La Cantina had hardly changed in years.
Nora had a ๏ฌashback to the evening she had taken Dan there years ago, on his ๏ฌrst visit to Bedford.ย ๎ขeyโd sat at a table in a corner and had too many margaritas and talked about their joint future. It was the ๏ฌrst time that Dan had expressed his dream of living in a pub in the country.ย ๎ขey had been on the verge of moving in together, just as Nora and Dylan apparently were in this life. Now she remembered it, Dan had been pretty rude to the waiter, and Nora had overcompensated with excessive smiles. It was one of lifeโs rules โย Never trust someone who is willingly rude to low-paid service sta๏ฌย โย and Dan had failed at that one, and many of the others. Although Nora had to admit, La Cantina would not have been her top choice to return to.
โI love this place,โ Dylan said now, looking around at the busy, garish red-and-yellow dรฉcor. Nora wondered, quietly, if there was any place Dylan didnโt or wouldnโt love. He seemed like he would be able to sit in a ๏ฌeld near Chernobyl and marvel at the beautiful scenery.
Over black bean tacos, they talked about dogs and school. Dylan had been two years below Nora and remembered her primarily as โthe girl who was good at swimmingโ. He even remembered the school assembly โ which Nora had long tried to repress โ where she had been called on stage and given a certi๏ฌcate for being an exceptional representative of Hazeldene Comp. Now she thought about it, that was possibly the moment Nora had begun to go o๏ฌย swimming.ย ๎ขe moment she found it harder being with her friends, the moment she slunk away into the margins of school life.
โI used to see you in the library during breaks,โ he said, smiling at the memory. โI remember seeing you playing chess with that librarian we used
to have . . . what was her name?โ โMrs Elm,โ Nora said.
โ๎ขatโs it! Mrs Elm!โ And then he said something even more startling. โI saw her the other day.โ
โDid you?โ
โYeah. She was on Shakespeare Road. With someone dressed in a uniform. Like a nurseโs out๏ฌt. I think she was heading into the care home a๎er a walk. She looked very frail. Very old.โ
For some reason, Nora had assumed Mrs Elm had died years ago, and that the version of Mrs Elm she always saw in the library had made that idea more likely, as that version was always the exact version she had been at school, preserved in Noraโs memory like a mosquito in amber.
โOh no. Poor Mrs Elm. I loved her.โ
