Georgia
My dearest Jameson,
This is not our end. My heart will always remain with you no matter where we are. Time and distance are only inconveniences to a love like ours. Whether itโs days, months, or even years, I will be waiting.ย Weย will be waiting. Youโll find me where the creek bends around the swaying aspen trees, just as we both dreamed, waiting with the one we love. Itโs killing me to leave you, but Iโll do it for you. Iโll keep us safe. I will wait for you every second, every hour, every day for the rest of my life, and if thatโs not enough, then eternity, which is exactly how long Iโll love you, Jameson.
Come back to me, my love.
Scarlett
Georgia Ellsworth.ย I brushed my thumb over my credit card, wishing I could wipe hard enough to erase the letters. Six years of marriage, and the only thing Iโd walked away with was a name that wasnโt even mine.
In a few minutes, I wouldnโt have that, either.
โNumber ninety-eight?โ Juliet Sinclair called out from behind the plexiglass window of her booth, like I wasnโt the only person at the Poplar Grove DMV and hadnโt been for the last hour. Iโd flown into Denver this morning, driven into the afternoon, and hadnโt even been to my home yetโ thatโs how desperate I was to rid myself of the last pieces of Damian in my life.
Hopefully, losing his name would make losing him and six years of my life hurt just a little less.
โRight here.โ I put my credit card away and walked up to her window.
โWhereโs your number?โ she asked, holding out her hand and wearing a satisfied smirk that hadnโt changed much since high school.
โIโm the only one here, Juliet.โ Exhaustion beat at every nerve in my body. If I could just get through this, I could curl up in that big armchair in Granโs office and ignore the world for the rest of my life.
โPolicy saysโโ
โOh, stop it, Juliet.โ Sophie rolled her eyes as she walked into Julietโs booth. โIโve got Georgiaโs paperwork, anyway. Go take a break or something.โ
โFine.โ Juliet pushed away from the counter, vacating her seat for Sophie, who had graduated the year before us. โNice to see you, Georgia.โ She flashed a saccharine-sweet smile in my direction.
โYou too.โ I offered her the practiced smile that had served as my glue for the past few years, holding me together while everything else disintegrated.
โSorry about that.โ Sophie cringed, scrunching her nose and adjusting her glasses. โSheโsโฆ Well, she hasnโt changed much. Anyway, everything appears to be in order.โ She handed back the papers my lawyer had given me yesterday afternoon with my new social security card, and I slid them inside the envelope. How ironic that while my life had fallen apart, the physical manifestation of that dissolution was held together by a perfect, forty-five-degree staple. โI didnโt read the settlement or anything,โ she said softly.
โIt was inย Celebrity Weekly!โ Juliet sang from the back.
โNot all of us read that tabloid trash!โ Sophie retorted over her shoulder, then gave me a sympathetic smile. โEveryone here was really proud of the way you held your head up throughโฆeverything.โ
โThanks, Sophie,โ I replied, swallowing the lump in my throat. The only thing worse than failing at the marriage everyone had warned me about was having my heartbreak and humiliation published by every website and magazine catering to the gossip lovers who devoured personal tragedy in the name of a guilty pleasure. Holding my head up and keeping my mouth
shut when cameras were thrust in my face was exactly what had earned me the nickname โThe Ice Queenโ over the last six months, but if that was the cost of keeping whatever was left of my dignity, so be it.
โSo, should I say welcome home? Or are you just visiting?โ She handed me a little printed paper that would serve as my temporary driverโs license until the new one came in the mail.
โIโm home for good.โ My answer may as well have been broadcast from the radio station. Juliet would make sure everyone in Poplar Grove knew before dinner.
โWell, then welcome home!โ She smiled brightly. โRumor has it your mom is in town, too.โ
My stomach twisted.
โReally? Iโฆuhโฆhavenโt been over there yet.โย Rumor has itย meant Mom had been spotted in either one of our two grocery stores or the local bar. The second possibility was much higher. Then again, maybe it was a goodโ
Donโt finish that.
Even thinking Mom might be here to help me would only end in crushing disappointment. She wanted something.
I cleared my throat. โHow is your dad doing?โ
โHeโs good! They think they got it all this time.โ Her face fell. โI really am sorry about what happened to you, Georgia. I canโt even imagine if my husbandโฆโ She shook her head. โAnyway, you didnโt deserve that.โ
โThank you.โ I looked away, spotting her wedding ring. โSay hi to Dan for me.โ
โWill do.โ
I stepped into the afternoon light that painted Main Street with a comforting, Rockwellian glow, and sighed in relief. I had my name back, and the town looked exactly how I remembered. Families strolled by, enjoying the summer weather, and friends chatted against the picturesque rocky mountain backdrop. Poplar Grove had a population smaller than the altitude, big enough to demand half a dozen stoplights, and was so tight-
knit that privacy was a rare commodity. Oh, and we had an excellent bookstore.
Gran had seen to that.
I tossed my paperwork on the front seat of my rental car, then paused. Mom was probably at the house right nowโIโd never demanded she give back her key after the funeral. Suddenly, I wasnโt so eager to head home. The last few months had sucked out my compassion, strength, and even hope. I wasnโt sure I could handle Mom when all I had left was anger.
But I was home now, where I could recharge until I was whole again.
Recharge. That was exactly what I needed before seeing Mom. I headed across the street to The Sidetable, the very store Gran had helped start with one of her closest friends. According to the will sheโd left, I was now the silent partner. I wasโฆeverything.
My chest tightened at the sight of the for sale sign on what used to be Mr. Navarroโs pet store. It had been a year since Gran told me heโd passed on, and that was prime real estate on Main Street. Why hadnโt another business moved in? Was Poplar Grove struggling? The possibility sat in my stomach like sour milk as I entered the bookstore.
It smelled like parchment and tea, mixed with a little bit of dust and home. Iโd never been able to find anything close to its soothing scent in any chain store while Iโd lived in New York, and grief pricked at my eyes with my first breath. Gran had been gone six months, and I missed her so much, my chest felt like it might collapse from the hole sheโd left behind.
โGeorgia?โ Mrs. Riveraโs jaw dropped for a second before she smiled wide from behind the counter, balancing her phone between her ear and shoulder. โHold on one second, Peggy.โ
โHey, Mrs. Rivera.โ I grinned and waved at her welcomingly familiar face. โDonโt hang up on my account. Iโm just stopping in.โ
โWell, itโs wonderful to see you!โ She glanced toward the phone. โNo, not you, Peggy. Georgia just walked in!โ Her warm brown eyes found mine again. โYes,ย thatย Georgia.โ
I waved once more as they continued their conversation, then walked
back to the romance section, where Gran had an entire stack of shelves dedicated to the books sheโd written. I picked up the last novel sheโd published and opened the dust jacket so I could see her face. We had the same blue eyes, but sheโd given up dyeing her once-black hair around her seventy-fifth birthdayโthe year after Mom had dumped me on her doorstep the first time.
Granโs headshot was all pearls and a silk blouse, while the woman herself had been a pair of overalls, dusty from the garden, and a sun hat wide enough to shade the county, but her smile was the same. I grabbed another, earlier book just to see a second version of that smile.
The door jingled, and a moment later, a man on a cell phone began to browse in the general fiction aisle just behind me.
โA modern-day Jane Austen,โ I whispered, reading the quote from the cover. It had never ceased to amaze me that Gran had been the most romantic soul Iโd ever known, and yet sheโd spent the overwhelming majority of her life alone, writing books about love when sheโd only been allowed to experience it for a handful of years. Even when sheโd married Grandpa Brian, theyโd only had a decade before cancer took him. Maybe the women in my family were cursed when it came to our love lives.
โWhat the hell is this?โ The manโs voice rose.
My eyebrows flew upward, and I glanced over my shoulder. He held a Noah Harrison book, whereโgo figureโthere were two people in the classic, nearly kissing position.
โBecause I wasnโt exactly checking my email in the middle of the Andes, so yes, itโs the first time Iโm seeing the new one.โ The guy practically seethed as he picked up another Harrison book and held them up, side by side. Two different couples, same exact pose.
Iโd definitely stick with my selection, or anything else in this section. โThey look exactly the same, thatโs the problem. What was wrong with
the oldโ Yes, Iโm pissed off! Iโve been traveling for eighteen hours and in case you forgot, I cut my research trip short to be here. Iโm telling you they lookย exactlyย the same. Hold on, Iโll prove it. Miss?โ
โYes?โ I twisted slightly and glanced up to find two book covers in my face.ย Space much?
โDo these look the same to you?โ
โYep. Theyโre pretty interchangeable.โ I slid one of Granโs books back onto the shelf and mentally whispered a little goodbye, just like I did every time I visited one of her books in a store. Was missing her ever going to get easier?
โSee? Because theyโre not supposed to look the same!โ the guy snapped, hopefully at the poor soul on the other end of the phone, because it wasnโt going to go well if he was using that tone with me.
โWell, in his defense, all his books read the same, too,โ I muttered.ย Shit.ย It slipped out before I could censor myself. Guess my filter was just as numbed out as my emotions. โSorryโโ I turned to face him, lifting my gaze until I found two dark brows raised in astonishment over equally dark eyes.ย Whoa.
My ruined heart joltedโjust like every heroine in one of Granโs books. He was the most gorgeous man Iโd ever seen, and as the now-ex-wife of a movie director, Iโd seen my fair share.
Oh no, no, no. Youโre immune to good-looking men, the logical side of my brain warned, but I was too busy staring to listen.
โThey do not read theโโ He blinked. โI am going to have to call you back.โ He moved both books to one hand and hung up, pocketing his phone.
He looked about my ageโlate twenties, maybe early thirtiesโstood at least six feet tall, and his black, just-out-of-bed hair fell carelessly over tanned, olive skin before reaching those lifted, black brows and impossibly deep brown eyes. His nose was straight, his lips carved in lush lines that only served to remind me exactly how long Iโd gone without being kissed, and his chin was shaded in a light shadow beard. He was all angular, sculpted lines, and, given the flex of muscle in his forearms, Iโd have bet the store that he was pretty well acquainted with the inside of a gymโฆand probably a bedroom.
โDid you just say they all read the same?โ he questioned slowly.
I blinked.ย Right. The books. I mentally slapped myself for losing my train of thought over a pretty face. Iโd had my name back for all of twenty minutes, and men were off the menu for the foreseeable future. Besides, he wasnโt even from around here. Eighteen hours of travel or not, his tailored slacks blatantly screamed designer, and the sleeves of his white linen shirt were rolled in that casually messy style that was anything but casual. Men in Poplar Grove didnโt bother with thousand-dollar pants or have New York accents.
โPretty much. Boy meets girl, they fall in love, tragedy strikes, someone dies.โ I shrugged, proud that I didnโt feel any heat creeping up my cheeks to give me away. โThrow in some legal courtroom drama, a little unsatisfying but poetic sex, and maybe a beach scene, and youโve pretty much got it. If thatโs your thing, you canโt go wrong with either book.โ
โUnsatisfying?โ Those eyebrows drew tight as he glanced between the books, then back to me. โSomeone doesnโtย alwaysย die.โ
Guess heโd read a Harrison book or two. โOkay, eighty percent of the time. Go ahead and see for yourself,โ I suggested. โThatโs the reason heโs shelved on this sideโโI pointed to the general fiction signโโand not on this side.โ I swung my finger toward the romance marker.
His jaw dropped for a millisecond. โOr maybe thereโs more to his stories than sex and unrealistic expectations.โ His attractiveness slipped a peg or two as he tapped one of my pet peeves right on the nose.
My hackles rose. โRomance isnโt about unrealistic expectations and sex. Itโs about love and overcoming adversity through what can be considered a universal experience.โ That was what Gran and reading thousands of romance novels had taught me in my twenty-eight years.
โAnd, apparently,ย satisfyingย sex.โ He arched a brow.
I willed my skin not to flush at the way his lips seemed to caress that word.
โHey, if you donโt like sex, or youโre uncomfortable with a woman embracing her sexuality, then that really says more about you than the
genre, donโt you think?โ I tilted my head. โOr is it the happily-ever-after you object to?โ
โI am all for sex, and women embracing their sexuality, and happily- ever-afters.โ His voice went all growly.
โThen those definitely arenโt the books for you, because the only thing they embrace is universal misery, but if thatโs what does it for you, enjoy.โย So much for leaving behind the Ice Queen.ย Here I was, arguing with a complete stranger in a bookstore.
He shook his head. โTheyโre love stories. It says so right here.โ He held up one of the covers that happened to have a quote by Gran.ย Theย quote. The one her publisher had begged Gran for so often that sheโd finally relented, and theyโd made do with what she had to say.
โNo one writes love stories like Noah Harrison,โ I read, a slight smile tweaking my lips.
โIโd say that Scarlett Stanton is a pretty well-respected romance writer, wouldnโt you?โ A lethally sexy smirk played across his face. โIf she says itโs a love story, then itโs a love story.โ
How could someone so devastatingly handsome annoy the shit out of me so thoroughly?
โIโd say that Scarlett Stanton was arguably theย mostย respected romance writer of her generation.โ I shook my head, filed Granโs other book back where it belonged, and turned to walk away before I completely snapped at this guy throwing Granโs name around like he knew the first thing about her.
โSo itโs safe to take her recommendation, right? If a guy wants to read a love story. Or do you only approve of love stories written by women?โ he called after me.
Seriously?ย I pivoted at the end of the aisle, my temper getting the best of me as I turned back to face him. โWhat you donโt see in that quote is the rest of it.โ
โWhat do you mean?โ Two lines appeared between his eyebrows.
โThat wasnโt the original quote.โ I glanced up at the ceiling, trying to
remember her exact words. โWhat was itโฆ โNo one writes painful, depressing fiction masquerading as love stories like Noah Harrison.โ The publisher edited it for the blurb.โย That was a step too far.ย I could almost hear Granโs voice in my head.
โWhat?โ It must have been the way he shifted under the fluorescent lights, but it looked like his skin paled.
โLook, it happens all the time.โ I sighed. โIโm not sure you noticed, but here in Poplar Grove, we all knew Scarlett Stanton pretty well, and she was never one to keep her opinions to herself.โย Guess thatโs genetic.ย โIf I recall correctly, she did say that he wrote with a flair for description and wasโฆ fond of alliteration.โ That was the nicest thing sheโd said. โIt wasnโt his writing she objected toโjust his stories.โ
A muscle in his jaw ticked. โWell, I happen to like alliteration in my love stories.โ He walked by with both books, heading for the checkout. โThank you for the recommendation, Missโฆโ
โEllsworth,โ I responded automatically, flinching slightly as it left my lips.ย Not anymore.ย โEnjoy your books, Mr.โฆโ
โMorelli.โ
I nodded, then walked away, feeling his gaze follow me out the door as Mrs. Rivera rang up both books for him.
So much for getting some peace. Worst part of that whole little spat? Maybe he was right, and the books Gran wrote really were unrealistic. The sole happily-ever-after I knew of was my best friend, Hazel, and, since she was only on year five of her marriage, the verdict could hardly be determined.
Five minutes later, I drove onto our street, passing Grantham cottage, the closest of the rental properties Gran owned. It looked vacant, which was the first time sinceโฆever. Only being a half hour or so out of Breckenridge meant rentals never stayed empty for long around here.
Shit. You didnโt make the arrangements with the property manager.ย That was probably one of the dozens of unheard voicemails, or perhaps one of my thousand unread emails. At least the voicemail box had stopped
accepting new messages, but the emails continued to pile up. I needed to pull myself together. The rest of the world didnโt care that Damian had broken my heart.
I pulled into the driveway of the house Iโd grown up in and parked.
There was already a rental car at the apex of the semicircular drive.
Mom must be here. That ever-present exhaustion swelled, sweeping over me.
I left my suitcases for later but grabbed my purse before heading toward the front door of the seventy-year-old colonial.ย The flowers are missing. Perennials popped up here and there, all rather desiccated, but there were no bright splashes of color in the beds that usually lined the drive this time of the season.
The last few yearsโwhen sheโd been too fragile to spend that much time kneelingโIโd flown out to help Gran plant. It wasnโt like Damian had missed meโฆthough now I knew why.
โHello?โ I called as I walked into the entry hall. My stomach churned at the stale scent of ash in the air. Had she beenย smokingย in Granโs house? The hardwood looked like it hadnโt been mopped since winter, and there was a thick layer of dust on the foyer table. Gran would have shit bricks to see her house like this. What had happened to Lydia? Iโd asked Granโs accountant to keep her housekeeper on payroll.
The doors to the sitting room pushed open, and Mom came through, dressed for company. Her megawatt smile slipped when she saw me, then widened.
โGigi!โ She opened her arms and gave me the two-second, back-pat hug that had pretty much defined our relationship.
God, I hated that nickname.
โMom? What are you doing here?โ I asked the question gently, not wanting to send her into a meltdown.
She tensed, then pulled back, her smile faltering. โWellโฆIโve actually been waiting for you, honey. I know losing Gran was a major blow, and now that youโve lost your husband, I figured you might need a soft place to
land.โ Her expression dripped with sympathy as she looked me up and down, grasping my shoulders lightly, ending her perusal with a slightly raised eyebrow. โYou definitelyย lookย heartbroken. I know itโs hard right now, but I swear the next time will be easier.โ
โI didnโt want there to be a next time,โ I admitted quietly.
โWe never do.โ Her eyes softened in a way they never had toward me.
My shoulders fell, and the thick defenses Iโd built over the years cracked. Maybe Mom was turning over a new leaf, starting a new chapter. It had been years since weโd spent any real time together, and maybe weโd finally reached a point where we couldโ
โGeorgia?โ a man asked through the opening of the French doors. โIs he here?โ
My eyebrows hit the ceiling.
โChristopher, if I could have a second? My daughter just arrived home.โ Mom flashed him the million-dollar smile that had snared her first four husbands, then took my hand and tugged me toward the kitchen before I could see into the sitting room.
โMom, what is going on? And donโt bother lying to me.โย Please, just be real.
Her expression flickered, reminding me that her ability to change plans on the fly was second only to her emotional unavailability. She excelled at both. โIโm concluding a business deal,โ she said slowly, looking like she was considering her words. โNothing to worry about, Gigi.โ
โDonโt call me that. You know I hate it.โ Gigi was a little girl who spent too much time looking out the window at taillights, and Iโd grown up. โA business deal?โ My gaze narrowed.
โIt all came together while Iโve been waiting for you to come home. Is that so hard to believe? Sue me for trying to be a good mother.โ She lifted her chin and blinked rapidly, her lips pursing slightly like Iโd hurt her.
I wasnโt buying it.
โHow did he know my name?โ Something wasnโt right here.
โEveryone knows your name, thanks to Damian.โ Mom swallowed and
patted her perfect ebony French twistโher tell. She was lying. โI know youโre hurt, but I really think thereโs a chance you could get him back if we play our cards right.โ
She was trying to distract me. I swept past Mom and into the living room with a smile.
Two men jumped to their feet. Both were in suits, but the one who had peeked through the open door looked to be a good twenty years older than the other.
โSorry to be so rude. Iโm Georgia Ellsโโย Damn it.ย I cleared my throat. โGeorgia Stanton.โ
โGeorgia?โ The older one paled. โChristopher Charles,โ he said slowly, his gaze darting toward the door, where my mother had made her entrance.
Recognition flared at the name. Granโs publisher. Heโd been the editorial director of her imprint when sheโd written her last book about ten years ago at the age of ninety-one.
โAdam Feinhold. Itโs nice to meet you, Ms. Stanton,โ the other, younger one said. Both looked positively ashen as they glanced between my mother and me.
โAnd now that everyoneโs been introduced, Gigi, arenโt you thirsty?
Letโs get you a drink.โ Mom rushed toward me with an outstretched hand.
I ignored her and took over the large wingback chair at the head of the seating arrangement, sinking into its familiar comfort. โAnd what exactly would my great-grandmotherโs publisher be doing all the way in Poplar Grove, Colorado?โ
โTheyโre here for a simple book deal, of course.โ Mom sat gingerly on the edge of the couch closest to me and arranged her dress.
โWhat book?โ I asked Christopher and Adam directly. Mom had a lot of talents, but writing wasnโt one of them, and Iโd seen enough book deals to know publishers didnโt just hop on planes for fun.
Christopher and Adam glanced at each other in confusion, so I repeated my question.
โWhat. Book?โ
โI believe itโs untitled,โ Christopher answered slowly.
Every muscle in my body locked. There was onlyย oneย book Gran hadnโt titled or sold that I was aware of.ย Mom wouldnโt dareโฆwould she?
He swallowed, then glanced toward my mother. โWeโre just finishing up some signatures and picking up the manuscript. You know Scarlett wasnโt fond of computers, and we didnโt want to chance something as precious as the only existing original copy to the gods of shipping.โ
They shared an awkward laugh, and Mom joined in.
โWhat book?โ This time I asked Mom, my stomach pitching.
โHer firstโฆand last.โ The plea in her eyes was unmistakable, and I loathed the way it managed to slice into my heart. โThe one about Grandpa Jameson.โ
I was going to puke. Right there on the Persian rug Gran had loved. โIt isnโt finished.โ
โOf course not, dear. But Iโve made sure they hired the best of the best to see it through to completion,โ Mom said with a syrupy tone that did nothing to settle my nausea. โDonโt you think Grandma Scarlett would want to have her final words published?โ Then she gave meย the smile. The one that looked open and well-meaning to outsiders but held pure threat of private retribution if I dared to publicly embarrass her.
Sheโd taught me well enough that I gave her one of my own. โWell, Mom, I think if Gran had wanted that book to be published, she would have finished writing it.โ How could she do this? Broker a deal forย thatย book behind my back?
โI donโt agree.โ Mom raised her eyebrows. โShe called that book her legacy, Gigi. She was never able to handle the emotions of finishing it, and I think itโs only fitting that we do it for her. Donโt you?โ
โNo. And, since Iโm the only beneficiary of her will, the executor of her literary trust, what I think is all that matters.โ I laid out the truth as unemotionally as I could.
She dropped the facade and stared at me in pure shock. โGeorgia, surely you wouldnโt denyโโ
โSo youโre both named Georgia?โ Adam asked, his voice pitching upward.
I blinked as the pieces clicked into place, and then I laughed. โThis is rich.โ She wasnโt just brokering a deal behind my backโshe was posing as me.
โGigiโฆโ Mom begged.
โShe told you she was Georgia Stanton?โ I guessed, giving the suits all my attention.
โEllsworth, but yes.โ Christopher nodded, his face reddening as he caught on.
โSheโs not. Sheโs Ava Stanton-Thomas-Brown-OโMalleyโฆor is it still Nelson? I canโt remember if you changed it back.โ I lifted my brows in Momโs direction.
Mom flew to her feet and glowered. โKitchen. Now.โ
โIf youโll excuse us for one second.โ I flashed a quick smile at the duped publishers, then headed for the kitchen, because I wanted her explanation.
โYou will not blow this for me!โ she hissed as we reached the room where Gran had baked every Saturday.
Dishes lay scattered on the counter, and the odor of spoiled food lingered in the air.
โWhat happened to Lydia?โ I asked, motioning to the mess. โI fired her. She was nosy.โ Mom shrugged.
โHow long have you been living here?โ โSince the funeral. I was waiting for youโโ
โLet it go. You fired Lydia because you knew sheโd tell me you were hunting for the book.โ Pure anger raced through my veins, tightening my jaw. โHow could you?โ
Her shoulders slackened. โGigiโโ
โIโve hated that nickname since I was eight years old. Again: stop using it,โ I snapped. โDid you really think youโd get away with pretending to be me? They have lawyers, Mom! Eventually you would have had to hand over identification.โ
โWell, it was working until you walked in.โ
โWhat about Helen?โ I scoffed. โTell me you didnโt offer up the manuscript without Granโs agent.โ
โI was going to bring her in as soon as they made an official offer. I promise. Theyโre just here to get the book for a read-through.โ
I shook my head at her sheerโฆ I didnโt even have a word for it.
She sighed like Iโd been the one to break her heart, and tears welled in her eyes. โIโm so sorry, Georgia. I was desperate. Please do this for me. The advance would help me get on my feetโโ
โReally?โ My eyes flashed toward hers. โThis is about money?โ โReally!โ She slammed her hands on the granite. โMy own grandmother
cut me out of her will forย you. You gotย everything, and I was left with nothing!โ
Guilt pricked unprotected slivers of my heart, the tiny shards that lived in denial, never quite getting the message that not all mothers wanted to be moms, and mine was among them. Gran had cut her outโbut it wasnโt because of me. โThere is nothing to give here, Mom. She never finished the book and you know why. She said she only wrote it for family.โ
โShe wrote it forย myย father! And Iโm family! Please, Georgia.โ She gestured around us. โYou have all this. Give me justย oneย thing, and I swear Iโll even split it with you.โ
โItโs not about the money.โ Even I hadnโt read the book, and she wanted to hand it off?
โSays the girl who has millions.โ
I gripped the edge of the islandโs counter and took deep breaths, trying to steady my heart, to bring logic into a situation that had none. Was I financially stable? Yes. But Granโs millions were earmarked for charityโ just as sheโd wished, and Mom wasnโt a charity case.
But sheย wasย my last living family.
โPlease, honey. Just listen to the terms theyโre offering. Thatโs all I ask. Canโt you at least give me that?โ Her voice wavered. โTim left me. Iโmโฆ broke.โ
Her confession hit me straight in my freshly divorced soul. Our eyes met, identical shades of what Gran had calledย Stanton blue. She was all I had, and it didnโt matter how many years or therapists had come and gone, Iโd never managed to wipe out the urge to please her. To prove my worth.
Money hadnโt been the catalyst Iโd envisioned.
But that was a statement ofย herย characterโnot mine. โIโll listen, but thatโs all.โ
โThatโs all Iโm asking.โ Mom nodded with a grateful smile. โI really did stay for you,โ she whispered. โI just happened to find the book.โ
โLetโs go.โย Before I start to believe you.
The men had a slight tinge of desperation in their tone as they explained the terms theyโd offered my mother. I could see it in their eyesโthe knowledge that the gold mine that was the very last Scarlett Stanton book was slipping through their fingers, because theyโd never really had it.
โIโll have to give Helen a call. Iโm sure you remember Granโs agent,โ I said after they finished. โAnd the performance rights are off the table. You know how she felt about that.โ Gran hated movie adaptations.
Christopherโs face tightened.
โAnd where is Ann Lowell?โ Sheโd been Granโs editor for more than twenty years.
โShe retired last year,โ Christopher answered. โAdam here is the best editor we have on staff, and heโs brought in his best writer to finish up what weโre told is going to be about a third of the book?โ He glanced at Mom.
She nodded.
Sheโd read it? The bitter taste of jealousy coated my tongue.
โHeโs the best,โ Adam gushed, glancing at his watch. โMillions of sales, phenomenal writing, critically acclaimed, and even betterโa die-hard Scarlett Stanton fan. Heโs read everything sheโs written at least twice, and heโs cleared the next six months for this project so we can push it out fast.โ He tried to give me a reassuring smile.
He failed.
My eyes narrowed. โYou hired a man to finish Granโs book?โ
Adam swallowed. โHe really is the best, I swear. And your mom wanted to interview him to make sure he was the correct choice, so heโs actually here.โ
I blinked, surprised that Mom had been that thorough, and shocked that the writerโย No.
โI canโt even remember the last time he had to pitch himself.โ Christopher chuckled.
My thoughts tripped, falling down a rabbit hole like a line of dominos.
Impossible.
โHeโs here right now?โ Mom asked, glancing toward the door and smoothing her skirt.
โHe just pulled up.โ Adam motioned to his Apple Watch.
โGeorgia, you sit. Iโll show our guest in.โ Mom sprung out of her chair and rushed for the door, leaving the three of us in an awkward silence broken only by the steady tick of the grandfather clock.
โSo I met your husband at a gala last year,โ Christopher said with a tight smile.
โMy ex-husband,โ I corrected him.
โRight.โ He winced. โI thought his last movie was overrated.โ
Just about every movieโbesides GranโsโDamian had directed was overrated, but I wasnโt going there.
A deep, rumbling laugh sounded from the foyer, and the hair on the back of my neck stood up.
โHeโs here!โ Mom announced joyfully, swinging open the glass doors.
I stood as he walked in with my mother, and I somehow managed to keep my balance as he came into full view.
His flirtatious smile fell, and he looked at me like heโd seen a ghost. My stomach hit the floor.
โGeorgia Stanton, meetโโ Christopher started. โNoah Harrison,โ I guessed.
Noahโthe stranger from the bookstoreโnodded.
I didnโt care how sinfully gorgeous the man was. The only way heโd get
his hands on Granโs book was over my dead body.