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Chapter no 86: The Fire Itself

The Name of the Wind

โ€œSIX LASHES AND EXPULSION,โ€ the Chancellor said heavily.ย Expulsion,ย I thought numbly, as if I had never heard the word before.ย To expel, to cast violently away.ย I could feel Ambroseโ€™s satisfaction radiating outward. For a second I was afraid that I was going to be violently ill right there in front of everyone.

โ€œDoes any master oppose this action?โ€ the Chancellor asked ritualistically as I looked down at my feet.

โ€œI do,โ€ the stirring voice could only be Elodinโ€™s.

โ€œAll in favor of suspending expulsion?โ€ I looked up again in time to see Elodinโ€™s hand. Elxa Dalโ€™s. Kilvin, Lorren, the Chancellor. All hands save Hemmeโ€™s. I almost laughed out of shock and sheer disbelief. Elodin gave me his boyish smile again.

โ€œExpulsion repealed,โ€ the Chancellor said firmly and I felt Ambroseโ€™s satisfaction flicker and wane beside me. โ€œAre there any further issues?โ€ I caught an odd note in the Chancellorโ€™s voice. He was expecting something.

It was Elodin who spoke. โ€œI move that Kvothe be raised to the rank of Reโ€™lar.โ€

โ€œAll in favor?โ€ All hands save Hemmeโ€™s were raised in a single motion. โ€œKvothe is raised to Reโ€™lar with Elodin as sponsor on the fifth of Fallow. Meeting adjourned.โ€ He pushed himself up from the table and made his way to the door.

โ€œWhat?!โ€ Ambrose yelled, looking around as if he couldnโ€™t decide who he was asking. Finally he scampered off after Hemme, who was making a quick exit behind the Chancellor and the majority of the other masters. I noticed he wasnโ€™t limping nearly as much as he had before the trial began.

Bewildered, I stood stupidly until Elodin came over and shook my unresponsive hand. โ€œConfused?โ€ he asked. โ€œCome walk with me. Iโ€™ll explain.โ€

The bright afternoon sunlight was a shock after the shadowy cool of Hollows. Elodin awkwardly pulled his masterโ€™s robes up over his head. Underneath he

was wearing a simple white shirt and a pair of rather disreputable looking pants held up by a piece of frayed rope. I saw for the first time that he was barefoot. The tops of his feet showed the same healthy tan as his arms and face.

โ€œDo you know whatย Reโ€™larย means?โ€ he asked me conversationally. โ€œIt translates as โ€˜speaker,โ€™โ€ I said.

โ€œDo you know what itย means?โ€ he stressed the word. โ€œNot really,โ€ I admitted.

Elodin drew a deep breath. โ€œOnce upon a time, there was a University. It was built in the dead ruins of an older University. It wasnโ€™t very big, perhaps fifty people in all. But it was the best University for miles and miles, so people came and learned and left. There was a small group of people who gathered there. People whose knowledge went beyond mathematics and grammar and rhetoric.

โ€œThey started a smaller group inside the University. They called it the Arcanum and it was a very small, very secret thing. They had a ranking system among themselves, and your rise through those ranks was due to prowess and nothing else. One entered this group by proving they could see things for what they really were. They became Eโ€™lir, which means see-er. How do you think they became Reโ€™lar?โ€ He looked at me expectantly.

โ€œBy speaking.โ€

He laughed. โ€œRight!โ€ He stopped and turned to face me. โ€œBut speaking what?โ€ His eyes were bright and sharp.

โ€œWords?โ€

โ€œNames,โ€ he said excitedly. โ€œNames are the shape of the world, and a man who can speak them is on the road to power. Back in the beginning, the Arcanum was a small collection of men who understood things. Men who knew powerful names. They taught a few students, slowly, carefully encouraging them toward power and wisdom. And magic. Real magic.โ€ He looked around at the buildings and milling students. โ€œIn those days the Arcanum was a strong brandy. Now it is well-watered wine.โ€

I waited until I was sure he was finished. โ€œMaster Elodin, what happened yesterday?โ€ I held my breath and hoped beyond hope for an intelligible answer.

He gave me a quizzical look. โ€œYou called the name of the wind,โ€ he said as if the answer were obvious.

โ€œBut what does that mean? And what do you mean byย name?ย Is it just a name like โ€˜Kvotheโ€™ or โ€˜Elodinโ€™? Or is it more like โ€˜Taborlin knew the names of many things.โ€™โ€

โ€œLike both,โ€ he said, waving to a pretty girl leaning out a second-story window.

โ€œBut how can a name do something like that? โ€˜Kvotheโ€™ and โ€˜Elodinโ€™ are

just sounds we make, they donโ€™t have any power by themselves.โ€

Elodin raised his eyebrows at this. โ€œReally? Watch.โ€ He looked down the street. โ€œNathan!โ€ he shouted. A boy turned to look in our direction. I recognized him as one of Jamisonโ€™s errand boys. โ€œNathan, come here!โ€

The boy trotted over and looked up at Elodin. โ€œYes sir?โ€

Elodin handed the boy his masterโ€™s robe. โ€œNathan, would you take this to my rooms for me?โ€

โ€œCertainly sir,โ€ the boy took the robe and hurried away.

Elodin looked at me. โ€œDo you see? The names we call each other are not

Names. But they have some power nonetheless.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s not magic,โ€ I protested. โ€œHe had to listen to you. Youโ€™re a master.โ€

โ€œAnd youโ€™re a Reโ€™lar,โ€ he said implacably. โ€œYou called the wind and the wind listened.โ€

I struggled with the concept. โ€œYouโ€™re saying the wind is alive?โ€

He made a vague gesture. โ€œIn a way. Most things are alive in one way or another.โ€

I decided to take a different tack. โ€œHow did I call the wind if I didnโ€™t know how?โ€

Elodin clapped his hands together, sharply. โ€œThatย is an excellent question! The answer is that each of us has two minds: a waking mind and a sleeping mind. Our waking mind is what thinks and talks and reasons. But the sleeping mind is more powerful. It sees deeply to the heart of things. It is the part of us that dreams. It remembers everything. It gives us intuition. Your waking mind does not understand the nature of names. Your sleeping mind does. It already knows many things that your waking mind does not.โ€

Elodin looked at me. โ€œRemember how you felt after you called the name of the wind?โ€

I nodded, not enjoying the memory.

โ€œWhen Ambrose broke your lute, it roused your sleeping mind. Like a great hibernating bear jabbed with a burning stick, it reared up and roared the name of the wind.โ€ He swung his arms around wildly, attracting odd looks from passing students. โ€œAfterward your waking mind did not know what to do. It was left with an angry bear.โ€

โ€œWhat did you do? I canโ€™t remember what you whispered to me.โ€

โ€œIt was a name. It was a name that settled the angry bear, eased it back to sleep. But it is not sleeping so soundly now. We need to rouse it slowly and bring it under your control.โ€

โ€œIs that why you moved to suspend my expulsion?โ€

He made a dismissive gesture. โ€œYou were in no real danger of being expelled. You are not the first student to call the name of the wind in anger, though you are the first in several years. Some strong emotion usually wakes

the sleeping mind for the first time.โ€ He smiled. โ€œThe name of the wind came to me when I was arguing with Elxa Dal. When I shouted it his braziers exploded in a cloud of burning ash and cinder,โ€ he chuckled.

โ€œWhat did he do to make you so angry?โ€

โ€œHe refused to teach me the advanced bindings. I was only fourteen and an Eโ€™lir. He told me I would have to wait until I was a Reโ€™lar.โ€

โ€œThere are advanced bindings?โ€

He grinned at me. โ€œSecrets, Reโ€™lar Kvothe. That is what being an arcanist is all about. Now that you are a Reโ€™lar you are entitled to certain things that were withheld before. The advanced sympathetic bindings, the nature of names. Some smattering of dubious runes, if Kilvin thinks youโ€™re ready.โ€

Hope rose in my chest. โ€œDoes this mean Iโ€™m allowed access to the Archives now?โ€

โ€œAh,โ€ Elodin said. โ€œNo. Not in the least. You see, the Archives are Lorrenโ€™s domain, his kingdom. Those secrets are not mine to give away.โ€

At his mention of secrets my mind settled on one that had been bothering me for months. The secret at the heart of the Archives. โ€œWhat about the stone door in the Archives?โ€ I asked. โ€œThe four-plate door. Now that Iโ€™m a Reโ€™lar can you tell me whatโ€™s behind it?โ€

Elodin laughed. โ€œOh no. No no. You donโ€™t aim for small secrets do you?โ€ He clapped me on the back as if Iโ€™d just made an especially good joke. โ€œValaritas.ย God. I can still remember what it was like, standing down there looking at the door, wondering.โ€

He laughed again. โ€œMerciful Tehlu, it almost killed me.โ€ He shook his head. โ€œNo. You donโ€™t get to go behind the four-plate door. But,โ€ he gave me a conspiratorial look. โ€œSince you are a Reโ€™larโ€ฆโ€ He looked from side to side as if afraid that someone might overhear us. I leaned closer. โ€œSince you are a Reโ€™lar, I will admit that it exists.โ€ He gave me a solemn wink.

Disappointed as I was, I couldnโ€™t help but smile. We walked for a while in silence past Mains, past Ankerโ€™s. โ€œMaster Elodin?โ€

โ€œYes?โ€ His eyes followed a squirrel across the road and up a tree. โ€œI still donโ€™t understand about names.โ€

โ€œI will teach you to understand,โ€ he said easily. โ€œThe nature of names cannot be described, only experienced and understood.โ€

โ€œWhy canโ€™t it be described?โ€ I asked. โ€œIf you understand a thing, you can describe it.โ€

โ€œCan you describe all the things you understand?โ€ he looked sideways at

me.

โ€œOf course.โ€

Elodin pointed down the street. โ€œWhat color is that boyโ€™s shirt?โ€ โ€œBlue.โ€

โ€œWhat do you mean by blue? Describe it.โ€

I struggled for a moment, failed. โ€œSoย blueย is a name?โ€

โ€œIt is a word. Words are pale shadows of forgotten names. As names have power, words have power. Words can light fires in the minds of men. Words can wring tears from the hardest hearts. There are seven words that will make a person love you. There are ten words that will break a strong manโ€™s will. But a word is nothing but a painting of a fire. A name is the fire itself.โ€

My head was swimming by this point. โ€œI still donโ€™t understand.โ€

He laid a hand on my shoulder. โ€œUsing words to talk of words is like using a pencil to draw a picture of itself, on itself. Impossible. Confusing. Frustrating.โ€ He lifted his hands high above his head as if stretching for the sky. โ€œBut there are other ways to understanding!โ€ he shouted, laughing like a child. He threw both arms to the cloudless arch of sky above us, still laughing. โ€œLook!โ€ he shouted tilting his head back. โ€œBlue! Blue! Blue!โ€

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