disbelief.
โAt the time, she gaveย meย first right of refusal. I started the production company with Damian, remember? What did your agent say?โ Less than six feet separated us. Any closer, and there wouldnโt be any more talking.
โThat heโs a pompous asshole.โ A corner of his lips lifted. โTrue.โ I nodded. โWhat did he offer you?โ
โA contract on two of my un-optioned books, which is funny, since Iโve already shot him down previously.โ Noah shrugged. โAnd that was just to get a look at the manuscript.โ
โYou didnโt give it to him.โ
โItโs not mine to give.โ The muscles in his forearms rippled as he gripped the edge of the desk. โAnd Iโll be damned if Iโm giving him anything, let alone something thatโs yours.โ
I closed the distance between us, took his face in my hands, and kissed him. The hard lines of his mouth were impossibly supple against mine as our lips collided, softened, lingered.
โGeorgia,โ he said against my mouth, my name somewhere between a plea and a prayer as he drew back slightly, searching my eyes.
โYou won me over,โ I whispered, my hands sliding to the back of his neck.
A smile ghosted across his face, and then his lips were on mine, his hands gripping my waist, pulling me against his strong frame.
I gasped, my lips parting for him.
He tunneled a hand through my hair, cradling the back of my head as he deepened the kiss, laying claim to my mouth with thorough, sure strokes of his tongue that set me on fire. A small whimper I barely recognized as mine escaped at the taste of chocolate and Noah.
He tilted my head and kissed me deeper as I arched against him, rising on my toes to get closer. His hand moved to the small of my back as he explored the lines of my mouth with single-minded focus, as if nothing existed outside this kiss.
Need spiraled within me, fierce in its demand as the kiss went on and on. Noah kept me on edge, changing the tempoโhard and deep, then soft and playful, nipping at my lower lip with the gentle scrape of his teeth, only to soothe the sting with a swipe of his tongue.
Iโd never been so completely, thoroughly intoxicated by a kiss.
More. I needed more.
I slid my hands from his neck to grip the hem of his shirt and tugged. โGeorgia?โ He questioned between kisses.
โI want you.โ The confession was a whisper, but Iโd given it. Offered my truth up on a silver platter for him to accept or reject.
โAre you sure?โ His dark eyes studied mine with equal parts heat and concern, a slightly wild edge to him, as though his self-control was as tenuous as mine.
โIโm sure.โ I nodded, just in case the words werenโt enough, and ran my tongue across my kiss-swollen lower lip as an unwelcome thought slid into my mind. โDo you wantโฆโ This had the potential to be up there with the most embarrassing moments of my life if Iโd read the signals wrong.
โWhat do you think?โ He pulled my hips into his, and I felt him hard between us.
โIโd say you do.โย Thank you, God.
โJust so thereโs no confusion, here.โ His fingers traced the line of my jaw. โIโve wanted you from the first second I saw you in that bookstore. Thereโs never been a moment I havenโt wanted you.โ If his words hadnโt melted me, the intensity in his eyes would have.
โGood.โ I grinned and tugged at his shirt again.
He reached behind his head and pulled his shirt off in one smooth motion, leaving him bare from the waist up.
My mouth went dry. Every line of his torso was carved, and the
beautifully defined muscles covered by yards of soft, kissable, inked skin. This man was every single one of my fantasies come to life. I ran my fingers down the sculpted ridges of his chest and abdomen, my breath growing choppier with each inch I traveled, then catching at the sight of that deep vee that disappeared into his jeans.
When I finally brought my gaze back to his, the hunger I found there weakened my knees.
He captured my mouth in another kiss, stealing every logical thought with every thrust and swirl of his tongue against mine.
We broke apart only long enough for my shirt to land next to his, and then our mouths fused again, like it wasnโt just a kiss but oxygen. My hands flew to the fly of his jeans.
He caught my hands. โWe can take this slow.โ Even the rasp of his voice turned me on.
โSure. Slow, later. Fast, here. Now.โ The urgency clawing its way through me wouldnโt be satisfied with anything less than hot and hard.
The sound that escaped him reminded me of a growl before he sealed his mouth over mine and kissed me senseless. We were a tangle of hands and mouths, kicking off our shoes before Noah gripped my ass and lifted me like I weighed nothing.
My legs wrapped around his waist, and I locked my ankles at the small of his back as he carried me from the office, striding up the stairs without so much as getting winded. Tension radiated from his muscles as he walked us down the hall and into my bedroom, but his kiss never wavered.
I felt the bed under my back as Noah rose above me, his hands sliding under me to unclasp my bra. Then it, too, was on the floor, followed quickly by my jeans.
โDamn, youโre beautiful,โ he said reverently, sitting back on his knees as he slid his fingers along my throat, down the valley between my breasts, and over my stomach to the thin straps of my underwear. My skin tingled in the wake of his touch.
I mentally gave myself a high-five that Iโd gone with the pink lace thong
this morning on a whimโthen that was gone, too, the lacy fabric quickly replaced by his mouth.
โNoah!โ I cried, fisting one hand in his hair as the other clutched at the covers to keep me grounded.
Holy shit, the manโs tongue wasย magical. He worked me with sweeping strokes, quick flicks, and even the light scrape of his teeth, cradling my hips as I began to writhe beneath him. The pleasure was too intense, too consuming, too wild, and it only grew as he slid first one, then two fingers inside me. I clenched around him, my eyes slamming shut against the onslaught, my neck arching as he stroked me. It had never been like this for me. Ever. How had I lived without this desperate desire that was turning me molten? I didnโt just want him, Iย neededย him.
The fire he stoked gathered in my belly, coiling like a spring, winding tighter with every lick, every press of his fingers, until my thighs trembled and my muscles locked. Then he sucked my clit between his lips, and I shattered, the orgasm sweeping over me in long, powerful waves that had me screaming his name.
He pressed a kiss to my inner thigh, then rose over me with a satisfied smileโlikeย heโdย just had the orgasm of his life, not me. โI could spend days with you under my tongue and still want more.โ
That flame of need flared back to life, bright and hungry. โI need you.โ I threaded my fingers through his hair and pulled his mouth to mine, kissing him long and hard.
We separated only long enough for him to strip naked, and I blatantly ogled the lines of his ass as he slipped a condom from his wallet, dropping the leather to the pile of denim at his feet.
I sat up and took the packet from him, ripping it open and rolling it onto his length, stroking over him once before he groaned and captured my hands in his.
โTell me youโre sure.โ His words were clipped and low as his gaze locked with mine.
โIโm sure.โ I tugged lightly in his grip, urging him back to me.
He took the hint, sliding over me to rest in the cradle of my thighs. He kissed me deeply, learning my curves with long, caressing sweeps of his hands, lingering on my breasts and sweeping his thumbs over my nipples before teasing the dip of my waist and gripping my hips. โIncredible. Thatโs the only word for you.โ
He stole any reply I could have made with a kiss, so I rocked my hips in answer, feeling him thick and hard at my entrance.
โNoah,โ I begged, gripping his shoulders.
He lifted his head slightly, keeping his eyes locked on mine as he rolled his hips, filling me inch by slow inch until Iโd captured all of him, my body stretching with a slight burn that was more pleasure than pain.
โYou okay?โ he asked, a fine sheen of sweat making his skin glow in the soft light of the bedside lamp. Restraint was evident in every rigid muscle as he braced his weight on his elbows, watching me for any sign of discomfort.
โIโm perfect,โ I assured him, stroking his shoulders and circling my hips as the burn turned to bliss.
โThatโs exactly how you feel.โ He withdrew slightly, then thrust home with a groan. โGod, Georgia. Iโm never going to get enough of you.โ
โMore.โ
He obliged. My toes curled as I whimpered, and I lifted my knees to take him deeper.
Then words became obsolete as our bodies took over, speaking for us in every way we needed. He took me slow and hard, driving into me in a ceaseless, aching rhythm that had me straining and arching beneath him, my nails biting into his skin as I gave myself over to the mind-blowing sensations he evoked.
As that pleasure gathered again, surprising me with its intensity, he adjusted his angle, sliding even deeper, rubbing over the most sensitive parts of me with every thrust, driving me higher and higher, until my body went rigid beneath his as I hovered on that precipice.
โNoah,โ I whispered, my body locking.
โYes,โ he urged, swinging his hips faster.
I broke apart, calling his name as I came again, gripping him tight and taking him over with me as deeper, stronger swells raced through my body, consuming meโremaking me into something entirely new, entirelyย his.
โGeorgia,โ he groaned into my neck, and I decided that was exactly how I wanted to hear him say my name from that moment on.
Thisโฆthis was life. This was exactly how making love was supposed to feel, and Iโd missed out on it up until now. Iโd settled for so much less, not knowing that this kind of need had existedโthat Noah existed.
He rolled us sideways, holding me close as we recovered, our breaths as unsteady as our heartbeats, but those eyes of his were rock solid on mine, lit with the same joy coursing through my own veins.
โWow,โ I managed to say between breaths, my fingers lightly skimming over his cheek and across the light rasp of his beard. How did this man just get better looking?
โWow,โ he echoed, a grin shaping his lips.
My heart beat wildly, and yet I felt better than I hadโฆever.ย Happy. I was happy. Not that I was naive enough to think this would last forever. He didnโt even live here. That silly glow throbbing in my heart was the result of two knee-melting orgasms, notโฆย Donโt even think the word.ย Liking Noah was one thing; falling for him was quite another.
But then my brain played back the sound of him groaning my name into my neck, and I was a goner, not just falling but plummeting into an emotion I wasnโt ready to deal with, let alone name.
โThe way I see it, we have two choices,โ he said, brushing my hair back with so much tenderness that a lump formed in my throat. โI can head back to my placeโฆโ
โOr?โ I trailed a finger down his chest. I liked him just where he was. โOr we ride out the snowstorm together right here in this bed.โ He
brushed a tantalizing kiss over my lips.
โIโll take option number two,โ I answered with a smile. No matter where this eventually led, I had him for now, and I wasnโt wasting another second.