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Chapter no 2

The Reappearance of Rachel Price

The door pushed open, shushing on its hinges.

โ€œHello?โ€ย A womanโ€™s voice sailed into the room.ย โ€œThe girl at the front desk said you wereย ๏ฌlming in here.โ€

Did Bel know that voice? There was aย ๏ฌ‚icker of recognition, but she couldnโ€™t place it, not without a face. She tried to see, her stomach clenched, slug waiting in her mouth.

Clicking heels on polished wood as the woman approached them.

Ramsey pushed up from his chair, nodding at James behind the camera as he did.

โ€œHello,โ€ย he said in a bright voice.ย โ€œThank you so much for arrivingย soย early, I hope your journey was OK. We were justย ๏ฌnishing up here, Susan.โ€

Bel swallowed, jaw unclenching. For a second there, sheโ€™d thought he was about to say Rโ€”

โ€œNice toย ๏ฌnally meet you in person,โ€ย the woman said, walking over to Ramsey, taking his outstretched hand, bracelets tinkling at her wrist as she shook it up and down.

Susan? Why couldnโ€™t Bel think of any Susans?ย โ€œLikewise,โ€ย Ramsey replied.

She stepped into the light, well-dressed in a dark skirt suit and a frilly emerald scarf, and Bel couldย ๏ฌnally see who she was. Of course. Because

she wasnโ€™t Susan to Bel. She was Grandma. Rachelโ€™s mom.

โ€œRams, should Iโ€”โ€ย Ash began, stillย ๏ฌ‚oating there awkwardly, an unclear hand gesture, thumb pointed at Bel.

โ€œOh, well now,โ€ย Grandma said to Ash, looking him up and down.ย โ€œArenโ€™t you quite something?โ€

Bel stood, cushions falling out of their neat arrangement behind her.ย โ€œHi, Grandma.โ€

The camera stood up with her, James removing it from the stand and placing it on his shoulder in one swift movement, stepping back to widen the shot.

Grandma blinked back at her.

โ€œThat isnโ€™t my Annabel, is it?โ€ย she said, voice rising at the end.ย โ€œOh my goodness, just look at you.โ€

In the next moment, Belโ€™s face was pushed into that frilly emerald scarf, as Grandma folded her into a tight hug, a cloying smell of perfumeย ๏ฌlling the back of her throat.

โ€œI canโ€™t believe it, you look so grown-up.โ€

โ€œWell,โ€ย Bel said, her rib cage too tight.ย โ€œThatโ€™s because Iย didย grow up.

Iโ€™ve looked like this for a few years now.โ€

Grandma stood back to study Bel, bonyย ๏ฌngers hooking onto her shoulders.

โ€œGod, you look so much like Rachel.โ€ย No she fucking didnโ€™t.

Grandmaโ€™s eyes misted over, a tremble in her bottom lip as she bit down on it.

โ€œGrandaddy would have been so proud to see you all grown up. Iโ€™m sad he missed it. If only your father hadnโ€™t kept us away from you so much. Cruel, really. My only grandchild.โ€

She let go of Bel and reached into her pocket for a wrinkled tissue, blowing her nose loudly, a bird-cawย ๏ฌlling the room.

โ€œDidnโ€™t even let you come to the funeral.โ€ย Grandma sni๏ฌ€ed. Bel wouldnโ€™t let that slide.

โ€œThatโ€™s because you told him you didnโ€™t want him there,โ€ย she replied, sharpening her tongue, locking her jaw. Was Bel allowed to swear at the womanโ€”how old was she? Early seventies? That was acceptable, right?

โ€œBut I wantedย youย there, Grandaddy would have too. But the only thing he really wanted, before he died, was toย ๏ฌnally see his daughterโ€™s killer behind bars. Where he belongs,โ€ย she said pointedly, wiping her nose again for e๏ฌ€ect. And then:ย โ€œCancer. Four years ago,โ€ย speaking the words in Ramseyโ€™s direction.

โ€œVery sorry,โ€ย he said, almost a whisper, like he didnโ€™t want to intrude on the scene, disappearing into the background. Were they supposed to beย ๏ฌlming this?

Grandma smiled sweetly at her, but all Bel could think of was Dad calling Susan aย Masshole.ย Because she was from Massachusetts, and she was anโ€”

โ€œOh, Iโ€™ve just had a perfect idea,โ€ย she continued, oblivious.ย โ€œYou could come stay with me this summer. It would be so lovely; you can help me out with the horses. Spend some time in the house your mom grew up in, get away fromย thatย man. What do you think, Annabel?โ€

What did Bel think? That it was an empty o๏ฌ€er, and if Grandma really

cared, she would have visited, or called. But she didnโ€™t. And when these cameras were gone, sheโ€™dย ๏ฌ‚y o๏ฌ€ย and disappear again. People did that.

โ€œSounds too good to be true,โ€ย Bel said. See, she could be an asshole too.ย โ€œAndย thatย man is my dad.โ€

Grandmaโ€™s teeth snapped together.ย โ€œThat man isโ€”โ€

โ€œHe did not kill Rachel.โ€

Belโ€™s eyesย ๏ฌlled withย ๏ฌre, just the two of them in the roomโ€ฆand a Britishย ๏ฌlm crew, hiding in the dark.ย โ€œYou got what you wanted, Grandma. He was charged withย ๏ฌrst-degree murder. He did his time in jail, waiting for the trial. And guess what? They found him innocent.โ€

โ€œNot guiltyย is not the same as innocent. And juries can get it wrong,โ€ย Grandma said, lips moving too much around the words.ย โ€œIโ€™m not the only one who thinks so. Everyone knows he did it.โ€

โ€œHe had an alibi,โ€ย Bel spat back, throwing in an angry smile.ย โ€œYou seem to conveniently forget this.โ€

โ€œHe still had time,โ€ย Grandma sco๏ฌ€ed, turning toย ๏ฌnd Ramsey.

No, Bel would not let her have the last word; not when the cameras were watching, not about Dad.

โ€œHe was at work that day. At around two oโ€™clock, he cut his hand.

Badly.โ€

โ€œInjuries sustained when he killed her.โ€

Bel laughed.ย โ€œThere were witnesses. Multiple people in the auto repair shop who saw him cut his hand, Grandma. He bandaged it up and drove to the nearest emergency room.โ€

โ€œIn Berlin, where you and Rachel were.โ€ย Grandmaโ€™s eyes lightened, like sheโ€™d scored a point. Just wait: Bel was going to bury her.

โ€œThatโ€™s a coincidence.โ€ย She locked her jaw and took aim.ย โ€œHeโ€™s captured by security cameras the entire time heโ€™s waiting for a nurse to get his stitches. The entire time heโ€™s in the hospital. He leaves atย ๏ฌve-thirty-eight exactly and drives home. That takes around sixteen minutes, by the way, like his defense attorney said. Which brings us toย ๏ฌve-๏ฌfty-four p.m. when Dad gets home. Iโ€™m found by Mr. Tripp a couple minutes after six p.m. The police arrive and call Dad at six-twenty-๏ฌve, once they identify me from Rachelโ€™s ID. Dad was home for that call. Plus an earlier call to Rachelโ€™s phone at six-oh-four, when heโ€™s wondering where we are, which also pinged the cell tower proving he was at home. If youโ€™re saying he drove straight to the abduction site, nineteen minutes away from the hospital, that means he had only eight minutes to abduct Rachel, kill her, dispose of her, and get home in time for that phone call. The drive home itself is six minutes. Itโ€™s impossible. He didnโ€™t do it.โ€ย Bel caught her breath. Sheโ€™d learned it all by heart long ago; wasnโ€™t theย ๏ฌrst time sheโ€™d had to use it.ย โ€œYou think thatโ€™s enough time to kill someone and hide the body forever?โ€

Grandma looked pale, skin hanging in creases around her mouth; a life spent frowning.ย โ€œThatโ€™s your mother youโ€™re talking about.โ€

That word again. Just as unnatural in Grandmaโ€™s voice.

โ€œWhatโ€™s going on here?โ€ย A new voice entered the room, one Bel would know anywhere.

โ€œDad?โ€ย she said, searching for him beyond the glare.

Charlieโ€™s silhouette crossed the room toward theย ๏ฌlm set, boots heavy against theย ๏ฌ‚oorboards, shoulders heavy inside his grease-stained shirt.

โ€œYou told me youโ€™d be done with Bel at two,โ€ย he said, eyes on Ramsey, one dirty hand skirting over his short hair, dark creamy brown like he had his co๏ฌ€ee, a touch of gray at the temples.ย โ€œItโ€™s almost three-thirty. I got worried, her phoneโ€™s o๏ฌ€.โ€

โ€œSorry.โ€ย Ramsey bowed his head.ย โ€œTime got away from us.โ€

โ€œCharlie Price,โ€ย Grandma said, holding on too long to the hiss at the end of his name.

Charlieโ€™s eyesย ๏ฌnally found her, widened in recognition.

Bel caught movement over her dadโ€™s shoulder, watching as Ramsey turned to James.ย Keep rolling,ย he mouthed silently, spinning hisย ๏ฌngers. The camera obeyed.

โ€œWhat is she doing here?โ€ย Charlie asked the room.

โ€œTheyโ€™re making a documentary about my daughter, why wouldnโ€™t I be here?โ€ย Grandma retorted, pu๏ฌƒng up beneath her bright green scarf. She glanced down and wrinkled her nose.ย โ€œI see you still havenโ€™t learned to wash your hands.โ€

โ€œI was at work, Susan,โ€ย Charlie said evenly.ย โ€œSome of us work for a living.โ€

โ€œUrgh, there he goes again,โ€ย she sni๏ฌ€ed.ย โ€œSo combative all the time, Charlie. Must be awful for you to be around that every day, Annabel sweetie.โ€

โ€œIโ€”โ€ย Bel began.

โ€œItโ€™s OK, Bel, you donโ€™t need to answer that.โ€ย Her dad blinked slowly at her, his pale-blue wide-set eyes telling her everything he needed to. Angry people look guilty, he had always said.

โ€œDoes he not let you speak, sweetie?โ€

โ€œSusan, please,โ€ย Charlie said through gritted teeth, taking a bite out of the stale air.

โ€œSuch a temper,โ€ย Grandma replied, but she was the only one with a raised voice.

The knot was there again, in Belโ€™s gut, tightening and tightening, chasing its own tail.

โ€œWhy are you stillย ๏ฌlming?โ€ย Charlie switched his attention to the boom microphoneย ๏ฌ‚oating above his head, positioned in Sabaโ€™s steady hands.ย โ€œStop recording, please.โ€

โ€œWhy, Charlie?โ€ย Grandma said.ย โ€œYou donโ€™t want the world to see who you really are?โ€

The air in the room thickened, clotted and gummy as Bel forced it down, feeding that knot in her stomach.

โ€œAnd who am I really, Susan?โ€ย Charlie turned back to her.ย โ€œYou want me to say it again?โ€

Charlie backed o๏ฌ€, lips pressed into a sti๏ฌ€ย smile,ย ๏ฌngers skimming the stubble on his chin.ย โ€œNo, thatโ€™s OK. Youโ€™ve said enough over the years. Surprised you arenโ€™t bored of talking to the cameras by now.โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll stop when everyone knows the truth,โ€ย Grandma bit back.

โ€œThis is pointless,โ€ย Charlie sighed.ย โ€œYou lost your daughter that day, Susan. I lost my wife, life as I knew it. Come on, Bel, grab your things and letโ€™s go. You must be hungry.โ€

She must be, but she couldnโ€™t feel it around the terrible knot in her stomach.

โ€œI worry about Annabel,โ€ย Grandma said then, grasping for her arm again, but Bel stepped out of her reach.ย โ€œI worry about her in that house, alone with you.โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t be ridiculous,โ€ย Charlie said.ย โ€œBel, come on.โ€

โ€œComing.โ€ย But she didnโ€™t move; she was blocked in between them and the table with the chessboard, stuck in no-manโ€™s-land.

โ€œRidiculous, is it?โ€ย Grandma said, closer to a shriek, the edges of her words crashing together.ย โ€œRidiculous how the women close to you all seem to end up dead.โ€

The room dropped into silence, sickly as it closed in.

Charlie narrowed his eyes, the movement creasing his face the same way as a laugh.ย โ€œWhat do you mean by that?โ€

Grandmaโ€™s neck stretched out of her green scarf, like she thought she was winning the war.

โ€œYour mother, she died when you were sixteen, didnโ€™t she?โ€

Bel tried not to gasp. Grandma couldnโ€™t be implying thatโ€ฆ

โ€œThat was a tragic accident,โ€ย Charlie said, voice low, a muscle ticking in one cheek.ย โ€œShe fell down the stairs and hit her head. I was asleep at the time.โ€

โ€œOf course you were,โ€ย Grandma said, a mocking coo in her voice, like she was soothing a child.ย โ€œBut hereโ€™s the thing, two tragic deaths starts to look like a pattern, Charlie.โ€

Charlie laughed, a hollow sound to hide the hurt, shaking his head.ย โ€œGreat,โ€ย he said.ย โ€œSo Iโ€™m a wife-killer and a mother-killer now too. Awesome.โ€

Fuck. He shouldnโ€™t have said that. It was obviously sarcasm, anyone could see that, anyone with sense, but the camera was rolling and in the wrong hands someone could make that look very bad. Why had Dad agreed to this documentary anyway? Nothing good could come of it. Bel needed to do something bigger, something worse, to help him now.

โ€œFuck you, Susan. Fuck o๏ฌ€ย back to your fucking horses, you horsefucker,โ€ย she said.

Now someone in the room did gasp.

Grandma retracted her neck, staring at Bel open-mouthed. Winning shot. Battle over.

โ€œCome on, kiddo,โ€ย Charlie said, suppressing a smile as they caught each otherโ€™s eyes.ย โ€œLetโ€™s go.โ€ย His face hardened.ย โ€œRamsey, I need a word with you, outside. Leave the camera.โ€

โ€œYes, sure,โ€ย Ramsey replied, emerging once more from the background.ย โ€œAsh, see if Susan would like a drink. Cup of tea? Co๏ฌ€ee?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s far too late for ca๏ฌ€eine,โ€ย Grandma sni๏ฌ€ed, dropping down on a corner of the couch, defeated.

โ€œOh, right,โ€ย Ash said, shu๏ฌ„ing in awkwardly.ย โ€œUmโ€ฆbeer?โ€

โ€œNo, Ash,โ€ย Ramsey hissed, following Charlie to the door.ย โ€œGet her water or something.โ€

โ€œWater or something, coming right up.โ€ย Ash pointed an assuredย ๏ฌnger to the ceiling, spinning on his tartan legs to follow Ramsey out.

Grandma wasnโ€™t looking at Bel, avoiding herโ€”no change there, thenโ€”ย digging around for something in her purse. In fact, no one was currently looking at her, Saba and James turning their attention to their respective devices,ย ๏ฌddling with buttons and switches, the camera pointed away. Now was Belโ€™s chance.

She reached down,ย ๏ฌngers outstretched, and swiped the black queen from the chessboard, tucking it up her sleeve before anyone looked. Hers now. The knot came undone in her gut, the pressure easing, a new lightness in her head as she felt the cool marble against her skin. A strong feeling, but it never lasted. At least the thing itself was permanent.

Bel walked away without a backward glance at the queen-less board, or the woman she hardly knew sitting behind it.

โ€œBye, Grandma,โ€ย she called over her shoulder, cheery and bright.ย โ€œSo good to see you! Come visit again sometime.โ€

Outside in the parking lot, the cool April breeze tickled Belโ€™s face, the relief already on its way out, a new baby knot of tension ready in her belly, biding its time. Main Street was loud; the noisy whisper of cars, the seismic rumble of a passing eighteen-wheeler, and some kids squawking across the road, playing with the plastic moose outside Scoggins General Store.

Bel spotted her dad and Ramsey, halfway down the lot, close to Dadโ€™s gray four-by-four, dusty and mud-๏ฌ‚ecked.

โ€œI swear to you,โ€ย Ramsey was saying, hands clasped together in front of his chest.ย โ€œIt was not intentional. We went overtime with Bel, it took a little while for her to loosen up. And Susan arrived an hour earlier than we told her. They were not meant to overlap, I promise.โ€

Bel knew he was telling the truth, but Ramsey hadnโ€™t helped her out back there, so he was on his own.

โ€œThat didnโ€™t stop you taking advantage of the situation, keeping the camera rolling,โ€ย Charlie said, wiping at the stain on his shirt.ย โ€œLook at me: I

didnโ€™t know I was beingย ๏ฌlmed today.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sorry, but we are making a documentary. Thatโ€™s literally our job, to keep the cameras rolling. You agreed to all this, you signed a contract.โ€

โ€œNot like that, and you know it.โ€

โ€œCome on, Charlie, itโ€™s not like youโ€™re being unfairly compensated here.

And I emailed you to let you know about Susanโ€™s interview.โ€ย Charlie scratched his head in frustration.

โ€œLook.โ€ย Ramsey leveled his gaze at him.ย โ€œThisย ๏ฌlm is about you and your family, theย ๏ฌrst time youโ€™ve ever spoken publicly, a glimpse into your lives, and how theyโ€™ve been a๏ฌ€ected by Rachelโ€™s disappearance. What Susan thinks of youโ€”thatโ€™s all part of it. The world has heard from her before. But itโ€™s up to you to shape the narrative you want to tell. And, for what itโ€™s worth, I thought you handled yourself very well in there.โ€

Whatever Ramsey was doing, it was working. Charlie sighed, blew out his top lip.

โ€œFine,โ€ย he said.ย โ€œJust no moreย overlaps.ย No more surprises.โ€

Ramsey held up his hands in surrender.ย โ€œNo more surprises, you got it. So weโ€™ll see you and the rest of the family at your house tomorrow? Weโ€™ll start setting up at eleven, if thatโ€™s still OK?โ€

โ€œYes,ย ๏ฌne,โ€ย Charlie said, ready to go; Bel could read it in the shift of his shoulders.

โ€œYou were great today, Bel,โ€ย Ramsey said, sharing his smile with her.ย โ€œReally great. Thank you.โ€

Had he already forgotten all the times sheโ€™d answeredย I donโ€™t know? Maybe the Grandma stu๏ฌ€ย made up for it. Shame, Bel had probably appeared nice and sweet up until that point. Oh well.ย Sheย was allowed to look bad.

They were almost at the car when Dadย ๏ฌnally turned to look at her, locking eyes.

โ€œHorsefucker,โ€ย he laughed.ย โ€œWho raised you?โ€ โ€œOh, some terrible person.โ€

Dad laughed harder. Good, she wanted to make him laugh, after that. Then, shaking it o๏ฌ€, he asked:ย โ€œWas it OK, the interview? Nothing too

di๏ฌƒcult, too upsetting?โ€

โ€œNah, it wasย ๏ฌne. Just long. And I wasnโ€™t allowed to touch the fake water.โ€

She reached for the door handle.

โ€œOh wait.โ€ย Dad stopped her.ย โ€œIโ€™ve got a bunch of tools and stu๏ฌ€ย on the front seat. Why donโ€™t you hop in the back instead, kiddo?โ€

Bel stared at the backseat, through the grimy glass of the window. She swallowed, eyes pulling away.

โ€œNo, Iโ€™ll sit in the front,โ€ย she said quickly, opening the passenger-side door.

โ€œBel, thereโ€™s crap all over it. Just go in the back.โ€

โ€œNo, no, no, itโ€™sย ๏ฌne. See.โ€ย She climbed in, over the bulky toolbox and piles of papers, food packets and bottles of Mountain Dewโ€”because Dad was a child who still drank Mountain Dew. She lifted the toolbox and settled into the seat, placing it on her lap. It was heavy and uncomfortable, no space in the footwell between the junk and her backpack.ย โ€œSee, plenty of room.โ€

Dad shook his head, started the engine.ย โ€œBacon sandwiches for lunch?โ€ย he said, not looking for the answer, because he didnโ€™t need to.

โ€œYou know me too well.โ€

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