โIโll kiss you on the cheek if you want,โ Harry said, smiling.
โNot what I mean, and you know it.โ
โDid you want something to happen?โ he asked me.
I wasnโt attracted to Harry Cameron. Despite the fact that he was a categorically attractive man. โNo,โ I said. โI donโt think I did.โ
โBut you wanted me to want something to happen?โ
I smiled. โAnd what if I did? Is that so wrong? Iโm an actress, Harry. Donโt you forget that.โ
Harry laughed. โYou have โactressโ written all over your face. I remember it every single day.โ
โThen why, Harry? Whatโs the truth?โ
Harry took a sip of his scotch and took his arm off me. โItโs hard to explain.โ
โTry.โ
โYouโre young.โ
I waved him off. โMost men donโt seem to have any problem with a little thing like that. My own husband is seven years older than me.โ
I looked over to see Don swaying with his mother on the dance floor. Mary was still gorgeous in her fifties. Sheโd come to fame during the silent-film era and did a few talkies before retiring. She was tall and intimidating, with a face that was striking more than anything.
Harry took another swig of his scotch and put the glass down. He looked thoughtful. โItโs a long and complicated story. But suffice it to say, youโve just never been my type.โ
The way he said it, I knew he was trying to tell me something. Harry wasnโt interested in girls like me. Harry wasnโt interested in girls at all.
โYouโre my best friend in the world, Harry,โ I said. โDo you know that?โ
He smiled. I got the impression he did so because he was charmed and because he was relieved. Heโd revealed himself, however vaguely. And I was meeting him with acceptance, however indirectly.
โAm I really?โ he asked.
I nodded.
โWell, then, youโll be mine.โ
I raised my glass to him. โBest friends tell each other everything,โ I said.
He smiled, raising his own glass. โI donโt buy that,โ he teased. โNot for one minute.โ
Don came over and interrupted us. โWould you mind terribly, Cameron, if I danced with my bride?โ
Harry put his hands up, as if in surrender. โSheโs all yours.โ
โThat she is.โ
I took Donโs hand, and he twirled me around the dance floor. He looked right into my eyes. He really looked at me, really saw me.
โDo you love me, Evelyn Hugo?โ he asked.
โMore than anything in the world. Do you love me, Don Adler?โ
โI love your eyes, and your tits, and your talent. I love the fact that youโve got absolutely no ass on you. I love everything about you. So to say yes would be an understatement.โ
I laughed and kissed him. We were surrounded by people, packed onto the dance floor. His father, Roger, was smoking a cigar with Ari Sullivan in the corner. I felt a million miles away from my old life, the old me, that girl who needed Ernie Diaz for anything at all.