I PLUNGE TO MY DEATH
WE SPENT TWO DAYS ON THEย Amtrak train, heading west through hills, over rivers, past amber waves of grain.โ
We werenโt attacked once, but I didnโt relax. I felt that we were traveling around in a display case, being watched from above and maybe from below, that something was waiting for the right opportunity.
I tried to keep a low profile because my name and picture were splattered over the front pages of several East Coast newspapers. Theย Trenton Register-Newsย showed a photo taken by a tourist as I got off the Greyhound bus. I had a wild look in my eyes. My sword was a metallic blur in my hands. It mightโve been a baseball bat or a lacrosse stick.
The pictureโs caption read:
Twelve-year-old Percy Jackson, wanted for questioning in the Long Island disappearance of his mother two weeks ago, is shown here fleeing from the bus where he accosted several elderly female passengers. The bus exploded on an east New Jersey roadside shortly after Jackson fled the scene. Based on eyewitness accounts, police believe the boy may be traveling with two teenage accomplices. His stepfather, Gabe Ugliano, has offered a cash reward for information leading to his capture.
โDonโt worry,โ Annabeth told me. โMortal police could never find us.โ But she didnโt sound so sure.
The rest of the day I spent alternately pacing the length of the train (because I had a really hard time sitting still) or looking out the windows.
Once, I spotted a family of centaurs galloping across a wheat field, bows at the ready, as they hunted lunch. The little boy centaur, who was the size of a second-grader on a pony, caught my eye and waved. I looked around the passenger car, but nobody else had noticed. The adult riders all had their faces buried in laptop computers or magazines.
Another time, toward evening, I saw something huge moving through the woods. I couldโve sworn it was a lion, except that lions donโt live wild in America, and this thing was the size of a Hummer. Its fur glinted gold in the evening light. Then it leaped through the trees and was gone.
Our reward money for returning Gladiola the poodle had only been enough to purchase tickets as far as Denver. We couldnโt get berths in the sleeper car, so we dozed in our seats. My neck got stiff. I tried not to drool in my sleep, since Annabeth was sitting right next to me.
Grover kept snoring and bleating and waking me up. Once, he shuffled around and his fake foot fell off. Annabeth and I had to stick it back on before any of the other passengers noticed.
โSo,โ Annabeth asked me, once weโd gotten Groverโs sneaker readjusted. โWho wants your help?โ
โWhat do you mean?โ
โWhen you were asleep just now, you mumbled, โI wonโt help you.โ Who were you dreaming about?โ
I was reluctant to say anything. It was the second time Iโd dreamed about the evil voice from the pit. But it bothered me so much I finally told her.
Annabeth was quiet for a long time. โThat doesnโt sound like Hades. He always appears on a black throne, and he never laughs.โ
โHe offered my mother in trade. Who else could do that?โ
โI guessโฆif he meant, โHelp me rise from the Underworld.โ If he wants war with the Olympians. But why ask you to bring him the master bolt if he already has it?โ
I shook my head, wishing I knew the answer. I thought about what Grover had told me, that the Furies on the bus seemed to have been looking for something.
Where is it? Where?
Maybe Grover sensed my emotions. He snorted in his sleep, muttered something about vegetables, and turned his head.
Annabeth readjusted his cap so it covered his horns. โPercy, you canโt barter with Hades. You know that, right? Heโs deceitful, heartless, and greedy. I donโt care if his Kindly Ones werenโt as aggressive this timeโโ
โThis time?โ I asked. โYou mean youโve run into them before?โ
Her hand crept up to her necklace. She fingered a glazed white bead painted with the image of a pine tree, one of her clay end-of-summer tokens. โLetโs just say Iโve got no love for the Lord of the Dead. You canโt be tempted to make a deal for your mom.โ
โWhat would you do if it was your dad?โ โThatโs easy,โ she said. โIโd leave him to rot.โ โYouโre not serious?โ
Annabethโs gray eyes fixed on me. She wore the same expression sheโd worn in the woods at camp, the moment she drew her sword against the hellhound. โMy dadโs resented me since the day I was born, Percy,โ she said. โHe never wanted a baby. When he got me, he asked Athena to take me back and raise me on Olympus because he was too busy with his work. She wasnโt happy about that. She told him heroes had to be raised by their mortal parent.โ
โBut howโฆI mean, I guess you werenโt born in a hospitalโฆ.โ
โI appeared on my fatherโs doorstep, in a golden cradle, carried down from Olympus by Zephyr the West Wind. Youโd think my dad would remember that as a miracle, right? Like, maybe heโd take some digital photos or something. But he always talked about my arrival as if it were the most inconvenient thing that had ever happened to him. When I was five he got married and totally forgot about Athena. He got a โregularโ mortal wife, and had two โregularโ mortal kids, and tried to pretend I didnโt exist.โ
I stared out the train window. The lights of a sleeping town were drifting by. I wanted to make Annabeth feel better, but I didnโt know how.
โMy mom married a really awful guy,โ I told her. โGrover said she did it to protect me, to hide me in the scent of a human family. Maybe thatโs what your dad was thinking.โ
Annabeth kept worrying at her necklace. She was pinching the gold college ring that hung with the beads. It occurred to me that the ring must be her fatherโs. I wondered why she wore it if she hated him so much.
โHe doesnโt care about me,โ she said. โHis wifeโmy stepmomโtreated me like a freak. She wouldnโt let me play with her children. My dad went along with her. Whenever something dangerous happenedโyou know, something with monstersโthey would both look at me resentfully, like, โHow dare you put our family at risk.โ Finally, I took the hint. I wasnโt wanted. I ran away.โ
โHow old were you?โ
โSame age as when I started camp. Seven.โ
โButโฆyou couldnโt have gotten all the way to Half-Blood Hill by yourself.โ
โNot alone, no. Athena watched over me, guided me toward help. I made a couple of unexpected friends who took care of me, for a short time, anyway.โ
I wanted to ask what happened, but Annabeth seemed lost in sad memories. So I listened to the sound of Grover snoring and gazed out the train windows as the dark fields of Ohio raced by.
Toward the end of our second day on the train, June 13, eight days before the summer solstice, we passed through some golden hills and over the Mississippi River into St. Louis.
Annabeth craned her neck to see the Gateway Arch, which looked to me like a huge shopping bag handle stuck on the city.
โI want to do that,โ she sighed. โWhat?โ I asked.
โBuild something like that. You ever see the Parthenon, Percy?โ โOnly in pictures.โ
โSomeday, Iโm going to see it in person. Iโm going to build the greatest monument to the gods, ever. Something thatโll last a thousand years.โ
I laughed. โYou? An architect?โ
I donโt know why, but I found it funny. Just the idea of Annabeth trying to sit quietly and draw all day.
Her cheeks flushed. โYes, an architect. Athena expects her children to create things, not just tear them down, like a certain god of earthquakes I could mention.โ
I watched the churning brown water of the Mississippi below. โSorry,โ Annabeth said. โThat was mean.โ
โCanโt we work together a little?โ I pleaded. โI mean, didnโt Athena and Poseidon ever cooperate?โ
Annabeth had to think about it. โI guessโฆthe chariot,โ she said tentatively. โMy mom invented it, but Poseidon created horses out of the crests of waves. So they had to work together to make it complete.โ
โThen we can cooperate, too. Right?โ
We rode into the city, Annabeth watching as the Arch disappeared behind a hotel.
โI suppose,โ she said at last.
We pulled into the Amtrak station downtown. The intercom told us weโd have a three-hour layover before departing for Denver.
Grover stretched. Before he was even fully awake, he said, โFood.โ โCome on, goat boy,โ Annabeth said. โSightseeing.โ โSightseeing?โ
โThe Gateway Arch,โ she said. โThis may be my only chance to ride to the top. Are you coming or not?โ
Grover and I exchanged looks.
I wanted to say no, but I figured that if Annabeth was going, we couldnโt very well let her go alone.
Grover shrugged. โAs long as thereโs a snack bar without monsters.โ
The Arch was about a mile from the train station. Late in the day, the lines to get in werenโt that long. We threaded our way through the underground museum, looking at covered wagons and other junk from the 1800s. It wasnโt all that thrilling, but Annabeth kept telling us interesting facts about how the Arch was built, and Grover kept passing me jelly beans, so I was okay.
I kept looking around, though, at the other people in line. โYou smell anything?โ I murmured to Grover.
He took his nose out of the jelly-bean bag long enough to sniff. โUnderground,โ he said distastefully. โUnderground air always smells like monsters. Probably doesnโt mean anything.โ
But something felt wrong to me. I had a feeling we shouldnโt be here. โGuys,โ I said. โYou know the godsโ symbols of power?โ
Annabeth had been in the middle of reading about the construction equipment used to build the Arch, but she looked over. โYeah?โ
โWell, Hadeโโ
Grover cleared his throat. โWeโre in a public placeโฆYou mean, our friend downstairs?โ
โUm, right,โ I said. โOur friendย wayย downstairs. Doesnโt he have a hat like Annabethโs?โ
โYou mean the Helm of Darkness,โ Annabeth said. โYeah, thatโs his symbol of power. I saw it next to his seat during the winter solstice council meeting.โ
โHe was there?โ I asked.
She nodded. โItโs the only time heโs allowed to visit Olympusโthe darkest day of the year. But his helm is a lot more powerful than my invisibility hat, if what Iโve heard is trueโฆ.โ
โIt allows him to become darkness,โ Grover confirmed. โHe can melt into shadow or pass through walls. He canโt be touched, or seen, or heard. And he can radiate fear so intense it can drive you insane or stop your heart. Why do you think all rational creatures fear the dark?โ
โBut thenโฆhow do we know heโs not here right now, watching us?โ I asked.
Annabeth and Grover exchanged looks. โWe donโt,โ Grover said.
โThanks, that makes me feel a lot better,โ I said. โGot any blue jelly beans left?โ
Iโd almost mastered my jumpy nerves when I saw the tiny little elevator car we were going to ride to the top of the Arch, and I knew I was in trouble. I hate confined places. They make me nuts.
We got shoehorned into the car with this big fat lady and her dog, a Chihuahua with a rhinestone collar. I figured maybe the dog was a seeing-eye Chihuahua, because none of the guards said a word about it.
We started going up, inside the Arch. Iโd never been in an elevator that went in a curve, and my stomach wasnโt too happy about it.
โNo parents?โ the fat lady asked us.
She had beady eyes; pointy, coffee-stained teeth; a floppy denim hat, and a denim dress that bulged so much, she looked like a blue-jean blimp.
โTheyโre below,โ Annabeth told her. โScared of heights.โ โOh, the poor darlings.โ
The Chihuahua growled. The woman said, โNow, now, sonny. Behave.โ The dog had beady eyes like its owner, intelligent and vicious.
I said, โSonny. Is that his name?โ
โNo,โ the lady told me.
She smiled, as if that cleared everything up.
At the top of the Arch, the observation deck reminded me of a tin can with carpeting. Rows of tiny windows looked out over the city on one side and the river on the other. The view was okay, but if thereโs anything I like less than a confined space, itโs a confined space six hundred feet in the air. I was ready to go pretty quick.
Annabeth kept talking about structural supports, and how she wouldโve made the windows bigger, and designed a see-through floor. She probably couldโve stayed up there for hours, but luckily for me the park ranger announced that the observation deck would be closing in a few minutes.
I steered Grover and Annabeth toward the exit, loaded them into the elevator, and I was about to get in myself when I realized there were already two other tourists inside. No room for me.
The park ranger said, โNext car, sir.โ
โWeโll get out,โ Annabeth said. โWeโll wait with you.โ
But that was going to mess everybody up and take even more time, so I said, โNaw, itโs okay. Iโll see you guys at the bottom.โ
Grover and Annabeth both looked nervous, but they let the elevator door slide shut. Their car disappeared down the ramp.
Now the only people left on the observation deck were me, a little boy with his parents, the park ranger, and the fat lady with her Chihuahua.
I smiled uneasily at the fat lady. She smiled back, her forked tongue flickering between her teeth.
Wait a minute. Forked tongue?
Before I could decide if Iโd really seen that, her Chihuahua jumped down and started yapping at me.
โNow, now, sonny,โ the lady said. โDoes this look like a good time? We have all these nice people here.โ
โDoggie!โ said the little boy. โLook, a doggie!โ His parents pulled him back.
The Chihuahua bared his teeth at me, foam dripping from his black lips. โWell, son,โ the fat lady sighed. โIf you insist.โ
Ice started forming in my stomach. โUm, did you just call that Chihuahua your son?โ
โChimera, dear,โ the fat lady corrected. โNot a Chihuahua. Itโs an easy mistake to make.โ
She rolled up her denim sleeves, revealing that the skin of her arms was scaly and green. When she smiled, I saw that her teeth were fangs. The pupils of her eyes were sideways slits, like a reptileโs.
The Chihuahua barked louder, and with each bark, it grew. First to the size of a Doberman, then to a lion. The bark became a roar.
The little boy screamed. His parents pulled him back toward the exit, straight into the park ranger, who stood, paralyzed, gaping at the monster.
The Chimera was now so tall its back rubbed against the roof. It had the head of a lion with a blood-caked mane, the body and hooves of a giant goat, and a serpent for a tail, a ten-foot-long diamondback growing right out of its shaggy behind. The rhinestone dog collar still hung around its neck, and the plate-sized dog tag was now easy to read:ย CHIMERAโRABID, FIRE-BREATHING, POISONOUSโIF FOUND, PLEASE CALL TARTARUSโEXT. 954.
I realized I hadnโt even uncapped my sword. My hands were numb. I was ten feet away from the Chimeraโs bloody maw, and I knew that as soon as I moved, the creature would lunge.
The snake lady made a hissing noise that mightโve been laughter. โBe honored, Percy Jackson. Lord Zeus rarely allows me to test a hero with one of my brood. For I am the Mother of Monsters, the terrible Echidna!โ
I stared at her. All I could think to say was: โIsnโt that a kind of anteater?โ
She howled, her reptilian face turning brown and green with rage. โI hate it when people say that! I hate Australia! Naming that ridiculous animal after me. For that, Percy Jackson, my son shall destroy you!โ
The Chimera charged, its lion teeth gnashing. I managed to leap aside and dodge the bite.
I ended up next to the family and the park ranger, who were all screaming now, trying to pry open the emergency exit doors.
I couldnโt let them get hurt. I uncapped my sword, ran to the other side of the deck, and yelled, โHey, Chihuahua!โ
The Chimera turned faster than I wouldโve thought possible.
Before I could swing my sword, it opened its mouth, emitting a stench like the worldโs largest barbecue pit, and shot a column of flame straight at me.
I dove through the explosion. The carpet burst into flames; the heat was so intense, it nearly seared off my eyebrows.
Where I had been standing a moment before was a ragged hole in the side of the Arch, with melted metal steaming around the edges.
Great, I thought. We just blowtorched a national monument.
Riptide was now a shining bronze blade in my hands, and as the Chimera turned, I slashed at its neck.
That was my fatal mistake. The blade sparked harmlessly off the dog collar. I tried to regain my balance, but I was so worried about defending myself against the fiery lionโs mouth, I completely forgot about the serpent tail until it whipped around and sank its fangs into my calf.
My whole leg was on fire. I tried to jab Riptide into the Chimeraโs mouth, but the serpent tail wrapped around my ankles and pulled me off balance, and my blade flew out of my hand, spinning out of the hole in the Arch and down toward the Mississippi River.
I managed to get to my feet, but I knew I had lost. I was weaponless. I could feel deadly poison racing up to my chest. I remembered Chiron saying that Anaklusmos would always return to me, but there was no pen in my pocket. Maybe it had fallen too far away. Maybe it only returned when it was in pen form. I didnโt know, and I wasnโt going to live long enough to figure it out.
I backed into the hole in the wall. The Chimera advanced, growling, smoke curling from its lips. The snake lady, Echidna, cackled. โThey donโt make heroes like they used to, eh, son?โ
The monster growled. It seemed in no hurry to finish me off now that I was beaten.
I glanced at the park ranger and the family. The little boy was hiding behind his fatherโs legs. I had to protect these people. I couldnโt justโฆdie. I tried to think, but my whole body was on fire. My head felt dizzy. I had no sword. I was facing a massive, fire-breathing monster and its mother. And I was scared.
There was no place else to go, so I stepped to the edge of the hole. Far, far below, the river glittered.
If I died, would the monsters go away? Would they leave the humans alone?
โIf you are the son of Poseidon,โ Echidna hissed, โyou would not fear water. Jump, Percy Jackson. Show me that water will not harm you. Jump and retrieve your sword. Prove your bloodline.โ
Yeah, right, I thought. Iโd read somewhere that jumping into water from a couple of stories up was like jumping onto solid asphalt. From here, Iโd splatter on impact.
The Chimeraโs mouth glowed red, heating up for another blast. โYou have no faith,โ Echidna told me. โYou do not trust the gods. I
cannot blame you, little coward. Better you die now. The gods are faithless. The poison is in your heart.โ
She was right: I was dying. I could feel my breath slowing down.
Nobody could save me, not even the gods.
I backed up and looked down at the water. I remembered the warm glow of my fatherโs smile when I was a baby. He must have seen me. He must have visited me when I was in my cradle.
I remembered the swirling green trident that had appeared above my head the night of capture the flag, when Poseidon had claimed me as his son.
But this wasnโt the sea. This was the Mississippi, dead center of the USA. There was no Sea God here.
โDie, faithless one,โ Echidna rasped, and the Chimera sent a column of flame toward my face.
โFather, help me,โ I prayed.
I turned and jumped. My clothes on fire, poison coursing through my veins, I plummeted toward the river.