After an uneventful ride south on the 6 train, Nico and Will made their way to the southernmost edge of Central Park. Some of the leaves on the trees were beginning to turn yellow, and a light breezeโ
rustled them. Joggers and cyclists zipped along the main road as Nico guided Will towards the woodland. When Nico stopped in front of a large grouping of boulders made up of Manhattan schist, Will raised an eyebrow.
โWhere do we go next?โ he asked.
Nico pointed at the rocks. โThrough there.โ
Will regarded the giant grey slabs. โAm I missing something? Nico, theyโre just rocks. What are we supposed to do?โ
โOh, I am not doing anything,โ said Nico proudly. โI need you to sing.โ
Will looked around him. โIs this a prank? Did you and Mr D come up with this? Are there hidden cameras?โ
โIโm honoured that you think Iโm capable of orchestrating a prophecy to pull off such a thing, but, no, this isnโt a joke. This is the literal Door of
Orpheus.โ
โOh,โ said Will. Then: โOh. So itโs โฆโ
Nico nodded. โOne of the only remaining secret entrances into the Underworld.โ
โWhich Orpheus opened with music,โ said Will. โExactly,โ said Nico. โYou think you could give it a try?โ
Will took a deep breath. โYeah, I can. And then โฆ thatโs it?โ โThatโs it,โ Nico agreed. โOur journey can begin.โ
Will turned around slowly, taking in the gorgeous Central Park trees that rose above them. โI donโt know how long this adventure is going to take,โ
he said as he spun, โso first I just want to get a last look at everything. To recharge my internal battery.โ
โYouโre cute when youโre nervous.โ Will came to a stop, and Nico reached out to bring him into a hug. When they let go, Nico said, โWeโre going to be fine. Just keep in mind what Percy and Annabeth said. Weโll stick close together, okay? I know the Underworld well.โ
โIโm not that worried about you,โ said Will. โIโm more freaked out about how Iโm going to react. Itโs going to be dark, scary. Iโll be surrounded by death and sadness and misery.โ
โItโs not all bad,โ said Nico. โBesides, our friends will help us.โ โThe troglodytes, you mean?โ
Nico smiled, picturing the small froglike humanoids who had helped them defeat Nero. โWeโll be in good hands. Little webbed hands with lots of pointy claws.โ
Will scratched his head. โOkay, I guess itโll be nice to see them. Are you sure theyโll help us again, though?โ
โWhy wouldnโt they?โ said Nico.
โWell โฆ we kinda destroyed their home, didnโt we?โ
โThat was an accident, first of all. We had no idea the tauri silvestres had followed us!โ
โI know, but still. Wouldnโt you be mad if someone accidentally destroyed Camp Half-Blood by allowing mad bulls in to trample it?โ โSecond of all,โ said Nico, โI helped the trogs find a new home.โ
It took Will a moment to put the pieces together. โSo โฆ youโre expecting them to help us โฆ You found them a new home โฆ You relocated them to the Underworld?โ
Nico nodded. โTheyโre even further underground now, and less likely to be found. As long as they stay out of my fatherโs view, theyโll be safer.โ
Will shook his head, clearly mystified. โI donโt understand how anyone could live down there.โ
A burst of irritation jolted Nicoโs heart. He pressed his lips together so as not to blurt out his initial reaction, which wasnโt very kind. โThe
Underworld isnโt what you think it is,โ he said quietly. โThereโs a lot more to it. Youโll see.โ
โOkay,โ said Will. โI trust you.โ
This time when he smiled it didnโt really make Nico feel better. So Nico just stepped aside and gestured at the rocks. โA song, please.โ
Will approached the mass of boulders. He took another deep breath and started into a soft, winding melody. It was a familiar one to Nico โ heโd heard Will sing it when he was using his healing abilities on someone. As Willโs voice rose and fell, Nico saw small green shoots sprout up from the ground around him. A few of them bloomed yellow flowers.
โWell, thatโs new,โ Nico said aloud to himself.
No sooner had he uttered those words than the rocks groaned and
shuddered. Will stopped singing and moved back, his eyes full of wonder, as a triangular crevice appeared, just big enough for a person to squeeze through. Inside, steps led down into deep darkness.
Will covered his mouth and nose. โUgh, whatโs that smell?โ The odours hit Nico then: mildew, decay, dust โฆ
Home.
โThatโs the Underworld.โ He drew his Stygian iron sword. โIโll go first.โ
Will grabbed his arm. โShouldnโt I use my glow-in-the-dark power for more light?โ
Nico shook his head. โSave that for later. No sense draining yourself.โ There was a sheen of sweat on Willโs forehead. โIf youโre sure โฆโ
Rather than draw this out any longer, Nico reached down and grabbed Willโs hand. โCome on,โ he said, and he led his boyfriend into the stairwell. After the first few steps, Nico glanced back to see the shape of Willโs curls in the bright light of Central Park behind him. Then, with a loud groan, the crevice closed, and darkness swallowed the two demigods.
Only the blade of Nicoโs sword cast any light: a dim purple glow that made the shadows feel even thicker.
โOh, wow,โ Will said. โItโs really dark down here.โ
Nico was ready to crack a terrible joke, but right then a sensation of dread trickled over his skin. He raised his sword and peered into the gloom. The passage continued down as far as he could see, silent and empty.
โNico, what is it?โ
Something rustled in the darkness, but behind them, where the Door of Orpheus had just closed.
Nico spun, gently pushing Will to one side, and stuck his sword in that direction.
There was nothing.
โWhatโs happening?โ Will demanded.
Nico brought his sword back close to his body. He turned to Will. โI think you got me all amped up, is all. Iโm imagining things.โ
Will didnโt look convinced. Unfortunately, Nico wasnโt sure he believed it, either.
โOkay,โ Will said. โBut is it going to be this dark the whole time?โ
โOh, no, not at all. We have to descend these steps for a while, but once we emerge in the Underworld, itโs โฆ Well, youโll see. This is the only part without any light.โ He paused. โAt least, before we get to Tartarus.โ
โGood to know,โ Will muttered.
Nico headed down the narrow stairway, and Will followed. The steps
were much steeper than Nico would have liked, but that was mostly because he was worried for Will. He could hear his boyfriendโs footsteps echoing
around him โ Will was tapping his feet on every step as if to make sure it was solid. After a few minutes, Nico paused.
โYouโre nervous,โ he said. โJust take the steps like you normally would.
Itโll be all right.โ
Will started to answer, then stopped and looked behind him. โDid you hear that?โ
โHear what?โ
โIs something following us?โ
Nico didnโt hear anything this time.
โMaybe itโs your imagination?โ said Nico. โThis place can feel very strange the first time.โ
โOkay,โ said Will, his voice shaky. โLead the way, then.โ
They continued. Will had Nico stop a few more times, but in each instance Nico couldnโt hear whatever it was his companion had. So they kept going, descending deeper and deeper. Nico knew that the stairway was lengthy, so he tried to remain as calm as possible as he put one foot in front of the other, careful not to slip on the slimy steps.
It wasnโt long before impatience began to creep along Nicoโs spine. He remembered descending these same steps years ago when he had led Percy to his father. The memory stung a little; he hadnโt really wanted to betray Percy, but heโd needed to know more about his own childhood, which heโd lost in the River Lethe. But Nico recalled that it had maybe taken an hour or so to traverse the entire set of steps.
Had it been an hour since Will parted the stones? Or had it been longer? Werenโt journeys supposed to feel shorter when youโd done them before?
Will echoed Nicoโs thoughts. โHow much further do we have to go?โ he asked. โI feel like weโve been going down forever.โ
โI think weโve got a bit more,โ said Nico, panting. His arm was tired from holding out his sword; the last time heโd made this journey, Percy had been the one to light the way. Funny how the older Nico got, the more he saw things about Percy differently.
โLike, I get that itโs the Underworld,โ said Will. โSo we have to go under the earth. But this โโ
โShhh.โ Nico froze so suddenly that Will ran into him. โWhat is it?โ whispered Will.
โDo you hear that?โ
They both stood still. From somewhere ahead came a muted roar, like a rainstorm against a metal roof.
โWhat is that?โ asked Will.
Nico smiled. โThatโs the River Styx. Weโre almost there.โ
The two of them forged ahead. Nico began to take the steps two at a time. He nearly slipped on one of the stones, then steadied himself and waited for Will to catch up.
Soon, a dim grey light filled the tunnel. Nico did his best to keep his cool as they continued their descent. The roar of the Styx turned from muted to thunderous. The steps started to level out. When Nico reached the bottom of the stairwell, he emerged into a large cavern lit by glowing stalactites overhead. To his right, the River Styx spilled over the edge of a towering
climb and cascaded down a set of rocky rapids.
And in the distance โฆ the Underworld.
Fires guttered on the ramparts of Erebos, the kingdom of death. Masses of ghosts converged on the great iron gates like a fog bank, clamouring to get in. Beyond those walls, Nico knew, lay the ghostsโ final destinies: Elysium for the lucky few who had been virtuous in life, the Fields of Punishment for the wicked, and the bleak Fields of Asphodel for the indifferent and the neutral, which was most of humanity. Beyond those fields would be Hadesโs palace, all sharp angles and shadows. Nico was glad they were too far away to be able to make out any of those details. Will didnโt need to see the fates of the dead. He was already nervous enough.
Nicoโs head spun with exhaustion. For a moment, he thought he saw a dark shape in his peripheral vision, something strange and menacing, but, when he turned, there was only Will.
โWelcome to the Underworld,โ Nico said.
Will frowned, then put a hand behind his head. He was still breathing heavily. โIs this a joke?โ
โA joke?โ Nico was stunned. โWhy would you call my fatherโs home a
joke?โ
โWhat are you talking about?โ โWhat are you talking about?โ โYou said we were here,โ said Will.
โWe are!โ Nico spread his arms wide.
Will fixed his eyes on the distance. โUm, no, weโre not.โ Nico turned to look again and โ
What?!
They were back in the stairwell. The cavernous vista of Erebos was gone.
The steps before them seemed to continue endlessly down into darkness. โNo!โ screamed Nico. โWhat is happening? We just made it and โโ โCan you hear that?โ asked Will, cutting him off. โThe river? Because I
can.โ
They fell silent again. Sure enough, the distant rush of the River Styx echoed up through the tunnel.
โI donโt understand,โ said Nico. โI saw the Underworld. I saw the River Styx and โฆ and โฆโ
Will sat down on the steps. โThere wasnโt anything, Nico. It was just โฆ more stairs.โ
โThatโs impossible. Thatโs not how this is supposed to work.โ โRegardless, weโre still not there. Do you think your father is trying to
prevent us from entering the Underworld?โ
โNo!โ said Nico. Then: โI donโt think so. He shouldnโt even know that weโre here.โ
โYou sure about that?โ said Will.
Nico hesitated. โLetโs keep going. If I see the end of the tunnel again, Iโll ask if you see it, too.โ
He helped Will up, and then they pushed on. Nico wasnโt positive, but it seemed like another hour passed before the sound of the Styx finally got louder and the tunnel filled with grey light once more. Nico reached back for Will, and his boyfriendโs hand slipped into his.
โThere,โ said Nico. โDo you see that brightness ahead?โ After a short pause, Will said, โActually โฆ yeah, I do.โ
โOkay!โ said Nico. โGood. Letโs keep moving.โ
Moments later, as the darkness receded, Nico spotted the base of the steps.
โCan you see that?โ said Nico, pointing. โYes!โ said Will, breathless. โItโs the end!โ
They rushed down the remaining steps and into the cavern. As before, the Styxโs waterfall roared to Nicoโs right. Across the river loomed the burning ramparts of Erebos.
Nico had this whole plan in his head to explain the geography of Erebos to Will so heโd have some idea where they were heading, but when he turned to speak his heart sank.
It wasnโt just Willโs panicked expression that terrified him. Somehow their surroundings had changed again. Nico couldnโt believe it, but they now stood in the woods of Central Park in the dead of night.
His heart racing, he pivoted and stared at the blank grey wall of schist that marked the Door of Orpheus.
There was a thump behind Nico. Will had fallen to his knees in the wet grass.
โNico,โ he said desolately. โWhatโs happening?โ
โIf I remember correctly,โ said Nico, โthe first time I met Will was during a battle.โ
โWhich one?โ Will narrowed his eyes. He still looked so weak and tired. โOh, wait โ was it when Octavianโs faction attacked the camp?โ
โUh, no,โ said Nico. โWasnโt that only, like โฆ a little over a year ago?
Weโve known each other a lot longer than that.โ โOh.โ Will rubbed his face. โSorry, youโre right.โ
Nico felt another twinge of concern. โIs your memory getting worse?โ
Will grunted but did not answer the question. โYou were around โฆ before that,โ he said hazily. โLong before. Back around the time when โฆ when the Battle of Manhattan โฆโ
Nico smiled. โYeah, I was. I wasnโt staying at Camp Half-Blood much, though.โ
โI remember that! And even when you were at camp it was so hard to pin you down. You wouldnโt stay put. You were โฆ afraid. Afraid of getting
close to anyone.โ
Nico was silent for a moment. โSometimes I still am,โ he said. โLike earlier, when you were complaining that I wasnโt telling you things.โ
โSort of.โ Will pressed his hand against his stomach. โI donโt know if I was being fair to you โโ
โThatโs not important now,โ said Nico. โLetโs get through this.โ
โI hope you do not feel that I am something to โget throughโ,โ said Gorgyra. โI am not trying to make things difficult for you boys.โ
For a moment, Nico had almost forgotten the nymph was there. He tried to tamp down his fear and frustration, his urge to scream Just let us go!
โItโs a trade, right?โ he said. โWe give you our story, and you give us a boat.โ
โIf you must see it that way,โ she said. โYes.โ
โI remember โฆโ Will coughed softly, and Nico ran his hand over his boyfriendโs back. His eyes travelled down to the gauze on Willโs leg.
It was completely soaked through with blood. โWhat do you remember?โ Gorgyra asked.
โI remember how sad I was when you left to go find Percy,โ Will said to Nico. โWhen he disappeared.โ
โYou were sad? But โฆ did we even know each other then?โ
โMaybe not as close friends or anything, but โฆ but I was drawn to you. Maybe it was because you were so mysterious. Maybe it was because you kept pushing everyone away whenever they tried to be your friend.โ
โNot a lot of people tried to be my friend in those days,โ said Nico. โThatโs not true!โ said Will, and for a moment his energy seemed to come
back. โPlenty of us tried to be friendly to you, and you always had an excuse or a mean remark ready for us.โ
โThat doesnโt sound like me,โ Nico said, trying to play it deadpan, but Will gave him a stern look. Nico laughed. โOkay, okay, fine. Maybe that sounds like me.โ
โWe met โฆ way before the Battle of Manhattan, actually,โ said Will, leaning against Nico. โYou โฆ You came into the Big House, remember?โ
โWhat?โ Nico scratched at his head. โWhen was this?โ
โBack when I was still training to be a field medic, with Michael Yew โฆโ
Will fell silent, unable to finish, and thatโs when the fragment of memory came back to Nico.
โThe sword fight,โ he said. โIโd only been at camp a couple of days. Chiron had me training with the other campers, and I went too hard.โ
โYou sliced your own leg,โ said Will, smiling weakly. โIf I remember correctly, you missed the target dummy completely because you were arguing with Chiron.โ
โI love that you seem to remember all the most embarrassing moments of my life,โ said Nico. โWay to go, Will!โ
โI only remember that because of what came after. The part thatโs more striking โฆ was you. In the Big House. You wouldnโt sit still, and Michael
was barking commands at you because you were bleeding everywhere, and
โฆ and โโ
โYou calmed me down,โ said Nico, and the image bloomed in his mind: a young Will Solace, his blond hair bushy and slightly unkempt, holding
Nicoโs leg still, Willโs blue eyes boring into his own. โAt least I tried,โ said Will. โI donโt think it worked.โ
โIt did,โ said Nico. โEven if it was only for a moment. I was โฆ a little difficult when I was younger.โ
Will grinned. โOh, only when you were younger?โ โShut up.โ
โThatโs news to me. Youโve never been difficult since.โ
Nico shifted uneasily. He glanced over at the old nymph, who was studying the two of them with a wistful look.
โSo, is that it, Will?โ Nico asked. โIs that really how we met?โ
โI think so. Iโm pretty sure I saw you running around Camp Half-Blood when you were originally rescued by Percy and Annabeth, but that was our first face-to-face moment.โ
Nico shook his head. โI didnโt even realize that was you back then. But โฆ well, I also donโt remember much about my first few weeks at the camp. I felt so out of place.โ
Gorgyra sighed. โIt seems you two have a complicated and labyrinthine connection.โ
โWould really love to never think about a labyrinth ever again,โ Nico muttered.
She smiled. โI find this fascinating. Sometimes mortals are not aware of the threads that bind them. You could both be wrong about the first time you met, and yet the two of you have orbited each other for so long, like heavenly bodies in the sky.โ
Will squeezed Nicoโs hand. โI like how that sounds.โ
Nico studied Willโs broken fingernails, the cuts on his knuckles. He certainly felt like he was spinning through space โฆ like he would go shooting off into the void if it werenโt for Willโs gravity.
โWell,โ Nico said at last, โmaybe we donโt remember the first time we
actually met, but I do remember when I considered you a friend.โ โTell me,โ Gorgyra said.
Nico heard the yearning in her voice: insatiable, like the three-headed dog Cerberus begging for bones. Just one more. Just one more. Nico
worried Gorgyra would keep demanding stories, pulling on string after string, until their whole lives were unravelled at her feet.
Nevertheless, he wanted to talk about it. He looked into Willโs tired blue eyes when he spoke, not Gorgyraโs. โIt was at camp. After โฆ after
Octavian. When he โฆ you know.โ
Willโs face drooped. Nico knew he hated that memory: when Nico and
Michael Kahale had allowed Octavian to launch himself to his own death. โI remember.โ
โWe had defeated Gaia. You were standing in the doorway of your cabin.โ
Will laughed softly. โI remember that, too. I think I scolded you pretty hard.โ
โYou did,โ confirmed Nico. โBut it was the way you did it. You made it clear that you wanted me around. You said you wanted me to come to the infirmary and help, because โฆ because you could use a โfriendly faceโ.โ
โIt was true. And you did help.โ
โYou brought me closer instead of rejecting me,โ Nico said, his voice
cracking. โIโd never been called a friendly face. Ever. You made me rethink everything โ my place in camp, my crush on Percy, my future. It took you scolding me like you were the camp director to make me realize that I was
โฆ wanted.โ
Gorgyra sniffled, then wiped her eyes. โYouโll have to excuse me,โ she said. โIt is hard not to react to something like that.โ
Will swayed, and Nico steadied him. โYou okay?โ asked Nico.
โThis place,โ he said. โIโm so tired.โ
โI know,โ Nico said, watching apprehensively as the blood seeped across the gauze bindings on Willโs leg. He turned to Gorgyra. โWe need to go if weโre going to reach Tartarus.โ
โWait,โ said Will. โI remember something else. I know we need to go, but
โฆ you remember what Percy and Annabeth said, about how important it is to remind each other of the world above?โ
Nico frowned. โBut weโre not even in Tartarus yet.โ
โIt feels like we are,โ said Will. โAnd I know youโre worried. But just โฆ give me this. It does make me feel better.โ
Nico gazed at Gorgyra and the whispers in his mind returned: voices telling him what he already knew about himself, all his worst fears and failures.
โAll right,โ he said to Will. โIf it helps.โ
That brought a bit of colour back into Willโs face. โI remember when I realized โฆ when I knew that this was more than a friendship.โ
That made Nico smile despite himself. โI remember my moment, too.โ
Willโs eyes filled with tears. โI think mine is different than yours.โ โBut I know mine happened first,โ Nico said.
โTell me,โ Gorgyra said, moving closer to Nico and Will. โTell me one more story.โ
And Nico felt another string start to unravel.