โSHE SAIDย WHAT?โ
Professor Diomedes stared at me with a look of stunned amazement. We were outside, smoking. I could tell he was excited because he had dropped his cigar on the ground without even noticing. โShe spoke? Alicia really spoke?โ
โShe did.โ
โIncredible. So you were right. You were right. And I was wrong.โ
โNot at all. It was wrong of me to see her without your permission, Professor. Iโm sorry, I just had an instinctโฆโ
Diomedes waved away my apology and finished my sentence for me. โYou followed your gut. I would have done the same, Theo. Well done.โ
I was unwilling to be too celebratory. โWe mustnโt count our chickens yet. Itโs a breakthrough, yes. But thereโs no guaranteeโshe might revert or regress at any point.โ
Diomedes nodded. โQuite right. We must organize a formal review and interview Alicia as soon as possibleโget her in front of a panelโyou and me and someone from the TrustโJulian will do, heโs harmless enoughโโ
โYouโre going too fast. Youโre not listening to me. Thatโs too soon.
Anything like that will scare her. We need to move slowly.โ โWell, itโs important the Trust knowsโโ
โNo, not yet. Maybe this was a one-off. Letโs wait. Letโs not make any announcements. Not just yet.โ
Diomedes nodded, taking this in. His hand reached for my shoulder and gripped it. โWell done. Iโm proud of you.โ
I felt a small flicker of prideโa son congratulated by his father. I was conscious of my desire to please Diomedes, justify his faith in me and make
him proud. I felt a little emotional. I lit a cigarette to disguise it. โWhat now?โ
โNow you keep going. Keep working with Alicia.โ โAnd if Stephanie finds out?โ
โForget Stephanieโleave her to me. You focus on Alicia.โ And so I did.
* * *
During our next session, Alicia and I talked nonstop. Or rather, Alicia talked and I listened. Listening to Alicia was an unfamiliar and somewhat disconcerting experience, after so much silence. She spoke hesitantly at first, tentativelyโtrying to walk on legs that hadnโt been used in a while. She soon found her feet, picking up speed and agility, tripping through sentences as if she had never been silent, which in a way, she hadnโt.
When the session ended, I went to my office. I sat at the desk, transcribing what had been said while it was still fresh in my mind. I wrote down everything, word for word, capturing it as precisely and accurately as possible.
As you will see, itโs an incredible storyโof that there is no doubt. Whether you believe it or not is up to you.