Chapter no 4

The Maid (Molly the Maid, 1)

โ€ŒIam in the police station. It feels odd not to be either at the Regency Grand or at home in Granโ€™s apartment. I have trouble calling itย โ€œmyโ€Œ

apartment,โ€ but I suppose itโ€™s mine now. Mine and mine alone for as long as I can manage to pay the rent.

Now here I am in a place Iโ€™ve never been before, a place I certainly never expected to be in todayโ€”a small, white, cinder-block room with only two chairs, a table, and a camera in the upper-left corner, blinking a red light at me. The fluorescent illumination in here is too sharp and blinding. While I have a great appreciation of bright white in dรฉcor and clothing, this style choice is definitely not working. White only works when a room is clean. And make no mistake: this room is far from clean.

Perhaps itโ€™s an occupational hazard: I see dirt where others donโ€™t. The stains on the wall where a black briefcase likely grazed it, the coffee rings on the white table in front of me, two round, brownย oโ€™s. The gray thumbprints smeared around the doorknob, the geometric treads left on the floor from an officerโ€™s wet boots.

Detective Stark left me here just a few moments ago. Our car ride over was pleasant enough. She let me sit in the front of the car, which I

appreciated. Iโ€™m no criminal, thank you very much, so thereโ€™s no need to treat me like one. She tried to make small talk during the drive. Iโ€™m not good at small talk.

โ€œSo how long have you worked at the Regency Grand?โ€ she asked.

โ€œItโ€™s now approximately four years, thirteen weeks, and five days. I may be off by a day, but no more. I could tell you exactly if you have a calendar.โ€

โ€œNot necessary.โ€ She shook her head slowly for a few seconds, which I took to mean Iโ€™d offered too much information. Mr. Snow taught me โ€œKISS,โ€ which isnโ€™t what you think. It stands for Keep It Simple, Stupid. To be clear, he wasnโ€™t calling me stupid. He was suggesting that sometimes I overexplain, which Iโ€™ve learned can be annoying to others.

When we reached the station, Detective Stark greeted the receptionist, which was rather good of her. I do appreciate when so-called superiors properly greet their employeesโ€”No one is too high or too low for common courtesy,ย Gran would say.

Once we were in the station, the detective led me to this small room at the back.

โ€œCan I get you anything before we begin our chat? How about a cup of coffee?โ€

โ€œTea?โ€ I asked.

โ€œIโ€™ll see what I can do.โ€

Now sheโ€™s back with a Styrofoam cup in her hand. โ€œSorry, thereโ€™s no tea to be had in this cop shop. I brought you some water instead.โ€

A Styrofoam cup. I detest Styrofoam. The way it squeaks. The way dirt clings to it. The way even the slightest nick with a fingernail leaves a permanent scar, but I know to be polite. I wonโ€™t make a fuss.

โ€œThank you,โ€ I say.

She clears her throat and sits in the chair across from mine. She has a yellow note pad and a Bic pen, the top chewed. I will my mind not to think about the universe of bacteria dwelling on the top of that pen. She puts her pad down on the table, the pen beside it. She leans back and looks at me in that penetrating way of hers.

โ€œYouโ€™re not in any trouble, Molly,โ€ she says. โ€œI just want you to know that.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m well aware,โ€ I say.

The yellow pad is askew, approximately forty-seven degrees off from being square with the corner of the table. Before I can stop them, my hands move to rectify this untidiness, shifting the pad so itโ€™s parallel with the table. The pen is also askew, but there is no power on Earth great enough to make me touch it.

Detective Stark watches me, her head cocked to one side. This may be uncharitable, but she looks like a large dog listening for sounds in the forest. Eventually, she speaks.

โ€œIt seems to me that Mr. Snow might be right about you, that youโ€™re in shock. Itโ€™s common for people in shock to have trouble expressing their emotions. Iโ€™ve seen it before.โ€

Detective Stark does not know me at all. I suppose Mr. Snow didnโ€™t tell her much about me either. She thinks my behavior is peculiar, that Iโ€™m out of sorts because I found Mr. Black dead in his bed. And while it was shocking and I am out of sorts, Iโ€™m feeling much better now than I was a few hours ago, and Iโ€™m most certain that Iโ€™m behaving quite normally indeed.

What I really want is to go home, to make myself a proper cup of tea, and perhaps text Rodney about the dayโ€™s events in the hopes that he might console me in some way or offer himself for a date. If that doesnโ€™t transpire, not all is lost. I might take a nice bath and read an Agatha Christie novelโ€” Gran has so many of them, all of which Iโ€™ve read more than once.

I decide not to share any of these thoughts. Instead, I agree with Detective Stark insofar as I can without complete deception. โ€œDetective,โ€ I say, โ€œyou may be right that I am in shock, and Iโ€™m sorry if you think Iโ€™m not quite myself.โ€

โ€œItโ€™s perfectly understandable,โ€ she says, and her lips lift into a smileโ€” at least, I think itโ€™s a smile? I can rarely be certain.

โ€œIโ€™d like to ask you what you saw when you entered the Blacksโ€™ suite this afternoon. Did you see anything out of place or unusual?โ€

During each and every shift, I encounter a panoply of things that are โ€œout of placeโ€ or โ€œunusualโ€โ€”and not just in the Black suite. Today, I found a curtain rod ripped from its hinges in a room on the third floor, a contraband hot plate left in plain sight on a bathroom counter on the fourth floor, and six very giggly ladies trying to hide air mattresses under a bed in a room meant for two guests only. I did my due diligence and reported all of these infractionsโ€”and moreโ€”to Mr. Snow.

โ€œYour devotion to the high standards of the Regency Grand knows no bounds,โ€ Mr. Snow said, but he did not smile. His lips remained a perfect horizontal line.

โ€œThank you,โ€ I replied, feeling quite good about my report.

I consider what it is the detective really wants to know and what Iโ€™m prepared to divulge.

โ€œDetective,โ€ I say, โ€œthe Black suite was in its usual state of disarray when I entered this afternoon. There wasnโ€™t much out of the ordinary, except the pills on the bedside table.โ€

I offer this up on purpose, because itโ€™s a detail that even the most nitwitted investigator would have noticed at the scene. What I donโ€™t want to discuss are the other thingsโ€”the robe on the floor, the safe being open, the missing money, the flight itinerary, Giselleโ€™s purse being gone the second time I went into the room. And what I saw in that mirror in Mr. Blackโ€™s bedroom.

Iโ€™ve watched enough murder mysteries to know who the prime suspects tend to be. Wives often top the list, and the last thing I want is to cast any doubt on Giselle. Sheโ€™s blameless in all of this, and sheโ€™s my friend. Iโ€™m worried for her.

โ€œWeโ€™re looking into those pills,โ€ the detective says.

โ€œTheyโ€™re Giselleโ€™s,โ€ I say, despite myself. I cannot believe her name popped right out of my mouth. Perhaps I really am in shock, because my thoughts and my mouth arenโ€™t working in tandem the way they usually do.

โ€œHow do you know the pills are Giselleโ€™s?โ€ the detective asks, never looking up from the pad she writes on. โ€œThe container wasnโ€™t labeled.โ€

โ€œI know because I handle all of Giselleโ€™s toiletries. I line them up when I clean the bathroom. I like to organize them from tallest to smallest, though Iโ€™ll sometimes ascertain first if a guest prefers a different method of organization.โ€

โ€œA different method.โ€

โ€œYes, such as makeup products, medicines, feminine-hygiene productsโ€ฆโ€

Detective Starkโ€™s mouth opens slightly.

โ€œOr shaving implements, moisturizers, hair tonics. Do you see?โ€

She is silent for too long. Sheโ€™s looking at me like Iโ€™m the idiot when clearly sheโ€™s the one unable to grasp my very simple logic. The truth is that I know the pills are Giselleโ€™s because Iโ€™ve seen her pop them into her mouth several times while Iโ€™ve been in her room. I even asked about them once.

โ€œThese?โ€ she said. โ€œThey calm me down when I freak out. Want one?โ€

I politely declined. Drugs are for pain management only, and Iโ€™m acutely aware of what can happen when theyโ€™re abused.

The detective carries on with her questions. โ€œWhen you arrived in the Blacksโ€™ room, did you go straight to the bedroom?โ€

โ€œNo,โ€ I say. โ€œThat would be against protocols. First, I announced my arrival, thinking that perhaps someone was in the suite. As it turns out, I was one hundred percent correct on that assumption.โ€

The detective looks at me and says nothing. I wait. โ€œYou didnโ€™t write that down,โ€ I say. โ€œWrite what down?โ€

โ€œWhat I just said.โ€

She gives me an unreadable look, then picks up herย plume de pesteย and jots down my words, smacking the pen against the pad when sheโ€™s done. โ€œSo then what?โ€ she asks.

โ€œWell,โ€ I say, โ€œwhen no one answered, I ventured into the sitting room, which was quite untidy. I wanted to clean it up, but first I thought it right to look around the rest of the suite. I walked into the bedroom and found Mr. Black in bed, as though he were resting.โ€

Her chewed pen cap wags at me menacingly as she scratches down my words. โ€œGo on,โ€ she prompts.

I explain how I approached Mr. Blackโ€™s bedside, checked for breath, for a pulse, but found none, how I called down to Reception for help. I tell her all of it, up to a point.

She writes furiously now, occasionally pausing to look at me, putting that germ factory of a pen in her mouth as she does so.

โ€œTell me something, do you know Mr. Black very well? Have you ever had conversations with him, beyond just about cleaning their suite?โ€

โ€œNo,โ€ I reply. โ€œMr. Black was always aloof. He drank a lot and did not seem partial to me at all, so I stayed clear of him as much as possible.โ€

โ€œAnd Giselle Black?โ€ the detective asked.

I thought of Giselle, of all the times weโ€™d conversed, of the intimacies shared, hers and mine. Thatโ€™s how a friendship is built, one small truth at a time.

I thought back to the very first time, many months ago, when I met Giselle. Iโ€™d cleaned the Blacksโ€™ suite many times before, but Iโ€™d never actually met Giselle. It was in the morning, probably around nine-thirty, when I knocked on the door and Giselle let me in. She was wearing a soft pink dressing gown made of satin or silk. Her dark hair cascaded onto her shoulders in perfect waves. She reminded me of the starlets in the old black-and-white movies that Gran and I used to watch together in the evenings. And yet there was something very contemporary about Giselle as well, like she bridged two worlds.

She invited me in and I thanked her, rolling my trolley in behind me. โ€œIโ€™m Giselle Black,โ€ she said, offering me her hand.

I didnโ€™t know what to do. Most guests avoid touching maids, especially our hands. They associate us with other peopleโ€™s grimeโ€”never their own. But not Giselle. She was different; she was always different. Perhaps thatโ€™s why Iโ€™m so fond of her.

I quickly wiped my hands on a fresh towel from my trolley and then reached out to shake her hand. โ€œIโ€™m pleased to make your acquaintance,โ€ I said.

โ€œAnd your name?โ€ she asked.

Again, I was flummoxed. Guests rarely asked my name. โ€œMolly,โ€ I mumbled, then curtsied.

โ€œMolly the Maid!โ€ she roared. โ€œThatโ€™s hilarious!โ€ โ€œIndeed, madame,โ€ I replied, looking down at my shoes.

โ€œOh, Iโ€™m no โ€˜madame,โ€™ โ€ she said. โ€œHavenโ€™t been for a long time. Call me Giselle. Sorry you have to clean this shithole every day. Weโ€™re a bit of a mess, me and Charles. But itโ€™s nice to open the door and find everything all fresh after youโ€™ve been here. Itโ€™s like being reborn every single day.โ€

My work had been noticed, acknowledged, appreciated. For a moment, I wasnโ€™t invisible.

โ€œIโ€™m at your serviceโ€ฆGiselle,โ€ I said.

She smiled then, a fulsome smile that reached all the way to her feline green eyes.

I felt the blood rush to my cheeks. I had no idea what to do next, what to say. Itโ€™s not every day that I engage in a real conversation with a guest of such stature. Itโ€™s also not every day that a guest acknowledges my existence.

I picked up my feather duster and was about to begin my work, but Giselle kept the conversation going.

โ€œTell me, Molly,โ€ she said. โ€œWhatโ€™s it like being a maid, cleaning up after people like me every day?โ€

No guest had ever asked me this. How to respond was not a subject covered in any of Mr. Snowโ€™s comprehensive professional development sessions on service decorum.

โ€œItโ€™s hard work,โ€ I said. โ€œBut I find it pleasing to leave a room pristine and to slip out and disappear without a trace.โ€

Giselle took a seat on the divan. She twirled a lock of her chestnut mane between her fingers. โ€œThat sounds incredible,โ€ she said. โ€œTo be invisible, to disappear like that. I have no privacy, no life. Everywhere I go, I have cameras in my face. And my husbandโ€™s a tyrant. I always thought being the wife of a rich husband would solve all of my problems, but thatโ€™s not how it turned out. Thatโ€™s not how it is at all.โ€

I was speechless. What was the appropriate response? I had no time to figure that out, because Giselle started talking again. โ€œBasically, Molly, what Iโ€™m saying is, my life sucks.โ€

She got up from the divan, went to the minibar, and grabbed a small bottle of Bombay gin, which she poured into a tumbler. She returned to the divan with her drink and plopped back down.

โ€œWe all have problems,โ€ I said. โ€œOh really? What are yours?โ€

Another question for which I was not prepared. I remembered Granโ€™s adviceโ€”Honesty is the best policy.

โ€œWell,โ€ I began. โ€œI may not have a husband, but I did have a boyfriend for a while, and because of him, I now have money problems. My beauโ€ฆhe turned out to beโ€ฆwell, a bad egg.โ€

โ€œA beau. A bad egg. You talk kind of funny, you know that?โ€ She took a big gulp from her glass. โ€œLike an old lady. Or the queen.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s because of my gran,โ€ I said. โ€œShe raised me. She wasnโ€™t very educated in the official senseโ€”she never went beyond high school, and she cleaned houses all of her life, until she got sick. But she schooled herself. She was clever. She believed in the three Eโ€™sโ€”Etiquette, Elocution, and Erudition. She taught me a lot. Everything, in fact.โ€

โ€œHuh,โ€ said Giselle.

โ€œShe believed in politeness and treating people with respect. Itโ€™s not your station in life that matters. Itโ€™s how you conduct yourself that counts.โ€

โ€œYeah. I get that. I think I would have liked your gran. And she taught you to talk like that? Like Eliza fromย My Fair Lady?โ€

โ€œI suppose she did, yes.โ€

She got up from the divan and stood right in front of me, her chin held high, taking me in.

โ€œYou have incredible skin. Itโ€™s like porcelain. I like you, Molly the Maid. Youโ€™re a bit weird, but I like you.โ€ She then skipped off to the bedroom and returned with a brown menโ€™s wallet in her hand. She rummaged through it and pulled out a new $100 bill. She put it in my hand.

โ€œHere. For you,โ€ she said.

โ€œNo, I couldnโ€™t possiblyโ€”โ€

โ€œHe wonโ€™t even notice itโ€™s gone. And even if he does, whatโ€™s he going to do about it, kill me?โ€

I looked down at the bill in my hand, crisp and feather-light. โ€œThank you,โ€ I managed, my voice a hoarse whisper. It was the biggest tip Iโ€™d ever received.

โ€œItโ€™s nothing. Donโ€™t mention it,โ€ she replied.

Thatโ€™s how it started, the friendship between Giselle and me. It continued and grew with each one of her extended stays. Over the course of a year, we became quite close. She would sometimes send me on errands so that she didnโ€™t have to face the paparazzi that often waited right outside the hotelโ€™s front door.

โ€œMolly, Iโ€™ve had quite a day. Charlesโ€™s daughter called me a gold digger, and his ex-wife told me I have terrible taste in men. Will you slip out and buy me barbecue chips and a Coke? Charles hates it when I eat junk, but heโ€™s out this afternoon. Here.โ€ Sheโ€™d pass me a $50 bill, and when Iโ€™d return with her treats, sheโ€™d always say the same thing. โ€œYouโ€™re the best, Molly. Keep the change.โ€

She seemed to understand that I donโ€™t always know the right way to behave or what to say. Once, I came at my usual time to clean the room, and Mr. Black was seated at the bureau by the door, perusing paperwork and smoking a filthy cigar.

โ€œSir. Is now a good time for me to return your suite to a state of perfection?โ€ I inquired.

Mr. Black peered at me over his glasses. โ€œWhat doย youย think?โ€ he asked, then, like a dragon, exhaled smoke right in my face.

โ€œI think itโ€™s a good time,โ€ I replied and turned on my vacuum.

Giselle rushed out of the bedroom. She put her arm around me and gestured for me to turn the machine off.

โ€œMolly,โ€ she said, โ€œheโ€™s trying to tell you itโ€™s a really bad time. Heโ€™s trying to tell you to basically fuck off.โ€

I felt horrible, like a complete fool. โ€œMy apologies,โ€ I said.

She grabbed my hand. โ€œItโ€™s okay,โ€ she said quietly so Mr. Black wouldnโ€™t hear. โ€œYou didnโ€™t mean anything by it.โ€ She saw me to the door and mouthed,ย Iโ€™m sorryย before holding it open so I could push my trolley and myself out of the suite.

Giselle is good like that. Instead of making me feel stupid, she helps me understand things. โ€œMolly, you stand too close to people, you know that? You have to back off a bit, not get right in peopleโ€™s faces when you talk to them. Imagine your trolley is between you and the other person, even if itโ€™s not really there.โ€

โ€œLike this?โ€ I asked, standing at what I thought was the correct distance. โ€œYes! Thatโ€™s perfect,โ€ she said, and she grabbed both of my arms and squeezed. โ€œAlways stand that far away, unless itโ€™s, like, me or another close

friend.โ€

Another close friend. Little did she know, she was my one and only.

Some days while I was cleaning the suite, I got the sense that despite being married to Mr. Black, she felt lonely and craved my company as much as I craved hers.

โ€œMolly!โ€ she yelled one day, greeting me at the door in silk pajamas even though it was close to noon. โ€œIโ€™m so glad youโ€™re here. Clean the rooms fast and then weโ€™re doing a makeover.โ€ She clapped her hands with joy.

โ€œExcuse me?โ€ I said.

โ€œIโ€™m going to teach you how to apply makeup. Youโ€™re really pretty, Molly, you know that? You have perfect skin. But your dark hair makes you look pale. And the problem is you donโ€™t try very hard. You have to enhance what nature gave you.โ€

I cleaned the suite quickly, which is hard to do without cutting corners, but I managed. It was lunchtime, so I figured it was acceptable to take a break. Giselle seated me at the vanity in the hallway outside of the bathroom. She brought out her makeup caseโ€”I knew it well since I reorganized each of her cosmetics every day, putting the caps back on things sheโ€™d left open and placing each tube or container back in its proper slot.

She rolled up her pajama sleeves, put her warm hands on my shoulders, and looked at me in the mirror. It was a lovely feeling, her hands resting on my shoulders. It reminded me of Gran.

She picked up her hairbrush and started brushing my hair. โ€œYour hair, itโ€™s like silk,โ€ she said. โ€œDo you straighten it?โ€

โ€œNo,โ€ I said. โ€œBut I wash it. Regularly and thoroughly. Itโ€™s quite clean.โ€ She giggled. โ€œOf course it is,โ€ she said.

โ€œAre you laughing with me or at me?โ€ I asked. โ€œThereโ€™s a big difference, you know.โ€

โ€œOh, I know,โ€ she said. โ€œIโ€™m the butt of many a joke. Iโ€™m laughing with you, Molly,โ€ she said. โ€œIโ€™d never laugh at you.โ€

โ€œThank you,โ€ I said. โ€œI appreciate that. The receptionists downstairs were laughing at me today. Something about the new nickname they gave me. To be honest, I donโ€™t fully understand it.โ€

โ€œWhat did they call you?โ€

โ€œRumba,โ€ I said. โ€œGran and I used to watchย Dancing with the Stars,ย and the rumba is a very lively partner dance.โ€

Giselle winced. โ€œI donโ€™t think they meant the dance, Molly. I think they meant Roomba, as in the robotic vacuum cleaner.โ€

Finally, I understood. I looked down at my hands in my lap so Giselle wouldnโ€™t notice the tears springing to my eyes. But it didnโ€™t work.

She stopped brushing my hair and put her hands back on my shoulders. โ€œMolly, donโ€™t listen to them. Theyโ€™re idiots.โ€

โ€œThank you,โ€ I said.

I sat stiffly in the chair, staring at myself and Giselle in the mirror as she worked on my face. I was concerned that anyone could come in and find me sitting down with Giselle Black, having my makeup done. How to handle guests placing you in this exact situation had never been covered in Mr. Snowโ€™s professional-development seminars.

โ€œClose your eyes,โ€ Giselle said. She wiped them, then dabbed cool foundation all over my face with a fresh makeup sponge.

โ€œTell me something, Molly,โ€ she said. โ€œYou live alone, right? Youโ€™re all by yourself?โ€

โ€œI am now,โ€ I said. โ€œMy gran died a few months ago. Before that, it was just the two of us.โ€

She took a powder container and brush and was about to use it on my face, but I stopped her. โ€œIs it clean?โ€ I asked. โ€œThe brush?โ€

Giselle sighed. โ€œYes, Molly. Itโ€™s clean. Youโ€™re not the only person in the world who sanitizes things, you know.โ€

This pleased me immensely because it confirmed what I knew in my heart. Giselle and I are so different, and yet, fundamentally, we are very much alike.

She began using the brush on my face. It felt like my feather duster, but in miniature, like a little sparrow was dusting my cheeks.

โ€œIs it hard, living alone like that? God, Iโ€™d never last. I donโ€™t know how to make it on my own.โ€

It had been very hard. I still greeted Gran every time I came home, even though I knew she wasnโ€™t there. I heard her voice in my head, heard her traipsing about the apartment every day. Most of the time, I wondered if that was normal or if I was going a bit soft in the head.

โ€œItโ€™s hard. But you adapt,โ€ I said.

Giselle stopped working and met my eyes in the mirror. โ€œI envy you,โ€ she said. โ€œTo be able to move on like that, to have the guts to be fully independent and not care what anyone thinks. And to be able to just walk down a street without being accosted.โ€

She had no idea how I struggled, not the slightest clue. โ€œItโ€™s not all a bed of roses,โ€ I said.

โ€œMaybe not, but at least you donโ€™t depend on anyone. Charles and I? It looks so glamorous from the outside, but sometimesโ€ฆsometimes itโ€™s not. And his kids hate me. Theyโ€™re close to my age, which I admit is kind of weird. His ex-wife? Sheโ€™s weirdly nice to me, which is worse than anything. She was here the other day. Do you know what she said to me the second Charles was out of earshot? She said, โ€˜Leave him while you still can.โ€™ The worst part is I know sheโ€™s right. Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice, you know?โ€

โ€œAs a matter of fact, I do,โ€ I said. Iโ€™d made my own wrong choiceโ€” Wilburโ€”something I still regretted every single day.

Molly picked up some eye shadow. โ€œClose your eyes again.โ€ I did so. Giselle continued to talk as she worked. โ€œA few years ago, I had one goal and one goal only. I wanted to be swept off my feet by a rich man who would take care of me. And I met this girlโ€”letโ€™s call her my mentor. She showed me the ropes. I went to all the right places, bought a couple of the right outfits. โ€˜Believe and you will receive,โ€™ she used to say. Sheโ€™d been married to three different men, divorced three times, taking each man for half his net worth. Isnโ€™t that incredible? She was set. A house in Saint- Tropez and another in Venice Beach. She lived alone, with a maid, a chef, and a driver. No one telling her what to do. No one bossing her around. Iโ€™d kill for that life. Who wouldnโ€™t?โ€

โ€œCan I open my eyes now?โ€ I asked.

โ€œNot yet. Almost, though.โ€ She switched to a thin brush that felt cool and tender on my eyelids.

โ€œAt least you donโ€™t have a man telling you what to do, a man whoโ€™s a hypocrite. Charles cheats on me,โ€ she said. โ€œDid you know that? Gets jealous if I so much as glance at another man, but he has at least two mistresses in different cities. And those are just the ones I know about. He has one here too. I wanted to strangle him when I found out. He pays off the paparazzi so they donโ€™t leak the truth about him. Meanwhile, I have to give him a full report on where Iโ€™m going every time I leave this room.โ€

I opened my eyes and sat up straight in my chair. I was most distressed to learn this about Mr. Black. โ€œI detest cheaters,โ€ I said. โ€œI despise them. He shouldnโ€™t do that to you. Itโ€™s not right, Giselle.โ€

Her hands were still close to my face. Sheโ€™d rolled her pajama sleeves up well past her elbows. From that vantage point, I could make out bruises on her arms, and as she leaned forward and her top shifted, I saw a blue-and- yellow mark on her collarbone too.

โ€œHow did you get those?โ€ I asked. There had to be a perfectly reasonable explanation.

She shrugged. โ€œLike I said, things arenโ€™t always great between Charles and me.โ€

I felt a familiar churn in my stomach, bitterness and anger frothing just below the surface, a volcano that I would not let erupt. Not yet.

โ€œYou deserve better treatment, Giselle,โ€ I said. โ€œYouโ€™re a good egg.โ€ โ€œMeh,โ€ she said. โ€œIโ€™m not that good. I try, but sometimesโ€ฆsometimes

itโ€™s hard to be good. Itโ€™s hard to do the right thing.โ€ She picked a blood-red shade of lipstick from her kit and began applying it to my lips.

โ€œYouโ€™re right about one thing, though. I deserve better. I deserve a Prince Charming. And Iโ€™ll make that happen, eventually. Iโ€™m working on it. Believe and you will receive, right?โ€ She put the lipstick down and picked up a large hourglass timer from the vanity. Iโ€™d seen it there often enough. I had polished its glass curves with ammonia and the brass with metal cleaner to bring it to a high shine. It was a beautiful object, classic and graceful, a pleasure to touch and to behold.

โ€œYou see this timer?โ€ she said, holding it in front of me. โ€œThe woman I met, my mentor? It was a gift from her. It was empty when she gave it to me, and she told me to fill it with sand from my favorite beach. I said, โ€˜Are you crazy? Iโ€™ve never even seen the ocean. What makes you think Iโ€™m going to a beach anytime soon?โ€™

โ€œTurns out she was right. Iโ€™ve seen a lot of beaches these past few years. I was escorted to many of them even before I met Charlesโ€”the French Riviera, Polynesia, the Maldives, the Caymans. The Caymans are my favorite. I could live there forever. Charles owns a villa there, and the last time he took me, I filled this timer with sand from the beach. I turn it over sometimes and just watch the sand run through. Time, right? You gotta make things happen. Make what you want out of your life before itโ€™s too lateโ€ฆ. And done!โ€ she said, stepping away so I could see my reflection in the mirror.

She stood behind me, hands on my shoulders again.

โ€œSee?โ€ she said. โ€œJust a bit of makeup, and suddenly youโ€™re a hottie.โ€

I turned my head from side to side. I could barely see my old self anymore. I knew that I somehow looked โ€œbetter,โ€ or at least more like

everyone else, but there was something very off-putting about the change. โ€œDo you like it? Itโ€™s like duckling to swan, like Cinderella at the ball.โ€

I knew the etiquette for this, which was a relief. When someone compliments you, youโ€™re supposed to thank them. And when they do something kind for youโ€”even if you didnโ€™t want them toโ€”youโ€™re supposed to thank them.

โ€œI appreciate your efforts,โ€ I said.

โ€œYouโ€™re welcome,โ€ she replied. โ€œAnd take this,โ€ she said, picking up the beautiful timer. โ€œItโ€™s a gift. From me to you, Molly.โ€

She put the glowing object into my hands. It was the first gift Iโ€™d received since Gran died. I couldnโ€™t recall the last time Iโ€™d been given a gift by someone other than Gran. โ€œI love it,โ€ I said. I meant it. This was something I valued much more than any makeover. I couldnโ€™t believe it was now mine, to cherish and polish from this day forth. It was filled with sand from a far-off, exotic place that I would never see. And it was a generous gift from a friend.

โ€œI will keep it here in my hotel locker in case you ever want it back,โ€ I said. The truth is that as much as I loved the timer, I couldnโ€™t bring it home. I wanted only Granโ€™s things at home.

โ€œReally, I love it, Giselle. I will admire it every day.โ€

โ€œWho are you kidding? You already do admire it every day.โ€

I smiled. โ€œYes, I suppose youโ€™re right,โ€ I said. โ€œMay I make a suggestion?โ€

She stood there with a hand on her hip while I tidied her makeup kit and cleaned up the vanity.

โ€œYou might consider leaving Mr. Black. He hurts you. Youโ€™re better off without him.โ€

โ€œIf only it were that easy,โ€ she said. โ€œBut time, Miss Molly. Time heals all wounds, as they say.โ€

She was right. As time passes, the wound doesnโ€™t hurt as much as it did at first, and thatโ€™s always a surpriseโ€”to feel a little bit better and yet to miss the past.

No sooner had that thought crossed my mind than I realized how late it was. I checked my phoneโ€”1:03ย P.M. My lunch hour was over minutes ago!

โ€œI have to go, Giselle. My supervisor, Cheryl, will be very upset with my tardiness.โ€

โ€œOh, her. She was sniffing around here yesterday. She came in asking if we were pleased with the cleaning services. I said, โ€˜Iโ€™ve got the best maid ever. Why wouldnโ€™t I be pleased?โ€™ And she stood there with that dumb look on her face and said, โ€˜Iโ€™ll do a much better job for you than Molly. Iโ€™m her supervisor.โ€™ And Iโ€™m like, โ€˜Nope.โ€™ I pulled out a tenner from my purse and handed it to her. โ€˜Mollyโ€™s the only maid I need, thanks,โ€™ I said. Then she left. Sheโ€™s a real piece of work, that one. Gives new meaning to the term โ€˜resting bitch face,โ€™ if you know what Iโ€™m saying.โ€

Gran taught me not to use foul language, and I rarely do. But I could not deny Giselleโ€™s appropriate use of language in this particular instance. I started to smile despite myself.

โ€œMolly? Molly.โ€ It was Detective Stark.

โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ I said. โ€œCan you repeat the question?โ€

โ€œI asked if you know Giselle Black. Did you ever have any dealings with her? Conversations? Did she ever say anything about Mr. Black that struck you as odd? Did she ever mention anything that might help our investigation?โ€

โ€œInvestigation?โ€

โ€œAs I mentioned, itโ€™s likely that Mr. Black died of natural causes, but itโ€™s my job to rule out other possibilities. Thatโ€™s why Iโ€™m talking to you today.โ€ The detective wipes a hand across her brow. โ€œSo, again Iโ€™ll ask: did Giselle Black ever talk to you?โ€

โ€œDetective,โ€ I say, โ€œIโ€™m a hotel maid. Who would want to talk to me?โ€ She considers this, then nods. She is entirely satisfied with my response. โ€œThank you, Molly,โ€ she says. โ€œItโ€™s been a tough day for you, I can see

that. Let me take you home.โ€ And so she did.

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