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Chapter no 6 – The Price of Remembering

The Name of the Wind

IT WAS EARLY EVENING of the next day before Chronicler came down the stairs to the common room of the Waystone Inn. Pale and unsteady, he carried his flat leather satchel under one arm.

Kote sat behind the bar, paging through a book. โ€œAh, our unintentional guest. Howโ€™s the head?โ€

Chronicler raised a hand to touch the back of his head. โ€œThrobs a bit when I move around too quickly. But itโ€™s still working.โ€

โ€œGlad to hear it,โ€ Kote said.

โ€œIs thisโ€ฆโ€ Chronicler hesitated, looking around. โ€œAre we in Newarre?โ€

Kote nodded. โ€œYou are, in fact, in the middle of Newarre.โ€ He made a dramatic sweeping gesture with one hand. โ€œThriving metropolis. Home to dozens.โ€

Chronicler stared at the red-haired man behind the bar. He leaned against one of the tables for support. โ€œGodโ€™s charred body,โ€ he said breathlessly. โ€œIt really is you, isnโ€™t it?โ€

The innkeeper looked puzzled. โ€œI beg your pardon?โ€

โ€œI know youโ€™re going to deny it,โ€ Chronicler said. โ€œBut what I saw last nightโ€ฆโ€

The innkeeper held up a hand, quieting him. โ€œBefore we discuss the possibility that youโ€™ve addled your wits with that crack to the head, tell me, how is the road to Tinuรซ?โ€

โ€œWhat?โ€ Chronicler asked, irritated. โ€œI wasnโ€™t heading to Tinuรซ. I wasโ€ฆ oh. Well even aside from last night, the roadโ€™s been pretty rough. I was robbed off by Abbotโ€™s Ford, and Iโ€™ve been on foot ever since. But it was all worth it since youโ€™re actually here.โ€ The scribe glanced at the sword hanging over the bar and drew a deep breath, his expression becoming vaguely anxious. โ€œIโ€™m not here to cause trouble, mind you. Iโ€™m not here because of the price on your head.โ€ He gave a weak smile. โ€œNot that I could hope to trouble youโ€”โ€

โ€œFine,โ€ the innkeeper interupted as he pulled out a white linen cloth and began to polish the bar. โ€œWho are you then?โ€

โ€œYou can call me Chronicler.โ€

โ€œI didnโ€™t ask what I could call you,โ€ Kote said. โ€œWhat is your name?โ€

โ€œDevan. Devan Lochees.โ€

Kote stopped polishing the bar and looked up. โ€œLochees?ย Are you related to Dukeโ€ฆโ€ Kote trailed off, nodding to himself. โ€œYes, of course you are. Notย aย chronicler,ย theย Chronicler.โ€ He stared hard at the balding man, looking him up and down. โ€œHow about that? The great debunker himself.โ€

Chronicler relaxed slightly, obviously pleased to have his reputation precede him. โ€œI wasnโ€™t trying to be difficult before. I havenโ€™t thought of myself as Devan in years. I left that name behind me long ago.โ€ He gave the innkeeper a significant look. โ€œI expect you know something of that yourselfโ€ฆ.โ€

Kote ignored the unspoken question. โ€œI read your book years ago.ย The Mating Habits of the Common Draccus. Quite the eye-opener for a young man with his head full of stories.โ€ Looking down he began moving the white cloth along the grain of the bar again. โ€œIโ€™ll admit, I was disappointed to learn that dragons didnโ€™t exist. Thatโ€™s a hard lesson for a boy to learn.โ€

Chronicler smiled. โ€œHonestly, I was a little disappointed myself. I went looking for a legend and found a lizard. A fascinating lizard, but a lizard just the same.โ€

โ€œAnd now youโ€™re here,โ€ Kote said. โ€œHave you come to prove that I donโ€™t exist?โ€

Chronicler laughed nervously. โ€œNo. You see, we heard a rumorโ€”โ€

โ€œโ€˜We?โ€™โ€ย Kote interrupted.

โ€œIโ€™ve been traveling with an old friend of yours. Skarpi.โ€

โ€œTaken you under his wing, has he?โ€ Kote said to himself. โ€œHow about that? Skarpiโ€™s apprentice.โ€

โ€œMore of a colleague, really.โ€

Kote nodded, still expressionless. โ€œI might have guessed he would be the first to find me. Rumormongers, both of you.โ€

Chroniclerโ€™s smile grew sour, and he swallowed the first words that came to his lips. He struggled for a moment to recapture his calm demeanor.

โ€œSo what can I do for you?โ€ Kote set aside the clean linen cloth and gave his best innkeeperโ€™s smile. โ€œSomething to eat or drink? A room for the night?โ€

Chronicler hesitated.

โ€œI have it all right here.โ€ Kote gestured expansively behind the bar. โ€œOld wine, smooth and pale? Honey mead? Dark ale? Sweet fruit liquor! Plum? Cherry? Green apple? Blackberry?โ€ Kote pointed out the bottles in turn. โ€œCome now, surely you must want something?โ€ As he spoke, his smile widened, showing too many teeth for a friendly innkeeperโ€™s grin. At the same time his eyes grew cold, and hard, and angry.

Chronicler dropped his gaze. โ€œIโ€™d thought thatโ€”โ€

โ€œYouย thought,โ€ Kote said derisively, dropping all pretense of a smile. โ€œI very much doubt it. Otherwise, you might haveย thought,โ€ he bit off the word,

โ€œof how much danger you were putting me in by coming here.โ€

Chroniclerโ€™s face grew red. โ€œIโ€™d heard that Kvothe was fearless,โ€ he said hotly.

The innkeeper shrugged. โ€œOnly priests and fools are fearless, and Iโ€™ve never been on the best of terms with God.โ€

Chronicler frowned, aware that he was being baited. โ€œListen,โ€ he continued calmly, โ€œI was extraordinarily careful. No one except Skarpi knew I was coming. I didnโ€™t mention you to anyone. I didnโ€™t expect to actually find you.โ€

โ€œImagine my relief,โ€ Kote said sarcastically.

Obviously disheartened, Chronicler spoke, โ€œIโ€™ll be the first to admit that my coming here may have been a mistake.โ€ He paused, giving Kote the opportunity to contradict him. Kote didnโ€™t. Chronicler gave a small, tight sigh and continued, โ€œBut whatโ€™s done is done. Wonโ€™t you even considerโ€ฆโ€

Kote shook his head. โ€œIt was a long time agoโ€”โ€ โ€œNot even two years,โ€ Chronicler protested.

โ€œโ€”and I am not what I was,โ€ Kote continued without pausing. โ€œAnd what was that, exactly?โ€

โ€œKvothe,โ€ he said simply, refusing to be drawn any further into an explanation. โ€œNow I am Kote. I tend to my inn. That means beer is three shims and a private room costs copper.โ€ He began polishing the bar again with a fierce intensity. โ€œAs you said, โ€˜done is done.โ€™ The stories will take care of themselves.โ€

โ€œButโ€”โ€

Kote looked up, and for a second Chronicler saw past the anger that lay glittering on the surface of his eyes. For a moment he saw the pain underneath, raw and bloody, like a wound too deep for healing. Then Kote looked away and only the anger remained. โ€œWhat could you possibly offer me that is worth the price of remembering?โ€

โ€œEveryone thinks youโ€™re dead.โ€

โ€œYou donโ€™t get it, do you?โ€ Kote shook his head, stuck between amusement and exasperation. โ€œThatโ€™s the whole point. People donโ€™t look for you when youโ€™re dead. Old enemies donโ€™t try to settle scores. People donโ€™t come asking you for stories,โ€ he said acidly.

Chronicler refused to back down. โ€œOther people say youโ€™re a myth.โ€

โ€œI am a myth,โ€ Kote said easily, making an extravagant gesture. โ€œA very special kind of myth that creates itself. The best lies about me are the onesย Iย told.โ€

โ€œThey say you never existed,โ€ Chronicler corrected gently.

Kote shrugged nonchalantly, his smile fading an imperceptible amount.

Sensing weakness, Chronicler continued. โ€œSome stories paint you as little more than a red-handed killer.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m that too.โ€ Kote turned to polish the counter behind the bar. He shrugged again, not as easily as before. โ€œIโ€™ve killed men and things that were more than men. Every one of them deserved it.โ€

Chronicler shook his head slowly. โ€œThe stories are saying โ€˜assassinโ€™ not โ€˜hero.โ€™ Kvothe the Arcane and Kvothe Kingkiller are two very different men.โ€

Kote stopped polishing the bar and turned his back to the room. He nodded once without looking up.

โ€œSome are even saying that there is a new Chandrian. A fresh terror in the night. His hair as red as the blood he spills.โ€

โ€œThe important people know the difference,โ€ Kote said as if he were trying to convince himself, but his voice was weary and despairing, without conviction.

Chronicler gave a small laugh. โ€œCertainly. For now. But you of all people should realize how thin the line is between the truth and a compelling lie. Between history and an entertaining story.โ€ Chronicler gave his words a minute to sink in. โ€œYou know which will win, given time.โ€

Kote remained facing the back wall, hands flat on the counter. His head was bowed slightly, as if a great weight had settled onto him. He did not speak.

Chronicler took an eager step forward, sensing victory. โ€œSome people say there was a womanโ€”โ€

โ€œWhat do they know?โ€ Koteโ€™s voice cut like a saw through bone. โ€œWhat do they know about what happened?โ€ He spoke so softly that Chronicler had to hold his breath to hear.

โ€œThey say sheโ€”โ€ Chroniclerโ€™s words stuck in his suddenly dry throat as the room grew unnaturally quiet. Kote stood with his back to the room, a stillness in his body and a terrible silence clenched between his teeth. His right hand, tangled in a clean white cloth, made a slow fist.

Eight inches away a bottle shattered. The smell of strawberries filled the air alongside the sound of splintering glass. A small noise inside so great a stillness, but it was enough. Enough to break the silence into small, sharp slivers. Chronicler felt himself go cold as he suddenly realized what a dangerous game he was playing.ย So this is the difference between telling a story and being in one,ย he thought numbly,ย the fear.

Kote turned. โ€œWhat can any of them know about her?โ€ he asked softly. Chroniclerโ€™s breath stopped when he saw Koteโ€™s face. The placid innkeeperโ€™s expression was like a shattered mask. Underneath, Koteโ€™s expression was haunted, eyes half in this world, half elsewhere, remembering.

Chronicler found himself thinking of a story he had heard. One of the many. The story told of how Kvothe had gone looking for his heartโ€™s desire. He had to trick a demon to get it. But once it rested in his hand, he was forced to fight an angel to keep it.ย I believe it,ย Chronicler found himself thinking.

Before it was just a story, but now I can believe it. This is the face of a man who has killed an angel.

โ€œWhat can any of them know about me?โ€ Kote demanded, a numb anger in his voice. โ€œWhat can they know about any of this?โ€ He made a short, fierce gesture that seemed to take in everything, the broken bottle, the bar, the world.

Chronicler swallowed against the dryness in his throat. โ€œOnly what theyโ€™re told.โ€

Tat tat, tat-tat.ย Liquor from the broken bottle began to patter an irregular rhythm onto the floor. โ€œAhhhh,โ€ Kote sighed out a long breath.ย Tat-tat, tat-tat, tat. โ€œClever. Youโ€™d use my own best trick against me. Youโ€™d hold my story a hostage.โ€

โ€œI would tell the truth.โ€

โ€œNothing but the truth could break me. What is harder than the truth?โ€ A sickly, mocking smile flickered across his face. For a long moment, only the gentle tapping of drops against the floor kept the silence at bay.

Finally Kote walked through the doorway behind the bar. Chronicler stood awkwardly in the empty room, unsure whether or not he had been dismissed.

A few minutes later Kote returned with a bucket of soapy water. Without looking in the storytellerโ€™s direction, he began to gently, methodically, wash his bottles. One at a time, Kote wiped their bottoms clean of the strawberry wine and set them on the bar between himself and Chronicler, as if they might defend him.

โ€œSo you went looking for a myth and found a man,โ€ he said without inflection, without looking up. โ€œYouโ€™ve heard the stories and now you want the truth of things.โ€

Radiating relief, Chronicler set his satchel down on one of the tables, surprised at the slight tremor in his hands. โ€œWe got wind of you a while back. Just a whisper of a rumor. I didnโ€™t really expectโ€ฆโ€ Chronicler paused, suddenly awkward. โ€œI thought you would be older.โ€

โ€œI am,โ€ Kote said. Chronicler looked puzzled, but before he could say anything the innkeeper continued. โ€œWhat brings you into this worthless little corner of the world?โ€

โ€œAn appointment with the Earl of Baedn-Bryt,โ€ Chronicler said, puffing himself up slightly. โ€œThree days from now, in Treya.โ€

The innkeeper paused mid-polish. โ€œYou expect to make it to the earlโ€™s manor in four days?โ€ he asked quietly.

โ€œI am behind schedule,โ€ Chronicler admitted. โ€œMy horse was stolen near Abbottโ€™s Ford.โ€ He glanced out the window at the darkening sky. โ€œBut Iโ€™m willing to lose some sleep. Iโ€™ll be off in the morning and out of your hair.โ€

โ€œWell I wouldnโ€™t want to cost you any sleep,โ€ Kote said sarcastically, his

eyes gone hard again. โ€œI can tell the whole thing in one breath.โ€ He cleared his throat. โ€œโ€˜I trouped, traveled, loved, lost, trusted and was betrayed.โ€™ Write that down and burn it for all the good it will do you.โ€

โ€œYou neednโ€™t take it that way,โ€ Chronicler said quickly. โ€œWe can take the whole night if you like. And a few hours in the morning as well.โ€

โ€œHow gracious,โ€ Kote snapped. โ€œYouโ€™ll have me tell my story in anย evening?ย With no time to collect myself? No time to prepare?โ€ His mouth made a thin line. โ€œNo. Go dally with your earl. Iโ€™ll have none of it.โ€

Chronicler spoke quickly, โ€œIf youโ€™re certain youโ€™ll needโ€”โ€

โ€œYes.โ€ Kote set a bottle down hard on the bar, hard. โ€œItโ€™s safe to say Iโ€™ll need more time than that. And youโ€™ll get none of it tonight. A real story takes time to prepare.โ€

Chronicler frowned nervously and ran his hands through his hair. โ€œI could spend tomorrow collecting your storyโ€ฆ.โ€ He trailed off at the sight of Kote shaking his head. After a pause he started again, almost talking to himself. โ€œIf I pick up a horse in Baedn, I can give you all day tomorrow, most of the night, and a piece of the following day.โ€ He rubbed his forehead. โ€œI hate riding at night, butโ€”โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll need three days,โ€ Kote said. โ€œIโ€™m quite sure of it.โ€ Chronicler blanched. โ€œButโ€ฆthe earl.โ€

Kote waved a hand dismissively.

โ€œNo one needs three days,โ€ Chronicler said firmly. โ€œI interviewed Oren Velciter.ย Oren Velciter,ย mind you. Heโ€™s eighty years old, and done two hundred years worth of living. Five hundred, if you count the lies. He soughtย meย out,โ€ Chronicler said with particular emphasis. โ€œHe only took two days.โ€

โ€œThat is my offer,โ€ the innkeeper said simply. โ€œIโ€™ll do this properly or not at all.โ€

โ€œWait!โ€ Chronicler brightened suddenly. โ€œIโ€™ve been thinking about this all backward,โ€ he said, shaking his head at his own foolishness. โ€œIโ€™ll just visit the earl, then come back. You can have all the time you like then. I could even bring Skarpi back with me.โ€

Kote gave Chronicler a look of profound disdain. โ€œWhat gives you the slightest impression that I would be here when you came back?โ€ he asked incredulously. โ€œFor that matter, what makes you think youโ€™re free to simply walk out of here, knowing what you know?โ€

Chronicler went very still. โ€œAreโ€”โ€ He swallowed and started again. โ€œAre you saying thatโ€”โ€

โ€œThe story will take three days,โ€ Kote interrupted. โ€œStarting tomorrow.

Thatย is what I am saying.โ€

Chronicler closed his eyes and ran his hand over his face. The earl would be furious, of course. No telling what it might take to get back in his good graces. Stillโ€ฆโ€œIf thatโ€™s the only way that I can get it, I accept.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m glad to hear it.โ€ The innkeeper relaxed into a half smile. โ€œCome now, is three days really so unusual?โ€

Chroniclerโ€™s serious expression returned. โ€œThree days is quite unusual. But then againโ€”โ€ Some of the self-importance seemed to leak out of him. โ€œThen again,โ€ he made a gesture as if to show how useless words were. โ€œYou are Kvothe.โ€

The man who called himself Kote looked up from behind his bottles. A full-lipped smile played about his mouth. A spark was kindling behind his eyes. He seemed taller.

โ€œYes, I suppose I am,โ€ Kvothe said, and his voice had iron in it.

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