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Chapter no 21

The Reappearance of Rachel Price

The house was unrecognizable, the entire living room taken over, rearranged around them.

The sofa and Dadโ€™s chair had been removed to make way, the table from the kitchen now in here, extended to seat nine, four more dining chairs borrowed from Je๏ฌ€ย and Sherryโ€™s house. Grandpa didnโ€™t need one, he came with his own.

Two cameras were set up, to record both sides of the elongated table. Ash was behind one of them, the smaller camera that he was trusted with,ย ๏ฌddling with the tripod legs. Flared jeans and aย ๏ฌ‚uorescent green T-shirt covered in happy apples: happles. James was opposite, cameras strategically placed so they didnโ€™t get each other in the shot. Bel had watched as they worked it out, enjoying when Ash was ordered around, how he carried his shoulders, how he closed one eye to study the view๏ฌnder. They hadnโ€™t had time to say one word to each other, which wasย ๏ฌne, because it was hard to be rude to someone with just one word.

Ramsey was hovering around the softbox lights, shifting them by millimeters, seeing what no one else could. Saba was at the back with her headphones and audio equipment: everyone already miked up.

The two caterers were bustling around in the kitchen, heating up the pre-prepared meals in the oven. Rachel watched the chaos and Bel watched

her, movement and chatter everywhere,ย ๏ฌfteen people in a house meant for two.

Grandpa was already positioned at the head of the table one side, Yordan crammed in beside, to help him with his food. Grandpa looked just as lost as Bel felt.

Sheย ๏ฌddled with the new bracelet on her wrist, the chain cold and strange where it pulled against her bone. Rachel had surprised her with it, before everyone arrived. Said she had a lot of birthdays and Christmases to make up for.

โ€œHey,โ€ย Carter said,ย ๏ฌnding her way to Bel through the mayhem.ย โ€œHey.โ€

โ€œOK?โ€ย Carter nudged her, elbows clashing.ย โ€œThings feeling more normal yet?โ€

Absolutely fucking not,ย thingsย were less normal than ever, and she was even more convinced now that Rachel was a liar. But Bel couldnโ€™t answer that, because she was wearing a live microphone, and Saba was listening in.

โ€œSure,โ€ย she said, which obviously didnโ€™t sound sure enough, because Carter bristled.ย โ€œThanks for helping pick out the bracelet.โ€ย Bel held it out, gold chain against the paleย ๏ฌ‚esh of her wrist. No skulls on this one, but it was a message of some kind, after Rachel slipped up about Belโ€™s old bracelet at the mall.

Carter nodded.ย โ€œRachel wanted to get you something she knew youโ€™d love. And I know you best. Sheโ€™s really trying, you know.โ€

โ€œOh, I know,โ€ย Bel said, because whatever she had to say about Rachel, she couldnโ€™t say she wasnโ€™t trying. You had toย try,ย to get away with a lie like how you disappeared for sixteen years and reappeared again. It wasnโ€™t just a bracelet, was it? It was a countermove, after Bel snooped in her room, stole back that sock. A lock to keep her out, and a bracelet to keep her quiet.

โ€œStarters are ready,โ€ย Ramsey called, reemerging from the kitchen.ย โ€œEveryone please take a seat. Ash, James, letโ€™s get rolling. Rachel, could we get you in the middle, on this side?โ€

โ€œSure.โ€ย Rachel smiled, dropping down on the chair, bringing her glass of red wine with her.

Bel knew what was going to happen, so she moved faster than Ramsey could, taking a seat on the other side, opposite Rachel. Ramsey caught her with his widened eyes. He came over and bent down to whisper to her.

โ€œI was thinking weโ€™d put you next to your mum,โ€ย he said, treading carefully.

โ€œIโ€™ve already sat down.โ€ย Bel beamed up at him. It was too late anyway, Rachelโ€™s mom had already taken the seat to Rachelโ€™s left, and Carter on her right, the rest of the family milling toward the table.

Ramsey chewed his lip.ย โ€œOpposite works better, actually,โ€ย he said, low and secretive, trying to take the win away from her. He moved out of Charlieโ€™s way, already on his third beer, labels peeled o๏ฌ€ย forย ๏ฌlming.

The chatter settled down, everyone waiting to be told what to do. Je๏ฌ€ย was at one end of the table, then Carter, Rachel, Grandma Susan (horsefucker), Yordan and Grandpa on the other end, then Dad, Bel and Sherry.

โ€œItโ€™s nice to see you again, Pat,โ€ย Rachel said, breaking the awkward silence, watching Grandpa as she took another sip of her wine.

Grandpaโ€™s eyes darkened. Yordan whispered something in his ear.

โ€œRay-chul,โ€ย Grandpa repeated it, hacking it into two, like it wasnโ€™t a name at all.

The caterers appeared, holding two plates each, working from the middle out, Rachel and Belย ๏ฌrst. Goatโ€™s cheese and red onion tart. Bel had suggested this one, didnโ€™t think Rachel would go for it. She glanced up, caught Rachel smiling at her. Bel raised her knife and fork in response.

โ€œDig in, everyone,โ€ย Rachel said, like this was her house and she was the host.

Carter took theย ๏ฌrst bite.ย โ€œItโ€™s delicious.โ€

โ€œAnna picked it,โ€ย Rachel said.ย โ€œSorry. Bel. Still getting used to that.โ€ โ€œOh yes.โ€ย Sherry turned to Bel beside her.ย โ€œI forgot you used to be Anna,

itโ€™s been so long.โ€ย Back to Rachel.ย โ€œShe was about six when she insisted on Bel instead, headstrong girl. Seems like sheโ€™s been Bel forever, honestly.โ€

โ€œWell,โ€ย Rachel said,ย โ€œI didnโ€™t get the memo.โ€

โ€œNo, course not.โ€ย Sherry smiled.ย โ€œLots of new things to get used to. The world too, very di๏ฌ€erent now. Honestly, you canโ€™t sayย anythingย these days without upsetting somebody.โ€ย Sherryโ€™s fork paused on the way to her mouth.ย โ€œThatโ€™s a nice out๏ฌt, Rachel.โ€ย A peace o๏ฌ€ering of some sort.

Rachelโ€™s eyes darted down to her top.ย โ€œThanks. Annaโ€”fuckโ€”Bel chose it for me.โ€ย One of her hands balled into aย ๏ฌst, knuckles pushing out like hilltops.

Grandmaย ๏ฌ‚inched at theย fuck.ย Oh come on, her daughter had supposedly been kept in a basement for sixteen years, and the part she found unpalatable was that four-letter word?

โ€œNo, you look really great, Rachel,โ€ย Sherry continued.ย โ€œSo skinny. I guess sixteen years of captivity is the best diet there is.โ€

Someone dropped a fork.

Carterโ€™s face fell open.ย โ€œMom,โ€ย she hissed, eyes wounded, staring across the table at her.ย โ€œYou canโ€™t say that!โ€

Sherry looked at the camera for a moment, then pushed out a laugh.ย โ€œOh, donโ€™t be silly,โ€ย she said.ย โ€œRachel knows Iโ€™m only joking, donโ€™t you?โ€

Rachel grinned back, something sharp about it, Bel felt it, even though it was aimed at Sherry. Seemed the Price family had more land mines lying around, live and ticking even after sixteen years. They hadnโ€™t evenย ๏ฌnished their starters and one had already blown up. What happened to those happy tears and hugs of a few days ago?

โ€œAnyone for any more wine?โ€ย Rachel grasped the neck of the bottle.ย โ€œJe๏ฌ€? Yordan? Nice to meet you, by the way, Yordan. Is it Bulgaria youโ€™re from?โ€

โ€œCan I drink?โ€ย Bel said, throwing out a bomb herself.ย โ€œUm, Iโ€ฆ,โ€ย Rachel began, just as Dad hu๏ฌ€ed,ย โ€œNo.โ€ โ€œMaybe another time,โ€ย Rachel added.

โ€œI said no,โ€ย Charlie hardened his voice, stabbing his last piece of tart, avoiding Rachelโ€™s eyes.

Bel remembered that thing Dad told Ramsey, about Rachel lighting up rooms for him. Well, she didnโ€™t light them up anymore, in fact, he mostly left the room whenever she walked in. But now they were trapped together

by the whole family and two cameras, sitting on opposite sides of the table. Bel had chosen her side.

โ€œSo, Susan,โ€ย Charlie said, a glare in his eyes from the closest light box.ย โ€œI wondered if you had anything to say to me and the rest of my family, now that Rachel has returned, un-murdered.โ€

Grandma put her fork down delicately.ย โ€œThat Iโ€™m very happy, very grateful my daughter is alive and well. My only regret is that Edward didnโ€™t live to see Rachel come home.โ€ย Her eyes misted, patting Rachelโ€™s shoulder.

โ€œIs that it?โ€ย Charlie doubled down, an incredulous smile.ย โ€œNo apologies?โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t bother, Dad,โ€ย Bel said quietly.

โ€œWhatโ€™s going on?โ€ย Rachel put her wine down, gazeย ๏ฌ‚icking between the two sides of her family.

โ€œYou can tell her, Susan,โ€ย Charlie said.

โ€œNothing, sweetie.โ€ย Grandma gripped Rachelโ€™s arm.ย โ€œThis is meant to be a happy evening, a celebration.โ€

โ€œYou canโ€™t do it, can you?โ€ย Charlie laughed.ย โ€œToo much pride to say sorry even now. I didnโ€™t kill Rachel, did I? Sheโ€™s sitting right there next to you.โ€

โ€œMom?โ€ย Rachel looked at her.

Grandmaย ๏ฌddled with her lace scarf.ย โ€œI was so sure heโ€™d killed you. There were no other answers. It just had to be him.โ€ย She wiped a tear that Bel couldnโ€™t see.

โ€œItโ€™s OK,โ€ย Rachel said gently.

โ€œItโ€™s not OK,โ€ย Bel stepped in, less gently.

Grandpaโ€™s eyes followed the conversation, a loaded fork hovering by this mouth, Yordan distracted too.

โ€œIโ€™m sorry, Charlie, OK?โ€ย Grandma dabbed her face with the scarf.ย โ€œYou would understand if something ever happened to Annabel, if she vanished into thin air.โ€

โ€œI wish,โ€ย muttered Bel, and right now she did. Sheโ€™d thought this meal would be a cease-๏ฌre, everyone on their best behavior, but course one of

three and look where they were already. Ramsey hovered by the kitchen door, watching intently; he must have been thrilled.

โ€œItโ€™s OK, Mom. Charlie would never hurt me,โ€ย Rachel said, no, she announced, like he wasnโ€™t right here. Dad tensed; Bel could feel it in the air around her. That was confusing: Rachel defending Dad. That had always been Belโ€™s job. Always.

โ€œNow everyone thinks Iโ€™m the bad guy.โ€ย Grandma blew her nose into the napkin.

โ€œNo, they donโ€™t.โ€ย Rachel rubbed her momโ€™s back.ย โ€œIt must have been very hard for you all these years, to be around him, if thatโ€™s what you thought happened. I understand.โ€

โ€œWell, that wasnโ€™t much of a problem,โ€ย Charlie said,ย ๏ฌnally drawing Rachelโ€™s eyes.

โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€

โ€œWe hardly ever saw your parents.โ€

A shadow crossed Rachelโ€™s face; a hurt Bel didnโ€™t understand.ย โ€œMom?โ€ย Rachel said, voice rough at the edges.ย โ€œYou never visited them? Not even for birthdays? Not even once a year?โ€

Grandma pulled back from her daughter, sensing the shift, the danger.ย โ€œIt would have been too di๏ฌƒcult, to see his face, when we thought heโ€”โ€

โ€œWhat about Annabel?โ€ย Rachel snapped. Grandmaย ๏ฌ‚inched, but Rachel wasnโ€™tย ๏ฌnished.

โ€œI canโ€™t believe this. Annabel was so young; she needed you. You should have been there for her when I couldnโ€™t.โ€

โ€œWe thought he was a killer,โ€ย Grandma protested.

โ€œWell, heโ€™s not!โ€ย Rachel spat.ย โ€œBut that means you chose to leave my daughter alone with the man you were sure had killed me, doesnโ€™t it?โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sorry. I did think about suing for custody, butโ€ฆโ€ย Grandmaโ€™s head dropped, breaking eyeline. A disconnect between them, greater than sixteen years.

Bit rich of Rachel, to be mad at everyone else for abandoning Bel.

โ€œIs everyone done?โ€ย Je๏ฌ€ย piped up, awkwardly rubbing his elbow.ย โ€œFood, I mean.โ€

The caterers came in to carry the plates away, the table breaking into small, tentative side conversations, Dad checking that Grandpa didnโ€™t need to go home already. Any excuse to leave, to get away. Sherry was talking to Je๏ฌ€, so Bel had no one to turn to. She unclipped the microphone from her collar, raised it to her mouth.

โ€œI think the mealโ€™s going really well so far,โ€ย she whispered into it.ย โ€œHappy families.โ€

At the back corner, she saw Saba react. Ash too, hands cupped around his headphones behind camera B. He coughed, sti๏ฌ‚ing a laugh, which was good, because sheโ€™d said it for him.

Carter was on her own too, Rachel and Grandma Susan still exchanging hissed words. She looked upset; Carter didnโ€™t like confrontation, even when she wasnโ€™t in it. Bel kicked her under the table, praying it was her leg and not Rachelโ€™s. Carter jerked, looking across at her. Her frown became a smile, but it didnโ€™tย ๏ฌx the look in her eyes.

Two huge silver platters arrived, loaded with paella, serving spoons to help themselves.

Charlie picked up one spoon and dropped a load on his plate, staring down at it.

โ€œI did tell her,โ€ย Bel said, under her breath.

โ€œItโ€™s OK, kiddo. I can pick out the shrimp.โ€ย He smiled sadly.ย โ€œDonโ€™t have much of an appetite anyway.โ€

Opposite, Rachel passed the platter to Carterย ๏ฌrst. Carter smiled politely, spooning two piles into a mound on her plate, rockfalls of rice and peas.

โ€œNot too much, honey,โ€ย Sherry said across the table.ย โ€œRehearsals this weekend. Donโ€™t want to give Ms. Dunn an excuse not to put you front row.โ€

Carter said nothing as she passed the platter back to Rachel. Rachel returned her polite smile, an exchange, but hers seemed more forced, struggling at the corners.

โ€œDancing this, dancing that,โ€ย Je๏ฌ€ย said, waiting for one of the platters to circle around to him.

โ€œItโ€™s important to her, Je๏ฌ€,โ€ย Sherry said sharply.ย โ€œYou could give it more attention.โ€

โ€œI give it plenty of attention,โ€ย he sni๏ฌ€ed.ย โ€œJust let her spend two hundred bucks on my credit card a couple days ago for somethingย dancing.ย What was it, Car, new leotards or something?โ€

Carter stared at her plate, nodding her chin up and down in a tiny movement.

โ€œLook, youโ€™re putting her on the spot now and embarrassing her, Je๏ฌ€.โ€ย Sherry snatched the platter out of Belโ€™s hands.ย โ€œItโ€™s an investment in her future.โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t say anything,โ€ย Je๏ฌ€ย said, laughing uncomfortably.ย โ€œJust that if Iโ€™d known how expensive all this dancing stu๏ฌ€ย would be, Iโ€™d have become a criminal mastermind on the dark web instead of working at the Sport Center. My friend Bob from Vermont, he makesโ€ฆoh wait, cameras are on. Never mind.โ€

Sherry sighed, sound like a sprung snake, turning her shoulders to abandon Uncle Je๏ฌ€ย on the corner. No part of the table was safe from outbreaks andย ๏ฌ‚are-ups, clearly. They were everywhere since Rachel returned, her fault though Bel didnโ€™t quite know how yet, tension simmering just below the surface. Why were they doing this dinner, again?

Bel looked across the table; Rachel was hiding her eyes, making tracks through her paella with the underside of her fork. Good, at least she wasnโ€™t having a good time either.

No one was really eating, except for Grandpa, slow, steady forkfuls, in his own world, unaware of the explosions going on around him. Carter was eating too, on her last mouthfuls already, maybe so she didnโ€™t have to talk and get drawn into anything.

Rachel followed Belโ€™s eyes to Carter and, without a word, she reached over for the serving spoon and tipped another load of paella onto Carterโ€™s plate.

Sherryย ๏ฌ‚inched, raising herย ๏ฌnger, trying to swallow her mouthful. But she retracted theย ๏ฌnger, didnโ€™t say anything, just another sigh, sharper this time, two coiled snakes.

โ€œThank you,โ€ย Carter said to Rachel quietly, a twitch by her mouth as she dug into her food.

โ€œNo problem, Carter.โ€ย Rachelโ€™s voice echoed as she lowered her face into her glass of wine.

Sherry took a large gulp of her own.

โ€œIs anyone else getting hot?โ€ย Je๏ฌ€ ๏ฌddled with the seam around his neck.ย โ€œShould I open a window?โ€

Ramsey was wide-eyed, entranced. He must have been loving this: didnโ€™t have to direct or nudge at all, the dinner party was on a downward spiral all on its own.

โ€œSo, Charlie.โ€ย Rachel speared a piece of chorizo.ย โ€œCarter tells me you had a girlfriend for two years, you havenโ€™t mentioned her yet. Even moved her into our house for a few months?โ€ย The words dipped up like a question, needling him on purpose. Why would Carter tell Rachel anything like that? Whose side was she on?

Charlie took a sharp swig of his beer.ย โ€œI hadnโ€™t found the right time to bring it up yet, inย private.โ€ย He leaned into the word.ย โ€œHappened a very long time ago. Bel was ten.โ€

โ€œEleven,โ€ย Bel stepped in, eyes on Rachel, locking her elbows to put a shield up around both her and Dad, readying her acid tongue.

โ€œApparently this woman was the head juror at your trial for my murder,โ€ย Rachel said, chuckling to herself, a shrimp pirouetting on her fork.

Charlie put down his empty beer.ย โ€œJust a coincidence. Ellen and I bumped into each other years later. She recognized me.โ€

Ellen was nice; Bel liked Ellen. And that was the problem, because she knew she would leave eventually, everyone always did. So Bel pushed herย ๏ฌrst, told her she didnโ€™t need or want a new mom. Kids could be cruel, and Bel could be the cruelest. Ellen packed her bags the next day.

โ€œMust have looked pretty strange, though,โ€ย Rachel said, crunching down on the shrimp.ย โ€œDating the woman who found you innocent of your wifeโ€™s murder.โ€

โ€œLeastย heย waited until after you were gone,โ€ย Sherry muttered under her breath, wiping her mouth with her sleeve. No one else at the table heard, waiting for Charlieโ€™s response, but Bel had heard, sitting right next to her. She turned and studied her aunt, lips pressed in a tense line. What had she

meant by that? That Rachel had been with someone else before she disappeared? Thereโ€™d been no mention of a relationship in any of the media coverage. Wouldnโ€™t that have been huge news? A viable suspect? What had Sherry meant? Bel tucked that away, inside the knot in her gut, let it feed on her near-empty stomach.

โ€œI was lonely,โ€ย Charlie said, keeping his voice measured and even.ย โ€œIโ€™d grieved you for years. Everyone kept saying I had to move on. It was hard and it didnโ€™t last, so Iโ€™m not sure why you need to bring it up now.โ€

โ€œJust making conversation.โ€ย Rachel let her fork dangle, scrape the plate.ย โ€œThatโ€™s what you do at dinner. Youโ€™ve hardly been in the house since I returned, so we havenโ€™t had many opportunities to talk inย private.โ€ย She leaned on the word the same way he had.

Dadโ€™s hands dropped into his lap, tightening intoย ๏ฌsts, a muscle ticking in his jaw.

Bel didnโ€™t know what to say, how to defend him, because Rachel was right, Dad was avoiding the house, but whose fault did she think that was?

โ€œMaybe we should call it a day,โ€ย he said, looking over at Grandpa.ย โ€œDessertโ€™s just coming out,โ€ย Ramsey interrupted for theย ๏ฌrst time,

surprising the caterers, keeping Dad in his place.

He set his jaw, like he could make it through dessert, which meant Bel could too, as uneasy as she felt. That ball of tension spinning in her gut, gorging itself on all the unsaid and half-said things. What had Sherry meant?

Her plate was cleared away and another put down in front of her, apple pie with a thick dollop of cream. Another thing sheโ€™d suggested. What was Rachelโ€™s game?

โ€œSo, Pat.โ€ย Rachel turned back to Grandpa.ย โ€œYou turn eighty-๏ฌve in a couple of weeks. I canโ€™t believe it, where has all the time gone?โ€

Yes, where exactly did all that time go, Rachel? Grandpa stared blankly ahead, like he hadnโ€™t even heard.

โ€œPlease stop asking him questions,โ€ย Charlie said.ย โ€œHe canโ€™t remember. It will distress him.โ€

โ€œI only asked about his birthday.โ€

โ€œSomeone wants the yard, donโ€™t they? The Realtorโ€ฆ,โ€ย Grandpa croaked.ย โ€œCarter,โ€ย Sherry hissed quietly.

Carter hesitated, put down her spoon.

โ€œItโ€™s good with the cream,โ€ย Rachel said to her.ย โ€œSherry?โ€ย Je๏ฌ€ย said.

The knot in Belโ€™s gut grew, pulling tighter, the opposite of an explosion, like she might crumble and collapse around it.

โ€œWhereโ€™s Maria?โ€ย Grandpa said, a switch, eyes hard and mean.ย โ€œDad.โ€ย Charlie rested his hand on Grandpaโ€™s arm.ย โ€œMom isnโ€™tโ€”โ€ โ€œCarter,โ€ย Sherry hissed again, or the snake inside her.

โ€œSheโ€™s just having her dessert, Sherry,โ€ย Rachel said.ย โ€œRachel, I thinkโ€ฆ,โ€ย began Grandma Susan.ย โ€œMaria?โ€

โ€œDad, itโ€™s OK.โ€

Bel couldnโ€™t take it anymore.

โ€œHey!โ€ย she shouted over the noise, bringing all eyes to her.ย โ€œHey. How about a toast, everyone?โ€ย She stood, chair scraping against theย ๏ฌ‚oor, picking up her half-drunk glass of lemonade.

โ€œAn excellent idea, well done,ย Bel,โ€ย Sherry said, using her name as some kind of weapon, aiming it at Rachel.

Rachel ignored her, picking up her wineglass, smiling up at Bel.

Bel waited for them all to join in, holding their glasses, except Grandpa, who was still looking for Maria. She looked around at everyone, even those behind the cameras, and raised her glass up high, squeezing too hard.

She cleared her throat.

โ€œTo the most fucked-up family in America. Cheers!โ€

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