MAXON AND I LOOKED AT each other, then back to the rebels.
โYou heard me right. Iโm an Illรฉa. And by birth, too. This one will be by marriage sooner or later,โ August said, nodding to the girl.
โGeorgia Whitaker,โ she said. โAnd of course, we know all about you, America.โ
She gave me another smile, and I returned it. I wasnโt sure I trusted her, but I certainly didnโt hate her.
โSo Father was right.โ Maxon sighed. I looked over to him, confused. Maxon knew there were direct descendants of Gregory Illรฉa walking around? โHe said youโd come for the crown one day.โ
โI donโt want your crown,โ August assured us.
โGood, because I intend to lead this country,โ Maxon shot back. โIโve been raised for it, and if you think you can come in here claiming to be Gregoryโs great-great-grandsonโโ
โI donโt want your crown, Maxon! Destroying the monarchy is more up the Southern rebelsโ alley. We have other goals.โ August sat at the table, leaning back in his seat. Then as if it was his home weโd stepped into, he swept his arm across the chairs, inviting us to sit.
Maxon and I eyed each other again and joined him, Georgia following quickly. August looked at us awhile, either studying us or trying to decide where to start.
Maxon, perhaps reminding us who was in charge, broke the tension. โWould you like some tea or coffee?โ
Georgia lit up. โCoffee?โ
In spite of himself, Maxon smiled at her enthusiasm and turned behind him to get a guardโs attention. โCould you have one of the maids bring some coffee, please? For goodnessโ sake, make sure itโs strong.โ Then he focused again on August.
โI canโt begin to imagine what you want from me. It seems you made a point to come while the palace was asleep, and Iโm guessing youโd like to keep this visit as secretive as possible. Say what you must. I canโt promise to give you what you want, but I will listen.โ
August nodded and leaned forward. โWeโve been looking for Gregoryโs diaries for decades. We knew they existed long ago and had a recent confirmation from a source I cannot reveal.โ August looked at me. โIt wasnโt your presentation on theย Reportย that gave it away, just so you know.โ
I sighed in relief. The second he mentioned the diaries, I began silently cursing myself and bracing for later when Maxon would add this to the list of stupid things Iโd done.
โWe have never desired to take down the monarchy,โ he said to Maxon. โEven though it came about in a very corrupt way, we have no problem with having a sovereign leader, particularly if that leader is you.โ
Maxon was still, but I could sense his pride. โThank you.โ
โWhat we would like are other things, specific freedoms. We want nominated officials, and we want to end the castes.โ August said all this as if it was easy. If heโd seen my presentation get cut off on theย Report, he ought to know better.
โYou act like Iโm already the king,โ Maxon answered in frustration. โEven if it was possible, I canโt simply give you what youโre asking for.โ
โBut youโre open to the idea?โ
Maxon raised his hands and dropped them to the table. โWhat Iโm open to is irrelevant at the moment. I am not king.โ
August sighed, looking over to Georgia. They seemed to communicate wordlessly, and I was impressed at their easy intimacy. Here they were, in a very tense situationโone theyโd entered maybe suspecting they wouldnโt be able to get out ofโand their feelings for each other were so close to the surface.
โSpeaking of kings,โ Maxon added, โwhy donโt you explain to America who you are. Iโm sure youโd do a better job than I would.โ
I knew this was a way for Maxon to stall, to think of a way to get control of this situation, but I didnโt mind. I was dying to understand.
August smiled humorlessly. โThatย isย an interesting story,โ he promised, the vibrancy in his voice hinting at how exciting his tale would be. โAs you know, Gregory had three children: Katherine, Spencer, and Damon. Katherine was married off to a prince, Spencer died, and Damon was the one who inherited the throne. Then when Damonโs son, Justin, died, his cousin Porter Schreave became prince, marrying Justinโs young widow, who had won the Selection barely three
years earlier. And now the Schreaves are the royal family. No more Illรฉas ought to exist. But we do.โ
โWe?โ Maxon asked, his tone calculated, like he was hoping for numbers.
August only nodded. The click of heels announced that the maid was coming. Maxon put a finger to his lips, like August would dare to say more with her in hearing distance. The maid set down the tray and poured coffee for all of us. Georgiaโs hands were on her cup immediately, waiting for it to be filled. I didnโt really care for coffeeโit was too bitter for my tastesโbut I knew it would help me wake up, so I braced myself to take a drink.
Before I could even sip, Maxon slid the bowl of sugar in front of me.
Like he knew.
โYou were saying?โ Maxon prompted, taking his coffee black. โSpencer didnโt die,โ August said flatly. โHe knew what his father
had done to take over the country, he knew his older sister had basically been sold into marriage, and he knew the same was expected of him. He couldnโt do it, so he ran.โ
โWhere did he go?โ I asked, speaking for the first time.
โHe hid with relatives and friends, eventually making a camp with some like-minded people in the north. Itโs colder up there, wetter, and so hard to navigate that no one tries. We live there quietly most of the time.โ
Georgia nudged him, her face a little shocked.
August came to his senses. โI suppose Iโve now given you directions to invade us yourself. I want to remind you that weโve never killed any of your officers or staff, and we avoid injuring them at all costs. All we ever wanted was to put an end to the castes. To do that we needed proof that Gregory was the man weโd always been told he was. We have that now, and America hinted at it enough that we feel we could exploit that if we wanted to. We really donโt though. Not if we donโt have to.โ
Maxon took a deep swig and set down his cup. โIโm honestly not sure what Iโm supposed to do with this information. Youโre a direct descendant of Gregory Illรฉa, but you donโt want the crown. Youโve come looking for things only the king could provide, but you asked for an audience with me and one of the Elite. My father isnโt even here.โ
โWe know,โ August said. โThis was deliberate timing.โ
Maxon huffed. โIf you donโt want the crown and only want things I canโt give you, why are you here?โ
August and Georgia looked at each other, perhaps preparing themselves for their biggest request yet.
โWe came to ask you for these things because we know youโre a reasonable man. Weโve watched you all your life, and we can see it in your eyes. I can see it now.โ
I tried to be inconspicuous as I studied Maxonโs reaction to these words.
โYou donโt like the castes either. You donโt like the way your father holds the country under his thumb. You donโt want to fight wars you know are nothing more than a distraction. More than anything, you want peace during your lifetime.
โWeโre guessing that once youโre king, things could really change. And weโve been waiting a long time for that. Weโre prepared to wait longer. The Northern rebels are willing to give you our word never to attack the palace again and to do our best to stop or slow the Southern rebels. We see so much that you canโt from behind these walls. We would swear our allegiance to you, without question, if you would be willing to give us a sign of your readiness to work with us toward a future that would finally give the people of Illรฉa a chance to live their own lives.โ
Maxon didnโt seem to know what to say, so I spoke up.
โWhat do the Southern rebels want anyway? Just to kill us all?โ
August moved his head in a motion that was neither a shake nor a nod. โThatโs part of it, sure, but only so theyโll have no one to combat them. Too much of the population is oppressed, and this growing cell has bought in to the idea that they could rule the country themselves. America, youโre a Five; I know youโve seen your share of people who hate the monarchy.โ
Maxon discreetly moved his eyes my way. I gave a brief nod.
โOf course you have. Because when youโre on the bottom, your only choice is to blame the top. In this case, theyโve got good reasonโafter all, it was a One who sentenced them to their lives with no real hope for bettering them. Those in charge of the Southern rebels have convinced their disciples that the way to get back what they think is theirs is to take it from the monarchy. But Iโve had people defect from the Southerner rebel leadership and end up with me. I know for a fact that once the
Southerners get control, they have no intention of sharing the wealth. When in history has that ever happened?
โTheir plan is to obliterate what Illรฉa has, take over, make a bunch of promises, and leave everyone in the same place they are now. For most people, Iโm sure itโll get worse. The Sixes and Sevens wonโt move up, except for a select few the rebels will manipulate for the sake of the show. Twos and Threes will have everything stripped from them. Itโll make a bunch of people feel vindicated, but it wonโt fix anything.
โIf there are no pop stars churning out those mind-numbing songs, then there are no musicians in the booths backing them up, no clerks running back and forth with tapes, no shop owners selling the music. Taking out one person at the top destroys thousands at the bottom.โ
August paused for a moment, looking consumed with worry. โItโll be Gregory all over again, only worse. The Southerners are prepared to be far more cutthroat than you could ever be, and the chances of the country bouncing back are slim. Itโll be the same old oppression under a brand- new name . . . and your people will suffer like never before.โ He looked into Maxonโs eyes. They seemed to have some understanding between them, something that maybe came from being born to lead.
โAll we need is a sign, and weโll do everything we can to help you change things, peacefully and fairly. Your people deserve a chance.โ
Maxon looked at the table. I couldnโt imagine the debate in his head. โWhat kind of sign?โ he asked hesitantly. โMoney?โ
โNo,โ August said, nearly laughing. โWe have more funds than you might guess.โ
โHow is that possible?โ โDonations,โ he replied simply.
Maxon nodded, but I was surprised. Donations meant there were peopleโwho knew how manyโsupporting them. How big was the Northern rebel force when those supporters were taken into account? How much of the country was asking for exactly what these two had come here requesting?
โIf not money,โ Maxon said finally, โwhat do you want?โ August flicked his head toward me. โPick her.โ
I buried my face in my hands, knowing how Maxon would take this.
There was a long moment of silence before he lost his temper. โI will not have anyone else telling me who I can and cannot marry! This is my life youโre playing games with!โ
I looked up in time to see August stand across the table. โAnd the palace has been playing with other peopleโs lives for years. Grow up, Maxon. Youโre the prince. You want your damn crown, then keep it. But responsibilities come with that privilege.โ
Guards were cautiously walking our way, alerted by Maxonโs tone and Augustโs aggressive stance. Certainly they could hear everything by now.
Maxon stood to counter him. โYou donโt get to choose my wife. End of story.โ
August, completely undeterred, stepped back and crossed his arms. โFine! We have another option if this one doesnโt work.โ
โWho?โ
August rolled his eyes. โAs if I would tell you, given how calmly you reacted the first time.โ
โCome off it.โ
โThis one or that one doesnโt really matter. We just need to know youโll have a partner whoโll be on the same page for this plan.โ
โMy name is America,โ I said fiercely, standing and looking him straight in the eye, โnotย This One. Iโm not some toy in your little revolution. You keep talking about everyone in Illรฉa having a chance at the life they want. What about me? What about my future? Do I not count in that plan?โ
I searched their faces, waiting for an answer. They were silent. I noticed the guards, surrounding us, on edge.
I lowered my voice. โIโm all for killing off the castes, but Iโm not something to be played with. If youโre looking for a pawn, thereโs one girl upstairs so in love with him, sheโd do anything you asked if it meant a proposal at the end of the day. And the other two . . . between duty and prestige, theyโd be game, too. Go get one of them.โ
Without waiting to be excused, I turned to leave, storming away as best I could in a robe and slippers.
โAmerica! Wait!โ Georgia called. I got out the door before she caught up with me. โStop for a minute.โ
โWhat?โ
โWeโre sorry. We thought you two were in love. We didnโt realize we were asking for something heโd be opposed to. We were sure heโd be on board.โ
โYou donโt understand. Heโs so tired of being bullied and bossed around. You have no idea what heโs been through.โ I felt the tears rising, and I blinked them away, focusing on the designs on Georgiaโs jacket.
โI know more than you think,โ she said. โMaybe not everything, but a lot. Weโve been watching the Selection very closely, and it looks like you two get along so well. He seems so happy around you. And then . . . we know about how you rescued your maids.โ
It took me a second to realize what that meant. Who was watching us on their behalf?
โAnd we saw what you did for Marlee. We saw you fight. And then your presentation a few days ago.โ She stopped to laugh. โThat took some guts. We could use a girl with guts.โ
I shook my head. โI wasnโt trying to be a hero. Most of the time, I donโt feel anything close to brave.โ
โSo? It doesnโt really matter how you feel about your character; it just matters what you do with it. You, more than the others, act on whatโs right before thinking about what it will mean for yourself. Maxon has some great candidates up there, but they wonโt get their hands dirty to make things better. Not like you.โ
โA lot of that was selfish. Marlee was important to me, and so are my maids.โ
She stepped closer. โBut didnโt those actions come with consequences?โ
โYes.โ
โAnd you probably knew they would. But you acted for those who couldnโt speak up for themselves. Thatโs special, America.โ
This was different praise from what I was used to. I could handle my dad telling me I was a beautiful singer or Aspen saying I was the prettiest thing heโd ever seen . . . but this? It was almost overwhelming.
โHonestly, with some of the stuff youโve done, I canโt believe the king let you stay. The whole thing on theย Reportย . . .โ She let out a whistle.
I laughed. โHe was so angry.โ
โI was shocked you made it out alive!โ
โIt was by the skin of my teeth, let me tell you. And most days I feel like Iโm only seconds away from being kicked out.โ
โBut Maxon likes you, right? The way he guards you . . .โ
I shrugged. โThere are days when I feel so sure and then others where I have no idea. Today isnโt a good day. Neither was yesterday. Or the day before, if Iโm honest.โ
She nodded. โWell, weโre pulling for you, all the same.โ โMe and someone else,โ I corrected.
โTrue.โ
Again she gave no clue as to her other favorite.
โWhat was the deal with that curtsy in the woods? Just messing with me?โ I asked.
She smiled. โI know it might not seem like it by the way we act sometimes, but we really do care about the royal family. If we lose them, the Southern rebels will win. If they get true control . . . well, you heard August.โ She shook her head. โAnyway, Iโd felt certain I was looking at my future queen, so I figured the least you deserved was a curtsy.โ
Her reasoning was so silly, it made me laugh again. โI canโt tell you how nice it is to talk to a girl Iโm not competing with.โ
โGetting a bit old?โ she asked with a sympathetic expression.
โAs itโs gotten smaller, itโs gotten worse. I mean, I knew it would, but
. . . it feels like itโs moving away from trying to be the girl that Maxon would pick to making sure theย otherย girls wonโt be the one he picks. I donโt know if that makes sense.โ
She nodded. โIt does. But, hey, this is what you signed up for.โ
I chuckled. โActually, I didnโt. I was sort of . . . encouraged to put my name in. I didnโt want to be a princess.โ
โReally?โ
โReally.โ
She smiled. โNot wanting the crown means youโre probably the best person to have it.โ
I stared at her, convinced by her wide eyes that she believed that without a doubt. I hoped to ask more, but Maxon and August came out of the Great Room, looking surprisingly calm. A single guard followed at a distance. August was looking at Georgia like it had hurt him to be away from her even for a few minutes. Maybe that was the only reason she was here today.
โAre you okay, America?โ Maxon asked.
โYes.โ My ability to look him in the eye had disappeared again.
โYou should go get ready for the day,โ he commented. โThe guards have been sworn to secrecy, and Iโd appreciate the same from you.โ
โOf course.โ
He seemed displeased with my coolness, but how else was I supposed to act right now?
โMr. Illรฉa, it was a pleasure. Weโll talk again soon.โ Maxon held out his hand. August took it easily.
โIf thereโs anything you need, donโt hesitate to ask. We truly are on your side, Your Majesty.โ
โThank you.โ
โGeorgia, letโs go. Some of these guards look a little too trigger- happy.โ
She chuckled. โSee you around, America.โ
I nodded, sure Iโd never see her again and sad because of it. She walked past Maxon and slid her hand into Augustโs. With a guard in tow, they walked out the gaping doors of the palace, leaving Maxon and me alone in the foyer.
His eyes rose to mine. I mumbled something and pointed upstairs, moving as I did so. His quick objection to choosing me only drove home the pain of his words yesterday in the library. I thought after the safe room there was some kind of understanding between us. But it seemed as if everything had gotten even more muddled than it had been when I was still trying to decide how much I liked Maxon in the first place.
I didnโt know what this meant for us. Or if there was still anย usย worth worrying about.