Advent brought with it a decided decline in the weather. Mist prowled over the hills and steamed up the windows. Every time the front door opened, wind gusted in with the silver-grey scent of rain. But Elsie had promised Mr Underwood she would start attending services again, and you couldnโt break a promise to a vicar, especially near Christmas.
In October, at Rupertโs funeral, she had barely noticed the state of All Souls Church. Concentrating on the awful presence of the cof๏ฌn and the body trapped within, Elsie had let her surroundings blur to nothing. But now she saw the structure take a solid form around her. It was wretched. Cold, damp and in dire need of repair.
The family pew was at the front. Elsie and Sarah were a little late and had to shuf๏ฌe past rows of threadbare villagers to take their place. All the wretches looked, but none met Elsieโs eye; they gave furtive, sideways glances beneath their eyelashes. Perhaps they still considered a widow bad luck.
Thankfully, the Bainbridge pew was built up and screened at the back with wood. Holes pocked the structure โ she had to dust down the seat before she dared to sit on it.
โWorm,โ Sarah whispered, wrinkling up her nose.
The pew door thunked shut beside them. Elsie shuddered. Locked in a wooden enclosure with the worms โ it was not much different to being buried alive.
Worms were not the only discomfort. Cobwebs laced the arches and there was a relentless drip from the leaking roof. Although holly
from The Bridge gardens decorated the windowsills, the place looked dreary, far from festive. It carried a mineral smell, slick and wet.
Sarah looked queasy as she surveyed her surroundings. She still wore a bandage on her hand. The apothecary at Torbury St Jude said the cut was not infected, but Elsie had her doubts. It was nearly two months now. Surely the wound should scab, at the very least?
โAre you a little off-colour, Sarah?โ
โYes . . . It is this church. When I think of my poor cousin Rupert, resting forever in such a place!โ
Elsie could not answer for tears.
When she was young, sheโd liked going to church. It was a place where she could walk in a higher atmosphere and breathe a higher air. But at some point โ it must have been around the time Pa died โher feelings had changed. Church became a giant magnifying glass focused on her face with a crowd of people peering through. Today was not much different. The Fayford poor might not meet her eye but they were alert to her presence, like hounds scenting blood.
They went through the usual routine: hymns; a gospel reading; Mr Underwoodโs thoughts; the lighting of the Advent candle. By the end Sarah was trembling from cold. Elsie heard her voice shudder over the words for โRock of Agesโ. She stretched out her arm, meaning to put it around Sarahโs shoulders, when a twang in the pit of her stomach pulled her up short.
Sarah looked at her, pop-eyed. โMrs Bainbridge?โ
She placed a hand to her bodice and felt it again beneath the buttons: something within, kicking back.
โIs it the baby?โ โYes. It quickens.โ
Sarah beamed. Without asking for permission, she placed her palm on Elsieโs belly.
A curious sensation: Sarahโs heat on the surface of her skin; the child pushing back on the wet, slippery side within. Horrible, in fact. One Bainbridge on the outside, one locked away behind ๏ฌesh, and she was no more than a thin barrier, a wall through which they could communicate.
She looked down at the black crรชpe of her dress and at Sarahโs gloved hand, grey against it. She had the strangest feeling that it was
not her stomach at all โ not any more. It was only a shell.ย Sheย was a shell, and another body, a foreign body, was growing inside.
Elsie decided to walk back to The Bridge. Movement, she thought, would get her blood ๏ฌowing and dispel the peculiar sense of invasion. Helen agreed to accompany her. Sarah was half-dead with cold and Mabelโs leg could not carry her such a distance, so they took the carriage with Mrs Holt.
Rain had fallen during the service, leaving the footpaths slick, plastered pewter with dead leaves. Snails crept out from the undergrowth to stretch their necks. Once or twice Elsie had to step sharply aside onto the wet grass to avoid crushing them.
โDear me, maโam, Mabel will have to change your clothes as soon as you get back,โ Helen said. โWonโt do for you to catch cold, not in your condition.โ
โThank you, Helen, I will make sure she does.โ Her ankles felt cool and numb. Another ruined pair of stockings. She only prayed her crรชpe did not shrivel in the damp air.
Her boots tapped in a discordant rhythm as they crossed the bridge with the stone lions. Fine, white vapour rose up from the river. It put her in mind of the match factory. If she closed her eyes, she could imagine the smell of phosphorus, haunting her. She loathed that odour, but somehow she needed it; it was bound up in home, in Jolyon.
What would Jolyon be doing now? Making the arrangements for new girls in the dipping rooms, perhaps, and getting ready to leave the place for Christmas. Once he returned to The Bridge, she was bound to feel like herself again. This interlude without him had unsettled her. It was not natural to be separated from him.
Helen cleared her throat. โMaโam?โ โYes, Helen?โ
โMay I ask something?โ
Elsie ducked her head to avoid the dripping ๏ฌngers of a branch. โVery well.โ
โWhat happened to your hands, maโam?โ โWhatever do you mean?โ
โYour hands. Iโve never seen you take your gloves off. I thought perhaps . . . maybe you hurt them?โ
They prickled and throbbed beneath her black lace gloves: echoes of Helenโs own hands; calloused, with swelling joints and stains ground into the skin. โYou are right, Helen. There was an accident. They were burnt.โ
Helen whistled between her teeth. โThatโs bad luck. You canโt be too careful with ๏ฌre, maโam. Knew a woman in Torbury St Jude, once. Her little daughterโs dress caught light on a candle and up she goes in ๏ฌames.โ
Elsie felt the cold creeping into her bones. โIs it much farther now?โ
โNot overmuch. Two more bends and youโll see the gardens.โ Helen wiped the moisture from her face with the back of her hand. The chill, damp air only made her red skin look rosier. โBut while weโre out here, maโam, I did wonder . . . have you been back in the nursery?โ
โCertainly not. I have had no occasion to go there.โ โOh.โ A short pause. โMaโam, can I ask another thing?โ
โGood lord, I thought this was a walk, not an inquisition.โ
โSorry, maโam. Only I wondered if weโd be getting some more help when the baby comes? What with Mabel being promoted and all the extra clouts and such, I wonโt have time to catch my breath.โ
Or ask so many questions.
โNaturally, I will hire nurses for the baby at Lady Day. I have other expenses for the present.โ
They must be drawing close now; she could hear the sound of shears clipping in the gardens.
Hopefully they would make it inside before another onslaught of rain. The clouds were building in formation, ready to attack. With the sun shining behind them they glowed, gunmetal grey.
โWe had better send the gardeners home for the day,โ she said. โThey will get too wet working in this weather.โ
Helen raised her eyebrows. โI didnโt think the gardeners were come today.โ
โOf course they have come, canโt you hear them? Listen.โ Helen shook her head.
โTheyโre deadheading ๏ฌowers or trimming the hedges. You really cannot hear it?โ The sound was growing louder, like a blade against a whetstone.ย Snip, snip. Elsie stopped walking and put her hand on Helenโs arm, forcing her to pause. โThere.โ
Helen blinked. She looked thoroughly witless. Elsie had never seen a more witless look โ she wondered if Helen practised it.
โNever mind.โ
Just as Helen promised, another two turns brought the gardens into sight. Evergreen foliage showed vivid against the backdrop of the sky. Elsie spotted a crow hopping between the dying hedges, but no gardeners. They must be working around the other side.
โI hope you wonโt be too downcast this Christmas, maโam,โ Helen said. โWhat with the poor master and all . . . The ๏ฌrst Christmas is always dif๏ฌcult.โ
โYes.โ
โMaster were only a few years older than me. Seems so cruel . . .โ Of all the servants, it was Helen who mentioned Rupert the most.
Perhaps it was, as she said, the similarity in their ages, or the fact that she had found his body.
โYou sound as if you were fond of your master, Helen. I am glad to hear it.โ
She gave a half-hearted smile. โHe always spoke kindly to me. I thought it was nice of him, to notice his staff.โ
Heaven knew the London ones didnโt deserve his notice. Spiteful ingrates, they were, for all their ef๏ฌciency.
โAnd then,โ Helen went on, โheโd tell me little things about his day.
Like reading that book, and ๏ฌnding the letters in the nursery.โ
The nursery again. Elsie shuddered as a raindrop fell from a branch and trickled down her back. โYou must give up this fancy, Helen. You have already told me that Mr Bainbridge presumed the letters were left that way by the previous occupant.ย Heย did not think it was a ghost.โ
โNo,โ she admitted. โBut he didnโt know Iโd tidied them up the week before and put them all in a box. And he never saw the writing in the dust.ย Mother, it said, that day. Usually itโs a whole sentence.โ Elsie did not want to hear that sentence, but Helen was clearly going to tell her. โMother hurt me, it says.โ
She couldnโt answer.
They were nearing the house. Elsie clopped around the dew-sprinkled hedges. They gave off a green, mossy smell. She could still hear those relentless shears, and the sound began to grate on her nerves.
As they drew level with the stone fountain, Helen chirped up again. โWhat do you think it is then, maโam? Writing to me?โ
โIt is Mabel,โ she snapped, irritated. โPlaying a joke on you. She writes it and then pretends she cannot see it. Nothing could be simpler.โ
โMabel? But she canโt even read her own name, maโam, let aloneโโ The end of Helenโs sentence disappeared in a gasp.
Elsie snapped around to face her. โWhat? What is it?โ The roses had ๏ฌed from Helenโs cheeks. Even her lips were pale. โAre you unwell?โ
Helen extended a ๏ฌnger, pointing.
Elsie didnโt want to see. She didnโt want her eyes to follow the direction of that ๏ฌnger, but theyย wouldย drift, slowly, without her volition, trained by some fatal instinct.
The wooden girl stood looking out of the card-room window. Shadows like twigs obscured her face. Antlers โ they were antlers. She was placed directly underneath the stagโs head. But that was not what caught Elsieโs eye: it was the window to the left.
The rectangle with a muddy hand printed on the glass. โPerhaps the gardeners . . .โ
โNo.โ Helen swallowed. โLook, the markโs on the inside.โ
It was dif๏ฌcult to breathe. The baby was moving, turning somersaults in her stomach. Still the air rang with the sound of those damned shears:ย snip, snip.
Elsie shook herself.ย A mountain out of a molehillย โ thatโs what Ma would say. Mabel, or even Helen herself, could have made the mark by accident.
โNonsense. You cannot see if the print is inside or out from all the way over here.โ
Elsie strode forward with more determination than she felt. Helenโs voice pleaded with her to stop, but she could not change course now. Her feet moved without her โ she was left behind.
Another step and the muddy print bobbed closer, coming into focus. Too small. It could not be a gardener. This was a childโs hand.
She drew to a halt just before the window, so near that her breath misted the glass. As it cleared, she saw her own face re๏ฌected back, overlaying the wooden features of the companion. Only it was not her face โ not really. It was pale and warped, ugly with fear.
Trembling, Elsie reached out her glove and placed her palm against the mud hand. Helen was right. The print came from the other side.
โMaโam? Can you see it? Is there writing?โ
She opened her mouth to reply when a ๏ฌicker, a small movement behind the glass, drew her attention. She recoiled.
โMaโam? Are you all right?โ
She managed a nod; she could not speak.
The companion no longer looked out across the grounds. She stared, dead and unblinking, right into Elsieโs soul.
Mabel had not been lying. Its eyesย moved.
Draughts ๏ฌowed down the maroon corridor. Shadows rocked across the ๏ฌock wallpaper as the gas lamps ๏ฌred up with a roar. Elsie huddled in her shawl, cowering against Sarahโs shoulder. She had never felt so overpowered, soย swallowedย as she did in this house.
โThis one,โ said Sarah. She extended a ๏ฌnger and let the tip hover an inch away from the painting. โDo you see? Behind the womanโs skirts?โ
It was a baroque piece, close to the style of Vermeer. A plump blonde woman with tired eyes sat before a birdcage. She held out her hand to a sparrow perched inside. Light hit them from the left, falling full upon her face. She was pretty, if a little jowly. Coral ribbons threaded through her hair, echoing the shade of the fur-trimmed mantle about her shoulders. Butter-cream skirts tumbled out from her waist, and clutching at them was a girl. A fey girl with that odd, puppet-like appearance prevalent among children in early portraiture. She did not look at the sparrow but gazed, intently, up at the ladyโs face.
Giddiness washed over her. โItโsย her. Sarah, itโs her. Itโs the same girl as the companion.โ
Hiss.
Elsieโs ๏ฌngers clutched Sarahโs sleeve, wrinkling the lavender fabric. โDo you hear . . .?โ
โThe builders,โ Sarah said softly.
Elsie gulped a breath. Air rushed into her lungs, soured by the taste of paint. Of course, it was not the sound that came at night, so reminiscent of a saw โ it was aย realย saw. Real decorators, ready to make her house presentable. โOf course. I forgot.โ
Sarah returned to the picture. โI thought she looked like the companion too. Perhaps a bit younger. But here is the really interesting thing. Look at the writing on the frame.โ
โSixteen-thirty,โ Elsie read.
โYes. And the name.ย Anne Bainbridge with her daughter Henrietta Maria.โ
โHenrietta Maria.โ
โBut they called her Hetta.โ โHow do you know?โ
โShe is one of my ancestors! Hetta, the gypsy boy, the companions โ they are all in the diary we found in the garret. Poor Hetta was mute. Her mother wasnโt meant to have any more children, but she took some herbs and Hetta was born without a proper tongue. Poor girl! You know how it was in those days, they thought af๏ฌicted children were cursed. She was left out of everything. Just a sweet, lonely girl . . . Iย cannotย believe โ I mean, even supposing that her eyes did move . . .โ
โThey moved.โ
โWell.โ Sarahโs brows drew together. She had never laughed โ Elsie was eternally grateful for that. Sarah tackled the problem as if it were a complicated sum that needed to be solved. โWhat if the wooden ๏ฌgure is channelling the spirit of this Henrietta Maria Bainbridge? Does it follow that she means us harm? I cannot believe it.โ She shook her head. โHetta just wants someone to look after her. A friend. She was so alone. I know how that feels.โ
Elsie shuddered. โIs this what we have come to now? Talk of ghosts and spirit possession?โ
โDo you not believe in the spirits?โ Sarah looked astounded. Elsie might as well have said she didnโt believe in colour. โI can assure you they are real, Mrs Bainbridge. Iโve seen them. A mesmerist visited Mrs Crabbly, and a medium, to contact her dead husband. All the rich old ladies do it in London. Itโs quite safe. Itโs a science. Thereโs nothing to be afraid of.โ
Then why did her pulse beat so thick? โIย amย afraid. Iโm afraid of the gypsy companion and the woman with the child on her lap. Thereโs something the matter with them. They feel . . . wrong.โ
โPerhaps what you saw on the glass was Hettaโs hand, reaching out to us? We should try to make contact with her. Iโve read a book about sรฉances. I attempted to summon my parents onceโโ
Elsie groaned. โIn Godโs name, no! You must stop talking as if this is a real child. I had Mrs Holt lock her in the cellar with all the others, for goodnessโ sake!โ
โItโs not as foolish as it sounds. Thereย wasย a real child. This picture and the diary prove it. I am trying to recall what happened in the last diary entry I read . . . Anneโs husband gave her your diamond necklace, I remember that. Did you know it was commissioned especially for the visit of Charles I?โ
โThat is hardly relevant right now.โ
โNo, I suppose not . . . Oh yes, poor Hetta was forbidden to attend the court masque! Her father was afraid she would shame him.โ
Elsie took a steadying breath and tried to conceal her irritation. โI doubt a spirit would take the trouble to haunt us over a court masque she missed two hundred years ago.โ
โNo,โ Sarah said thoughtfully. โThere must be something else. I will have to ๏ฌnish reading the diary. If only I had grabbed the second volume before the garret door jammed!โ
โThe man is working on the door now. When he is done we will fetch the book and see if we can ๏ฌnd a clue.โ
There was a way forwards, she just had to keep her terror under control for a while longer. In two weeks it would be Christmas. Her new dresses would arrive and Jolyon would come down. He would bring plum pudding, oranges studded with cloves, parcels wrapped in coloured ribbon; all the warmth and vibrancy she had lacked. Everything would be all right once Jolyon arrived, she told herself.
Then she heard the scream. โMabel! It sounds like Mabel.โ
They tumbled down the corridor to the Lantern Gallery. Mrs Holt and Helen galloped up the staircase from below to meet them. Helen still had a wet apron and a wooden clothes-beater in her hand. She wielded it like a weapon.
โMrs Bainbridge! Miss Bainbridge. What is the matter?โ Mrs Holt looked stricken.
โWe donโt know,โ Sarah said. โWe think itโs Mabel, upstairs.โ
Their feet thumped on the risers. Elsie was out of breath and her bodice cut under her arms, but she managed to gain the landing ๏ฌrst. She took three steps before colliding with a shape hurtling in the opposite direction.
โMabel! Mabel!โ The girl looked almost feral. Tears streamed down her face. Elsie seized her shoulders and held her steady. โWhat has happened?โ
โHow could you? How could you?โ Her ๏ฌsts pounded against Elsieโs breast. โHow can you be so wicked? Oh, oh!โ
โWhat? What are you talking about?โ
โYou know! You know!โ Mabelโs knees gave way; she crumpled to the ๏ฌoor. โIt werenโt funny. I was that scared . . .โ She began to sob.
Elsie released her and looked helplessly from Sarah to Mrs Holt and then to Helen. โHelen, can you try to get some sense from her?โ
Helen laid her beater on the ๏ฌoor. Tentatively, she placed a hand on Mabelโs shoulder. โHush, now. What happened? It wasnโt . . .โ She dropped her voice to a whisper. โDid you see another one?โ
โShe โ sheโโ Mabel could barely speak. โSheย must have put it in my room. Knows I hates them! All part of some โ some joke!โ
Prickles darted up and down Elsieโs skin. โWhat is in your room, Mabel?โ
โAs if you donโt know! One of themย things!โ
She looked at Sarah. โNo. That cannot be. Mrs Holt locked all the companions in the cellar. I saw her do it.โ
โNot this one. I never seen it before.โ
Blood thumped in her ears. โNo. No, I will not believe this.โ
Rigid with determination, Elsie stalked down the corridor. She would see it with her own eyes. She would prove them wrong.
The door swung open with ease, revealing Mabelโs narrow bed, the washstand and the prints on the wall.
It was standing in the hip bath.
A stout woman, brushing her hair. Her kirtle was the colour of pickled gherkins. She wore dirty linen oversleeves and an apron that fell to her ankles. Her expression teased as she swept the brush
through the ends of her wavy brown hair, the other hand smoothing behind. It was a ๏ฌirtatious look, yet somehow hostile.
โGo on then,โ Elsie croaked. She was light-headed with a sense of her own bravado. โMove if youโre going to do it. Move, damn you, move!โ
The eyes remained still. But she heard, just at the edge of her consciousness, the sound of bristles tearing through dry hair. The scent of roses ๏ฌared up, thick and choking. Suddenly it was very warm.
Her mind would not stand it. Whirling round, she slammed the door shut and ran back down the corridor. Her legs refused to move with their usual speed. She was slow now, weighted by the baby. Vulnerable.
The others were waiting on the landing. They had coaxed Mabel onto a chair and she was dry-faced, very pale.
โIt was locked,โ Mrs Holt said. โI swear it was locked. Mrs Bainbridge doesnโt have the key, Mabel. I just donโt understand how this has happened.โ
โMabel.โ Elsie tried to keep her voice steady but it was a strange, swooping thing, beyond her control. โAll of you. I want you to think, very carefully. Who has been in the house? We have had tradesmen and workmen. Gardeners. I want you to make a list. Someone, somewhere, for whatever reason, is playing a trick upon us. Putting handprints on the windows and . . .โ She frowned, distracted by a glint of light. โMabel, are you wearing my diamonds?โ Colour ๏ฌared into the maidโs cheeks. โI were warming them, maโam. Thatโs what Helen says they do, in the fancy houses. Ainโt it,
Helen? Warm the mistressโs pearls.โ
โWarming them?โ Sarah cried. โA likely story! Mrs Bainbridge cannot even wear them during her mourning.โ
Elsie had ridden a crest of anxiety all day. It had to break. Anger ๏ฌickered through her fear and she seized it with both hands. โTake them off!โ she shouted. โTake them off at once!โ Fresh tears spurting, Mabel grappled at the base of her neck, but her hair was tangled in the chain. โIf you donโt take them off this minute, I will send you out of this house!โ
Helen stepped in with her steady, chafed hands. She unfastened the clasp and pulled the necklace away. Threads of Mabelโs dark hair
still clung to the chain.
โDidnโt mean no harm,โ Mabel muttered, rocking. โDidnโt mean no harm, didnโt deserve no bloody thing in my room.โ
There was a bang, then a shout rang out in the east wing.
Elsieโs eyes met Sarahโs. โIt sounds like they have prised the garret door open,โ she whispered. โGo and get the second part of that diary.โ
Sarah went at once.
Mrs Holt paced up and down, pressing her hands together. โDear me, dear me. What a to-do! And the laundry not even ๏ฌnished . . .โ
Elsie looked at Mabel, shivering in Helenโs arms. She felt calmer now; slightly ashamed of her harsh words. โLook, Mabel, whatever you think, I did not place that companion in your room. I am starting to hate them just as much as you do.โ
Mabel looked up at her, but she could not read the expression.
Sarah returned at a run, breathless and empty-handed. She looked queer. Pale, shivering like a whippet.
โSarah, what is it? Has the book gone?โ
โNo, itโs there but she didnโt . . .โ She gulped down a breath. โShe didnโt want me to take it. I could feel that the poor soul didnโt want me to read it.โ
โWhat are you talking about?โ
โShe was in there.โ Sarahโs chin trembled. โHetta was in the garret.โ
It was cold enough for snow, but Peters and Stilford sweated as they stood in the yard, swinging down the axe-heads again and again,ย thunk,ย thunk.ย Piece by piece, chunk by chunk, the wood splintered away, ๏ฌrst brown then maggot-white, stringy and harder to cut. Peters rested for a moment, one hand on his hip. A miscellany of body parts lay heaped before him: wooden heads, severed wooden hands.
Elsie huddled by the kitchen door with Sarah and the female servants, wearing her heaviest cloak. She wished she were a man. If she had strength to pick up an axe she would do it; hack that gypsy boyโs face to bits. She thought of the circular saw in the match factory, newly cut splints rattling from its teeth into the trough. A shiver ran through her.
โIt seems such a shame,โ whined Sarah. โThey are antiques! My ancestor Anne Bainbridge bought them in sixteen thirty-๏ฌve. Could we not at least have tried to sell them?โ
โWho would pay good money to have a bunch of dolls give them the willies?โ Mabel cried. โTheyโd have to be touched in the head, maโam.โ
Sarah bit her lips. She was unhappy and it made Elsie feel uncomfortable. By rights, the companions belonged to a descendant of Bainbridge blood โ not an interloper, a mere Bainbridge by marriage. She was destroying Sarahโs heritage. But what else was she supposed to do? Have them cropping up all over the house like jackin-the-boxes, scaring the life out of them all?
โThe extra ๏ฌrewood will come in handy for the winter,โ Mrs Holt put in.
Elsieโs skin itched. โNo. I do not want to burn them inside the house. I do not think that would be . . . wise.โ
โCould I give it to the villagers then, madam? In Fayford?โ
The axe whistled through the air again, followed by the clop of falling wood.
โPerhaps it is best if we just burn them here, in the yard.โ
Mrs Holt did not reply, but Elsie heard her little cluck of disapproval.
Was she being foolish? It did seem silly, now the companions lay dismembered on the cobbles โ a nervous reaction from an overwrought female. And yet the horses were uneasy, their ears ๏ฌat, the whites of their eyes rolling. Beatrice the cow was keeping well back in her stable, lipping another clump of hay from her net. The animals knew. Animals always sensed these things.
โRight then,โ Peters panted. Perspiration ran into his eyes. โLast one.โ
They all turned to look at the one Sarah called Hetta. Poised, silent and alone, she gazed over the massacred remains of her fellows; her smile serene, the white rose against her breast.
Elsie did not think she could watch Peters chop this last one up. What would it be like to see the lineaments of that face, so like her own in childhood, fractured? The past amputated, then going up in ๏ฌames.
Peters took a step forwards.
โNo!โ It was Sarah. โNo, please. We cannot! Not Hetta. She has suffered enough already.โ
Elsie averted her head so that the side of her bonnet hid Sarah and the companion from view. โWe have to, Sarah. There is something about these things, something . . . wrong.โ
โHow do you know it is wrong? You only know that it scares you.โ
A childโs hand on the window, the slide of those eyes . . .
โYes, it scares me. That is reason enough. What do you think it is doing to my baby, having all these jumps and frights?โ
โBut Hetta is my ancestor. Iโve read about her, I feel that I know her.โ Sarahโs voice slid from pleading to desperation. โWhat if she is trying to contact us? If she is asking me to right an injustice? I cannot fail her!โThey said that, didnโt they? That the murdered could not rest but wandered, seeking justice. Elsie knew for a fact it was nonsense. It must be that old woman Mrs Crabbly, putting notions into Sarahโs head. Mesmerism, indeed!
โMiss Sarah,โ said Mrs Holt, โif I may be so bold as to say so . . . Iโve lived in this house since I was a young woman. We never had any ghosts!โ
Helen sniffed.
โBut you are not related to Hetta!โ There was a fanatic energy about Sarah. โShe would not try to reachย you. We are alike, she and I. Please let me keep her. At least until I have ๏ฌnished the diary.โ
A sound came from the pile of companions โ a dry creaking, like beams settling. She had to decide. Soon it would grow dark.
โDo it,โ Mabel whispered. โHack her up and burn the buggers to hell.โ
Mrs Holt whirled round. โMabel!โ
Elsie sighed. The world was full of them, past and present: sad, lonely little girls.ย She has suffered enough already. Was Sarah talking about Hetta, or herself?
Elsie had already taken Sarahโs house and her diamond necklace.
There was no doubt what Rupert would want her to do now.
โSarah may keep Hetta, if it is so important to her. But mark me, I want it kept locked up in the garret, not in my house, not anywhere near my baby.โ
โOh thank you, thank you, Mrs Bainbridge!โ Sarah squealed. โI know you are doing the right thing.โ A red circle glowed on either cheek. Her eyes were glittering, like frost.
โIn the garret, do you understand?โ
โYes, yes. I will keep her in the garret, that is no trouble at all.โ
Sarah seized Hetta as if she were snatching her from the jaws of death. She held the painted side against her body, but she could not manoeuvre it with her bad hand.
โWho will help me move her upstairs?โ Both Mabel and Helen stepped back.
โFor heavenโs sake!โ cried Mrs Holt. She jangled her keys and unlocked the kitchen door. โCome along then, Miss Sarah. My girls have become afraid of their own shadows.โ
As soon as they were inside, Elsie withdrew a box of matches from her pocket. Peters held out his hand, but she shook her head. She wanted to set the ๏ฌre herself.
โAbout time, too,โ whispered Mabel.
Elsie approached the woodpile. The wind picked up and her veil billowed out behind her like dark smoke. She had a vision of herself, standing there, black and solemn.
The companions were a jigsaw of parts: the gypsyโs hair, scalped; that horrendous stiff baby, severed in half. They could not scare her now. Withdrawing a matchstick, she scratched it along the sandpaper.
A spark, a ๏ฌare of blue, then the orange ๏ฌame. Warmth prickled through her gloves. She watched the light bob in the breeze, feeling the power there in her ๏ฌngers, ready to release with a single ๏ฌick. She could smell the smoke already.
โDo it, maโam,โ Helen urged. She let the match fall.
Wood cracked and the pile burst into a blaze. An eye watched her from beneath a ๏ฌicker of ๏ฌame. It melted, bleeding down the cheek, the colours running.