Chapter no 16

The Naturals

Michael and Dean were already in the living room when Sloane and I arrived. In the past fourteen minutes, my blond companion had quieted, like the Energizer Bunny powering down. She took a seat on the sofa next to Michael. I sat down next to her. Across from us, Dean was sitting on the edge of the fireplace, his gaze locked on the floor, hair in his face.

Sofa, chairs, pillows, rug, I thought.ย And he chooses to sit on stone.

I flashed back to the first time Iโ€™d seen him, lifting weights and pushing his body to the brink. My very first impression had been that he was punishing himself.

โ€œGlad to see you all made it.โ€ Lia didnโ€™t just walk into a room; she made an entrance. All eyes on her, she sank to the floor and stretched her legs out, crossing her feet at the ankles and spreadingย myย dress out around her. โ€œFor your entertainment this evening: Truth or Dare.โ€ She paused, raking her eyes over the rest of us. โ€œAny objections?โ€

Dean opened his mouth. โ€œNo,โ€ Lia told him.

โ€œYou asked for objections,โ€ Dean said.

Lia shook her head. โ€œYou donโ€™t get to object.โ€ โ€œDo I?โ€ Michael asked.

Lia considered the question. โ€œDo you want to?โ€

Michael glanced at me, then back at Lia. โ€œNot particularly.โ€ โ€œThen, yes,โ€ Lia replied. โ€œYou do.โ€

Beside me, Sloane raised her hand.

โ€œYes, Sloane?โ€ Lia said pleasantly. Apparently, she wasnโ€™t concerned that our resident numbers girl might object.

โ€œIโ€™m familiar with the gist of the game, but Iโ€™m unclear on one thing.โ€ Sloaneโ€™s eyes gleamed. โ€œHow do you win?โ€

Michael grinned. โ€œYou have to love a girl with a competitive streak.โ€ โ€œYou donโ€™tย winย Truth or Dare,โ€ I said. In fact, I deeply suspected this was

the kind of game that everybody lost. โ€œIs that an objection?โ€ Lia asked.

From across the room, Dean was telegraphing the wordsย SAY YESย to me, as clearly as if heโ€™d hired a plane to write them in the sky. And if Iโ€™d been in a room with any other teenagers on the planet, I would have. But I was in a room with Michael, who I couldnโ€™t quite profile, and Dean, whoโ€™d said the other day that Naturals didnโ€™t work on active casesย anymore. I had questions, and this was the only way I was going to get to ask them.

โ€œNo,โ€ I told Lia. โ€œThat wasnโ€™t an objection. Letโ€™s play.โ€

A slow smile spread across Liaโ€™s face. Dean banged his head back against the fireplace.

โ€œCan I go first?โ€ Sloane asked.

โ€œSure,โ€ Lia replied smoothly. โ€œTruth or dare, Sloane?โ€ Sloane gave her a look. โ€œThatโ€™s not what I meant.โ€ Lia shrugged. โ€œTruth. Or. Dare.โ€

โ€œTruth.โ€

In a normal game of Truth or Dare, that would have been the safer option

โ€”because if the question was too embarrassing, you could always lie. With Lia in the room, that was impossible.

โ€œDo you know who your father is?โ€

Liaโ€™s question took me completely off guard. Iโ€™d spent most of my life not knowing who my own father was, but couldnโ€™t imagine being forced to admit that in front of a crowd. Lia seemed fond of Sloane, more or less, but clearly, in Truth or Dare, the kid gloves came off.

Sloane met Liaโ€™s eyes, unfazed. โ€œYes,โ€ she said. โ€œI do.โ€

โ€œA swing and a miss,โ€ Michael murmured. Lia gave him a dirty look. โ€œYour turn,โ€ she told Sloane, and from the look on her face, I guessed she

was bracing herself for paybackโ€”but Sloane turned to me. โ€œCassie. Truth or dare?โ€

I tried to imagine what kind of dare Sloane might come up with, but drew a blank.

โ€œStatistically, the most common dares involve eating unpleasant food, making prank phone calls, kissing another player, licking something unsanitary, and nudity,โ€ Sloane said helpfully.

โ€œTruth.โ€

Sloane was silent for several seconds. โ€œHow many people do you love?โ€

The question seemed harmless enough until I started thinking about my answer. Sloaneโ€™s blue eyes searched mine, and I got the distinct feeling that she wasnโ€™t asking because she thought it would be amusing to hear my answer.

She was asking because she needed data points to compare to her own. โ€œHow many people do I love?โ€ I repeated. โ€œLike โ€ฆ love how?โ€

Iโ€™d never been in love, so if she was talking about romance, the answer was easy.

โ€œHow many people do you love, total?โ€ Sloane said. โ€œSumming across familial, romantic, and all other variations.โ€

I wanted to just choose a number at random. Five sounded good. Or ten.

Too many to countย sounded better, but Lia was watching me, very still.

Iโ€™d loved my mother. That much was easy. And Nonna and my father and the restโ€”I loved them. Didnโ€™t I? They were my family. They loved me. Just

because I wasnโ€™t showy about it didnโ€™t mean that I didnโ€™t love them back. Iโ€™d done what I could to make them happy. I tried not to hurt them.

But did I really love them, the way Iโ€™d loved my mom?ย Couldย I love anyone like that again?

โ€œOne.โ€ I barely managed to get the word out of my mouth. I stared at Lia, hoping sheโ€™d tell me that wasnโ€™t true, that losing my mom hadnโ€™t broken something inside of me and I wasnโ€™t destined to spend the rest of my life two shades removed from the kind of love that the rest of my family felt for me.

Lia held my gaze for a few seconds, then shrugged. โ€œYour turn, Cassie.โ€ I tried to remember why Iโ€™d thought playing this game was a good idea.

โ€œMichael,โ€ I said finally. โ€œTruth or dare?โ€

There were so many things I wanted to ask himโ€”what he really thought of the program, what his father was like, beyond the issue of tax fraud, whether there had ever been more to his relationship with Lia than trading verbal barbs. But I didnโ€™t get a chance to ask any of those questions, because Michael leaned forward in his seat, his eyes gleaming. โ€œDare.โ€

Of course he wasnโ€™t going to let me dig around in his brain. Of course he was going to make me issue the first dare of the game. I racked my brain for something that didnโ€™t sound lame, but also didnโ€™t involve kissing, nudity, or anything that might give Michael an excuse for trouble.

โ€œHit me with your best shot, Colorado.โ€ Michael was enjoying this way too much. I had a feeling he was hoping that I would dare him to do something a little bit dangerous, something that would get his adrenaline pumping.

Something Briggs would disapprove of.

โ€œI dare you โ€ฆโ€ I said the words slowly, hoping an answer would present itself. โ€œโ€ฆ to dance ballet.โ€

Even I wasnโ€™t sure where that came from.

โ€œWhat?โ€ย Michael said. Clearly, heโ€™d been expecting something a little more exciting, or at the very least risquรฉ.

โ€œBallet,โ€ I repeated. โ€œRight there.โ€ I pointed to the center of the rug. โ€œDance.โ€

Lia started cracking up. Even Dean bit back a smile.

โ€œBallet is a tradition of performance body movement hailing back to the early Renaissance,โ€ Sloane said helpfully. โ€œIt is particularly popular in Russia, France, Italy, England, and the United States.โ€

Michael stopped her before she could orate an entire history of the art. โ€œIโ€™ve got this,โ€ he said. And then, a solemn expression on his face, he stood up, he walked to the center of the room, and he struck a pose.

Iโ€™d seen Michael do smooth. Iโ€™d seen him do suave. Iโ€™d felt him push a piece of hair out of my faceโ€”butย this. This was really something. He stood on his tippy-toes. He twirled in a circle. He bent his legs and stuck out his

butt. But the best thing was the look in his eyes: cold, steely determination.

He capped the performance off with a curtsy.

โ€œVery nice,โ€ I said between hysterical giggles. He sank back onto the sofa and then turned dagger eyes on Lia.

โ€œTruth or dare.โ€

Not surprisingly, Lia chose truth. Of all of us, she was probably the only one here who could lie and get away with it.

Michael smiled, as genial as Lia had been when sheโ€™d started this whole thing. โ€œWhatโ€™s your real name?โ€

For a few brief seconds, vulnerability and irritation passed over Liaโ€™s features in quick succession.

โ€œYour name isnโ€™t Lia?โ€ Sloane sounded strangely hurt at the idea that Lia might have lied about something as simple and basic as her own name.

โ€œYes,โ€ Lia told her. โ€œIt is.โ€

Michael stared at Lia, raising his eyebrows ever so slightly.

โ€œBut once upon a time,โ€ Lia said, sounding less and less like herself with every word, โ€œmy name used to be Sadie.โ€

Liaโ€™s answer filled my mind with questions. I tried to picture her as a Sadie. Had she shed her old name as easily as she changed clothes? Why had she changed it? How had Michael known?

โ€œTruth or dare โ€ฆโ€ Lia dragged her eyes across each of us, one by one, and I sensed something dark slowly unfurling inside of her. This wasnโ€™t going to end well.

โ€œCassie.โ€

It didnโ€™t seem fair that it was my turn again already, when Dean had yet to go, but I stepped up to the plate.

โ€œDare.โ€ I donโ€™t know what possessed me to choose that option, other than the fact that the look on Liaโ€™s face convinced me that sheโ€™d make Sloaneโ€™s question look about as personal as an inquiry about the weather.

Lia beamed at me, and then beamed at Michael.ย Payback.

โ€œI dare you,โ€ Lia said, relishing each and every word, โ€œto kiss Dean.โ€

Dean reacted to that sentence like heโ€™d been electrocuted. He sat straight up. โ€œLia,โ€ he said sharply. โ€œNo.โ€

โ€œOh, come now, Dean,โ€ Lia cajoled. โ€œItโ€™s Truth or Dare. Take one for the team.โ€ Without waiting for his reply, she turned back to me. โ€œKiss him, Cassie.โ€

I didnโ€™t know what was worse, Deanโ€™s objection to the idea of being forced to kiss me or the sudden realization that my bodyย didnโ€™tย object to the idea of kissing him. I thought of our lessons with Locke, the feel of his hand on the back of my neck. โ€ฆ

Lia watched me expectantly, but Michaelโ€™s eyes were the ones I felt on my face as I crossed the room to stand in front of Dean.

I didnโ€™t have to do this. I could say no.

Dean looked up at me, and for a split second, I saw something other than deadly neutrality on his face. His eyes softened. His lips parted, like there was something he wanted to say.

I knelt next to the fireplace. I put one hand on his cheek, and I brought my lips to his. It was a friendly kiss. A European hello. Our mouths only touched for a secondโ€”but I felt it, electric, all the way to my toes.

I pulled back, unable to force my eyes away from his lips as I did. For a few seconds, we just stayed there, staring at each other: him on the fireplace and me kneeling on the rug.

โ€œYour turn, Cassie.โ€ Lia sounded pretty darned satisfied with herself.

I forced myself to stand up and walk back to the sofa. I sat down, still able to feel the ghost of Deanโ€™s lips on mine. โ€œTruth or dare, Dean?โ€

It was only fair: he was the sole person present who hadnโ€™t been in the hot seat yet. For a second, I thought he might refuse and call an end to this game, but he didnโ€™t.

โ€œTruth.โ€

This was the opportunity Michael hadnโ€™t given me. There were so many things I wanted to know. I concentrated on that, instead of what had passed between us a moment before.

โ€œThe other day, when Locke said she couldnโ€™t take Lia to the crime scene, you said that wasnโ€™t what the program wasย anymore.โ€ I paused. โ€œWhat did you mean?โ€

Dean nodded, as if that were a perfectly reasonable question to ask after youโ€™d kissed a person. โ€œI was the first one,โ€ he said. โ€œBefore there was a program, before they started using the termย Naturals, it was just Briggs and me. I didnโ€™t live with Judd. The FBI brass didnโ€™t know about me. Briggs brought me questions. I gave him answers.โ€

โ€œQuestions about killers.โ€ I wasnโ€™t allowed a follow-up question, so I phrased it as a statement. Dean nodded. Lia cut in, breaking off all conversation.

โ€œHe was twelve,โ€ she said, clipping the words. โ€œYour turn, Dean.โ€ โ€œCassie,โ€ Dean said. That was itโ€”no โ€œtruth or dare.โ€ Just my name.

Beside me, Michaelโ€™s jaw clenched. Liaโ€™s payback had hit its targetโ€”and then some.

โ€œTruth,โ€ I said, trying not to dwell on Michaelโ€™s reaction or what it might mean.

โ€œWhy did you come here?โ€ Dean asked, looking at Lia, at his own hands, at anything but me. โ€œWhy join this program at all?โ€

There were a lot of answers to that question that would have been technically true. I could have said that I wanted to help people. I could have

said that Iโ€™d always known that Iโ€™d never quite fit in the regular world. But I didnโ€™t.

โ€œMy mother was murdered.โ€ I cleared my throat, trying to say the words like they were just any other words. โ€œFive years ago. Based on the blood spatter, they think she was stabbed. Repeatedly. The police never found her body, but there was enough blood that they donโ€™t think she could have survived. I used to think that maybe she had. I donโ€™t anymore.โ€

Dean didnโ€™t react visibly to that confessionโ€”but Lia went unnaturally still, and Sloaneโ€™s mouth dropped open as she averted her eyes. Michael had known about my mother, but Iโ€™d never said a word to any of the others.

Truth or dare, Dean. I wanted to say the words, but I couldnโ€™t keep asking Dean questions. Already, weโ€™d kept this game between the two of us for too long. โ€œTruth or dare, Lia?โ€

โ€œTruth.โ€ Lia said the word like a challenge. I asked her whether she was messy or neat. She lowered her chin, raised her eyebrows, and stared at me.

โ€œSeriously,โ€ she said. โ€œThatโ€™s your question?โ€ โ€œThatโ€™s my question,โ€ I confirmed.

โ€œIโ€™m a mess,โ€ she said. โ€œByย everyย sense of the word.โ€ She didnโ€™t give me time to meditate on the fact that Iโ€™d pegged her right before she targeted Michael for the next round. I expected him to pick dare again, but he didnโ€™t.

โ€œTruth.โ€

Lia ran dainty hands over her dress. She gave him her most wide-eyed, innocent look. Then she asked him if he was jealous when I kissed Dean. Michael didnโ€™t bat an eye, but I thought Dean might actually throttle Lia.

โ€œI donโ€™t get jealous,โ€ Michael said. โ€œI get even.โ€

No one was surprised when Michael aimed the next round at Dean. โ€œTruth or dare, Dean?โ€

โ€œTruth.โ€ Deanโ€™s eyes narrowed, and I remembered Lia saying that if Dean had a temper, Michael would have been dead by now. I waited, my stomach heavy and my throat dry, for Michael to ask Dean something horrible.

But he didnโ€™t.

โ€œHave you ever seenย The Bad Seed?โ€ he inquired politely. โ€œThe movie.โ€ A muscle in Deanโ€™s jaw twitched. โ€œNo.โ€

Michael grinned. โ€œI have.โ€ Dean stood up. โ€œIโ€™m done here.โ€

โ€œDeanโ€”โ€ Liaโ€™s tone was halfway between mulish and wheedling, but he silenced her with a look. Two seconds later, he was stalking out of the room, and a few seconds after that, I heard the front door open, then slam.

Dean was goneโ€”and a person didnโ€™t have to be an emotion reader to see the look of satisfaction on Michaelโ€™s face.

YOU

Every hour, every day, you think about The Girl. But itโ€™s not time for the grand finale. Not yet. Instead, you find another toy at a little shop in Dupont Circle. Youโ€™ve had your eye on her for a while, but resisted the urge to add her to your collection. She was too close to home, in an area that was too densely populated.

But right now, the so-called Madame Selene is just what you need. Bodies are bodies, but a palm readerโ€”thereโ€™s a certain poetry to that. A message you wantโ€”needโ€”haveย to send. It would be simpler to kill her in the shop, to drive a knife through each palm and leave her body on display, but youโ€™ve worked so hard this week.

You deserve a little treat.

Taking her is easy. Youโ€™re a ghost. A stranger with candy. A sympathetic ear. When Madame Selene wakes up in the warehouse, she wonโ€™t believe that youโ€™re the one whoโ€™s done this to her.

Not at first.

But eventually, sheโ€™ll see.

You smile, thinking about the inevitability of it all. You touch the tips of her brown hair and pick up the handy box of Red Dye Number 12. You hum under your breath, a childrenโ€™s song that takes you back to the beginning, back to the first.

The palm readerโ€™s eyes flicker open. Her hands are bound. She sees you.

Then she sees the hair dye, the knife in your left hand, and she realizes.โ€” You are the monster.

And this time, you deserve to take things slow.

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