Night 1
We donโt die.
The airplane touches down safely in Jacksonville to relieved sighs and a few
awkward claps and whistles. The crew apologize profusely at the door as we are deplaned and escorted by gate staff to a holding area where weโre corralled and bribed with free snacks and coffee. A lady in a blazer doesnโt laugh when I ask for a beer instead.
โWho do we want for Jamie?โ Sabrina says, after texting my mom to check in. Both Grandma and the kid are fine.
The wife, on the other handโฆ โHuh?โ I eye her in confusion.
โFor our will. We need a custody plan for Jamie.โ She starts rummaging around in her purse. โI think your mom would be the best guardian, yeah?โ
โHere, darlinโ. Have some cookies.โ I grab three bags of mini Oreos from the basket on the chair across from us and toss them in her lap. โYouโre still feeling the adrenaline. Itโll pass.โ
Sabrina looks up from her bag and fixes me with a death stare. โYouโre trying to shut me up with cookies? We almost
died in a fiery plane crash, and we donโt have anything that lays out what happens to our daughter if we both die.โ
โI assumed sheโd become a circus nomad until she finds herself making turquoise jewelry in the desert.โ
โGee, John, Iโm glad you think this is funny.โ
Shit. She called me John. Now I know itโs serious.
โItโs not funny,โ I assure her. โBut this conversation is maybe a little morbid, donโt you think?โ
โIf I can please have everyoneโs attention.โ A tall, authoritative-looking representative from the airline in a pantsuit stands in the middle of our holding area. โThe maintenance crew has determined there was a minor electrical failure on the aircraft which necessitated the early landing.โ
โEarly.โ Sabrina scoffs at the euphemism.
โIt appears the in-flight entertainment system shorted out.โ
A loud gasp sounds from the end of our row, courtesy of Marcia. โYou did this to us by pressing all those buttons! You froze the screen,โ she accuses her husband, pointing one red-painted talon at him.
The rotund man glares at her.
โI can assure you,โ the airline rep says smoothly, โthat the failure occurred in the wiring itself and not as a result of any passenger touching the screen.โ
She then proceeds to tell us our plane is grounded and theyโre flying in a new one to get us to St. Maarten, where Sabrina and I are hopping a ferry to St. Barthโs.
โHow long will that take?โ someone asks.
The rep is noncommittal about a timeframe, which gets groans and arguments from the cranky passengers. Sighing, I start texting to give notice weโre not making our scheduled departure. First my mom, then Dean, whose house weโre staying at.
โGive me a pen,โ Sabrina says, nudging me. โHuh?โ
โA pen. I need a pen.โ
I fish one out of my carry-on, and she snatches it out of my hand. Sabrina, now obsessed with the idea of our untimely deaths, uses the delay to furiously scribble down a will on the back of the flight confirmation we printed off before leaving the house. Iโd much rather throw an arm around her, pull her close, and sit there eavesdropping on our fellow passengers, but Sabrinaโs wholly focused on the task at hand.
โJamie goes to Mama Tucker?โ she prompts. โGarrett and Hannah as backups?โ
โIโm good with that.โ
โAll right. That one was easy. What about our finances? You want to leave instructions to sell the bars, or have someone else run them until Jamie comes of age? Fitz maybe? Heโd probably like that.โ She chews on the cap of the pen. โDo you want to leave any monetary gifts to anyone or just give it all to Jamie?โ
โI think the most important question isโwho do you trust to erase our browser history?โ
โWhat?โ Sabrina cocks her head at me, bent over her lap while she writes.
โWe canโt let my mom do it, and I think Jamie might still be a little young to use the laptops.โ
Sabrinaโs nostrils flare. โYouโre making fun of me.โ
โNope,โ I say innocently. โJust trying to contribute to our death wishes.โ
She doesnโt have to speak to tell me to fuck off. Her brown eyes scream daggers. I hide a grin and open one of the cookie bags.
By the time we touch down in St. Maarten, Sabrinaโs
pissed at me because I donโt have strong feelings about
how Iโd like to be buried or who gets my college Xbox game collection. On the private ferry to St. Barthโs, she just stares out at the dark water as if sheโs fantasizing about pushing me overboard. Weโre both exhausted and sweaty and fully regretting this whole ordealโuntil the boat lets us off at our dock and we walk the sandy path up a hill to the house lit in amber against the night sky.
โAre you kidding me?โ Coming through the front door, Sabrina drops her bags and does a full spin, staring up at the high ceiling and exposed beams. She takes in the marble floors and enormous breadth of house. โThis place is unbelievable.โ
โDeanโs family is hideously rich. You know that.โ
โI thought I did, but this isย obscene,โ she says, skipping ahead of me. โThey have a private dock. And a private beach. Andโoh my God, thereโs food!โ
I find her in the kitchen, popping open a bottle of Acqua Panna spring water while shoving fruit in her mouth. On the white marble counter, Deanโs housekeeping staff had left out a serving tray of cut pineapple, melon, and papaya, along with water and a bottle of Dom Perignon. Iโd had my fill of champagne on the plane, so I set the bottle aside. Thereโs also a typed piece of paper lying on top of a thin binder.
As Sabrina bites into a piece of melon, I pick up the sheet and read it aloud. โโWelcome to Villa le Blanc, Sabrina and Tucker! This binder has everything youโll need to know for your stay, and youโll find all necessary keys in the cabinet above the wine fridge. If you have any questions, donโt hesitate to ask our housekeeper Isa, or property manager Claudette. Congratulations to the newlyweds! Love, Lori and Peter.โโ
Jeez, Deanโs parents are super-hosts. The binder is a treasure trove of information. Alarm codes. A map of the sprawling property. Phone numbers for a private chef, local restaurants, tour companies. Contact info for Isa, who
apparently brings fresh fruit and newspapers every morning. Instructions on how to have groceries delivered to the villa. How to drive the boat. The ATVs and other beach toys. Itโs like a mini resort. Goddamn Dean living the life of luxury over here.
We do a quick walk of the first floor, which overlooks the beach out front and is surrounded by palm trees in the back. Sabrina slides open the glass doors to the pool deck to welcome in the cool ocean breeze, white curtains billowing around her.
โYou hear that?โ she says with a brilliant smile.
I do. I hear the ocean. Waves running up on shore. Distant insects chirping. The soothing near-silence, unbroken by a screaming child or cartoons on TV.
Our earlier trauma dissolves in the night air, all anger and irritability subsiding by the time we shut off the outdoor shower of the master suite and slip naked beneath expensive sheets.
โDo you still regret coming?โ I ask, drawing her warm body closer.
She lays her head on my chest, her short fingernails absently stroking the ridges of my abs. โNear-fatal catastrophe aside? No, Iโm glad weโre here. This place is incredible.โ
I think the dual showerhead was the tipping point that made the trip worth it for her.
โThanks for being a good sport,โ she says by way of an apology.
โNo sweat.โ I know the woman I married. She can be intense, but thatโs ultimately what I love about her.
โI really am looking forward to spending some quality time together.โ Sabrinaโs fingertips skim up my chest toward my face, gently tracing the line of my jaw.
โJust you, me, and this ass.โ I grab a handful and give it a squeeze, to which she jabs me in the ribs.
โYouโre such a guy.โ
โHa, like you donโt want it as bad as I do.โ Her quiet laughter tickles my nipple. โTrue.โ
And even though weโre both exhausted and mentally drained from todayโs ordeal, thatโs no excuse for wasting this opportunity. So I tilt her chin up to kiss me, combing my hand through her hair.
It really is the little things I miss about her. The way her hair smells. How soft her skin is at the nape of her neck. I hike her leg up over my hip as I turn on my side. Itโs almost like I havenโt touched her at all in months. The curves of her body so familiar and yet Iโve missed her. She reaches between us and strokes my erection while I pay special attention to her breasts, sucking on the beaded tips until sheโs moaning uncontrollably, her fist tight around the aching length of me.
โGet up here and ride my dick,โ I say hoarsely, pulling her to straddle me.
I grip her hips as she settles on top of me and slowly sinks down. Fuck, I love watching her bounce on my cock. This incredible woman. My wife. I palm her tits as she rocks back and forth, using me to hit the spot that makes her legs shake and her teeth dig into her bottom lip. Her long, dark hair falls around her face while she breathes heavy and determined.
โGet yourself close, baby,โ I whisper. โLet me see you come.โ
The dirty request causes her nails to dig into my skin where her palms are planted on my chest. The sting sends a bolt of heat to my balls, which draw up tight to my body. Damn, Iโm getting close myself. Too close.
I clench my ass cheeks and bite my lip to ward off the climax. Not yet. Not until Sabrina loses control first.
When her pace slows, I wrap my arm around her waist and flip us over to bury myself deeper inside her. I push her knee up to open her wider as I thrust, leaning in to taste the bead of sweat collecting across her collarbone.
Dragging my tongue down her chest to suck on one hard nipple while Sabrina claws at my back.
โHarder,โ she begs. โHarder.โ
I lever myself over her body, groaning when I feel her squeezing me and hear her sweet moans of her orgasm. Grasping at fistfuls of the pillow, she writhes beneath me, drawing every ounce of pleasure she can wring out. I rise on my knees, angle her hips up, and watch her pussy slide back and forth on my shaft until my muscles clench and I come inside her, panting.
โYouโre good to go again, right?โ Sabrina teases as I collapse on top of her.
โDarlinโ, I can do this all night.โ
โHolding you to that.โ She pulls me down to kiss me. Pushes my sweaty hair off my forehead. โWe might need another shower,โ she says ruefully.
Yeah, weโre both pretty sweaty again. Probably from the humidity rolling in from the open bathroom door that leads to the outside shower. Or maybe it was the hot, primal sex.
โCโmon, letโs take another shower under the stars,โ I say, tugging her out of bed.
Much, much later, when weโre back in bed and falling asleep, Sabrina murmurs, โHell of a honeymoon story to tell, huh?โ
โNah,โ I answer in a sleepy voice. โI donโt think we should tell people about me eating you out in Deanโs shower.โ
She lightly smacks my stomach.
No, I know what she means. โTomorrow will be better,โ I promise her. โCouldnโt get much worse, right?โ